Liara’s Life

And it got me thinking:

Who was the better parent? Mary or John?

Not that either of them were terrible or fantastic by any means. No parent is perfect. But which one deserves less hate. I think John. And before anyone freaks out, I have an explanation.

Everything John did was, in the end, to protect his family. To protect Sam and Dean. He sold his soul to the same demon that killed his wife, and that he’d been hunting for at least 20 years, for his son. For Dean. He literally threw away everything he’d done in search of yellow-eyes because he cared about his son more.

Mary? From the moment she was brought back her main focus was herself. And I get it at first, she was just brought back from the dead, her sons now full grown adults and it was very disorienting. But what she says when her and Dean are arguing, that she is not just a mother, that’s what pisses me off.

Now, I’m not a mother myself but from what I’ve heard, after you become a mother, you never stop being a mother. Even after you die, you are still a mother, you just aren’t physically in your kids’ lives. So Mary saying that was like her basically telling Sam and dean she wished she never had them. And that may seem a bit dramatic and I know that sometimes mothers need breaks from their kids but doing what Mary did to Sam and Dean when all they wanted was their mother for just one moment, just pisses me off so much.

So, I’m leaving a poll at the end so anyone can vote who they think deserves less hate. John or Mary? And feel free to comment your reason or opinion, so long as it remains just stating your reason or opinion. I do not accept fights or anything that will result in a fight. Especially not bullying either.

I’ve started another playthrough of Fallout 4 (modded, of course) and this is gonna be my canon playthrough. So I am going to be making choices based on what I want my Commonwealth to be. Gonna be team Minutemen, try to stay neutral between the Railroad, Institute, and BoS unless otherwise provoked.

She is beautiful, the sparkle in her eyes when she talks about something she loves. She is beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she is sad. No, she isn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She is beautiful, deep down to her soul. She is beautiful.

F. Scott Fitzgerald

Remember, everyone is beautiful in their own way. No matter what you look like or what you wear. You are beautiful, don't ever doubt or forget that.

Going to watch the new Fantastic Four movie… but in full Scarlett Witch (aka Wanda Maximoff) cosplay.

If you know, you know.

I just started my third play-through of Dragon Age: The Veilguard. It’s gonna be my canon run, so any choices I make will be what happens.

But I have one choice I can’t make. I don’t want to make it.

(Major spoilers ahead)

It’s when you have to choose between Harding and Davrin (and Assan).

The moment I think I’ve decided who I’m gonna save, I have one conversation with the other one and immediately feel terrible.

On one hand, we have Davrin, and Assan as well. He is sworn to fight evil and protect Thedas, even if that means sacrificing himself. But every time I talk to him, I love seeing how he interacts with Assan, and how he went from not wanting anything to do with training Assan (for the most part) to him being his closest friend.

Then we have Harding. I loved her the first time I met her in Inquisition. I see her as my Rook’s best and closest friend. I also really liked her personal quest. It wasn’t like the others really. She wasn’t looking for revenge. She wasn’t facing something from her past. She was learning about her peoples history, and then choosing whether she was going to stay true to herself and live her life with compassion. Or to take control of her anger and use it for good.

I’m gonna put a poll in so anyone who reads this can tell me who they picked, and if you want, leave a comment and tell me why you picked who you did.

This is my canon play through Rook.

Her name is Esmaria de Riva. She is a Antivan Crow Mage.

My backstory for her is that her father is Zevran Arainai from Dragon Age Origins. I know that isn’t the most unique backstory, but I liked the idea. No, her mother is not my Warden. Her mother is an Elven woman Zevran met a year after the Fifth Blight. He was in Rivain and she was visiting from Antiva, Treviso specifically, when they met. Needless to say, they had fun together then 9 month later my Rook was born. Zevran doesn’t know about my Rook and my Rook’s mother couldn’t let her husband (yes, she had a husband. He’s a dick) know that she had an affair while she was away. So when she played it off as her husband’s baby until she was born, then gave her away, playing it off to her husband as she lost the baby during birth. The reason she did this is because my Rook looks exactly like Zevran, so she wouldn’t look at all like her mother or her mother husband.

Who did her mother give her away to, you ask? (No one asked) She gave her to an old acquaintance of hers. Viago de Riva. Viago had been someone who had saved my Rook’s mother a few times, and my Rook’s mother was a secret informant for him. So she took my Rook to him and told him to take her away. Viago had intended to leave the baby on the doorstep of some rich noble but had the idea to bring her to the Crows. So he did.

Little did he know that she was the daughter of the most hated Crow in all of Antiva.