Dreamer

𓏲ּ𝄢 you ask him for some fire and he handed you his lighter silently, trying to remember where you know your face from.

𓏲ּ𝄢 neither of you bothered to make a small talk and he quickly had to go back to the bar but he definitelly caught your eye.

𓏲ּ𝄢 and it was happening every week - he'd go out for a smoke and you'd quickly follow after him.

𓏲ּ𝄢 and when you got together it wasn't like 'together' it was very casual -- it started with a drunk make out session at the back of the bar. You had few beers and he did some shots when bar was empty.

𓏲ּ𝄢 it was very messy and uncoordinated - his hand in your hair, messing it up, your lipstick smudged as his lips moved clumsily over yours, your hand on his jaw and back of his neck, pulling at the strands of hair.

𓏲ּ𝄢 then you started sleeping together -- casual hook ups and he was AWFULLY good, addictively even. Those evening when you'd share a cigarette back in your bed, both still trying recover from what just happened.

𓏲ּ𝄢 he loved when you'd pick up your guitar - cigarette still dnagling from your lips as he'd lay there and listed with his arms behind his head.

𓏲ּ𝄢 from then he'd listen to every song you ever played, he even accidentally messed up some orders while standing behind the bar.

𓏲ּ𝄢 plays her music x just stands there with a goofy smile

𓏲ּ𝄢 when going out together he'd always pick you up and start honking from his truck if you took too long to dress up.

𓏲ּ𝄢 loves how you dress - your kind of rockstar style always had Shawn's eyes on it (it's even better when you dress up something revealing)

𓏲ּ𝄢 complains that you left a lipstick mark on the cig when you share it.

𓏲ּ𝄢 you're probably the only person that can touch his car radio, nobody else gets to play their music but you.

𓏲ּ𝄢 buys you jewelry from Vinter or sites like that cuz god knows he'd never be able to afford something nice if not second hand.

𓏲ּ𝄢 once stole your lipstick to color match it in the shop

𓏲ּ𝄢 carries your purse around when it's too heavy and you're too tired but pout about it cuz it's 'embarrasing to see a guy with a purse'

𓏲ּ𝄢 takes a photos of you performing in the bar and puts it on his ig - he says that it's only to promote the bar so he'd get more customers but it's stright up bullshit.

𓏲ּ𝄢 as your contact in his phone he doesn't put those photos though but the one he took as you were struggling with your eyeliner in front of the mirror and he was lounging on your bed.

𓏲ּ𝄢 he's the first one to hear any new songs you're writing and he's ridicously smug about it.

𓏲ּ𝄢 has you written as 'rockstar' in his phone what is competely corny but somehow adorable at the same time.

𓏲ּ𝄢 you have him written down as 'groupie' and he gets annoyed about it every time.

𓏲ּ𝄢 doesn't like you talking about leaving your small time and going to some bigger city - he always gets so tense and annoyed and he just calls it 'stupid' but you know he just doesn't want you to leave.

𓏲ּ𝄢 sex in the back of his truck!! it's always so dark after you leave the bar at the weekend and so empty especially after you wiat for him to close, so the area is pretty dead... nothing stopping you from getting at it in the backseats.

𓏲ּ𝄢 keeps a guitar picks under his phone case just in case you'd need one.

𓏲ּ𝄢 goes with you every time you're getting a new piercing - you were actually the one that convinced him to get a helix piercing.

𓏲ּ𝄢 he insisted you hold his hand for that but then brushed it off as if it was nothing.

If you want to read more hc about Shawn — here <3

thank you for the ask! I hope you enjoyed it and i hope i got the vibes right I never actually watched Nana (this is embarrasing cuz I have the first manga for like two years)

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˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ you really didn't know how all suddenly he wasn't just Julie's stupid friend but your secret crush. You didn't tell anyone about it though, you were too scared Julie would tell him cuz she always ran her mouth and there was absoutely no way you'd tell Shawn.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ but there was a time when that shifted as well - when Shawn was driving by and saw you sitting at the bus stop, eyes and nose red after a guy ditched you and decided to go with another girl to the dance.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Shawn didn't go with you instead but he did drive you home so you wouldn't have you wait for the bus to come if it cam at all, in their town it wasn't assured.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ that was when he actually first kissed you - it was spontangous and unplanned and down right stupid but he actually didn't care. Shawn waited so long to do that but was sure Julie would bite his head off if he made moves on you.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ it was soft, unrushed and slightly clumsy before you finally walked away with a blush on your cheeks.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ after that he was sneaking into your room almost every night - climbing the rain gutter before falling into your room through the window you left open.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ make out sessions!!! Shawn loves to kiss you, leaning on his elbow over you as his mouth moves against yours and his hand rest on you throat - not squeezing just there.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he always tease and smirk at how shy and blushing you get when he pulls away.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he likes to spend time with you in bed, you don't really need to do anything specific, he likes to just lounge around and watch you do your thing - sudoku, reading, maybe crotcheting, it doesn't really matter, his eyes always scan your face.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Shawn who never read a book willingly but loves having them read to him - as he lays on your chest, your fingers in his hair and your heartbeat under his ear. he doesn't really care about what you read to him but would make faces or side eyes if you picked an unusual topic.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ your cat HATES him - she always scratches him or hiss at him but then she'd make herself a loaf on his knees but he can't touch her or she'l get attitude again.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ complains when you ask his to play a board game or cards with him but still does it later.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Shawn doesn't really mind not going out very often with you - he still insist on taking you on 'dates', either it's just to the diner or to drive to the docks and sunbathe or swim.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ 'you really should get out more, kid'

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ shotgunning!!

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ it's usually just cigarettes because he made his challenge to teach you how to smoke without coughing.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ would still do it even after you learned that just because.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ lets you do his hair when he lays his head on your lap as you watch a movie.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ at first he was a little worried but after you got a little more serious he actually stopped caring about what Julie would say.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ your first time was definitely at yours - he already spend a lot of time in your bed as it was. It started as a make out session while watching a movie but then it ended up with Shawn's hands all over you.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ you and Julie do NOT talk about your relationship, Julie does not want to think about all that.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Shawn drives you to bookstores and then hold your books for you as you pick them out, he'd also do the classic thing and pin you to the bookshelf from behind excusing it as simply reaching for the top shelf.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ in publish you always get kisses on the cheek - ones that squish them since he knows they'd annoy you a bit and he understand that a proper kiss with others watching could make you uncomfortable.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he learned to read you - when you get uncomfortable becuase of how many people are around or simply overstimulated and he learned the ways to help you.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he has a picture of you snuggled in bed as your contact picture, he also writted you down as 'nerd' in his phone just to annoy you.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ obnoxious bitch x embarrased gf kind of relationship.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ cuz most of the time Shawn behaves HORRIBLY in the public and you get anxiety when he makes unneccesery comments or do stupid things.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ you love him ofc but you gotta click train him or smt.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he always pose for the pictures you take and then insist he takes one of you and even though you don't really want he pulls you towards him and takes a selfie where he of course looks smug as hell again.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ even later in your relationship he prefers getting in through the window than doors cuz 'it gives more thrill'.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ always offer to share his beer with you.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ have some of your stuff in the glove box of his truck - perfume, hairbrush, hairties, gum and ONE lip oil cuz he won't actually drive around with makeup, what if someone see?

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ he gets annoyed when you put pads or tampons there while youre on your period but bites his tongue and just ignores it with clenched jaw.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ but he is actuallly really sweet (well as sweet as he can get) during your period, he'd come over with your favorite sweet and cuddle with you, rubbing your stomach or back.

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ biys little trinkets and give them to you with proud look and chin propped on your knee as you lay together 'reminded me of you'

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ I think that Shawn would buy you sylvanian families figures and call them 'those rabbit motherfuckers' 💀

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