Pile 1 🐬

Hey, my lovely! So, starting this reading I pulled a card with the word 'purification' on it, and then was triggered by something and started doing some OCD compulsions. I'm taking this as a sign for you guys that you might be struggling with your mental health this month. You could possibly lose something/someone this month, there's a sense of sadness and grief. This could be a loved one, an old way of life, or could be disappointed that something didn't work out for you, like not getting the job you wanted, not getting accepted into the university that you wanted. Take what resonates.

However, I do have good news! This situation is very much a 'rejection is protection' scenario. You won't be getting what you want, but you'll be getting what you need. There's healing, hope, and a new beginning starting for you. You'll be getting help when you feel it's furthest from you. This could be some money, a new job, a new home - but it's mostly monetary in some way. You'll be starting to work on something that you'll be in the long haul for, but it'll be solid work that will last your lifetime (i.e. a home, a career, a relationship).

The start of this month and the end of this month will look very different, so remember this when you're struggling. These hard times won't last! Everything will work out and you'll be okay. Please remember this and be extra kind to yourself this month. Take care and much love 🩵🌟

Take care - enemies are working against you.

Muddled, unclear thinking.

Family matters.

A distant friend is thinking of you.

Great passion.

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Pile 2 🏄‍♀️

Hi, my lovely! It seems like you're achieving something big this month! Something you've been working so hard on or trying so hard to achieve is finally happening for you. You're reaping what you've sown this month for sure. Seems at the beginning of the month you'll be taking some time to reflect on something. There's some news that you're hoping to receive but I wanna let you know that it's gonna be delayed for a little while. I think you'll still find out this month, but it'll be a couple/few weeks into the month. There's some hidden delay about something you're expecting. This could be an acceptance letter, an job interview, a package, travel plans, etc. Another thing this could be is someone who is an air sign (Aquarius, Libra, Gemini) aren't being very nice about you behind your back. They could be spreading rumours to others about you, being flaky, being untrustworthy, or just blurting your own secrets to everyone. If you're working on a project that requires writing and/or communication, you might need to dedicate more time to you than you initially thought you would as you might be missing some details, so just make sure you proofread and double check things.

You seem a bit busy this month, but a good busy. It's possible you're starting a second job, starting a new side hustle, or just getting a second stream of income in some way. You'll be working hard but you'll be able to enjoy your hard work too. You might be a bit anxious and worried that you doing have enough money. Advice is to just make sure you're budgeting, check your expenses to see what's actually going in and out of your account. Overall, as long as you're smart, you should be okay, and with this new stream of income coming in, you'll be sorted out I should imagine. Good luck 💗🌸

Someone working against you behind your back.

Control your anger or you will be sorry.

Muddled, unclear thinking.

You will be shown the way.

Good advice from a wise person.

Solid foundation. Success with effort.

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Pile 3 🌺

Hi, my lovely! You might be really desperate for a break and I see you getting this break very soon at the beginning of this month. You really need some alone time. You might even be taking a solo holiday and travelling, or you could be staying at home and doing your hobbies. Self-care is a big priority for you this month, you're being asked for self-care to be your main focus this month. Try to do a small self-care thing for yourself every day. For example, making sure you take yourself to bed early that night if you're especially tired, doing a face mask and having a bubble bath, doing one of your hobbies that you've been wanting to do but felt like you had to put it off, getting yourself a little treat, having your favourite meal for dinner. Your choice.

It's very possible you might be entering in a new romantic relationship this month! You have both the Queen and King of Wands (fire signs, Sagittarius, Leo, Aries placements), The Lovers, and The Empress. This is a bit of an insane pull, you actually really couldn't get much better than this. This is a super hot and super loving relationship, for real. You're both equal partners and both on the same wavelength - very like-minded. There's so much affection here. A very nurturing relationship. You both could go out for dates a lot, even if you're not really the type to do that. It's a very fun, carefree, and exciting time together. Fireworks but not fleeting. It's a thrill but you both can be chill with each other too. Fun and domestic all in one. A really beautiful balance! You'll have to let me know how you get on with this. Much love 🩵🌟

Someone going out of your life or the end of a situation.

You need to defend yourself (I feel this is more about the self-care).

Announcement.

Use your intuition to make beneficial changes.

Spiritual love.

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Pile 1 🎏

Hi, my lovely!! I feel you've been struggling recently, or at least you'll be struggling quite a bit at the beginning of this month. You're feeling overwhelmed with work/school and other people. You might've been getting a bit of bullying from coworkers or other peers at school, like rumours or something. There's a sense of weariness and feeling like your resolve has been tested. If you've been experiencing some of this bullying, know that the truth will prevail. When you act in your truth at all times, the truth will always stay whilst the lies and facade will fall away. Lies can't hold a candle to truth. Or if someone's being trying to gaslight you, don't believe them and continue believing in your truth; you're right.

I'm happy to tell you the good news that this is ending and you have a new beginning in life starting this month! I feel this could be a new job or a new relationship! I'm feeling it leans more towards a new job or new course of study, because there's something about studying and practicing something over and over again. This could be about moving away too, actually. So like, moving to another city to go to university, relocating for a job or new school. This seems like the more likely outcome. This is a new beginning I feel you've been wishing for and it's manifesting for real!! Super happy for you, my love!! It's possible that what you wanted at first didn't work out well, like you got rejected from a certain course or job, but then you'll be accepted into another one. This is a 'rejection is protection and redirection' situation. Know that it'll work out for the best. Just a little advice, if it's possible for you to save a little money that will be helpful for you in the future. Just be careful with making financial decisions and be smart like I know you are. I feel this new beginning will start around when Gemini season starts on May 20th, so you should be hearing news or seeing signs around then I feel. Good luck 🩵🌟

Depression, anxiety. Worry that someone is against you.

Unsuccessful plans.

Take care or there will be a loss of material wealth.

Work, achievement, success.

Compliments from an admirer (feeling mutable placements, Gemini, Pisces, Sagittarius, Virgo).

Stepping into a new experience.

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Pile 2 🐰

Hi, my lovely!! Seems like this month of May is all about Healing. That's the major theme here. You seem to be grieving a bit, maybe you lost someone, or a relationship didn't work out, or a situation/event didn't work out. Either way, you're struggling a bit this month, especially emotionally and possibly with feelings of depression too. Please reach out to people this month because your friends and family will 100% be there for you. You know your trusted people, they will hold you up, I'm seeing so much love and support around you with amazing people where you'd all do the same for each other. Just unconditional love all around. Particularly with people who have air (gemini, aquarius, libra), water (pisces, scorpio, cancer), and sagittarius placements. Take it if it resonates. There's cute friend dates here, where you guys go out for coffee, to the bookshop, just doing errands and really enjoying each others' time. It's such sweet energy.

I think you might've been neglecting yourself a bit during this depressive episode. It happens to the best of us, and I've recently had one as well earlier this month so you might have as well. You might have fallen off the saddle but I see you getting back on the saddle this month too!! I hope you're really proud of yourself, my love, because I'm proud of you!! Thank you for still being here, and your loved ones are super thankful you're still here too. This sweet and loving energy is a two way street, you fill their lives with as much love as they fill yours. I'm seeing you might be slowly getting back into journaling, therapy, working out, self-care routines in general. Healing isn't linear, and if you've had a relapse that doesn't erase any progress at all. The fact that you're trying to create more balance in your life and you're making effort each and every day shows just how strong you are and how far you've come. So give yourself a pat on the back, take care 💝🌷

Too much concern with sexual matters (I feel this is a failed situationship or you might need to go to the doctors).

Problems to be resolved (I feel you're addressing them this month, not a massive concern).

Affairs with your family.

Protection from a powerful friend.

Peace and harmony.

Excitement.

Romance is in the air (could be talking to someone new).

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Pile 3 🍊

Hi, my lovely!! I feel you'll be having some conflict and arguments with family this month. Your relationships with them feel rocky and a bit explosive, more so because of something that happened in the past during your childhood and it could be getting brought up again in the present. I'm so sorry that you're going through that. Family is always difficult to navigate, but I'm seeing you do have people who love and support you, especially your friends, so please reach out to them if you need them! There'll be there for you offering a shoulder to cry and lean on. You do have beautiful connections with others so please remember that. Try to be more kind with yourself this month, these are delicate situations and you deserve to be treated with respect and care, so if you're not, if it's possible please remove yourself from situations that you're not being treated well in or at least take a break away from that.

You might be feeling a bit lost or feeling a lot of existentialism lately with the way life is happening, or rather you feel like there's nothing happening in life and you're unsure of your purpose, there's something missing. You're being asked this month to look at what usually motivates you! What lights you up, what makes you feel happy, when do you feel most like yourself. When you follow your joy, you can't go wrong, you'll always be on the right path. Trying to work on self-love is recommended to be a priority this month too, especially journaling. Find some self-love and happiness prompts and journal about those, you might uncover something you didn't realise about yourself. It will help build a stronger sense of trust and connection with yourself and your life.

You might be really busy this month but I'm seeing it's a good type of busy, like you don't mind having things to do and it helps keep your mind off other things. This is show up in your work/school area, you might be having a lot of exams coming up, finishing a course, getting a promotion, a new job, a raise, a bonus. I see a financial leveling up one way or another that'll help you out! Much love 🩵🌸

Dissatisfaction with life.

An arrogant, boastful person you should not cross (I feel this could be a family member, they're just trying to get a reaction out of you, try not to let them have it, you're better than that).

Strong emotion. Passionate love or hate.

An emotionally secure, loving family is important to you.

Pleasure with a close friend.

Peace and harmony.

A sincere wish will be granted. (Making progress in a relationship with yourself, a friend or romantic interest. Water signs [Pisces, Cancer, Scorpio]. Putting down healthy boundaries too. Take it if it resonates.)

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Pile 1 💐

Hi, my lovely! So it seems like you've been feeling a bit lost lately, maybe you've been feeling kinda stagnant, in a rut and feeling like nothing's happening right now. This month the heavy fog is lifting and your path forward seems a lot more clear and you're finally moving in a more concrete direction. You've been struggling to keep hope and April you remind you why you've had this hope since the beginning. It's possible that maybe it's not that there's nothing happening, but there's too much happening, depending on your situation it seems all or nothing, but you're starting to find that balance. You may be stuck between deciding whether to stay in this current situation you're in and stop manifesting, or to keep manifesting and hoping that your dreams will come true. Even if you're can't do much to change your immediate situation now, you should try not to drown in your own emotions, I understand it's very hard and I struggle with this too, but you don't deserve to suffer unnecessarily, I'm sure you've already suffered enough. If you can help it, acknowledge these difficult feelings but know that the only constant in life is change and that things will not always be like this.

Despite what's happening or not happening around you, your advice for this month is to explore! If you're not sure what you should do next in life, go for the thing you know less about. The option that excites you, the one you actually feel passionate about. When you follow your joy there is no wrong option. There is no wrong option in this situation. Whichever you decide, the Universe will support you unconditionally, they just want you to be happy. You are the Universe experiencing yourself, please don't rob yourself of the happiness and joy of this potential new life path because of self-sabotage. Trust that you're intelligent and strong enough to know that if anything goes wrong, you can always change the course of your direction. You deserve this, choose your happiness! (All piles got The Magician, so if you were drawn to the other piles, maybe check those out too!) Take care 💛🌸

A marriage will take place, either romantic or business.

Disappointment in some affair.

Romance is in the air.

Family wishes come true.

You will receive a gift.

Take calculated risks.

Pile 2 🐰

Hi, my lovely! You may have been struggling with mental health going from March into April or you might do at the beginning of April, but I'm seeing that you have support available around you, you just need to ask for help! This grief and pain might have came from plans not working out the way you thought they would, or manifestations not arriving yet. Please, don't be shy and reach out for help, I'm sure your loved ones or anyone will care and there will be someone who can assist and support you! This month is very much 'it takes a village-' energy, there might be a give and take of this supportive and comforting energy between yourself and your support system/loved ones.

Know that in this month of April success is definitely possible for you! It seems like things will change pretty quickly. 'Overnight success' is what I'm getting and a payment of karma is coming to you, a reward for all the effort and hard work you've done thus far. This reward might come in the way of seeing the people who wronged you get their karma, they will pay the piper so-to-speak. If you've been jobhunting, you could be getting this reward by getting two amazing job offers! I'm seeing either option will be great for you, it's completely you're decision which one you want to take, whichever you think you will enjoy the most will be the better option most likely. If you're still struggling on which to choose, meditation and quiet time with no distractions will help you actually realise which one you feel called to. You could have the chance to travel as well, could be nationally or internationally, perhaps for work, school, a vacation. Positive change is happening this April for you, and things are finally being put right! (All piles got The Magician, so if you were drawn to the other piles, maybe check those out too!) Good luck 💝🌼

Beware of great pride, receive this reward with humility whilst enjoying it, which I'm sure you will.

An arrogant, boastful person you should not cross. (I feel this is the person who will be paying the piper.)

Someone you know is undependable and insincere.

Strong emotion. Passionate love or hate.

Doing something risky. Taking a chance.

Romance, celebration, party. (You might be manifesting a relationship!)

Pile 3 🐣

Hi, my lovely! You got some more cards than the other piles, but all piles got The Magician, so if you were drawn to the other piles, maybe check those out too! I feel you guys will be building stronger boundaries for things in your life that have been draining your energy way too much and way too often. Please, protect your energy because it's precious. I understand wanting to help others, but you can't pour into someone else's cup when yours is completely dry. Fill your cup and let the overflow pour in everyone else's. Perhaps you're thinking of going on a bit of a sabbatical this month, like cutting down on bad habits or vices (e.g. alcohol, sugar, screen time, etc.). I feel this will be very beneficial for you. You might feel super drained going into this month. You've been trying to keep your head held high and your spirits up and you're starting to feel tired, if not, exhausted, but know that this is the final step. The final leap.

I feel you're possible manifesting a wish (perhaps more) this month, it could be: a relationship, a new job, a new home, and/or a creative hobby getting recognised. If this is a relationship, I'm seeing that you'll be able to maintain strong boundaries with this individual, they're trustworthy and they'll be an amazing addition to your life. There's a lot of happiness and celebration here. You might even move in with each other super quickly. This could be a new job, perhaps working in communication, data, sales, research, admin, but could be other things as well. Your new coworkers will be amazing, you'll be a part of a supportive and kind team. If this is a new home, I'm seeing the whole process of viewing, paying deposits, moving in will go pretty smoothly. You'll be in a great location, you'll be super happy with it and be able to make it your own home. If this is a creative hobby, and possibly going viral, I'm seeing a lot of success and recognition. There will be a lot of traction starting for you and people admiring your content. People want to listen to what you have to say/do. They see you as very talented and worthy of the attention. You feel like a hidden gem and might say things like, 'how have I not seen this before?' Whatever happens, allow your life to change and enjoy your dreams coming true! Much love 💛🌸

Dissatisfaction with life.

Someone is extremely stubborn and unwilling to change.

Temporary situation.

Pay attention to your health.

You will be taken care of in difficult times.

Waiting for news, package, letter.

Spiritual love (from the Universe and your guides).

Something important, such as a new job or a raise.

Love, deep affection, and caring.

Pleasure with a close friend.

New opportunities, possibilities, and paths opening up.

You will be receiving or giving a precious gift.

An emotionally secure, loving family is important to you.

Thank you so much for reading this pac! I hope you enjoyed it! If you wish to have a personal tarot reading, please don't hesitate to reach out! Wishing you the very best, much love 🤍🪐💐