being in the shower: there is no past and there is no future, there is just the here and now, i am alone but i am not lonely, i am calm and one with the universe, existence is sublime

And here we are with another familiar tenderness story! It has been betaed foooor months. ops. thanks @tyrannosaurusnacks as always for it!

Seen the whump-y and angsty content, this story is for @i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end, i didn't like this episode, so honestly this is the best i could make with it!

Hope you like it!

DO NOT.

DO NOT VOLUNTEER ANY MORE DATA THAN THEY ALREADY HAVE

Do not help them train ai

Do not help them document your handwriting so it can be replicated (and used without your knowledge??? Used against you???? There are always ulterior motives)

Do NOT give something that can be specifically traced back to you to a monopolized company!!!!

Thanks to @unconsciousxreality, @tobyig, and @greatcrestednewt for tagging me :D

Last song(s): Her - Jvke ft. Annika Wells / Neon Odyssey - The Midnight & Avantris / Never Love an Anchor - Crane Wives Currently watching: Tornado/Storm Event studies on Youtube and various Star Wars things (Animated, Live Action, just whatever tbh) Current obsession: At this EXACT moment? That'd be Fi and Jesse lol But also Kes and the Batch/the long fic I'm writing of them, as well as the DnD AU of them. Currently reading: Fics. All the fics. Been on a ObiMaul kick tbh Currently working on: The Kes/Batch long fic (Working title is Blur of Consequences), a one shot of when Kes and Echo met before the events of Blur, and I'm currently in the planning stages for Fi/Jesse fic (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò) Last Google search: How to un-fold our electric lawnmower lol

And some no pressure tags :D

Last song: “Dark Angel” by Lalleshwari (Katie Jane Garside)

Currently (Re)Watching: Pokémon and ATLA!

Current obsession: still clone wars, but specifically my ocs. They haunt my thoughts 24/7 lmfao.

Currently Reading: “Alas, Babylon” by Pat Frank

Currently working on: getting better at art (digital and traditional), and writing a fic about Mustang and Vermillion!

Last Google search: pink haired girl from Ponyo (it was Gran Mamare I was looking for; I wanted to inspire a character after her).

Aaaaand tagging (no pressure):

Last song: Not by Big Theif Currently watching: Rainworld lore videos on YT, specifically on the Watcher DLC Current obsession: Star wars,,, specifically Mandalorian culture + my ocs Currently Reading: Started the Republic Commando novels, halfway through Triple Zero Currently working on: Tattoo 'map'/showcase for my oc Roscoe Arazu, as well as worldbuilding for mandalorian culture again Last google search: "raptor tail dinosaur" - I was doing some creature design and needed a good ref aha

Currently Watching: nothing in particular. Mostly tornado videos on the ol ‘tube

Current Obsession: STAR WAR!!!! TAR WARS!!!! CLONES!!!

Currently Reading: my own writing! I’ve passed the “writing spree” stage and entered the “reread your own fics and then kick yourself for not finishing them” stage.

Currently Working On: Various outfit/set design pieces for my ocs! I’ve finally pushed myself to flesh out the places these people are visiting/living. I’ve had them for almost three years and I’ve only just gotten around to it. But hey! I’ve gotten round to it! Yay!

Last Google Search: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (I may have it, I was googling symptoms, lmao). And the one before that was “normal blood pressure by age group”. So I guess I’m more of a hypochondriac than I thought i was?

Tagging (first time, kinda nervous 👉👈)

hi I’ve never done one of these even though I’ve been tagged in a bajillion of them

here we go..

last song: graduate by third eye blind

currently watching: clone wars… again

current obsession: obi wan still. Specifically I’ve been thinking about obi wan directly after order 66 but haven’t drawn it because I don’t usually like drawing sad stuff.

currently reading: rogue planet !! Yay Star Wars book

currently working on: drawing Obi wan. I want to draw him in mando armor and also do some codywan art. I have a whole list of things my friend Finn wants me to work on lol. Also my codywan fic I’ve been working on for months that I’ve hardly made progress on. I’m no author lol

last google search: “jar har” I was trying to type Jar Jar but something went wrong in the process 😔😔💔💔

tags (you don’t have to lol): @finlayflop @atomicheart99 @therestlessbones @coolskeleton66 @coquette-corpsie @saigesays @yapofalltrades

last songs: gommene gommene ft hatsune miku by kikuo, ego renegade boy ft kagamine len by flavor foley, king for a day by green day

currently watching: heated rivalry, South Park, and sw rebels

current obsession: anakin, Vocaloid, and friedrich Engels (I know everyone's favorite trio). Also vtubers cause im getting back into live2d

currently reading: random medical and forensics case studies and also fan fiction (for Star Wars and Dexter!)

currently working on: 3 indie game projects, a vtuber rig who I've been procrastinating, 2 fan fics (one which I posted and is time travel but hasn't had an update in like idk how long and another which I hope can see the light of day one day), a cal kestis and oc drawing for a moot (I love them/p), a codywan drawing that's stuck in the idk what I'm doing stage, and an anidala drawing in a similar stage last Google search: ao3 (pretty self explanatory)

last songs: Across the Stars, How Lin-Manuel Miranda Orders a Pizza by Daniel Thrasher, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and Mr. Darkside by Sub-Radio

currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, probably gonna rewatch some Star Wars movies, probably gonna rewatch Tom Holland's Spider-Man trilogy in preparation for Brand New Day

current obsession: Star Wars (the prequels and the clone wars)

currently reading: Clone Wars: Wild Space

currently working on: The first fanfic in my Happy AU series where Palpatine dies, Padme lives, there's no Empire, and everyone is happy apart from Anakin apparently (don't worry he'll get there). I'm trying to write it realistic in the sense that this is what I think would have really happened if the story played out like this, but I think only the first story will have any politics in it. I love the in universe politics of Star Wars, I think they're fascinating and I wish there was more information out there on it, but there's not. Making random stuff up is exhausting. I don't want to do too much research, so I'm just going to write Happy Skywalker Family fluff and angst instead of galaxy altering shit lol

Google search: How do court trials work in Star Wars? (literally no info on Wookieepedia...)

last songs: underground, i choose you, ufo, sugar free venom, instruction, magic clock

currently watching: taxi driver season 2, good morning call, trying to force myself to finish jjk, gonna start if wishes could kill and the other maze runner movies

current obsession: f5ve

currently reading: myriad and random aot fanfics

currently working on: doing as much revision i can for end of year exams then i'll carry on with my mystery fanfic

last google search: ammonia (i needed the structural formula for an equation)

Last songs : Billie Jean by Michael Jackson.

Heaven Can Wait by Michael Jackson

KARA - but, I cant spell it for the life of me.

Currebt watching : my life go by.

Curebt obsessesion : detaching.

Curent reading : hmm Soul Vagina by Nomxolisi Ndlangana

Currently working on : working through my mood.

Last Google search: soul vagina

A little bit harder now (she wants revenge)

Rule #34 (fish in a birdcage)

we’ll never have sex (leith ross) !

currently watching: ruri rocks!

current obsession: urban ecology and ornithology (IT WILL NEVER CHANGE)

currently reading: “urban jungle” by ben wilson, as well as “how to read a bird” by wenfei tong

currently working on: my art course! i need to analyse the entire course and how it helped me do art, then i’m done!

last google search: hairy shield bug (i was tryna id one)

last songs: Wolf House by Rabbitology, Faery Queen by Kiki Rockwell, Lose Control by Teddy Swims (ahhh I love rule 34 XD)

currently watching: nothing I'm afraid :( although I shall be watching Witch Hat Atelier anime soon!

current obsession: ahhh hard to answer :( I've been reading all of the works of an ao3 author XD does that count?

currently reading: Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky and my horde of fanfics XD

currently working on: my original work :) nicknamed cult runaways <3

last Google search: weather (crying lmaooo)

last songs: lovemesick by nxdia, touchy feely fool by ajr, and trouble fete by loic nottet

currently watching: nothing really, I don't watch a lot of things :(

current obesession: hmmmm, probably constellations and acd sherlock (I've been re-reading the stories)

currently reading: the absinthe underground by jamie pacton

currently working on: finally filling out all the pages of my big old sketchbook i've had for years (I keep losing motivation...)

last google search: online piano (i was trying to figure out what note a song started with)

Last songs: not exactly sure as Tidal shows history by playlist not tracks?? But I know in the past day I've listened to Impossible (Shontelle), the Ben-Hur (1959) soundtrack and I'm Gonna Be Strong (both Michael Ball and Cyndi Lauper covers, I was comparing them lol)

Currently watching: Fallout s2! It's amazing

Current obsession: Sherlock Holmes. Feels wrong to put that as it's also my currently reading, but I am also watching the Basil Rathbone films with my dad and reading loads of fanfic 😅

Currently reading: ...Sherlock Holmes. Also sort of in the middle of a P&P reread (which means I impulsively grabbed it, read a few bits in the middle, meant to read it properly but left it by the side of my bed for like the past two weeks. Does that count? Idk.)

Currently working on: ... improving my health 😅 I assume this is for creative projects but ngl apart from translation (which is my job, or was when I was well enough to work) I'm not really a creative person. I love stuff other people make 😂

Last google search: What is Madras (i meant what is in the curry, but it was poorly worded lol)

Last songs: I can't stop listening to Hoochie Coochie Man by Muddy Waters at the moment. The last album was a compilation of Hammond organ roller-skating music. I hasten to add that I do not roller-skate! But there is something about Hammond organ music that really amuses me.

Currently watching: Granada Sherlock Holmes. I only have 3 episodes left :( so I'm trying to ration myself. And I'm also trying to decide what to watch next. It's between Star Trek: Next Generation for Q/Picard, or DS9 for Garak/Bashir.

Current obsession: John Watson! Nuff said.

Currently reading: The Kenneth Williams Diaries. This is a truly enormous book and it has taken me a while to get into it, but it's good. It's funny, sad and surprising in parts.

Currently working on: My hot tboy summer! What else? Lol.

Last Google search: I don't remember. I spent many a day googling 'who is going to be the new presenters of BBC Strictly?', but now I know, and not one of them is La Voix, which is very affronting.

Last song: Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys

Currently watching: Granada always and The Musketeers on BBC very slowly

Current obsession: Hamilton is the latest, but still Sherlock Holmes and The Three Musketeers

Currently reading: Twenty Years After. Again, very slowly

Currently working on: Nothing specifically but I am doing some random character doodles with my brother

Last Google search: The Just Dance routine to Rock Lobster. (Don't ask)

Tagging (won't be 10. I am lazy):

Last song: Greenfields by The Brothers Four

Currently watching: nothing. Next question.

Current obsession: hmm anything related to Rebecca I guess. Other than Holmes of course. (Also OMG Val you've gotten into Hamilton ajtshdss it's such a fun play I love it)

Currently reading: 1984 by Orwell!!

Currently working on: I mostly study but try to write poems in my free time

Last Google search: pothos varieties (I want to get one😭)

Thanks to @unconsciousxreality, @tobyig, and @greatcrestednewt for tagging me :D

Last song(s): Her - Jvke ft. Annika Wells / Neon Odyssey - The Midnight & Avantris / Never Love an Anchor - Crane Wives Currently watching: Tornado/Storm Event studies on Youtube and various Star Wars things (Animated, Live Action, just whatever tbh) Current obsession: At this EXACT moment? That'd be Fi and Jesse lol But also Kes and the Batch/the long fic I'm writing of them, as well as the DnD AU of them. Currently reading: Fics. All the fics. Been on a ObiMaul kick tbh Currently working on: The Kes/Batch long fic (Working title is Blur of Consequences), a one shot of when Kes and Echo met before the events of Blur, and I'm currently in the planning stages for Fi/Jesse fic (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò) Last Google search: How to un-fold our electric lawnmower lol

And some no pressure tags :D

Last song: “Dark Angel” by Lalleshwari (Katie Jane Garside)

Currently (Re)Watching: Pokémon and ATLA!

Current obsession: still clone wars, but specifically my ocs. They haunt my thoughts 24/7 lmfao.

Currently Reading: “Alas, Babylon” by Pat Frank

Currently working on: getting better at art (digital and traditional), and writing a fic about Mustang and Vermillion!

Last Google search: pink haired girl from Ponyo (it was Gran Mamare I was looking for; I wanted to inspire a character after her).

Aaaaand tagging (no pressure):

Last song: Not by Big Theif Currently watching: Rainworld lore videos on YT, specifically on the Watcher DLC Current obsession: Star wars,,, specifically Mandalorian culture + my ocs Currently Reading: Started the Republic Commando novels, halfway through Triple Zero Currently working on: Tattoo 'map'/showcase for my oc Roscoe Arazu, as well as worldbuilding for mandalorian culture again Last google search: "raptor tail dinosaur" - I was doing some creature design and needed a good ref aha

Currently Watching: nothing in particular. Mostly tornado videos on the ol ‘tube

Current Obsession: STAR WAR!!!! TAR WARS!!!! CLONES!!!

Currently Reading: my own writing! I’ve passed the “writing spree” stage and entered the “reread your own fics and then kick yourself for not finishing them” stage.

Currently Working On: Various outfit/set design pieces for my ocs! I’ve finally pushed myself to flesh out the places these people are visiting/living. I’ve had them for almost three years and I’ve only just gotten around to it. But hey! I’ve gotten round to it! Yay!

Last Google Search: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (I may have it, I was googling symptoms, lmao). And the one before that was “normal blood pressure by age group”. So I guess I’m more of a hypochondriac than I thought i was?

Tagging (first time, kinda nervous 👉👈)

hi I’ve never done one of these even though I’ve been tagged in a bajillion of them

here we go..

last song: graduate by third eye blind

currently watching: clone wars… again

current obsession: obi wan still. Specifically I’ve been thinking about obi wan directly after order 66 but haven’t drawn it because I don’t usually like drawing sad stuff.

currently reading: rogue planet !! Yay Star Wars book

currently working on: drawing Obi wan. I want to draw him in mando armor and also do some codywan art. I have a whole list of things my friend Finn wants me to work on lol. Also my codywan fic I’ve been working on for months that I’ve hardly made progress on. I’m no author lol

last google search: “jar har” I was trying to type Jar Jar but something went wrong in the process 😔😔💔💔

tags (you don’t have to lol): @finlayflop @atomicheart99 @therestlessbones @coolskeleton66 @coquette-corpsie @saigesays @yapofalltrades

last songs: gommene gommene ft hatsune miku by kikuo, ego renegade boy ft kagamine len by flavor foley, king for a day by green day

currently watching: heated rivalry, South Park, and sw rebels

current obsession: anakin, Vocaloid, and friedrich Engels (I know everyone's favorite trio). Also vtubers cause im getting back into live2d

currently reading: random medical and forensics case studies and also fan fiction (for Star Wars and Dexter!)

currently working on: 3 indie game projects, a vtuber rig who I've been procrastinating, 2 fan fics (one which I posted and is time travel but hasn't had an update in like idk how long and another which I hope can see the light of day one day), a cal kestis and oc drawing for a moot (I love them/p), a codywan drawing that's stuck in the idk what I'm doing stage, and an anidala drawing in a similar stage last Google search: ao3 (pretty self explanatory)

last songs: Across the Stars, How Lin-Manuel Miranda Orders a Pizza by Daniel Thrasher, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and Mr. Darkside by Sub-Radio

currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, probably gonna rewatch some Star Wars movies, probably gonna rewatch Tom Holland's Spider-Man trilogy in preparation for Brand New Day

current obsession: Star Wars (the prequels and the clone wars)

currently reading: Clone Wars: Wild Space

currently working on: The first fanfic in my Happy AU series where Palpatine dies, Padme lives, there's no Empire, and everyone is happy apart from Anakin apparently (don't worry he'll get there). I'm trying to write it realistic in the sense that this is what I think would have really happened if the story played out like this, but I think only the first story will have any politics in it. I love the in universe politics of Star Wars, I think they're fascinating and I wish there was more information out there on it, but there's not. Making random stuff up is exhausting. I don't want to do too much research, so I'm just going to write Happy Skywalker Family fluff and angst instead of galaxy altering shit lol

Google search: How do court trials work in Star Wars? (literally no info on Wookieepedia...)

last songs: underground, i choose you, ufo, sugar free venom, instruction, magic clock

currently watching: taxi driver season 2, good morning call, trying to force myself to finish jjk, gonna start if wishes could kill and the other maze runner movies

current obsession: f5ve

currently reading: myriad and random aot fanfics

currently working on: doing as much revision i can for end of year exams then i'll carry on with my mystery fanfic

last google search: ammonia (i needed the structural formula for an equation)

Last songs : Billie Jean by Michael Jackson.

Heaven Can Wait by Michael Jackson

KARA - but, I cant spell it for the life of me.

Currebt watching : my life go by.

Curebt obsessesion : detaching.

Curent reading : hmm Soul Vagina by Nomxolisi Ndlangana

Currently working on : working through my mood.

Last Google search: soul vagina

A little bit harder now (she wants revenge)

Rule #34 (fish in a birdcage)

we’ll never have sex (leith ross) !

currently watching: ruri rocks!

current obsession: urban ecology and ornithology (IT WILL NEVER CHANGE)

currently reading: “urban jungle” by ben wilson, as well as “how to read a bird” by wenfei tong

currently working on: my art course! i need to analyse the entire course and how it helped me do art, then i’m done!

last google search: hairy shield bug (i was tryna id one)

last songs: Wolf House by Rabbitology, Faery Queen by Kiki Rockwell, Lose Control by Teddy Swims (ahhh I love rule 34 XD)

currently watching: nothing I'm afraid :( although I shall be watching Witch Hat Atelier anime soon!

current obsession: ahhh hard to answer :( I've been reading all of the works of an ao3 author XD does that count?

currently reading: Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky and my horde of fanfics XD

currently working on: my original work :) nicknamed cult runaways <3

last Google search: weather (crying lmaooo)

last songs: lovemesick by nxdia, touchy feely fool by ajr, and trouble fete by loic nottet

currently watching: nothing really, I don't watch a lot of things :(

current obesession: hmmmm, probably constellations and acd sherlock (I've been re-reading the stories)

currently reading: the absinthe underground by jamie pacton

currently working on: finally filling out all the pages of my big old sketchbook i've had for years (I keep losing motivation...)

last google search: online piano (i was trying to figure out what note a song started with)

Last songs: not exactly sure as Tidal shows history by playlist not tracks?? But I know in the past day I've listened to Impossible (Shontelle), the Ben-Hur (1959) soundtrack and I'm Gonna Be Strong (both Michael Ball and Cyndi Lauper covers, I was comparing them lol)

Currently watching: Fallout s2! It's amazing

Current obsession: Sherlock Holmes. Feels wrong to put that as it's also my currently reading, but I am also watching the Basil Rathbone films with my dad and reading loads of fanfic 😅

Currently reading: ...Sherlock Holmes. Also sort of in the middle of a P&P reread (which means I impulsively grabbed it, read a few bits in the middle, meant to read it properly but left it by the side of my bed for like the past two weeks. Does that count? Idk.)

Currently working on: ... improving my health 😅 I assume this is for creative projects but ngl apart from translation (which is my job, or was when I was well enough to work) I'm not really a creative person. I love stuff other people make 😂

Last google search: What is Madras (i meant what is in the curry, but it was poorly worded lol)

Last songs: I can't stop listening to Hoochie Coochie Man by Muddy Waters at the moment. The last album was a compilation of Hammond organ roller-skating music. I hasten to add that I do not roller-skate! But there is something about Hammond organ music that really amuses me.

Currently watching: Granada Sherlock Holmes. I only have 3 episodes left :( so I'm trying to ration myself. And I'm also trying to decide what to watch next. It's between Star Trek: Next Generation for Q/Picard, or DS9 for Garak/Bashir.

Current obsession: John Watson! Nuff said.

Currently reading: The Kenneth Williams Diaries. This is a truly enormous book and it has taken me a while to get into it, but it's good. It's funny, sad and surprising in parts.

Currently working on: My hot tboy summer! What else? Lol.

Last Google search: I don't remember. I spent many a day googling 'who is going to be the new presenters of BBC Strictly?', but now I know, and not one of them is La Voix, which is very affronting.

Last song: Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys

Currently watching: Granada always and The Musketeers on BBC very slowly

Current obsession: Hamilton is the latest, but still Sherlock Holmes and The Three Musketeers

Currently reading: Twenty Years After. Again, very slowly

Currently working on: Nothing specifically but I am doing some random character doodles with my brother

Last Google search: The Just Dance routine to Rock Lobster. (Don't ask)

Tagging (won't be 10. I am lazy):

Last song: Greenfields by The Brothers Four

Currently watching: nothing. Next question.

Current obsession: hmm anything related to Rebecca I guess. Other than Holmes of course. (Also OMG Val you've gotten into Hamilton ajtshdss it's such a fun play I love it)

Currently reading: 1984 by Orwell!!

Currently working on: I mostly study but try to write poems in my free time

Last Google search: pothos varieties (I want to get one😭)

Last song: Orbiter by Noah Kahan holy freak inject that song into my veins right now

Currently watching: Conclave 2025. liwat. idk. i missed this movie

Current obsession: Les Miserables once again because i watched the 10th anniversary concert and it has been mmmmicrowavinggggg ever since someone get me out (don't)

Currently reading: Book of Acts since i never actually got around to reading it and now i'm kinda excited. for what, idk, but i am eager nevertheless

Currently working on: enrolling (someone get me out of here) and trying to write more often!!!!! raaaggghhhh!!!!!!!

Last Google search: bee in asl. believe it or not for les mis purposes. someone get me out of these trenches or i'll die in them.

Thanks to @unconsciousxreality, @tobyig, and @greatcrestednewt for tagging me :D

Last song(s): Her - Jvke ft. Annika Wells / Neon Odyssey - The Midnight & Avantris / Never Love an Anchor - Crane Wives Currently watching: Tornado/Storm Event studies on Youtube and various Star Wars things (Animated, Live Action, just whatever tbh) Current obsession: At this EXACT moment? That'd be Fi and Jesse lol But also Kes and the Batch/the long fic I'm writing of them, as well as the DnD AU of them. Currently reading: Fics. All the fics. Been on a ObiMaul kick tbh Currently working on: The Kes/Batch long fic (Working title is Blur of Consequences), a one shot of when Kes and Echo met before the events of Blur, and I'm currently in the planning stages for Fi/Jesse fic (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò) Last Google search: How to un-fold our electric lawnmower lol

And some no pressure tags :D

Last song: “Dark Angel” by Lalleshwari (Katie Jane Garside)

Currently (Re)Watching: Pokémon and ATLA!

Current obsession: still clone wars, but specifically my ocs. They haunt my thoughts 24/7 lmfao.

Currently Reading: “Alas, Babylon” by Pat Frank

Currently working on: getting better at art (digital and traditional), and writing a fic about Mustang and Vermillion!

Last Google search: pink haired girl from Ponyo (it was Gran Mamare I was looking for; I wanted to inspire a character after her).

Aaaaand tagging (no pressure):

Last song: Not by Big Theif Currently watching: Rainworld lore videos on YT, specifically on the Watcher DLC Current obsession: Star wars,,, specifically Mandalorian culture + my ocs Currently Reading: Started the Republic Commando novels, halfway through Triple Zero Currently working on: Tattoo 'map'/showcase for my oc Roscoe Arazu, as well as worldbuilding for mandalorian culture again Last google search: "raptor tail dinosaur" - I was doing some creature design and needed a good ref aha

Currently Watching: nothing in particular. Mostly tornado videos on the ol ‘tube

Current Obsession: STAR WAR!!!! TAR WARS!!!! CLONES!!!

Currently Reading: my own writing! I’ve passed the “writing spree” stage and entered the “reread your own fics and then kick yourself for not finishing them” stage.

Currently Working On: Various outfit/set design pieces for my ocs! I’ve finally pushed myself to flesh out the places these people are visiting/living. I’ve had them for almost three years and I’ve only just gotten around to it. But hey! I’ve gotten round to it! Yay!

Last Google Search: Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (I may have it, I was googling symptoms, lmao). And the one before that was “normal blood pressure by age group”. So I guess I’m more of a hypochondriac than I thought i was?

Tagging (first time, kinda nervous 👉👈)

hi I’ve never done one of these even though I’ve been tagged in a bajillion of them

here we go..

last song: graduate by third eye blind

currently watching: clone wars… again

current obsession: obi wan still. Specifically I’ve been thinking about obi wan directly after order 66 but haven’t drawn it because I don’t usually like drawing sad stuff.

currently reading: rogue planet !! Yay Star Wars book

currently working on: drawing Obi wan. I want to draw him in mando armor and also do some codywan art. I have a whole list of things my friend Finn wants me to work on lol. Also my codywan fic I’ve been working on for months that I’ve hardly made progress on. I’m no author lol

last google search: “jar har” I was trying to type Jar Jar but something went wrong in the process 😔😔💔💔

tags (you don’t have to lol): @finlayflop @atomicheart99 @therestlessbones @coolskeleton66 @coquette-corpsie @saigesays @yapofalltrades

last songs: gommene gommene ft hatsune miku by kikuo, ego renegade boy ft kagamine len by flavor foley, king for a day by green day

currently watching: heated rivalry, South Park, and sw rebels

current obsession: anakin, Vocaloid, and friedrich Engels (I know everyone's favorite trio). Also vtubers cause im getting back into live2d

currently reading: random medical and forensics case studies and also fan fiction (for Star Wars and Dexter!)

currently working on: 3 indie game projects, a vtuber rig who I've been procrastinating, 2 fan fics (one which I posted and is time travel but hasn't had an update in like idk how long and another which I hope can see the light of day one day), a cal kestis and oc drawing for a moot (I love them/p), a codywan drawing that's stuck in the idk what I'm doing stage, and an anidala drawing in a similar stage last Google search: ao3 (pretty self explanatory)

last songs: Across the Stars, How Lin-Manuel Miranda Orders a Pizza by Daniel Thrasher, Heart Attack by Demi Lovato and Mr. Darkside by Sub-Radio

currently watching: The Clone Wars 2008, probably gonna rewatch some Star Wars movies, probably gonna rewatch Tom Holland's Spider-Man trilogy in preparation for Brand New Day

current obsession: Star Wars (the prequels and the clone wars)

currently reading: Clone Wars: Wild Space

currently working on: The first fanfic in my Happy AU series where Palpatine dies, Padme lives, there's no Empire, and everyone is happy apart from Anakin apparently (don't worry he'll get there). I'm trying to write it realistic in the sense that this is what I think would have really happened if the story played out like this, but I think only the first story will have any politics in it. I love the in universe politics of Star Wars, I think they're fascinating and I wish there was more information out there on it, but there's not. Making random stuff up is exhausting. I don't want to do too much research, so I'm just going to write Happy Skywalker Family fluff and angst instead of galaxy altering shit lol

Google search: How do court trials work in Star Wars? (literally no info on Wookieepedia...)

last songs: underground, i choose you, ufo, sugar free venom, instruction, magic clock

currently watching: taxi driver season 2, good morning call, trying to force myself to finish jjk, gonna start if wishes could kill and the other maze runner movies

current obsession: f5ve

currently reading: myriad and random aot fanfics

currently working on: doing as much revision i can for end of year exams then i'll carry on with my mystery fanfic

last google search: ammonia (i needed the structural formula for an equation)

Last songs : Billie Jean by Michael Jackson.

Heaven Can Wait by Michael Jackson

KARA - but, I cant spell it for the life of me.

Currebt watching : my life go by.

Curebt obsessesion : detaching.

Curent reading : hmm Soul Vagina by Nomxolisi Ndlangana

Currently working on : working through my mood.

Last Google search: soul vagina

A little bit harder now (she wants revenge)

Rule #34 (fish in a birdcage)

we’ll never have sex (leith ross) !

currently watching: ruri rocks!

current obsession: urban ecology and ornithology (IT WILL NEVER CHANGE)

currently reading: “urban jungle” by ben wilson, as well as “how to read a bird” by wenfei tong

currently working on: my art course! i need to analyse the entire course and how it helped me do art, then i’m done!

last google search: hairy shield bug (i was tryna id one)

last songs: Wolf House by Rabbitology, Faery Queen by Kiki Rockwell, Lose Control by Teddy Swims (ahhh I love rule 34 XD)

currently watching: nothing I'm afraid :( although I shall be watching Witch Hat Atelier anime soon!

current obsession: ahhh hard to answer :( I've been reading all of the works of an ao3 author XD does that count?

currently reading: Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky and my horde of fanfics XD

currently working on: my original work :) nicknamed cult runaways <3

last Google search: weather (crying lmaooo)

last songs: lovemesick by nxdia, touchy feely fool by ajr, and trouble fete by loic nottet

currently watching: nothing really, I don't watch a lot of things :(

current obesession: hmmmm, probably constellations and acd sherlock (I've been re-reading the stories)

currently reading: the absinthe underground by jamie pacton

currently working on: finally filling out all the pages of my big old sketchbook i've had for years (I keep losing motivation...)

last google search: online piano (i was trying to figure out what note a song started with)

Last songs: not exactly sure as Tidal shows history by playlist not tracks?? But I know in the past day I've listened to Impossible (Shontelle), the Ben-Hur (1959) soundtrack and I'm Gonna Be Strong (both Michael Ball and Cyndi Lauper covers, I was comparing them lol)

Currently watching: Fallout s2! It's amazing

Current obsession: Sherlock Holmes. Feels wrong to put that as it's also my currently reading, but I am also watching the Basil Rathbone films with my dad and reading loads of fanfic 😅

Currently reading: ...Sherlock Holmes. Also sort of in the middle of a P&P reread (which means I impulsively grabbed it, read a few bits in the middle, meant to read it properly but left it by the side of my bed for like the past two weeks. Does that count? Idk.)

Currently working on: ... improving my health 😅 I assume this is for creative projects but ngl apart from translation (which is my job, or was when I was well enough to work) I'm not really a creative person. I love stuff other people make 😂

Last google search: What is Madras (i meant what is in the curry, but it was poorly worded lol)

Last songs: I can't stop listening to Hoochie Coochie Man by Muddy Waters at the moment. The last album was a compilation of Hammond organ roller-skating music. I hasten to add that I do not roller-skate! But there is something about Hammond organ music that really amuses me.

Currently watching: Granada Sherlock Holmes. I only have 3 episodes left :( so I'm trying to ration myself. And I'm also trying to decide what to watch next. It's between Star Trek: Next Generation for Q/Picard, or DS9 for Garak/Bashir.

Current obsession: John Watson! Nuff said.

Currently reading: The Kenneth Williams Diaries. This is a truly enormous book and it has taken me a while to get into it, but it's good. It's funny, sad and surprising in parts.

Currently working on: My hot tboy summer! What else? Lol.

Last Google search: I don't remember. I spent many a day googling 'who is going to be the new presenters of BBC Strictly?', but now I know, and not one of them is La Voix, which is very affronting.

Last song: Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys

Currently watching: Granada always and The Musketeers on BBC very slowly

Current obsession: Hamilton is the latest, but still Sherlock Holmes and The Three Musketeers

Currently reading: Twenty Years After. Again, very slowly

Currently working on: Nothing specifically but I am doing some random character doodles with my brother

Last Google search: The Just Dance routine to Rock Lobster. (Don't ask)

Tagging (won't be 10. I am lazy):

Last song: Greenfields by The Brothers Four

Currently watching: nothing. Next question.

Current obsession: hmm anything related to Rebecca I guess. Other than Holmes of course. (Also OMG Val you've gotten into Hamilton ajtshdss it's such a fun play I love it)

Currently reading: 1984 by Orwell!!

Currently working on: I mostly study but try to write poems in my free time

Last Google search: pothos varieties (I want to get one😭)