an unspeakable scarification

The ellipsis princess is pondering...

heyy, just letting you know that the weight of everything you should have left in the past is holding you down

Idk man my nervous system gets regulated from walking really really fast and elbowing groups of people taking up the whole sidewalk. like that’s what makes me feel at peace

I think that if I unsubscribe I should stop getting the emails

love writing a post and then discarding it immediately. microdosing on having an opinion

the water in hotel showers will do things to the texture of your hair you didn’t even know were possible

literally when we drive in your car I’m your baby. who else is taking this stance

been cooking so much lately. chicken pot pie, peach turnovers, a pot of chilli con carne, never enough herby steaks…my basil plant is just about to sprout its third set of leaves, also drinking different varieties of loose leaf tea some evenings, excited to watch obsession in the cinemas, hopefully colony, hopefully saccharine. doing more work these days but once again learning so much, first time interviewing anyone at work let alone three people, nearly towards the last season of my succession rewatch, junk journaling all my physical movie tix from 2024 to present, talking to my beloveds, being more vulnerable to them recently, more sunlight on my skin & moving the body more & more……

watched obsession at the cinemas and what a very sinister, depraved movie i won’t be forgetting in a while