#4h pluto

disclaimer: these are just my opinions and observations <3

composite scorpio moon signals an intense relationship with a lot of plutonic/martian qualities (jealousy, anger, seduction)

1H saturn/ harsh moon-saturn aspects feel uncomfortable with just existing

profection years ruled by libra/taurus make you feel sexy hot because you attract a lot of suitors 🔥

virgo/sag/ pisces risings are attracted to partners that look like them (mercury influence on 1H/7H)

8H moons are deeply intuitive. they have a gut feeling when something significant is going to happen (there’s been so many times in my life where i’ve felt a gut feeling before going through a major transition)

capricorn moons/saturn-moon aspects would 100% live off grid. being in solitude is appealing to them.

aries/scorpio ruled 6H or 6H mars/pluto are prone to self-sabotaging habits when they are angry

taurus/libra moons do not like picking sides (my friend has a taurus moon and refuse to have a definitive stance about people)

personal planets at 18° experience a lot of anxiety

whatever sign you have a stellium in could point to where you experience injuries/illness (virgo stellium could experience stomach problems)

4H plutos could experience a lot hardships in their early childhood (ages 1-5)

capricorn mars tends to work in government and policy (capricorn rules civilization and social order)

the sagittarius pluto transit was the reason celebrities were perceived as “larger than life” (jupiter’s influnce), unattainable and put on pedestals

To know I am not finished with this transit although Pluto is in Aquarius is a lot for me. Two more years of this bullshit.

I am doing the work. I have gone to therapy three times over the last couple years, working through trauma and old cycles. My most recent lesson turned affirmation is that “I am in control of my emotions”. So often I realized how many ppl close to me fed off my misery and my reactions to the point where I had to realize this myself. I can’t choose how people behave towards me but I can choose how to react. With a fire moon and mars, this has been my ultimate challenge especially in a home where I am constantly provoked, under surveillance or suffocated.

You don’t realize how many people feel so unimportant to you that they have to constantly cross your boundaries or provoked you for a confrontation that will empower them. That your reaction and anger fuels them and brightens up their day. You transfer your power over to them when you allow them access to your negative emotions. The minute they got under your skin, gives them a boost of energy. People who frown and pick at you until you blow up and you watch as suddenly a grin appears on their face. They are emotional vampires. Misery loves company.

Now imagine this being the people who know you behind closed doors. My family and home life has seriously been a thorn in my ass for so many years. My south node is in this house as well. I have felt as though my spiritual, professional and personal progress has been restricted due to my home life. I have felt like a nomad, seeking homes within others refuge for breaks.

Like for an example, when you're about to move somewhere else, you notice things around you breaking or not working as they should. The usual places that you like to go to, either shutting down or the quality of things and people just "withering" away?

I fucking screamedddddd when I saw this LMFAOOOO

Everytime I talk to a new man, I need to ease him into understanding my home environment.