leria

"Abs or biceps" actually i'd prefer a man with a functioning brain pls

My dental filling is falling out already which means that i'll have to go see my dentist for the 4th time this week tommorow! Again. Instead of saying have a nice day i shouldve said see ya tommorow! Uggghhh I feel sooo annoying smh she prolly got tired of seeing my ass, but I can't help when this shit HURTS

One of the most devastating information I find out at the sole end of high school is that my class was actually pretty cool but the group I got PAINFULLY stuck with is more toxic than cyanide.

Having friends who are politically left leaning is far more fun since majority of those people are usually open minded, are not afraid to discuss opposing opinions or chalenge their beliefs rather than most people who define themselves as "right wing" but don't really participate in politics besides going to church and maybe voting at the elections. It is insanely boring to try and have a conversation/disscusion with someone and they end it in 2 minutes with the good ol' "Because god/bible said so.". I want opinions I don't want bible verses or prayers, I want to hear what YOU THINK!

I am sick to my stomach, i cannot do this anymore, my hads are shaking, i genuinely dont see a point in living anymore

I KNEW IT I KNEW THE FUCKING ANSWER ALL ALONG BUT DID NOT WRITE IT DOWN BECAUSE THE INSTRUCTIONS SAID TO DO IT DIFFERENTLY. BUT IT HAD TO BE DONE THE WAY I KNEW IT HAD TO BE WRITTEN. I BLEW MY LAST CHANCE EVER TO COMPETE AT THE NATIONALS. OH MY GOD. I WAS ABLE TO. I WAS WORTHY OF IT AT THE END OF THE DAY. BUT WHAT THE FUCK. IM NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR THIS. WHY COULDNT I JUST FUCKING LISTEN TO MYSELF. i truly and genuinely hate myself more than anyone does.

I feel soo stupid whenever i can't get the answer right on my own and have to ask someone to explain it to me, because when they explain it, it seems like it was actually soo simple and im just a fucking idiot who cant understand anything. I swear i feel like im limited by this stupid fogged up glass ceiling that doesn't allow me to think any further outside or see the solution to a problem. I hate being stupid.