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Summary: there arenāt enough seats on the hockey bus, so you end up sharing. Hockey player!Blaise x sports photographer!reader
Warnings/be aware: fem!reader, literally just tooth-rotting fluff, Blaise is so soft for reader, so much hockey slang.
A/N: thank you guys for baring with me while I literally scrapped a whole other story and wrote this one instead! I hope it was worth it. An extremely delayed submission for @i-await Blaiseās Banquet.
The energy on the hockey bus was electric as you climbed aboard, the purple LED lights that lined the interior adding a transcendental ambience to the crowded vehicle. You were grinning ear-to-ear as you walked down the aisle with your DLSR camera clutched in your hands. Around you, players and coaches reviewed the game excitedly, discussing their favorite goals and saves. Shifting your camera to your left hand so that you could pull out your phone with your right, you opened the teamās Instagram and selected the option to start a new story. As you held down the ārecordā button, you filmed the raucous, invigorating scene around you.
ā...and then Zab with the OT clapper!āĀ
Mattheo Riddle, the teamās starting right defenseman, was having such a loud conversation with his blue-line partner, Theodore Nott, over the back of his seat that his voice somehow defeated the clamber around him. Several of his teammates turned eagerly at the shout.
āZab with the OT clapper!ā Lorenzo Berkshire repeated, pointing at his fellow winger next to him. The bus exploded in a thundering cheer for the man of the hour, Blaise Zabini, whoād won the nightās away game for your university with an unbelievable overtime shot.Ā
āTop shelf!ā
The noise was overwhelming, and you nearly pitied the opposing team as they filed out of the nearby rinkās entrance, but the feeling was quickly forgotten as you turned back to Blaise. Heād already been awarded a comically large plastic wrestling championship belt in the locker room for his efforts, and he was now laughing as he held the belt in his hand.
You ended the video as the cheering transformed into incoherent yelling and the occasional howl from one of the rookies, grinning at the teamās antics. Selecting the option to add text to the story, you typed, āLots of love for number 7 on the bus tonight.ā
Biting back a nervous grin, your stomach flip-flopped subtly at the sight of Blaiseās laugh replaying on your phone. You paused, taking a moment to push the thought aside before pressing the button at the bottom of the screen to post the story.Ā
When you glanced up, you realized that Blaise had stood from his seat, the plastic belt laid across the armrests. Your smile widened when you realized he was starting a speech. Crouching down into the aisle, you ensured that all his teammates and coaches could see.
ā...thanks, boys.ā He flashed a little smirk that made his teammates chuckle and your chest flutter dangerously before continuing. āBut I want to acknowledge that this game was an incredible team effort! We showed up tonight, we played from end to end, we beat the number one team in the league because we are undefeated!ā
The bus erupted into another wave of deafening cheers, applause, and whistles that set the floor vibrating underneath your feet and made your lips crack with a grin. There truly was nothing like the spirit of this team, your team ā although you didnāt play, theyād claimed you long ago. Nights like these, with an away game won, spirits soaring, and a long drive back to your home campus ahead of you, were your absolute favorite.Ā
āLetās hear it for your captain, Malfoy!ā Blaiseās speech reached a fevered pitch as he yanked the blond boy from the seat heād taken across from Blaise and Enzo. āAbsolute beauty.ā Despite looking slightly jostled, Malfoy grinned as his teammates cheered for him, offering the boys a wave like a movie star greeting a crowd of supporters. You giggled, setting your phone down on your knee and letting your camera hang around your neck so you could applaud. āYour tendy, Flint, with thirty-seven saves!āĀ
āWoohoo!ā You let out a cheer that was easily drowned out by the clamber of the bus as the team cheered Flintās best performance of the season.
āBerky, with the hatty!ā Blaiseās speech continued on as he shouted out the impressive performances of the night to raucous applause, from goals to puck blocks to Riddleās five-minute fighting major after heād dropped the gloves with a rival defenseman whoād cross-checked a rookie in the head minutes before.
Of all the jobs youād had since high school, this one was by far your favorite. During your freshman year of college, youād received a mass email that the universityās D1 hockey team was looking for a photographer and social media manager, and with the thought that you had nothing to lose, youād submitted your portfolio on the application portal. Youād scarcely believed your eyes when, a few weeks later, youād received another email from the teamās head coach, informing you that youād been selected.Ā
Initially, youād been intimidated beyond belief. You were surrounded by future NHL prospects, after all. Your hands had shaken so badly during your first practice that nearly all the video youād taken was unwatchable. But the boys had warmed up to you quickly, putting your worries at ease. By the end of the season, you were invited to team dinners and parties, basically an honorary member of the team. Three years into your favorite gig and you were inseparable from the hockey players.
ā...and our photographer, who shows out, every. Single. Game!āĀ
Your eyes widened as the gazes of the players and coaches suddenly trained on the space where you were crouched on the floor. Chuckling, Blaise reached his hand out to you and you took it, standing up with a sheepish grin as the team roared, applause and loud whistles echoing across the bus. You tucked your phone back into your pocket and stepped closer to Blaise, who immediately slung his arm around you. Nervous giggles slipped from your lips, your cheeks feeling fiery.Ā
āGuys!ā you protested, but Blaise shook his head, pulling you in closer to his chest.
āHalf of you owe your profile pics to this one, donāt lie.ā He nodded towards you and you laughed, knowing just how many of the boys around you had one of your hockey action shots as their Instagram profile picture. āYou can thank her for all those DMās, yeah?ā You rolled your eyes at that, smacking him lightly in the chest. But as you looked up at him, you saw him beaming down at you, and for a split second you forgot how to breathe.
As quickly as it began, it was over. āAlright, letās get this show on the road!ā Grinning, Blaise released you and pointed up towards the front of the bus, where the bus driver chuckled back at him through the rear-view mirror. The team gave one last cheer as he tossed the plastic belt in the carry-on compartment above his head and sat back down in his seat. Then, the bus driver revved the engine and the vehicle grumbled to life.
After placing your camera in its case and setting it above with the carry-on bags, you glanced around and realized youād committed a considerable oversight. In all the commotion as the team had boarded the bus after the win, youād been so busy doing your job and filming content that youād forgotten to find yourself a seat. Most of the athletics buses were huge ā typically, there were far more seats than there were passengers on the bus, but as you looked around, there looked to be none available.
āAm I going crazy, or is this bus smaller than usual?ā You tossed a worried glance at Draco, figuring he would know the answer. As the bus lurched forward, you stumbled, grabbing the edge of Blaiseās seat for support.Ā
Draco shook his head. āOne of the athletics buses broke down this morning, and apparently everyone and their mother had an away game tonight. The small ones were all they had left.ā He rolled his eyes, an expression of deep annoyance crossing his face.Ā
āWhatāre you so mad about?ā Theo Nott scoffed in Dracoās direction, jutting his thumb at you. āSheās the one without a place to sit.ā
āHow were there enough seats for everyone on the way here but not on the way back?ā You frowned in confusion.
Nott jerked his head toward the front of the vehicle. āPucey rode here with his parents, but heās coming back on the bus.ā
You shrugged, letting out a wry laugh. āGuess Iām taking the aisle, then.āĀ
āNo way.ā Blaiseās objection was immediate as he shook his head. āCāmon, Berky and Iāll pack it in.ā He threw back the armrests cordoning off his seat from Enzoās and began to move away from the aisle and towards the window, nodding for his seatmate to do the same.
āUhhā¦ā Enzo glanced over at you and then down at his and Blaiseās seats, where there was clearly little more room to be found. āYeah, sure.ā Scooting down as best he could, he managed to create approximately two more inches of room before being squished between his linemate and the window.
You eyed the sliver of seat by the aisle theyād managed to empty. If you really, really tried, you mightāve been able to fit a quarter of your left thigh in the available space. Hockey players werenāt generally small humans, and there was no way they were going to be able to fit two of them and one photographer in a space meant for two people. āGuys, itās really fine.ā You werenāt overly fond of the idea of riding home cross-legged in the aisle, but as long as the driver didnāt hit too many sharp turns, you were sure you would be alright.
āCāmere.ā Blaise patted his thigh, nodding towards you. āJust sit on me, then.ā
You couldāve sworn the entire bus heard the breath that got stuck in your throat. Swallowing it thickly, you gave your head a little shake as you tried to ignore the way that your heart seemed suddenly determined to run away in your chest. āI ā what?ā
He shrugged, shooting you an easy grin. āItās fine, just sit here.ā
āIām a whole person, Iām heavy! I canāt just sit on you for a couple hours.ā
āWhat, you think Iāve been slacking in the weight room?ā He let out a little scoff, and he wouldāve looked almost offended if not for the playful glint in his dark eyes. āSit.ā
Finally, you relented, shaking your head and trying your best to look exasperated despite the fluttery feeling in your ribs. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears as you let him pull you into his chest, settling you across his huge thighs. As strong as he looked on the ice, he felt even stronger beneath you, your skin tingling where you felt his muscles tense and flex against you. He smelled ridiculously good, the scent of his expensive musky cologne enveloping you. You hoped with every fiber of your being that he couldnāt feel the embarrassingly loud pounding of your heartbeat as you sat against him.
āComfy?ā
You could feel the way his voice vibrated through his chest, surrounding you and seeping through your skin. It was an agonizing bliss, as was the little smirk he flashed your way, telling you that he knew he was teasing you.
āYeah, Iām good.ā The words were rushed, shoved from your mouth before your voice had the chance to waver.
When exactly youād caught feelings for Blaise, you werenāt certain. Maybe it was during that first practice, when youād filmed all of the boys answering a question as they exited the locker room and heād given you a great sound byte with a handsome grin before winking and welcoming you to the team. Or maybe it was after the team had won the championship during your freshman year and heād declared you their good-luck charm, insisting that you hold the enormous trophy and snatching your DSLR camera to take a picture. Perhaps it was piece by piece, day by day, your crush taking shape with every little pre-practice hug, every arm offered to help you across the ice when you needed to film from the opposite side of the rink, every wink and grin and touch. All you knew was that one day at the start of last season, your feelings had hit you like a train, and ever since that day, you couldnāt think straight or even breathe properly in the presence of one Blaise Zabini.Ā
He was your friend, just like any of the hockey guys. You were basically one of his teammates. But there were times when you wondered whether the two of you might be dancing on the edge of something more, glancing into the deep end and wondering whether you ought to jump in. You knew you shouldnāt make assumptions ā all the hockey boys were flirts. It was probably just wishful thinking. Still, every time he wrapped his arms around you or complimented your photos after a game, you couldnāt help but get your hopes up. You were only human.
Trying to distract yourself, you leaned forward, trying to engage in whatever frenetic conversation Theo and Draco were having.
ā...the Leafs are not going all the way this year!ā Theo gave the bottom of his seat a frustrated smack. āYou all wasted Marner, youāre wasting Matthews and Nylander, Iāll bet you miss the playoffs.ā
āThatās rich, coming from the Oilers fan,ā Draco scoffed. āMcDavidās walking the second heās a free agent.ā
You rolled your eyes, having heard this argument a million times before. āCanes are winning the cup,ā you replied, your tone almost bored. āAndersonās unreal, Slavinās a wagon, theyāve got Aho, Ehlers, theyāre getting a good season out of Taylor Hallā¦you canāt change my mind.āĀ
The boys glanced at each other, then glanced at you, wordless. Draco frowned, his mouth opening and closing a few times in futility.Ā
āThatās a good take,ā Enzo finally said, breaking the silence with an emphatic nod. āThatās a really good take. Nice one.ā He held his fist out for a bump and you obliged, laughing.
Glancing back at Draco and Theo, you shrugged your shoulders. āYour teams both suck.ā You crinkled your nose playfully, keeping your gaze forward though you could practically feel Blaiseās eyes boring into the back of your head. Turning, you finally acknowledged him. āSorry, Leafs fan.ā
He raised his eyebrows, the intensity in his gaze sending a flurry of tingles across your skin. āReally?ā
You turned around more fully to look at him, your weight resting on his right thigh as you moved in his grip. Shrugging, you widened your eyes in false innocence. āWhat? Iām just telling it like it is.ā
Looking you up and down, he let out an incredulous little laugh. āYou should keep in mind where youāre sitting before you go telling it like it is.ā
The thing about your crush on Blaise was that you somehow couldnāt resist the urge to dig yourself in even deeper, even though you shouldāve been trying to dig yourself out.
As you crossed your arms, you raised your own eyebrows. āWhat are you gonna do about it? Drop me?ā
The edge of Blaiseās grin twitched, his nose scrunching playfully. āNah.ā
His strong arms were suddenly around you, pulling you all the way into his chest. You let out a little shriek of surprise, but then you felt the worst part ā fingers digging into your sides, sending ticklish sparks through your stomach as a full-on scream slipped past your lips. Thankfully the bus was so loud that most people didnāt even turn around, but your cheeks burned as an unrelenting fountain of giggles poured from your lips thanks to Blaiseās torment.
āBlaise! Please!ā You twisted and squirmed in his grip, but he was way too strong, and you could feel him smirking into your shoulder as his fingers teased your skin. āPleaseee!ā
āWhoās the best team in the league?ā His voice lilted teasingly.
āThe Leafs! The Leafs! Iām sorryyyy!ā Finally, he relented, leaving you giggling and breathless in his arms.
āYou heard it here first, boys. Sheās a Leafs fan.ā
Draco nodded astutely, glancing at you where you sat slumped against Blaiseās chest. āItās for your own good.ā
āNo it is not,ā you protested with a huff, sitting up. āAnd that was a sentiment provided under duress.ā Turning, you crossed your arms as you pouted in Blaiseās direction. āYouāre mean.ā
āYeah, yeah.ā He gave a low chuckle as he circled his arms around your waist. āYouāre not going anywhere.ā
You didnāt ā you stayed perched on his thigh as Mattheo passed back a fifth of Fireball and everyone drank, fueling the loud conversations and card games spawning throughout the bus. With the help of the alcohol, your muscles lost their tension. You relaxed back into Blaiseās arms, occasionally piping up to contribute to the heated hockey debates and chaotic partying stories.Ā
āI can barely drink this garbage anymore,ā Theo groaned as he took another swig of the liquor. āNot after that post-'ship barn-burner our rookie year.ā
āWasnāt that the night you fell out the window of our Uber?ā Blaise chimed in. Your eyes widened as you let out a giggle.
āYes,ā Theo groaned, looking as though he regretted bringing it up.
āGot his bell rung and he wasnāt even on the ice.ā Mattheoās face popped up in between Theo and Draco as he turned around in his seat, shaking his head in mock disappointment.
āWait, pause, I have so many questions.ā You held up one finger in Theoās direction. āPlease tell me the car wasnāt moving.ā
āNearly parked.ā Theo winced.
āNearly?āĀ
āThe back wheel only hit him a little.ā Mattheo scrunched his nose, holding his thumb and forefinger slightly apart.
Shaking your head, you grinned. āThat explains a lot.ā
You felt the rumble of Blaiseās stifled laughter in his chest as Theo narrowed his eyes in your direction.
Enzo chuckled, nodding towards you. āYou know, I always forget you werenāt around that night. Seems like youāve been hanging out with us forever.ā
āDidnāt think I was quite ready for a night out with you guys yet,ā you mused. āI suppose I was right if Theo was falling out of car windows.ā
āYou sure came out after the next āship, though.ā Mattheo cracked an enormous grin as you groaned.
āDonāt even remind me!ā You clamped your hands firmly over your face, shaking your head. āNever again. I canāt even think of gin without gagging.ā
āRemind you of what?ā Draco chimed in. āThe drinking contest with Riddle? The arm-wrestling competition with the bouncer?ā You aimed a swift kick at his shins and he dodged it, smirking. āDancing on that table in the middle of the bar?ā
āYouāre the worst.ā
āZab carrying you home?ā
You froze abruptly, your hands dropping from your face. Staring at Draco, you furrowed your brows in bewilderment. āWait, what?ā
Draco let out a low chuckle, a half-smile on his lips. āYou donāt remember?ā
Shaking your head, you thought back to that night. You remembered stumbling in the heels youād foolishly worn as you walked back towards campus, but nothing after that. Shifting, you turned towards Blaise.Ā
āWhat happened?ā
He exhaled softly, a little smile tugging at his lips. āIt was no big deal. You were wearing those huge heels and you tripped, I didnāt want you to hurt yourself walking back.ā
āHe was hysterical,ā Theo added dryly.
āHe yelled at me in the middle of the street for letting you drink so much,ā Mattheo drawled.
āBlaise!ā You let out an incredulous little laugh. āIt was my own stupid fault for drinking so much. You shouldnāt have yelled at Mattheo.ā
āSee?ā Mattheo gestured so intensely in your direction that Draco was forced to duck. Blaise scoffed before turning back to you.
āYou cut yourself when you fell,ā he added. āI just brought you back to your dorm, helped you clean up your knees, and made sure you werenāt gonna be sick. āS all.ā
āThe dishes in the kitchenā¦ā you trailed off, remembering the soapy dishes youād woken up to in your sink the next morning. Youād always figured youād cooked yourself a meal in your blacked-out state, wondering at how youād managed to avoid burning the whole building down. āDid you cook for me?ā
A low, breathy laugh slipped past his lips as he gave you that little smile that could melt you in an instant. He shrugged. āYou said you really wanted mac nā cheese.ā
Your lips parted but you couldnāt find words, your heart fluttering in your chest with such intensity that you knew Blaise could hear it. But if he could, he didnāt mention it, instead gazing at you with that impossibly soft smile.
āZab, youāre such a simp, itās unreal.ā
Mattheoās voice provided a profoundly unwelcome snap back to reality, his smug grin hovering over the back of Theoās seat like the Cheshire cat.
Before you could respond, you heard Blaise scoff, his muscles tensing beneath you. āIāll show you a simp, Riddle.ā You watched as his eyes narrowed in his teammateās direction and his lip curled. āIāll put you through the glass at practice tomorrow, you hear me?ā
Despite the formerās love for a good fight, you could tell Mattheo had no desire to go toe-to-toe with Blaise as his eyes widened. āHeard.ā He disappeared back into the group of seats ahead of you.
You couldnāt help but giggle at the memory of the defensemanās alarmed expression as you turned back to Blaise. āCould you really do that?ā
He let out a soft chuckle. āI wouldnāt,ā he clarified, nodding in Mattheoās direction. āBut donāt tell him that.ā
As the bus continued to cut through the pitch-black mountain roads, a sliver of the moon shining down on its passengers, the effects of the alcohol began to wane and the inside of the vehicle grew quiet. Players began to put in headphones, snack, or close their eyes, the remaining conversations growing hushed. Enzo soon fell asleep as Draco read and Theo stared out the window, leaving you and Blaise the only ones softly whispering to each other.Ā
You were completely cuddled up to him, sitting on his thigh with your knees pulled up to the seat, your head resting against his chest. His calloused fingers absentmindedly trailed across your ankle, his other hand wrapped around your waist. Your gaze was trained on the screen of your phone as you clipped the video footage youād captured of the game, hoping to have a few posts ready for the teamās TikTok account by the end of the bus ride.
āWow,ā Blaise murmured, his eyes drifting down to your screen as you put the finishing touches on the clip of his game-winning goal. āYouāre amazing at this, you know.ā
You felt your cheeks growing warm, an irresistible grin tugging at your lips. āSays you, Mister OT-game-winner.ā Giving him a gentle nudge in the ribs with your elbow, you giggled. āWith goals like that, the posts make themselves.ā
āNah.ā He shook his head. āThereās no way I could make that look like that.ā
It was technically true ā youād added slow-motion and reverberation effects so the viewer could see every moment of the goal, every last second of buildup until he released the shot and the puck fired into the net. Still, you shrugged, a little smile on your face.Ā
āJust a little editing.ā
He laughed, the low sound a whisper in the night. āWhatever you say.ā
You finished another video before abandoning your work, turning off your phone and gazing out the window to let your eyes rest. The feeling of Blaiseās fingers trailing across your skin and the delicious smell of his cologne lulled you into a state of relaxation, your nerves slipping away entirely.Ā
Only time would tell what this night meant, but you didnāt want to worry about that yet. You felt nothing but safety, allowing your breathing to fall in time with his and your eyes to flutter closed as his fingers began to twine in the ends of your hair. Blaise had taken care of you before and heād take care of you now. As you finally rested, you knew this was exactly where you were supposed to be.
Credits: images ltr: Pinterest by seapiscean here, Pinterest by rosegoldenhoney here, Pinterest by ggs_library here | divider by @saradika-graphics here
Hey chat Iām doing. Not good. Gonna have to tap out for a bit to deal with my real job bc itās insane out here. Will be back and hopefully finishing fics over the weekend thank u for your patience <3
Work is beating me up this week I fear :( current estimated dates for my other two Blaiseās Banquet works are Friday/Saturday for No More Tears pt 2 and Sunday/Monday for college hockey au. Sorry pookies š
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Summary: One moment youāre minding your business browsing the aisles in Honeydukes, the next a round of Wildfire Whiz-bangs is exploding throughout the store. Clearly you missed a chapter because how on Earth did this all get pinned on you and Blaise Zabini?
Smoke, sulfur, and burnt chocolates were definitely not on your top ten list of scents you'd expect to find at Honeydukes. In fact, the popular candy shop was rather infamously known for its sickenly sweet, over the top treats that filled the air with notes of exotic spices, fruits, and sugars that rotted teeth just by inhaling the smell. Though to be fair, you also definitely did not expect to be cowering beneath the service counter of the candy shop as a round of Wildfire Whiz-bangs tore through the store with fiery determination either.
You supposed you should be surprised, but, after years spent at Hogwarts, nothing really shocked you anymore. This really was just another Saturday at Hogsmeade. With a sigh, you resign yourself to simply waiting out the chaos of above, hoping that someone with more than a few brain cells to rub together would eventually realize that vanishing spells were clearly making an already bad situation worse.
That's when another body ducks into your hiding spot, shoving you unceremoniously into the corner.
"Hey! Find your own spot. Move," you hiss, shoving back at the person who was very much invading your personal space.
"Shove off. I don't exactly fancy the idea of being burnt to a crisp," the person snaps back, twisting around to face you, a scowl clear across their face.
It takes a moment to place him, but you recognize the boy. Blaise Zabini. Trouble tended to follow him wherever he went. And by trouble you specifically meant Mattheo Riddle. Again, you probably should have been surprised, but Blaise Zabini being at the scene of the crime was about as expected as the centuries old rivalry between the snakes and the lions. And it was just your luck that he had to bring his problems to you. Admitting defeat (you didn't need his blood on your hands), you scoot over a bit giving him more room to take cover.
"So, I'm assuming you know who started this whole mess," you say dryly, trying, and failing, to ignore the way Blaise's leg was pressing up against you.
"No," he replies curtly, face remaining unchanged as he pointedly avoids making eye contact with you.
You raise a disbelieving eyebrow and Blaise must be able to sense your skepticism because there's a short pause before he lets out a low grunt, begrudgingly looking over at you.
"I don't know what happened. I ditched Mattheo and the rest of them when we got to Hogsmeade. Didn't feel like serving another detention for something I didn't do," he says.
You don't know if it's the sheer exhaustion laced in his voice, or the unanticipated sincerity in his eyes, but you believe him.
"Well. At least you acknowledge that Mattheo is a problem," you say with a sigh, trying awkwardly to lighten the mood as the sound of rogue explosives continues from above.
Blaise snorts and you swear you even catch a glimpse of a smile. You might have imagined it though.
"I live with them. I am no stranger to the fact that Mattheo has a nasty habit of making his problems, everyone else's problems." He pauses. "It's really Theo you have to watch out for though. He'll scheme right alongside Matt, but he's never the one that gets caught."
His words hang in the air. You couldn't remember there ever being a time where you'd heard Blaise string that many words together. You'd kind of always thought he was a quiet one. Always watching, analyzing, staying three steps ahead of everyone else. It had never occurred to you that maybe he was the one really worth talking to. The fireworks last for several more long minutes which you and Blaise spend in silenceāaside from the occasional intake of breath when a loud crack sounds just a little too close.
When all the noise finally subsides, Blaise is the one to peek his head up above the counter first before extending a hand, wordlessly helping you to your feet. The shop is a complete and utter disaster. Rows and rows of shelves have been blasted over, boxes of product are scattered across the floorāburnt, torn, completely spoiled. Even the lights overhead were flickering, the occasional spark threatening to start a whole new problem.
"Bloody fucking hell." The words escape your mouth without a second thought as you stare at the carnage in shock.
You figured the damage would be bad. But this was brutal.
"There! It must have been them!" The voice you vaguely recognize as belonging to the shopkeeper rings out across the store.
Your head swivels as you look around, trying to spot the alleged troublemakers when you realize that the store is completely empty except forāoh. Oh no. The pieces seem to click for Blaise too, as he begins shaking his head.
"It wasn't us. We went for cover under the counter as soon as the fireworks started going off," he states as Minerva McGonagall appears next to the shopkeeper with her arms crossed and a glare already burning a hole through the two of you.
"Really?" The shop keeper scoffs. "Then how did you two know to hide straight away, hmm? And if you were hiding, how did you know it was fireworks being set off?"
"Well, the hiding part was mostly a result of our above average self-preservation skills, and the knowledge of fireworks bit probably came from the fact that we have functioning ears," you reply dryly, agitated by the fact you were being accused of something you clearly didn't do.
Beside you, you hear Blaise try to suppress a snort and can't help but feel pleased that you were able to amuse the boy once again, but that was far from your greatest concern at the moment. The shopkeeper doesn't look convinced. She turns to McGonagall, fists clenched and her mouth in a thin line.
"These two were here before all the explosions started, and they're still here now. I just know it was them and I demand something be done. They cannot be allowed to get away with something like this, my shop is in ruins!"
You have to feel a bit bad for the old woman, her shop had definitely seen better days. And really you couldn't blame her for being so upset. But it just wasn't fair that you were being blamed when you had simply been in the wrong place at the wrong time. You stand there just stewing in frustration as McGonagall apologizes profusely for the wreckage, promising that everyone involved would be held accountable.
"What do you expect us to do? Pay for all the damages?" you ask, crossing your arms in defiance.
Looking around, your family definitely could not afford to essentially rebuild the entire store from ground up. And quite frankly they shouldn't have to. Because none of this was your fault. Blaise perks up a bit at the suggestion however.
"Yes! My mother would be happy to pay. We can cover all the costs, no need to even involve y/n," he says, a charming smile gracing his face even though the rest of him remains tense.
But McGonagall shakes her head.
"No, no, no, Mr. Zabini. I will not have you believe that you can just throw your family's money at problems to make them disappear. Absolutely not. You and y/n will complete volunteer hours. Here. Starting this week," McGonagall says sternly.
"But Professor, it really wasn't us," you try to protest.
"Well, unless you have the names of the students who did this, the evidence against you is strong enoughā"
"What, her just saying she saw us so she knows we did it is enough? That's bullā"
"That is enough. Unless you would like to serve a detention as well, I highly recommend you stop while you are above water," McGonagall says coldly.
You want to argue more, but Blaise's hand on your wrist stops you in your tracks.
"It's not worth it," he mutters under his breath, giving your wrist a light squeeze.
You bite your tongue, but not before shooting a nasty glare the shopkeeper's way. Apparently finished with the two of you, McGonagall turns to working out logistics with the old witch, leaving you and Blaise to scurry off to await your fates.
Your first afternoon spent at Honeydukes was awful. You didn't want to be there. Blaise didn't want to be there. And the shopkeeper? You had words to describe her that would probably get your sentence increased by at least a few months. You had thought she was a sweet, little old lady before, but now she was just miserable to be aroundāconstantly snapping at you and Blaise and ordering the two of you around, then getting upset when you did exactly what she asked. It was infuriating, and you could tell that Blaise was at his witsā end too by the end of the day.
When you finally returned to the castle that night, you were exhausted. All you wanted to do was fall face first, down onto your bed and promptly pass out. But you had more work to do. A charms assignment, a full translation for ancient runes, 12 inches due for potions, you were going to be up all night. You knew Blaise would be up too. He pretty much had the same class schedule you did. These hours at Honeydukes would probably wear down on him too. Or maybe not. He'd always seemed a bit super human to you. Always above everything.
You force the mental image of Blaise out of your head, willing yourself to focus on the work in front of you. Worrying about him wasn't going to do anything to help you. In fact, it was kind of what got you into this whole mess in the first place. You shake your head to clear it. Focus. Charms. Right. Your quill is just about to reach your parchment when a sharp knock jolts you forward, splashing ink across the blank page. Damnit.
With a huff, you drag yourself across the dorm room, swinging your door open, ready to tear into whatever poor soul is waiting on the other side. Exceptāyou blink. Blaise Zabini is standing there looking rather disheveled. A far cry from his usual clean-cut, pristine presentation, you almost don't recognize him. Gone is his usual perfectly crisp, white button down and tie, and in its place is a worn down jumper that had definitely seen better days. His trousers are loose and wrinkly and it appeared as though he hadn't even bothered to tie one of his shoes. In short, it looked like he'd been run over by a hoard of wild hippogriffs.
"Are youā are you alright?" you ask, unable to keep your shock from seeping into your voice.
"I'm fine," Blaise replies, deadpan.
You give the boy another once over.
"Are you sure? You look awful."
"Tactful as always," Blaise says dryly, ignoring the barb and pushing his way into your dorm without so much as an invitation.
You want to protest, but honestly you're too tired so instead, you close the door and turn to find Blaise seated on the very chair you had occupied just a mere minute ago. You still don't have the energy to fight it though.
"What do you want Blaise, I have so much to do," you find yourself sighing as you lean back against your door.
Blaise mirrors your movement, leaning back in the chair and raising an eyebrow as if to challenge you.
"If you're just going to sit there, I'm not doing this. Please don't waste my time," you huff, feeling yourself growing more and more agitated.
"I'm never a waste of time," Blaise replies plainly, still refusing to elaborate on why he had shown up at your door so late at night.
"Yes, yes. I know. You're god's gift to the world and you're better than everyone else. I should be groveling in your presence. Can you please tell me why you're here, or leave me to work in peace."
You can't quite read the look that flashes across Blaise's face at your words, maybe hurt? Begrudging respect? You can't tell, but Blaise opens his bag that you hadn't really noticed before and pulls out his own stack of parchment.
"We're going to work together," he says as if the decision had already been made unilaterally.
"Are we?" you ask, arms crossed as you tilt your head at the boy.
You weren't exactly opposed to the idea. Blaise was wicked smart, you knew he was right up there competing for top marks in most subjects. But he was also Blaise Zabini, and while he might be nice to look at, his reputation certainly preceded him. Though he had surprised you a fair bit in the few interactions you'd had with him so far.
"We are. Look, we both have a heavy course load this term and with all the extra hours we'll have to spend outside of Hogwarts, I've done the math and there's just no way we'll be able to get all of our course work done without working together," Blaise says bluntly.
As much as you hate to admit it, you know he's right. Just thinking about all the work you had to do before Blaise had knocked on your door filled you with dread. Looking at Blaise, you can tell he already knows he has you so you let out another sigh, throwing your hands up in defeat.
"Fine. But you're taking the lead on ancient runes. I'm horrible at it."
Blaise was exceptionally difficult to get a read on, you were coming to understand as you spent more and more time with the boy. For the first few weeks of your mandatory community service at Honeydukes, you had been particularly bitter and it seemed like Blaise was on the same page. It simply wasn't fair that you and Blaise were taking the hit for something neither of you had done, and you made sure to make that point perfectly clear. But for Blaise, nothing seemed to affect him. It was like he didn't even care.
As the weeks went on though, you came to find that you didn't really mind the work you were doingāit was actually a bit therapeutic. The reason you were there aside, it wasn't actually so bad and getting out of Hogwarts was a nice perk. And Blaise, well, you were making progress with him you supposed. He wasn't nearly as snarky with you as you'd seen him be with others and you could swear you'd caught him staring before. But he was stillā¦aloof. Hovering, as if he could never quite find the right words.
When the two of you did speak, words between you and Blaise were exclusively related to work: what aisle was stocked with exploding bon bons, which price tags went with the fudge flies, who was going to take the arithmancy notes, and who was going to write up the summary on the 6thāor was it the 7thāGoblin War. So it was a surprise to you when Blaise was the one to bring up a topic outside of your usual subject matter. Of course it was quidditch.
It was something about Malfoy being his usual primadonna self on the pitch and Riddle and Goyle, the team's beaters, making a pact to use him as their moving target for the day. Apparently they bludgered too close to the sun and Malfoy went down. Dramatically. In your personal opinion, the boy probably had it coming, but you didn't voice that particular opinion. Blaise had just been venting and honestly, you were happy to let him do so. It made him so much moreā¦human.
Of course you had to pick his brain for all the details, because please, it was hilarious, but Blaise insisted that he didn't know what Malfoy had said in the locker rooms that day to get Riddle so pissed off, or how Riddle had then successfully roped Goyle into the whole mess.
"Blaise, how could you not think to ask what got the whole thing started? Mattheo got Gregory to turn on Draco, I need to know everything that happened. This is historic," you'd insisted between giggles.
Something about the whole thing must have been infectious, because Blaise was smiling too now, and you'd decided then and there that you liked it very much when Blaise smiled. His whole demeanor softened, seeming to draw you in.
Of course the lousy shop keeper had had to go and ruin it all, snapping at the two of you to work more and chat less.
"Rest be assured, we will be circling back to this," you'd told Blaise before turning on your heel to continue stocking shelves.
And then Blaise actually did. Later that night when Blaise was once again at home in your dorm room, he'd turned to you, quill hovering above parchment, eyes lighting up as if he'd just remembered the most important thing in the world.
"I found out what happened between Malfoy and Goyle," he'd announced proudly, eyes gleaming as your face lit up.
"Tell me everything."
"Apparently Malfoy took the whole 'Goyle can't read' bit a little too far."
"You're joking."
You don't really remember a lot of that night because you and Blaise stayed up so late that you didn't realize that you hadn't gotten any work done until the sky started to turn light again. It was worth it though, because by the time the two of you were ready to head down to the Great Hall that morning, it felt like you'd known Blaise your entire life. It was strange to think that just a few weeks ago you'd known so little about him.
As the weeks stretch on, you develop a bit of a routine. Go to class, stop in the library, report to the Headmaster's office to floo to Honeydukes, grab a late dinner, wait for Blaise's knock on your door. It was nice. And your relationship, if you could even call it that, with Blaise was nice too. He wasn't always as snobbish as people made him out to be and really, his haughty attitude could be rather comedic at times. Not that you'd ever let him know that, his ego was already big enough for the both of you combined.
You feel a soft jab at your arm.
"Are you going to do your side, or are you going to make me do it since I'm clearly the more talented wizard," Blaise quips, a taunting grin on his lips as he glances down at you.
"Oh shove off, would you."
With a roll of your eyes, you quickly cast a levitating charm and watch as the last of the glittery, pink banners that normally decorated the shop floats up to its familiar position on the ceiling.
"I'd say we did rather good," you decide, standing back to admire your work.
You'd spent much of the day redecorating the shop and it was almost looking back to normal if you did say so yourself. And you did.
"Of course it looks good, I did most of it," Blaise teases, his smile only growing.
If you were delusional, you'd think the boy was flirting with you. In his own twisted way. So you roll your eyes again, and shake your head disapprovingly.
"What do you even do when you're not being an absolute headache," you sigh dramatically.
"Look pretty." Blaise's shit-eating grin is unmistakable now.
"Ugh. You deserve this place. We could put you on the shelf, call you eye candy," you scoff before fully thinking through your words.
"So you agree, I'm pretty?" Blaise preens, looking all too smug.
You needed to get this back under control.
"If I actually thought that, I wouldn't let you know. Your head is already too big as is."
With that, you quickly turn your back to the boy, hoping he'd missed the heat that was now creeping up to your cheeks. You really needed to get your head on straight. But it was hard. Now that you were actually thinking about it and watching as Blaise's lean, quidditch muscles flexed as he moved boxes around the shopāhe really was the definition of a pretty boy. It was almost mesmerizing watching him.
Seeing Blaise sprawled across your bed had to be some kind of sick joke. It had been meant as just a lighthearted, harmless quip, but since that afternoon at Honeydukes, all you could think about was how freaking attractive the boy that you'd been spending all of your time with for the last several weeks was. Of course you'd always seen it, but now you just couldn't get it out of your damn head. You wanted to bang your head on the wall. Or climb him like a tree. You weren't sure which. But there he was, none the wiser, lounging on your bed like some kind of godly entity. Sick.
You really needed to clear your mind. Slumping back in your chair and silently chastising yourself for being so distracted, you crack open your potions textbook. Surely a deep dive into bezoars would take your mind off things, or at least be so dull you'll have no choice but to focus on not falling asleep.
Laying across your bed, scribbling away at a translation for ancient runes, Blaise was riding high. Your words "eye candy" echo in his mind as he writes. You thought he was attractive. His chest tightens at the thought. See, Blaise was many things. Observant and decisive were two of those things. And what he had observed for the past year was someone who was cheeky and intelligent and fit, and what he decided was that they would be his. You would be his.
Of course in order to make that happen, Blaise would have had to actually do something about it. And he always told himself he would, he justā¦never did. And his pride wouldn't even allow him to consider why that might be, but now he had a chance. You thought he was attractive. You might even like him. He would take it. For now.
Glancing up, Blaise had to stifle his in take of breath. You really were perfect in his opinion. And he had high standards. But looking at you now, the way your eyes slowly scanned the pages of your book, the soft curve of your lip as your tongue flicked out to wet your fingers as you turned the page, it was almost enough to make Blaise want to combust right then and there.
Instead he clears his throat, pulling your eyes away from your book and towards him, exactly where he preferred them.
"There's a quidditch game tomorrow," he mentions casually in that cold, steady tone that was so practiced it was basically second nature to him.
"Oh, exciting. Who's playing?" you ask, head tilting in a way that told Blaise he had your full, undivided attention. And he reveled in it.
"Slytherin and Hufflepuff."
"Right, well, good luck in case I don't see you in the morning."
There's a moment of pause.
"I thought you might like to come watch," Blaise finally spits out, desperate to hold your attention for even a few moments longer.
"Why, because you're playing?" you ask, a small smile playing on your lips.
"Especially because I'm playing," he responds with a cocky grin.
"I suppose I'll be there then."
Your eyes lock back in on your book and for once, Blaise thinks it might be for the best because his grin is now threatening to take over his entire face.
Blaise was thoroughly convinced that the world was on his side. It was a perfect day for quidditchāwarm but cloudy enough that there was no sun beating down, barely a breeze, and stands packed with spectators. And of course there was you, right there in front surrounded by Pansy Parkinson and Lorenzo Berkshire. Oh. That might actually be a problem, but he would have to mitigate that particular issue later.
"Blaisey!"
Blaise is greeted by Mattheo with a thump on the back.
"Don't call me that," he monotones, his familiar scowl finding its way to his mouth.
"Oh don't be like that, I heard you finally got that special someone in the stands. Eh? Exciting day," Mattheo sings, voice intentionally loud enough to draw the attention of the rest of the team.
Blaise was going to murder him later. Painfully.
"Oi, Riddle. Shut your trap and stop trying to sabotage your own team, yeah?" Flint shouts.
He was still pissed about Malfoy getting mauled, but at least ferret boy had been cleared to play today.
"Sorry, sorry," Mattheo relents, holding his hands up in surrender, but that troublemaker grin doesn't fade from his face. "I'll be expecting a thank you at the wedding though," he taunts quietly as he passes by.
The quidditch stands are crowded and you aren't exactly sure where you're meant to be as you're funneled forward through the wooden rows. Somehow you manage to end up right in the front, standing next to a girl with short, sleek hair and a brunette boy that looked like he could be on the cover of a magazine. Pansy Parkinson and Lorenzo Berkshire. You knew the two of them ran in the same circle as Blaise, but you weren't exactly sure how friendly they all were. It seemed you were about to find out though as Lorenzo leans forward on the rail to get a good look at you.
"You here for Zabini?" he asks. "Took him long enough, been wondering how long it would be before you started coming around."
You blink. You'd never talked to Lorenzo Berkshire before in your life and you had no idea what he was on about. Thankfully, Pansy comes to your rescue.
"Ignore him. Bloody idiot, that one," she sighs as if it were a common disclosure she gave out often.
Lorenzo seems completely unfazed by the comment, so maybe it was.
"You know the rest of the team?" Pansy asks, making easy conversation.
You didn't want to seem ungrateful, but you were surprised by how willing these two were to ease you into their little group.
"I know a few of them. A bit hard to tell though from this distance," you reply timidly.
"That's fine. Only thing you really need to know is which one Zabini is anyway. But look down there," Pansy points to the group of boys in emerald green down on the field. "Obviously that one is Blaise, I'm sure you're familiar," she says with a smirk, "The two he's standing with are the other chasers Nott and Pucey. Then the blonde who's not paying attention? That's Malfoy. The two next to him are the beaters, Riddle and Goyle. And that last one who's been monologuing this whole time is the team captain Flint. He's the keeper."
Your eyes follow Pansy's movements as she lists off each of the players, doing your best to soak in the information. Seemed easy enough, especially once Pansy put a name to the faces you hadn't quite recognized. Pansy and Lorenzo bicker back and forth some more as you watch the players on the field get ready to begin. It had been a long time since you'd come down to watch a quidditch game.
Once the game starts though, you realize that there was one thing you hadn't taken into account when accepting Blaise's invitation to the match. And that was his quidditch uniform. Sweet Salazar, you hoped no one noticed you salivating over the way his robes clung to him as he soared through the sky. And every time he flew past you caught a glimpse of that cocky smile of his that was growing to be all too familiar. It was definitely worth coming out.
The match is a quick one, and according to Lorenzo, the matches against Hufflepuff usually are. By the time Malfoy finally catches the snitch, Slytherin had already scored enough points that it wouldn't have even mattered if Diggory had been the one to catch the snitch first. You can't quite bring yourself to hoot and holler like Enzo when the match finally comes to an end, but the way Blaise's eyes find you as soon as the whistle blows tells you that you didn't have to. He knows you were there and he's the only one that matters.
After, you stand with Pansy and Lorenzo and wait for the team to trickle out of the locker room. Draco is one of the first ones out and when he spots Pansy, is quick to scoop her up into a hug. Mattheo and Greg are next, quickly joining Lorenzo off to the side where he's busy chatting up some of the Hufflepuffs. Then, finally you see himāhair still damp, either from sweat or a shower, but practically glowing as he spots you waiting there for him.
There's nothing grand or romantic about the way he saunters up to you, and there's no sweeping hug like when Draco greeted Pansy, but you can't help but feel your heart flutter as Blaise appears before you, perfect as always.
"Did you enjoy the game?" is the first thing Blaise asks, his hand brushing the back of yours as he stands in front of you.
You feel yourself short circuit for a split second at the contact before quickly recovering.
"Yeah. It was fun. You looked good out there," you hear yourself mumble as you try desperately to cling to the feeling of Blaise's skin against yours.
"Did I?" Blaise preens, that shit eating grin appearing once more.
He'd been doing that a lot recently. Smiling. Or at least a lot more than you'd ever seen. Not that you had really noticed before of course.
You reach out and give the boy a light shove on the shoulder.
"That's not what I meant," you reply as heat rises to your face, but even you can tell there's no sincerity behind your words.
"It's alright if it was." Blaise's voice is lower now. Hungry almost as he takes a step closer.
You feel your heart stop while your mind races at a mile a minute, repeating Blaise's words in your mind over and over making sure you heard right. That you weren't imagining it. But before you can respond properly, a voice calls out, pulling Blaise away while words sit at the tip of your tongue. All you can do is watch as Blaise turns away to rejoin the rest of the team, throwing one more parting glance your way before his face returns to its typical stoney expression.
You would think that, with its magical organization system, the Hogwarts library would be much easier to sort through. Yet here you were on what seemed like a wild goose chase, trying to track down the one book that would help you to complete your transfiguration essay. You'd been searching for nearly forty minutes now and it really was frustrating because the more time it took for you to find the blasted book, the more time your brain had to microanalyze every interaction you'd ever had with Blaise Zabini. You were driving yourself mad.
"What do you think the chances are that Zabini completely fumbles, despite everything we've done?"
Wonderful. And now your delusions were causing you to hear voices talking about Blaise out loud. Would you ever escapeāwait. You take a step closer to the shelf, holding your breath as you try to hear through the rows of books.
"He better not. You know how hard it was to sneak those fireworks into the school? Told him today that I expected a thank you at their wedding. Course he doesn't know that we're the masterminds behind it all yet. Expect he'd be a little more grateful if he did, yeah?"
That voice you distinctly recognize as belonging to Mattheo Riddle, and, peering through the gaps in the shelves, there he was sat directly across from none other than Lorenzo Berkshire. But fireworks? Whose wedding? What did Blaise have to fumble? Your brain goes into over drive, straining to put the pieces together, and when it all starts to click you let out a breath you didn't realize you had been holding. Huh. You could confront the two right then and there, but instead you decide to take your new found discovery and file it away for later.
As it turns out, 'later' would actually be later that night. It's dark out when Blaise finally knocks on your door. You were expecting it of course, but this time he marches in with his usual confident swagger before you even have the chance to roll off your bed.
"Hey," is all he says as he drops his book bag on the ground before taking a seat next to you on the bed.
The mattress dips beneath him causing you to slide towards him until your legs are pressed against each other. You're not sure if you should curse gravity, or thank it.
"Hi," you squeak out, acutely aware of how close the two of you are sitting.
"Did you ever finish that transfiguration essay? I thought we could swap ideas," Blaise says, bending down to pull out parchment and a quill.
Your mind stutters at how inhumanly calm Blaise is while sitting so close that you could smell every individual note in his expensive cologne.
"Yeah, but, I don't think I want this to end. Once we've stopped going to Honeydukes and have more free time again," you blurt out. No plan, just words cascading out of your mouth.
Blaise doesn't even look up, just continues scribbling his name onto his parchment.
"That's fine. This arrangement has been working well."
You shouldn't feel surprised at this point, but you were always a little bit stunned by how nonchalant Blaise could be at times.
"No. I'm saying I think I like you," you try again, hoping to get your point across.
"Obviously. What's not to like?"
If it weren't for that obnoxious smile that had grown on you so much over the past weeks you'd have thought he was being an arrogant prick.
"You're an absolute headache. You know that?" you pout, giving the boy a smack and jolting his quill sharply across the page.
With a wave of his hand, the parchment and quill are magicked back into his bag as Blaise turns to face you know, eyes burning.
"A good looking one though, hm? That's what you were going to say this morning no?" he asks, as he slowly moves closer.
You shake your head no, but you both know that it's a lie.
"I decided that you would be mine a long time ago. It was just a matter of getting you on the same page, so of course you like me, you've always been mine."
You simply don't have the words to respond. All you can do is remember how to breathe as your eyes fully train in on the way Blaise's mouth moves as he tells you exactly who you belong to. And then that mouth is on yours and you forget how to function all together.
It's soft and sweet, and much more gentle than you ever imagined Blaise capable of being. As the kiss deepens, you feel Blaise pull you closer, hand sweeping against your thigh, guiding it until you're seated on his lap. His lips trail down your jaw, your throat, fingers pulling at the neck of your jumper as he nips at your collar bone.
"Blaise."
His name slips out from between your lipsābreathy, airy and Blaise growls. His touch feels like it's burning away at your skin yet you still press yourself against him, desperate for the feeling. His mouth finds yours once more, kissing you until your lips are swollen and you're left gasping for air. When you finally pull apart, Blaise is looking up at you with something that can only be described as pure, unadulterated admiration.
In that moment you wonder how long Blaise had had his eye on you. How long you'd unknowingly pulled his attention. How long you'd occupied his thoughts, driving him mad just as he had been to you these last few weeks. You'd have to find out another time.
You shift your weight in Blaise's lap until you're at eye level, a teasing grin pulling at your lips. One that clearly said 'I know something you don't'.
"Blaise?" you ask, voice sing-song as you look at the boy with wide, innocent eyes.
"Yes, angel face?"
You feel your nose scrunch up.
"Is that a no?" Blaise chuckles, breath warm against your cheek.
"We'll circle back. But I heard the most interesting thing this afternoon in the library. Do you know what it was?"
Blaise shakes his head.
"I'm sure there are lots of interesting tidbits to pick up in the library, sweet cheeks."
You give him an unamused look.
"That's just bad and you know it," you huff, giving the boy a quick peck on the lips. "Now hush, I know who set off those damn fireworks at Honey Dukes."
Blaise raises an eyebrow and you can tell you have his interest piqued.
"It was your beloved teammates. Riddle and Berkshire. They outright admitted to it in the library earlier. Were worried you would fumble after 'all the hard work they did' to get you some alone time with me," you chirp, giving Blaise a playful poke on the shoulder. "Said you should be thanking them."
"Is that right?" Blaise asks, eyes suddenly dark as his expression becomes unreadable.
You feel yourself hesitate at the change in Blaise's demeanor and it seems like Blaise picks up on the shift because his face immediately softens again.
"I'll have to handle those two myself," he mutters. "But firstā"
His hands make a trail down from your waist, dragging tantalizingly against your thighs, and hooking behind your knee caps before he yanks you close once more. Your arms wrap around his neck as a laugh escapes you. It's quickly smothered though as lips collide and you find yourself lost in a hazy bliss once more. You decide in that moment that if Blaise isn't going to thank his friends for framing the two of you, then you just might.
ā¦But probably not.
big, big thank you to @puddlesoffrogs and @i-await for the beta readsš«¶š½
Summary: Blaise finds himself missing you in the heat of July.
Warnings/be aware: kissing, fluff
A/N: my first contribution for Blaiseās Banquet, hosted by the amazing @i-await !! Inspired by Sweet Heat Lighting by Gregory Alan Isakov.
The air was stale in Zabini Manor even in the late hours of night, just as hot and miserably sticky as it had been while the sun was in the sky. Outside, the full moon glowed and the stars flickered in the midnight sky, dancing until they were overcome by jagged bolts of blue light. Sudden cracks of heat lightning lit up the atmosphere, highlighting the vast tracts of land around the Manor, seemingly emphasising the houseās isolation in the English countryside. The ordinary hoots of owls and late-night rustles of leaves were unheard even through the Manorās open windows, the usual nocturnal creatures seemingly silenced in their quest to escape the heat and the stormless lightning.
Inside the house, a single occupant suffered the sweltering weather. While the rest of the Manor lay dormant, dark and shuttered, rays of light from a solitary bedroom pierced the midnight air.
Blaise stared up at the vaulted ceiling as he lay in his bed, his silk sheets cast aside. Even his skilled cooling charms were easily overcome by the canicule. Heād surrendered to the loathsome July weather, brooding in his misery. Listlessly, he turned his head, glancing out the French doors that led out onto his balcony. The night sky and his own translucent reflection stared back.
The emptiness of the bedroom betrayed the fact that Zabini Manor was hardly Blaiseās home. He was merely passing through this place, counting down the days until September. His school trunk sat alone, tucked into a vast walk-in closet, but he often visited it. Afternoons ticked by as he eyed the ebony-stained wood and the silver hardware, thinking of the upcoming school year.
Normally, summer wasnāt so bad. Heād often spent the months traveling with his mother or visiting the Malfoys. This year, though, his mother had brought home a new contender for the title of Mr. Zabini just in time for Blaise to return from Hogwarts. June had been filled with the discomfort and frustration of trying to accommodate yet another stranger in his motherās house, spending hours in his room as he avoided the arrogant smirks and prideful glances of the interloper. Blaise couldnāt understand why the blokes all looked so satisfied with themselves ā they were always gone within the year, accompanied by a scant explanation from his mother and an uncomfortable silence that filled the crevices of their conversations for a time.
Mercifully, his mother and the stranger had left for Cote DāIvoire together on the second of July. Being left out of the family holiday scarcely bothered Blaise at first. However, as midnight threatened to turn the twenty-fourth into the twenty-fifth, the silence of the Manor began to feel like a taunt. He and Draco had used and abused the empty house in about every way imaginable throughout the month, throwing parties every night of the week and inviting everyone they knew. But when the lights turned off and everyone went home, he was met with the same hollow solitude, reminding him yet again that he was alone. Like a monster under the bed in the mind of a child, the emptiness hid away until the weary hours of night, when it slipped out to invade every crevice of the place.
When he couldnāt stand the silence anymore, he dipped a hand into his school trunk and pulled out a bundle of letters. Your handwriting danced across each page, and he could practically hear your voice speaking to him as he read the words stretching across the parchment. Though you were away on your own holiday with your parents and sister, reading the descriptions of the sights youād seen and the stories youād sent him about your familyās adventures helped quell the emptiness in his chest.
For much of his life, heād scarcely given the idea of love a passing thought. Perhaps it had earned a cold laugh from his lips when Nott or Berkshire was down bad for some girl, but little more. The revolving door of Messrs. Zabini in his motherās house had created little doubt in his mind that āloveā was little more than a passing notion, a matter of convenience or a temporary impulse soon to be disposed of.
Then, Blaise met you.
You were his assigned dueling partner in Defense Against the Dark Arts. He wasnāt sure what deep-seated masochism had made him fall for the person required to throw hexes and jinxes at him from across the classroom, but every little combative flicker in your eyes and incantation from your lips intrigued him all the more. In October, he found himself looking forward to a class heād previously held in little regard. By November, he was practicing spells in the Slytherin common room just so he could impress you the next time he saw you. But in December, he found himself facing the prospect of a change in partners as Professor Snape stood at the front of the classroom, frowning and telling his students that theyād make lousy duelists if they only learned one personās style of combat. So he did what any normal person wouldāve done.
He pretended to be struggling immensely in a subject he was consistently acing so that he could be tutored by you.
When you agreed to help him, he felt like he was on the top of the world. The thought of having no more reason to talk to you every week had created this horrible, suffocating feeling in his chest that he didnāt quite understand, but was relieved to have pushed aside for a few more months. However, it quickly became apparent that Blaise did not need help with Defense Against the Dark Arts. He easily grasped every concept you explained to him, and he was terrible at pretending otherwise.
But to his surprise, you kept showing up to each scheduled tutoring session, even once youād run out of lessons to teach. At first, the two of you did the Defense homework together or revised for your exams. Then, you started just talking, spending hours in the library or one of your common rooms telling each other about your days and laughing about the ridiculous drama that was always in the air at Hogwarts.
In February, during one of those rambling conversations, you confessed to Blaise with a soft voice and downcast eyes that no one had ever bought you flowers before. He couldnāt fathom the thought that no one had shown you the treatment that you deserved. The little downturn of your lips and sadness in your ordinarily confident eyes invaded his mind until he was ready to make a fool of himself just to make you happy. The Slytherin whoād once only had an icy laugh to offer at the thought of love was suddenly spending his waking hours thinking of ways to spoil you. You came back to your dormitory on Valentineās Day to a bed full of the most flowers youād ever seen in one place, sitting in the arms of a stuffed bear taller than your headboard and as wide as the mattress it was sitting on.
By March, most of your study sessions consisted of more snogging than studying, which Blaise considerably preferred to Defense Against the Dark Arts.
When Blaise said goodbye to you for the summer, his chest felt like it was liable to split in two. The lump in his throat as he wrapped you in his arms at Platform 9 ¾ was, frankly, embarrassing. Although you assured him that the time would pass quickly and the two of you would be reunited in no time, every day that stood in the way of holding you again seemed to pass more slowly than the last. The formerly jaded heir to the house of Zabini now laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, your face flashing through his mind over and over as he desperately tried to wish away the month of July
In the distance, another jagged bolt of heat lightning flashed through the sky. The wind whipped across the open acres of the Zabini estate, threatening a thunderstorm and sending branches knocking against the doors to the balcony. Blaise rolled over in bed, thoughts of you still running through his mind as the wind howled at his back.
The echoing knocks against the French doors grew louder - more insistent.
Frowning, Blaise sat up abruptly. That wasnāt the sound of leafy branches scraping the balcony. Someone was knocking at the door. Taking ahold of the wand that was perched on his bedside table, he stood, slipping across the room and toward the French doors. In the darkness, he couldnāt discern anything but the shadowy shape of a figure standing on his balcony.
Just as he began to point his wand, another crack of light appeared in the sky. The face peering back at him through the door was your face. Your skin was glistening with sweat from the excruciating temperature and your hair was stuck to your forehead but it was you all the same.
āHow āā The word fell from his lips in a rush as he hurriedly closed the rest of the distance between you two, throwing the doors open. He was greeted by the sweet smell of your perfume and your bright, beautiful smile as you looked back at him. Before you could so much as step over the threshold, his arms were around you, clutching you as close to him as he could possibly manage.
āHow are you here?ā His voice was muffled as he spoke into your hair. He could scarcely believe this was real. Every wish heād made in the emptiness of the Manor had suddenly come to fruition.
āMy parents had Ministry business in London.ā Your face was pressed into Blaiseās chest, and he felt your grin widen as he pressed kisses into your hair. āMy sister said sheād cover for me if I wanted to see you while they were gone and, wellā¦here I am.ā
āBut the anti-Apparation wardsā¦ā He trailed off, still not understanding how it was possible that he was holding you in his arms.
āI can fly a broom, you know.ā Blaise finally released you to see you smirking playfully up at him. āPerhaps Iām not as great as you, Mister Chaser, but I do manage. Itās not like it was difficult to find the place.ā You waved a hand at the enormous Manor house with a laugh. āIn fact, itās rather hard to miss.ā
āYou flew halfway across the country to see me?ā Gone was any trace of the arrogance that most of the wizarding world associated with Blaise Zabini. He was staring at you with unbridled bewilderment.
āI was worried!ā You held your hands up in an emphatic gesture. āYou sounded soā¦empty in your last few letters. I hated the idea of you all by yourself in this big house.ā
āYou areā¦ā He trailed off, shaking his head as he stared at you in wonder. āCome here.ā Taking a hold of your waist, he pulled you towards him, crashing his lips into yours.
You twined your arms around his neck, a little whine slipping from your lips, and he groaned unabashedly. He longed to lose himself in you and never resurface, to drown himself in the taste of your lipgloss and the smell of your perfume. Every one of his senses was overtaken by you and he couldnāt imagine a better reality than the one he was experiencing right this instant.
āWe should go inside,ā you finally murmured, your voice shaky and breathless. ā I think itās about to storm.ā
Any awareness of the heat lightning in the air had slipped into the deep recesses of his mind the moment Blaise saw your face, but he realized with a start that you were right. Hot wind blew threateningly across the balcony and in the silence, he heard the first low rumblings of thunder in the distance. āCome on, love.ā With a gentle hand at the base of your spine, he guided you through the open doors.
Despite the heat, Blaise clung to you as the two of you collapsed into his bed, stroking your hair tenderly while you laid your head against his chest. You clutched his other hand in yours, playing with the silver rings on his fingers as you spoke in low voices and watched the incoming storm through the windows.
āDid your mum tell you when sheāll be back?ā There was a hint of hesitation in your tone, seemingly afraid of the answer that he gave as he shook his head. The sadness in your gaze as you glanced back up at him made his chest ache ā he desperately wanted to assure you not to worry about such things.
āItās alright.ā He shrugged, trying to feign nonchalance. āRather them be away than have some strange bloke here.ā
A furrow appeared between your eyebrows that he immediately tried to smooth away with his thumb. A rumble of thunder filled the silence as you chewed on your bottom lip. Then, after a moment, you finally spoke. āWe should go somewhere together.ā
Blaise let out a low huff of amusement. āWhere?ā
āAnywhere.ā He tucked a lock of hair behind your ear as you glanced up at him. āAnywhere thatās not a massive, empty house where all you can hear is your own thoughts. We can get on our brooms and go to the sea, or the city, or some Muggle suburb where we can watch the neighbors argue about the latest gossip. Justā¦somewhere else.ā
āāS alright now.ā His lips curved upward into a smile. āYouāre here.ā
āYou sap.ā You crinkled your nose at him, but you were grinning from ear to ear.
His eyes softened. āWe can go wherever you want.ā
You laid nose-to-nose with Blaise, whispering into the late hours of the night as rain began to pour down onto the Zabini estate, finally banishing the oppressive heat. Plans for adventures floated through the air, offering excitement for the days ahead. When you finally fell asleep, it was in his arms. He watched your eyelids flutter and droop and your body relax, grinning as you snuggled closer to him. Finally, he closed his own eyes, the knot of emptiness that had lived in his chest having finally vanished.
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As lovely as Louis Cordice is, he notoriously does not have many pictures to use in moodboards. So, as part of my survey, I had respondents vote on their favorite alternate face claims for Blaise. I then made Pinterest boards of the top four for easy reference during the event (linked in each name) and I will keep adding pics throughout. Lmk your favorites!
Enjoy, and also let me know if there's any others you'd like me to add! I have a few more boards on my page for extra options.
+ Massive shout-out to @yuunarii-arii for helping me TONS with the pinterest boards (and moodboards)! Thank you sm lovely x
Avoiding stereotypes in writing is not about never letting a character fall under them; itās about keeping them complex and three-dimensional rather than a caricature. A character can be stereotypical, but that shouldnāt be all they are.
Disclaimer: I am by no means an expert on the subject. Everything compiled here was written by black voices sharing their experience, and I am simply putting it together in a readable format. This is by no means a comprehensive list, either. I am only mentioning the things I think may potentially come up in a Blaise fic.
And a reminder that itās okay to make mistakes. Apologize, learn from it, move on, etc.
General Tips:
1) Do not erase his heritage by ignoring his race. It is not offensive to state that he is black when describing him. It is far more offensive to ignore that fact. This goes for all black characters.
Side note: for general writing, stating an introduced character's race is always a good idea. White should not be the "baseline".
2) Do not be afraid to sexualize him. There is a common misconception that sexualizing=objectification. In fact, some writers are so afraid of the accusation that they're fetishizing POC that they refuse to write about them through a sexual lens altogether, which helps no one. Just make sure to describe things other than solely his skin tone.
Blaise is gorgeous. Donāt be afraid to talk about it!
3) Try to avoid using desserts to describe skin color. ESPECIALLY things like cocoa/chocolate/coffee. (Think about it.) Use these instead.
4) Avoid the exasperated, overused āwhite peopleā quip.
5) Familiarize yourself with stereotypes so you can avoid them.
I'm gonna go ahead and list some common stereotypes. A reminder that this does not mean he cannot act this way!!! Or like this thing, or whatever else. Just consider why you are using it, and whether it is because of his skin tone or his personality.
Personality Stereotypes:
-Hypersexual
-Wise
-Unfaithful
-Angry/Aggressive/Loud/Violent/etc
-Irresponsible (especially about parenting)
-Responsible (sometimes his ONLY role in a fic is to be a typical āmom friendā)
-Sassy (the comedian friend)
Note: See how a lot of these contradict each other? You canāt avoid all stereotypes. Just donāt reduce him to only stereotypes. + Context matters :)
Interest Stereotypes:
-only listens to jazz/rap/rnb/etc
-only eats spicy food, or cultural food
-overly materialistic (especially about gold/chains)
-automatically being sporty. or specifically, playing basketball/american football/boxing (let's be honest. Blaise doesn't usually strike as the overly athletic type. Can you really see him doing any of those sports?)
Misc:
-Big lips (a common appearance stereotype)
-Sidekick (black characters are often delegated to the sidekick role)
-The pet name āmaā or āmammyā
Couple issues there. First of all, āMaā as a pet name is very much not a British thing, so why would he be saying it? āMammyā can sometimes refer to an offensive term that was used for enslaved black women in domestic roles, in the US. It is also sometimes used to refer to a mother by Irish people, but unless you headcanon Blaise as Irish as well (technically possible), it shouldnāt be used period.
-Absent father
This one is inevitably going to come up due to Blaiseās father canonically not being in the picture, but it shouldnāt be used for Blaise himself.
-Drug abuse
General drug usage is fine, seeing as many people portray the Slytherin Boys as the type to drink/smoke/do party drugs, but abuse is a more sensitive subject, and it would be extremely dubious if you find yourself headcanoning him as the only one doing drugs.
Hopefully this helps ease any anxiety about accidentally hitting stereotypes, please feel free to let me know if I missed any youāve seen. Also, if youāre a writer who is unsure if something they put is offensive, feel free to reach out if you want a second opinion. x
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The Harry Potter franchise does not give much information about Blaise; much of what is given is debatable and vague, and most of it is optional.
This is a quick, at-a-glance summary of what is canonically known, as told from Harryās POV.
Quick reminder that authors are free to take creative liberties wherever they would like. They are not beholden to the canon. <3 Especially since Harry can be an unreliable narrator.
Blaise Zabini
Played By: Louis Cordice
Born: Between 1 September 1979 and 21 April 1980.
If you are like me and would prefer a specific date to use, one option is 1 October, which is Louis Cordiceās birthday.
Quidditch Position: Chaser (according to the movies)
Nationality: Likely British
Descent: Likely Italian and African
Appearance:
Blaise is described as a tall, attractive black boy with high cheekbones and long, slanting eyes.
Personality:Ā
⢠Intelligent
ā As seen by his attending N.E.W.T.-level Potions class, meaning he scored either an Exceeds Expectations or, more likely, an Outstanding for his O.W.L.s. His other scores are unknown.
⢠Snarky
ā Draco: āHe invited Longbottom?ā
ā āWell, I assume so, as Longbottom was there,ā said Zabini indifferently.Ā
⢠Arrogant/Vain
ā Ginny: āYeah, Zabini, because youāre so talented . . . at posing. . . .āĀ
ā "Even Zabini had allowed a look of curiosity to mar his haughty features.Ā "
⢠Particular
ā Pansy: "Even you think [Ginnyās] good looking, don't you, Blaise, and we all know how hard you are to please!"
ā Blaise: "I wouldn't touch a filthy blood traitor like her whatever she looked like.ā
⢠Quiet (even when contemptuous)
ā "Zabini gave a tiny little cough that was clearly supposed to indicate amused skepticism.ā
ā āZabini shot him a filthy look that Harry returned with interest.ā
ā He also shrugs instead of answering Draco.
⢠Derisive
ā āAnd you think you'll be able to do something for him?ā asked Zabini scathingly. āSixteen years old and not even fully qualified yet?ā
⢠Irritable
ā āWhatās wrong with this thing?ā said Zabini angrily as he smashed the sliding door repeatedly into Harryās foot.
ā "It was fortunate that Goyle and Zabini were snarling at each other. . ."
History:
Blaiseās mother is a āfamously beautiful witchā who has been married seven times. Supposedly, each husbandās death occurred both under suspicious circumstances and left the already wealthy Ms. Zabini and her son with more money (though this is a retelling from Harryās point of view, not necessarily Blaiseās own words).
It is implied that none of Blaiseās relatives are death eaters, as that is why Theodore Nott was not in the Slug Club.
Relationships:
It is unclear how Blaise feels about Draco. On one hand, he sits with him, Pansy, Crabbe, and Goyle on the train, and is spotted with them in the Slytherin Common Room via Harryās map. On the other hand, heās shown to be quite hostile towards him.
He, to no oneās surprise, does not like Harry Potter, even actively glaring at him after the Slug Club.
Random Facts:
Blaise was last to be sorted in his year, due to his last name.
In the books, Blaiseās whereabouts during the battle are not mentioned. He may have been one of the Slytherins who returned for the final part of the battle, or one of many who left to Hogās Head through the passageway in the Room of Requirement.
His last name is Italian, from āZabinoā.Ā
Similar to Draco, he often referred to people by their last name (including Nott).
He, like all Slytherins, owns a serpent tie pin and a serpent heirloom ring.
Blaiseās gender was originally unknown. Several translated editions actually made him female. There was a lot of debate among fans about his gender until confirmation, which occurred in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
It is up to the author whether or not the events in the movie Deathly Hallows: Part 2 are canon. Because of the arrest of Crabbeās actor, all of Crabbeās parts were given to Goyle, and by extension, all of Goyleās parts were given to Blaise. Hence it can be debatable whether or not you should treat this as canon, since none of it happened in the book and was not originally meant to happen in the movies.
Divination was stupid. Theo knew it. Enzo knew it. But unfortunately for the two of them, Daphne Greengrass did not. She was quite the believer in factāspending hours charting stars to gauge compatibility, gazing into her crystal ball, and practicing her palm reading. A load of bollocks and a complete waste of time in Theo's opinion, but, he wasn't a monster and so he humored his friend, content in blocking out Professor Trelawney's incessant babbling for an hour at the start of his mornings.
Theo was just admiring how particularly gray the walls of the castle were looking this fine afternoon when a sharp elbow to the ribs pulls his attention back to the old bat's class. Theo shoots a glare Enzo's way as he rubs his wounded ribcage pointedly. To only further his agitation, Theo notices that Trelawney is now stood directly in front of him extending a deck of tarot cards to him as she blinks her wide owlish eyes at him expectantly.
With a deep sigh and a rather dramatic eye roll, Theo plucks a card from the deck and hands it back to the witch without even bothering to glance at it. Trelawney doesn't seem to mind much though as she inhales sharply, a grin that seemed much too wide for her face forming as she flips the card back to Theo.
"Yes, yes. Just as I predicted dear boy. Just as I predicted. The Two of Cups!" She announces proudly, brandishing the card out towards the class.
Daphne squeals.
"Oh Teddyā"
"Don't call me that."
Daphne ignores him.
"How exciting. How romantic," she continues, clearly far more interested in the pull than Theo was.
She pulls out a script of parchment, finger tracing down the lines of notes until she finds what she's searching for. Then she shoves the parchment under Theo's nose.
"Look there. The Two of Cupsāsignifies mutual attraction and deep connections. A representation of kindred spirits in the early stages of falling in love. That's so romantic," she gushes, continuing on in her notes.
Enzo snorts doing a horrible job trying to stifle his laughter. Theo glowers, not even wanting to deign such a ridiculous concept with a response. This was ludicrous. The whole thing. Theo had been attending Hogwarts for well long enough to know that there was not a single present student in the school that he would even dignify having a romantic relationship with. He can't help but shake his head and scoff at the mere idea.
"Oh lighten up Teddy, heaven forbid you let Daphne have this," Enzo snickers, clearly enjoying the discomfort the whole thing brought Theo.
It was easy for him to say. It wasn't his love life being carefully dissected by their mystic enthused friend.
Being the new student at any new school was always going to be nerve wracking. But being the new student at a new school in a whole new country was significantly worse in every aspect. Whispers float down the corridors, your name echoing off the high ceilings of the castle, and eyes flicker towards the ground as you pass as if they hadn't just been staring shamelessly the moment prior. Normally the stares wouldn't bother you much, but the constant hushed voices were beginning to be unnerving. Your lips tighten as you move swiftly through the halls and you can't help but feel a bit self conscious as you smooth out your unfamiliar, deep blue robes.
You weren't exactly enthusiastic about your new school to begin with. It was differentāof course it would beābut no matter how much you had prepared yourself for all the changes, it just hadn't been enough. Like really, they let a ratty, oldāalbeit sentientāhat determine house placements? You hadn't wanted that thing anywhere near your head, but it just couldn't be helped. Then, once you had been placed into your house, you come to find that yours is the only one in the entire school that requires you to solve a freaking riddle just to get into your damn room. Asinine. And to top it all off, the wretched school was literally impossible to navigate because the staircases, apparently, were also sentient and did whatever the hell they wanted.
All that to say, when you finally collapse into a seat in the back of, what you hoped was the History of Magic classroom, you were more than a little miffed. With an agitated huff, you try to stay invisible as more students begin to file into the classroom, taking their seats closer to the front. As seats fill, the extra buffer of breathing room melts a bit of the tension in your shoulders. When your professorāa ghost you notice drylyābegins to write on the chalk board, you finally feel yourself start to relax, pulling out a roll of parchment from your bag and carefully copying down each line.
Just as you're about to finishāThe Gargoyle Strike of 1911āthe classroom door swings open once more and a boy with brown hair and dark, calculating eyes saunters in. You're content with giving him a quick, uninterested glance before getting back to your notes, but unfortunately for you, the boy is rapidly approaching. His bag hits the floor next to you with a dull thread and you feel your lips turn downward into a frown as you look up at the boy once more in annoyance.
You watch as the boy's mouth opens as if to say something, but then his eyes meet yours and you watch him freeze, mouth agape for a moment then two. Just as it's becoming a bit uncomfortable, he seems to awaken from his trance looking shaken, brows furrowing as if he were wondering why on Earth he was just standing there like a fool. Still though, he tilts his head awkwardlyāchin gesturing towards the rest of the classāand for the first time you notice that every other seat in the room seems to be occupied. With a sigh of defeat, you wordlessly turn back to the board, preparing to scramble to write down whatever you'd missed just now, content with simply ignoring this boy's existence for the the rest of class.
"A 'wildcat strike' refers to a stopping of work by unionized workers without authorization from the union. In 1911 the wildcats were winning, meaning things were moving in favor of the gargoylesā"
Good god this was horrible. You weren't even ten minutes into your first day of this new class and you already wanted to throw yourself off the top of Ravenclaw tower. It seemed as though many of the other students in class felt similarly as one of the boys sitting a few rows in front of you lets out a concernedly loud snore. You have to choke down a snicker as your eyes flicker up to the ghost at the front of the room, but he doesn't seem to notice. Or if he does, he doesn't care.
"That's Finnigan. There's a running bet on how long it'll take him to fall asleep after Binns starts monologuing," the boy next to you murmurs, a smirk tugging at his lips.
You turn to look at the boy, surprised to hear him speak after all, and for the first time take a good look. Shit. He was hot. You don't really get the chance to dwell too much on it though because he speaks again.
"That one next to him is Thomas. Any second now he'll start piling things on top of 'em. See how high the stack gets before it falls over or Finnigan wakes up. Whichever comes first."
As if on queue, the boy next to the snoring kid carefully places a thick text book on his friend's back. Then another. It's like you can't look away as you watch on in morbid fascination.
"They friends of yours?" you find yourself asking as the boy, Thomas, adds an ink well to his tower.
Your desk partner snorts.
"Hardly. Lions and snakes don't exactly get along," he says smoothly.
You have no idea what that's supposed to mean, but you don't want to ask. Instead you continue to watch as a bag of Bertie Bott's jelly beans, three quills, a sweater, and someone's pet frog is added to the pile. A potted plant is about to be placed on top when a sneeze sends the whole thing crashing to the floor. Professor Binns doesn't even blink as he just continues on. Finnigan's head shoots up as he takes in his surroundings once more, shoulders slumping when he apparently realizes where he is. Understandable.
The rest of class is an absolute drag as you flit in and out of different thoughts and daydreams. Anywhere was better than here, listening to this ghost drown on. If he were any less interesting, you're sure the entire class would die of sheer boredom and be cursed to haunt this very classroom with the old professor. Doomed to be subjected to the very thing that killed you all in the first place for all eternity.
After what you're certain is the longest hour of your life, class finally ends, but to your dismay, you realize that halfway through class you'd simply given up on taking notes. Dammit. As though reading your mind, the boy next to you slides his parchment towards you. His notes are impeccable. Perfectly neat rows in dark ink with not a smudge in sight.
"I can get them back tomorrow," he says simply, before returning the rest of his materials into his bag.
You open your mouth to thank the boy, but before you even get the chance he's gone in a swoosh of emerald green and black.
The whole thing leaves you a bit stunned. It was the first real interaction you'd had with, really anyone at your new school and you couldn't tell if you'd completely blown it or not. He'd seemed decent enough, whoever he was. And that's when it occurs to you. You hadn't even bothered to ask the boy's name.
"Mmm. What was their name again?" Theo asks, trying to appear nonchalant as he inserts himself into Enzo and Daphne's conversation.
The three of them occupied their usual spots inside the Slytherin common room, the soft glow of green flames painting their faces as their voices mix in with the other echoes of the dungeon. Enzo eyes Theo suspiciously, noting thatādespite the unbothered front he put onāTheo's fingers couldn't seem to stop tapping anxiously against his knee. See, usually when Enzo and Daphne were participating in their daily debrief, Theo was staring off into the abyss, pointedly ignoring them. So it didn't take an intuitive genius to pick up on the sudden spike of interest he was showing.
"Y/n. They're from America," Daphne says helpfully, seemingly oblivious to the way that Enzo was trying to dissect their friend's inner most thoughts.
"Why all the interest? They catch your eye? Are you two already falling into the early stages of love?" He taunts when he isn't able to get a proper read on his friend.
Theo's heart stops beating in his chest for half a moment before he juts out his chin defiantly.
"All anyone will talk about. Just curious to know who all the fuss is about," he retorts, forcing his voice to remain steady as he continues to stare ahead, avoiding the curious glances of his friends.
He can tell Enzo doesn't quite buy it, but that simply isn't his problem to worry about at the moment.
So they were from America. Huh.
Truthfully, Theo didn't know much about America. Hadn't ever really cared to find anything out. He was familiar with Ilvermorny of course. Which was presumably your former school, but that was pretty much the extent of it. Maybe he'd ask you about it tomorrow.
Assuming he didn't freeze up again at the mere sight of you. Salazar's ball sack that had been bloody embarrassing. Theo couldn't think of a single other time he'd ever frozen up like that, brief as it had been. Usually Theo liked to consider himself to be quite suave. Charming even, if he did say so himself. And he did. It was completely unlike him to be rendered speechless. Especially not by the mere presence of someone with a pretty face.
But it simply hadn't been his fault. How was he supposed to expect that some great, higher power was going to reach deep into his inner most thoughts and desiresāpull together every single physical trait that Theo could possibly fantasize aboutāand combine them all into one single heavenly creature, and then plop them down right next to him in History of Magic of all classes.
Fate was cruel.
And speaking of fate, there was also all that nonsense from Divination that morning to think about. Theo leaned back in his chair, deep in thought. Surely the fact that batty, old Trelawney had predicted that he would fall in love was a complete coincidence in relation to him practically being prepared to propose to the new student in History of Magic a mere few hours later. How could it be anything else? Divination wasn't real. The whole class had been so close to being completely scrapped so many times that you either had to be a fool, or Daphne to believe in it.
Okay, so maybe Theodore was starting to believe it. A little. But what was he supposed to think as he watches you drag your feet through the door scowling? He feels his chest tighten as the two of you make eye contact and he watches as you make your way over to him.
"This seat taken?" you ask, already dropping your bag to the floor. "Didn't take you as one to be into this kinda stuff," you say conversationally as you pull parchment and a quill from your bag.
Theo scoffs, rolling his eyes.
"I'm not," he assures, "But Daph is," he adds, head tilting as he gestures to his friend.
He watches as your eyes dart over to the pretty brunette sitting happily between him and Enzo, assessing.
"Oh. Are you two?" The question lingers on your lips and Theo is quick to shake his head no.
Salazar he was being stupid. Of course you would assumeāWhy was he being like this?
"Nah. No. Daph's an old friend. Enz and I are just here for moral support. And an easy O." Theo hears himself drawl. "What about you? Training to become a seer?"
"Hardly. This was the only elective left that fit into my schedule apparently."
Salazar's balls you were perfect, Theo thinks to himself as Trelawney comes sweeping into the room. Her eyes are closed and her fingertips are pressed against her temples as she swooshes around the room, humming lowly.
"I feel new energy. An unfamiliar presence. You!" Trelawney screeches in her trembly voice, stopping in front of a poor, innocent Hufflepuff with an accusatory finger hovering dangerously close to their eyeball.
Theo can't help but let out a dry snicker and is delighted when he sees you out of the corner of his eye trying to hold back a laugh too. When it's clear to the old professor that the student in front of her had actually been present all year, her eyes scan the room, finally coming to a stop when they rest on you.
"Ah, there you are my dear! Your energy feels so concentrated on this side of the room, it simply drew me over," Trelawney babbles as she makes her way over. "Now let's see here. Palms up dear, palms up, let me have a look."
Theo watches amused, ignoring the weird kissing faces Enzo is making at him, as you sigh but still present your palms facing upwards to the professor. Her bony talons quickly engulf your hands, her eyes fluttering shut once more as her head tilts back, a low hum starting once more.
"Yes, yes. How interesting," the hums get louder as the professor's fingers dig into the lines of your palms. "I see. In the darkest hour, a dark shadow, it will over take you. Consume you."
Trelawney's eyes snap open and Theo watches her face melt back into a warm smile as she gives your hands one last squeeze.
"Welcome to class dear. We have much to learn, so much to see!"
Theo finds that he rather likes the way his heart swells when you turn to look at him, brow raised as you shake your head ever so slightly as if to say, 'what a nutter'.
"How many freaking goblin rebellions is it going to take before the British Ministry finally takes the hint and leaves those poor goblins alone?" you huff, slamming your books a little too loudly onto your table in the library.
You can feel Madam Pince attempting to burn a hole through your back as she glares at you, but you ignore her.
"Probably at leastā" Theo checks his notes from the day's lesson, "six or seven. Unfortunately not every revolution to rid oneself of British rule is successful," he teases lightly.
You glare at the boy pointedly.
"I'm not even particularly, patriotic," you grumble, the word actually quite sour on your tongue, "but nothing brings Americans together quite like our mutual hatred of the British."
"Mmm. Do let it go on record now that my family is Italian," Theo replies dryly.
Theodore had very quickly become your closest friend at Hogwarts. From that first day in History of Magic the two of you just seemed to click. It also definitely helped that not only did he share your dry sense of humor, but he was also insanely smart, and very easy on the eyes. You'd been worried for a split second when he first introduced you to Daphne Greengrass, a familiar turning in your stomach that you'd quickly identified as jealousy flaring up, but it had been quickly squashed when Theo assured you that they were indeed just friends. But that was neither here nor there. You and Theo had become practically inseparable in the month that you'd been at your new school, much to the chagrin of his friends. You liked them too of course, and they'd been good sports about welcoming you into their little group, but with Theo it was just easy.
You slide your potions notes across the table just as Theo hands over his Charms essay for you to look over. No words exchanged, but you were both perfectly in sync. Easy.
It's far past dark when you finally push your chair back, the old wood scraping against the floor, and you force yourself to stifle a yawn.
"Alright. I'm calling it a night," you announce as you begin packing up your books. "I should head back in case it takes an hour to get that damn eagle to open up the common room door again."
You hear Theo let out a snort at your last comment. He'd heard well and good your complaints about that stupid hunk of metal.
"Guess I'll head out as well. Mattheo has been complaining that he never sees me anymore, but he's just mad he can't copy my notes anymore."
The two of you quickly gather the rest of your things, slinking out of the library right as Pince begins making her rounds to toss the last lingering students out before closing the doors for the night. The walk to Ravenclaw tower is made in comfortable silence as you walk side by side, both of you trying to ignore the way the back of your hands were brushing against each other as you went. When you finally arrive, a whole group of students in black and blue are outside the door when it swings open. Not wanting to miss your chance, you toss Theo a smile over your shoulder before disappearing with the crowd of students through the door.
As soon as you enter your room, you dump your bag on the ground at the foot of your bed, trade your stiff school uniform for a more comfortable track set, and turn right back out the doorāa disillusionment spell on the tip of your tongue. You move silently against the walls, retracing the same steps you'd just taken, leading your right back to the library. It's dark nowāyou knew from experience that as soon as the clock hit ten, Pince was out the doors. You lift your wand, ready to cast the usual alohomora but tonight something stops you. Call it a gut feeling. You grip the handle of the heavy, wood door and without so much as a squeak, the door swings open. Huh. Maybe the cranky librarian had been in such a rush to leave she forgot to lock up.
Without giving it so much as a second thought, you slip through the doors, following the familiar path that lead you right to the heart of the restricted section of the library. Really, you often found yourself wondering, why on Earth did they have a so called restricted section, and then not even bother to put up a single ward to keep students from entering? Wasn't very restricted if they asked you. Your fingertips brush over the spines of different books as you pass through the shelves, pulling one from the shelf every so often if it catches your eye. The silence of the empty library was deafening, but you relished the way you could hear your footsteps echoing on the tile and the rustle of pages turning as you flipped through your nightly finds.
You're on your tiptoes, straining to reach a large tome from the top shelf when you catch sight of a dark shadow appearing out of the corner of your eye. God, you hoped it wasn't that old man Filch. He wasn't as bad as everyone made him seem, you'd been able to talk him out of snitching on you thus far, but it kind of ruined the mood. Your hand drops to rest on the handle of your wand as the shady figure draws closer and you prepare to throw one of your books its way just in case.
"What are you doing here?" the confused voice of Theodore rings out just as you're about to launch your copy of Moste Potente Potions at his head.
You feel your shoulders sag in relief. You hadn't been scared of course. Just vaguely alarmed. Then you let out a laugh.
"And what's funny?"
"Oh, nothing. Just Trelawney and her whole 'A dark shadow is going to overtake you' spiel," you snicker. "And what do you mean what am I doing here? What are you doing here?" you ask rather indignantly, turning back to focus on the book that was just out of your reach.
"I come down to the library at night all the time," Theo replies, crossing his arms defensively.
"Well it's obviously not all the time because I've been here every night this month and I've never seen you down here," you reply casually.
You can practically hear Theo rolling his eyes at you.
"Well of course not all the time, Filch would start gettingāsorry did you say you've been here every night? How has Filch not caught you?"
You shrug your shoulders noncommittally, glaring up at the book that seemed to be just taunting you.
"He has a few times, but we usually just chat for a little and then he'll send me on my way."
You don't see the absolutely stunned look on Theo's face.
"You chat? With Filch. About what?" Theo asks incredulously.
You let out an exasperated sigh.
"The weather. Cat toy recommendations for Mrs. Norris. His mother's retirement in France. I don't know, we chat about a lot of things."
You still aren't facing Theo, but if you had been, you probably would have laughed at the completely gobsmacked look that was written across his face.
"Now will you be useful and get that book down for me?" you ask, foot stomping impatiently on the ground.
Still too shocked to respond, Theo reaches up over your head, placing one hand on your shoulder for balance as he easily plucks the book you'd been reaching for off the shelf. Just as he's about to hand it to you though, it seems he comes back to his senses and that smug grin that you'd become so familiar with recently finds its way back to his lips.
"Uh uh uh, where's my reward?" he teases, holding the book just out of reach once more as he smirks down at you.
"Reward?" you ask dryly, looking up to raise an eyebrow at your friend.
Had he always been standing so close?
"I'm a Slytherin. I don't do something for nothing now," he says, voice like honey in your ears.
"What do you want?" you ask, eyes narrowing.
Theo tilts his head as if pretending to think.
"A kiss."
You blink, shoulders shrugging as you turn to face the boy properly. Seemed fair enough to you. You were definitely getting the best end of the deal. So you tug on the collar of Theo's sweatshirt, before crashing your lips into his. His lips are warm and soft and that's all you take note of before pulling away quickly. Theo is clearly stunned once more so you take the opportunity to finally get your hands on the book you'd been eyeing this whole time.
"Thanks Theo!"
Theodore Nott was dangerously close to never brushing his teeth ever again. Because you had kissed him last night. In some sudden, stupid burst of confidence he had asked you to kiss him and you did. It had been a complete jokeāTheo hadn't even remotely considered that you'd actually do it, but you'd grabbed the collar of his jumper and then your lips were on his and he knew he was well and truly done for.
"Theo. Theo! You need to get your act together mate," Lorenzo grunts, elbowing his friend to get his attention.
"What? Stop that," Theo mutters, batting his friend away from him.
"Seriously. You're acting like a love sick puppy."Brie
Theo glares.
"Would take one to know one," he snaps, falling back in his seat with a huff.
Now it's Enzo's turn to narrow his eyes.
"I'm going to choose to ignore that because you're just upset that you didn't kiss y/n back," he responds.
Theo's eyes bulge at the boldāalbeit correctāobservation.
"Can you keep your bloody voice down?" he hisses, eyes flickering about to make sure no one had heard.
Luckily, you had only just entered the divination classroom so at least Theo was safe for now. Or maybe not.
"Morning," you say brightly giving the group a small wave and taking your usual spot next to Theo.
Theo opens his mouth to respond but, Salazar you smelled good today, and your lips, god your lips looked soft and pink and, the words feel caught in Theo's throat. Somewhere in the distance he can hear Enzo snickering obnoxiously, but all Theo can do is stare at you dumbly. This was mortifying. As soon as he figured out how to move again Theo was launching himself straight off this bloody tower.
"Hey, do you want to sneak into the library again tonight?" you ask casually, laying your things out on your desk, seemingly oblivious to the fact that you were about to send Theo into cardiac arrest.
Of course I'll sneak back into the library with you. Especially if it means you'll kiss me again, Theo wants to say. But he has at least a little bit of dignity left, so he straightens himself in his chair, trying to maintain at least somewhat of an air of nonchalance as he finally strings a sentence together.
"Sure."
Okay, so a sentence might be giving himself a bit too much credit, but it was better than sitting there gaping like a daft idiot. You seem satisfied with his answer though as you turn to face the front just as Trelawney waltzes into the room with her usual dramatic flair. Theo drifts in and out of the lesson as Trelawney rambles on about tea leaves and the placement of tasseography symbols. He tried to focus. Really he needed to, because the alternative was his gaze finding its way to the curve of your lips and the way your tongue pressed against the inside of your cheek as you furiously scribbled down notes.
The gentle sound of metal clinking on china pulls Theo wholey back to class as a spoon taps impatiently on the teacup in front of him as if urging him to drink. Glancing around he sees most of his classmates were already bottoms up. Drinking down the rather bitter liquid, Theo carefully places his cup back down in front of him, peering disinterestedly at its contents. Just looked like soggy tea leaves to him.
Trelawney insists on moving about the room though, dissecting the meanings inside each little cup and leaving behind a trail of utterly befuddled students in her wake. When she finally reaches Theo, he can visibly see her begin to vibrate with excitement as she moves his cup around in her hands, swishing the tea leaves back and forth.
"Look there, dear. Do you see?" she asks giddily, shoving the teacup back in Theo's face.
"No." he replies flatly, not even bothering to examine the wet leaves.
"Look closer."
Theo's nose is practically inside the cup now and he can hear you and Enz snickering on either side of him. Traitors. When he still doesn't say anything, Trelawney lets out a huff, sticking her crooked finger into the cup and speaking slowly as if explaining something to a small child.
"Right there. Don't you see?" she asks, as if it should've been the most obvious thing in the world. "An axeā" she swirls the cup to the side. "And a butterfly."
Theo stares blankly at the old woman.
"Use their notes and figure it out," she finally huffs in exasperation before sweeping off to another table.
As soon as she's gone and Theo makes eye contact with you he can't help but chuckle as Daphne scowls at the two of you.
"Look," she sighs, shoving her notes across the table for Theo to read.
The Axeāproblems overcome
The Butterflyāsuccess and pleasure
Wonderful. More nonsense. That was the problem with divinationāthe definitions were so broad they were basically meaningless. Overcoming problems and success? That could be about anything. Theo pushes the parchment back to its owner with a shrug. He'd just do what he always did and make something up for the assignment.
Shadows loom against the dimly lit walls of the library as you and Theo wander through the shelves together. Theo had been quieter than usual tonight. To be fair, he wasn't usually the most talkative person ever, but you had had to push to get your usual banter out of him. He clearly had something on his mind. You don't push though. That was something you both appreciated about each otherājust being there together was enough.
Once you both have a sizable stack of books pulled together you tuck yourselves away in one of the back corners of the restricted section. Far enough that not even Mrs. Norris would bother to wander all the way back. You find yourself curling up next to your friend, legs pressed together and shoulders brushing as you cast a soft lumos charm just bright enough to illuminate the pages of your books as you read. The quiet is nice after a long day of navigating the crowded halls and classrooms of the school. Hogwarts was definitely a lively place, and you hadn't realized just how much you missed having some peace and quiet until you'd snuck out of Ravenclaw tower that first night.
"Do you think divination might not be completely useless?" Theo asks a while later, breaking the silence.
You look up in surprise before glancing down at the book he's readingāDivination Through the Ages: A Skeptics Guideāyour eyebrows furrowing in thought. If you were being honest, you'd always thought that divination was, to be polite, dumb. In fact, you'd been rather pissed when your head of house, Professor Flitwick, had told you that it was the only class that would fit in your schedule. But you didn't think that was what Theo wanted to hear at the moment.
"I mean, all forms of magic have their unique uses I suppose," you reply carefully, wondering where this was going.
Theo just hums in response, continuing to finger through the pages of the book as you watch with curiosity. Finally, with a deep breath, he snaps the book closed and turns to face you. It's clear he wants to say something as you search his eyes which seem to be getting ever so slightly closer by the second. You can't help the way your eyes drop down to his lips as his tongue glides across his bottom lip nervously. They're so close now you can practically feel the way they had pressed against your own last night. However brief that encounter had been. When you finally tilt your head back up to meet his eyes once more, your nose brushes his and you feel your breath hitch. If you didn't know any better, you'd think he was about to kiss you right now.
And then his lips are on yours and you feel your body go limp as he pulls you into him, your eyes fluttering closed as he molds you to him. Your book slips from your fingers with a dull thud as it hits the ground, but you hardly notice. Theo's lips are just as warm, and soft, and utterly intoxicating as you remembered them to be. You can feel Theo smiling against your lips as he pulls you impossibly closer and you forget where you are, what you were doing, everything except what it feels like to be held in Theo's arms.
When you finally break apart, it's your turn to blink in stunned silence as Theo gazes down at you, his breath warm against your cheek.
"Ever since you arrived, everything that divination has told me has come true," Theo says gruffly, clearly not pleased to be having to admit it.
You couldn't blame him. The two of you had kind of bonded over how unseriously you both took the class. Still though, you tilt your head, inviting him to continue.
"The first day we metāthat morning in divination, a deck of tarot cards told me I was going to fall in love."
A dry laugh escapes Theo's lips as he pulls back, eyes trained everywhere but at you now. Which is probably for the best as you feel tendrils of heat creeping up into your face.
"I didn't believe them of course. Thought it was pure rubbish."
Your heart stutters for a moment before your eyes land on the book Theo had been reading so intently up until now.
"Hm. And did something change?" you ask cautiously, not daring to get your hopes up.
"Well, the soggy leaves in my tea this morning kind of implied that I should get my act together if I wanted any sort of success, soā" Theo lets out another wry laugh, though there's no humor in his voice. Just a nervous undertone that you can tell he's trying to mask.
"Well did you? Fall in love that is?" you ask, suddenly feeling shy around Theo for the first time.
There's a beat of silence where you can practically feel your heart trying to tear its way out of your chest. You hadn't quite realized just how much you wanted this until it was staring you in the face. Or rather anywhere but. Then Theo meets your eyes once more.
"I think I could. If I'm not half way there already."
His words melt every bit of tension you had been feeling previously as you let out a breath that you didn't know you'd been holding.
"I think I'm half way there too."
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