●Basically just a side blog for my smut ramblings, if it makes you uncomfortable just ignore or block!!
●Mostly Sifloop/Sloop cause they have me brainpilled
●I'm not gonna tag any of my posts in the main isat tags, everything will be posted under my own (lemon-lime's ramblings/reposts)
●Vent/personal stuff regarding me and sex will be put under the tag #lemon-lime's vents
●Also I am ok with people interacting/discussing nsfw headcanons however I would like to clarify some boundaries:
》Nothing related to adult/minors or rape. I'm just not comfortable with that type of stuff. I'll sometimes dabble in dubious consent or toxic power dynamics but that's about it
》Nothing too gross that involves non-sexual bodily fluids. I'm not into that stuff. (Scat, vomit or piss)
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[Warning: This fic will have nsfw themes including- blood and injury, eventual smut, themes about sex/sexual pleasure, alcohol, ect.]
(First chapter coming soon)
Main Characters-
Siffrin: An up and coming rookie vampire hunter. Joined the Hunters after spending most of their life doing odd jobs around whatever country they ended up in. Always on the go no matter what, never opting for staying in one place for too long. Mysterious with an undisclosed past, Siffrin decided to join up and help out the innocent from any rogue vampires that threaten the safety of Vaugardian citizens. He's always looking for anyone or anything that can bring him even a glimpse of familiarity, desperate to find any piece of his past that can possibly explain what his life was like. Despite the serious nature he may give off, Siffrin is friendly and more than ready to crack a joke to make anyone around them feel better. (Un?)Fortunately for him, a certain vampire who's taken an interest will soon turn around their initial plans of repetitive life.
Loop: A mysterious and powerful vampire who stirs up fun and trouble. Not much is known about Loop besides their notch for causing mischief and butting into the lives of Siffrin and his teammates after gaining a strange liking towards him. They're quite eye catching with their prestigious appearance, always prim and perfect with their luxurious clothes and accessories. They hold many connections and relationships with important people and groups, seemingly aware of all the latest gossip that goes around Vaugarde. Chipper and somewhat elusive, Loop's true motives is something that no one is able to put a pin on. Yet, despite their obvious portrayal of wanting to keep their emotions distant, they can't help but to slowly open up to the rookie Hunter they've become invested in getting to know. Perhaps their similar looks and customs may be the reason why.
Mirabelle: A slightly anxious but determined young woman who's been fascinated by vampires ever since they first made their appearance years ago. A once dedicated student of change from Dormant now turned Hunter who's new goal is to help out as many people as she can- whether it's human or vampire. A resolute lover of horror books with an active imagination, Mirabelle wants to do her best to make sure that both groups can live peacefully together while completing her dream of going on a country wide expedition. Hopefully this new group she's gathered will help Mirabelle find herself along the way- lest she start doubting herself again.
Isabeau: Bold and proud, Isabeau is a young man who joined up with the Hunters after leaving the Defenders in order to best use his skills where they were more needed. Tall, strong and easy going, Isabeau is more than ready to protect anyone and anything no matter what. He's always prepared to lift up his friend's spirits and make sure they're always safe and happy, sometimes putting himself at risk to do so. Wears his heart on his sleeves, but also carries a secret academic side for when the time calls. Despite this, however, there's still a sensitive part of Isabeau's past that he's more than desperate to keep locked away. Maybe his new team will help reign him back from bad memories.
Odile: An older woman who's thirst for knowledge lead her to Vaugarde for more intricate research. She's spent most of her life wandering around from her home country of Ka Bue, intrigued by the lives and customs of those around her. The opening and diverse community of Vaugarde is what originally drew her to visiting, but with the discovery of vampires and their unknown origins, Odile was more than eager to study the secrets of these new beings. She's made it clear that she has no interest in becoming a Hunter like her small group of misfits- only tagging along in order to sate her curiosity. To most she may come off as being blunt and cold- but those who truly know Odile are aware of her ability to do whatever it takes to keep her loved ones safe.
Petronille: The second youngest member within the group, and the one with a past she's more than desperate to leave behind. Petronille is a boisterous and outgoing girl with a slight temper- though only if you try to stick your nose too deep into her business (especially when it comes to her sibling). A bit stiff and off putting to new faces, she's more than willing to open up to those who can prove themselves as being loyal and trustworthy. Extremely protective of her younger sibling, and won't stand for anyone who tries to do anything to hurt them. Became a Hunter in order to have a system to fall back on for protection, though she refrains from sharing the reason why. Keeps Bonnie behind at whatever safehouses are nearby whenever she goes out on a mission.
Bonnie: The kid of the group- an outgoing and enthusiastic member who helps to keep the morale up. Bonnie is the younger sibling of Petronille, and is more than happy with traveling around with their sister on adventures. They love cooking meals for friends and loved ones, eager to find new recipes to make and try out. Just like their sister they have quite the temper, but Bonnie is willing to learn and understand more about the world around them. They hate being coddled and put in the dark, but can understand the importance of being kept safe when properly talked to. The reason why the group was formed in the first place.
Important Side Characters-
King: The infamous individual who's [REDACTED]. Not much is known about King except that he prefers to wander around Vaugarde in a distant haze, as though trying to desperately find something or someone who understands his melancholy past. Seems to hold a deep understanding and love for Vaugarde and it's people, but tends to come off as being too strong with his aversion to losing their hospitality. The idea of change and losing those around him is something that deeply concerns King. Perhaps he could find a way to make sure such a wonderful place would never change...
Euphrashie: The brilliant and resolute head house maiden of Dormant. A very well liked and respected scholar known across Vaugarde who was one of the first to help start the integration of vampires within society. Outgoing and friendly, Euphrashie is an inspiring role model not just to Mirabelle- but all of her students as well. Although she can come off as being a bit a bit too forgivng, Euphrashie is not someone to be taken as weak. She's very diligent not only with her studies, but with craft as well. She is aware of King and his certain connections, doing everything within her power to collect more information on who he may be. Despite this she openly accepts vampires within Vaugarde and is more than ready to make sure they are accommodated and treated fairly.
Lore/Background-
The Hunters: A group that was started after the first known threats of vampires started to rise up. Their job is to track down any rogue vampires who've attacked or killed anyone and put a stop to it. The Hunters are a diligent group of people who put their lives on the line by specifically training to fight against vampires- using specially crafted tools and weapons in order to do so. Similar to the defenders, their primary goal is to protect the people by securing rogue vampires and bringing them to justice with as little bloodshed as possible. However, despite the insistance Vaugarde has with their stance on bringing suspects back alive- they are willing to allow its people to use more drastic means of self defense. Even if it results in killing.
Blood Frenzy: An unfortunate state of hunger a vampire can reach if they fail to properly feed. Vampires must drink blood at least once a week in order to be healthy and alert, sometimes even more so depending on how much craft they use. If a vampire neglects their needs of feeding- they slowly start to become more agitated and anxious, which can lead what Vaugardians call a 'Blood Frenzy'. Once a vampire starts to tread towards this territory they can become ravenous and unpredictable, going as far as to even attacking those around them without warning. The only way to sate a vampire during this is to safely secure and help them consume blood in moderation. This is what helped Vaugarde set up it's open and free blood clinics for vampires to take donations that were given by citizens.
Vampir Craft: One of the two new types of craft that were discovered after vampires were first being introduced into Vaugarde. Vampire craft is extraordinarily stronger and much more intense than average, giving vampires an edge when it comes to fighting and skills in general. However, this advantage still comes at the price of needing to feed in order to fuel their new wave of power. The more natural craft they use, the more blood they must drink. Not intaking the proper amount of blood can cause vampires to become sloppy and unpredictable with their craft- not mention drive them into what is known a 'blood frenzy'. Once a vampire hits this stage they will become manic and extremely volatile towards anyone around them, which unfortunately triggers their craft to become dangerous not only to themselves but to those around as well.
Blood Craft: The second new type of craft discovered. This new form of craft was first found by a group of dedicated scholars who wanted to study vampirism and its origins. Originally the study made under the idea that vampirism was a sort of specially crafted disease or illness- but after countless dead ends they decided to use their findings in order to help out those who'd already been turned. Blood craft is primarily used as a new type of healing craft- specifically for those who have lost a considerable amount of blood. It was seen as a beneficial source of healthcare for those who donated blood at blood banks, not to mention a quick way to now give better checkups for those who may carry ant sort of blood related illness. One of the more astute findings during this study was the discovery of pure silver being a very strong repellent towards anyone with vampire's blood.
Vampires: A mysterious new group of individuals that began appearing more than half a decade ago within Vaugarde. Nobody knows where vampires came from, nor how they came to be. When the first few individuals showed symptoms, many were worried about a new potential disease that was spreading across Vaugarde. However after much research, it was clear that vampirism was something that no doctor could properly describe. Many famous and educated scholars began pouring their work into figuring out this new discovery- trying to see if vampirism was something to be cured of. After countless dead ends, many of Vaugarde's greatest minds decided to begin integrating these new changes and accept vampires within the community. Vampires are fast, versatile, and extremely strong. They have an amazing sense for powerful craft and healing abilities, not to mention an immunity to any and all sickness or strains. However, their many strengths come at the cost of other challenges.
Vampires need blood to live and prosper. It is still unknown as to why, but blood is their main source of nutrients. They are able to still partake in regular foods and beverages, but it only sates them in a temporary manner. If they do not aquire their fill for one week they will begin to tread into blood frenzy territory- which drives them in a crazed state of mind. The more vampire craft they use, the more blood they must drink as well to accommodate for the energy loss.
Silver is a vampire's greatest weakness and threat. Even the smallest cut or touch from a silver weapon can burn and inflict great pain onto them. This discovery was made back when vampirism was first being studied. While Vaugarde has been doing their best to integrate vampires in safely, they've still manufactured specially made silver crafted weapons and equipment for Hunters to use in dire cases of rogue vampire attacks. Only Hunters are allowed to use these specially made weapons, and must always keep their license on hand in order to prove so. Anyone who is found illegally owning these items will be fined and face prison time.
The physical attributes of vampires include: pointed fangs and ears, retractable claws, glowing eyes with slit pupils, cold/tough skin, lack of beating heart. Although there hasn't been an explanation as to how it's possible, vampires in way are almost corpse like- unable to feel the normal repercussions of life that most humans would. Vampires are also greatly immune to most temperatures, able to withstand the cold and heat much more easily.
One trait that most vampires share is their concerning lack of memories. Many who were first discovered have had little knowledge of their whereabouts nor can remember much of their early years of life. It is unsure if becoming a vampire had somehow altered their memories, or if the change had completely reconstructed their sense of themselves. Either way- almost all vampires have shown trouble in giving a coherent answer on what (or who) could've changed them so. It's as though vampirism afflicts people in a trance, putting them in a state of confusion and unwillingness to share their experiences. Sometimes they mumble about an island nearby and the stars...
A crucial discovery that had been uncovered by Euphrashie is the possibility of vampirism stemming from a main source- a possible reigning head vampire. She had come across an individual many times within her travels, trying to find out more about their past as a vampire and their connections to others as well. For now her theory has remained a secret from the public, as not to spread any rumors or emotions within Vaugarde. Once Euphrashie gets a better understanding, she plans to try and reason with this individual in order to find out their motivations. Maybe they can be talked down from turning anyone else into a vampire?
Heats: A short period that vampires go through once a month. Most vampires are inherently protective with their belongings and possessions- which may include anything from precious trinkets to beloved friends, family, and even lovers. They are also very territorial, and may sometimes get into turf wars if two individuals clash over certain areas they're staying in. During this time most vampires coop themselves up to wait it out in order not to cause any conflict with others. They can also become very antsy and grumpy if their most precious belongings aren't nearby to sate them. (This can include people as well)
Scents/Scent Marking: As previously stated, vampires are extremely territorial. In order to keep track of their belongings and turf, vampires will often produce a very specific and unique scent to ward other vampires off from getting too close. These scents are something that only vampires are able to create and sense from one another, the smells hidden from the human nose. The scents will eventually fade and dissappear after a while, so vampires take great care in scent marking their territory and belongings many times to ensure that no other vampire tries to take their property.
In more intimate relationships, vampires will often scent mark their partners or spouses as a sign of trust and commitment.
"Oh s-stars..." You lighlty buck your cock into them, feeling the way their cunt oh so gently clenches around your length, "F-Ffffuck-!"
It's with great restraint that you don't slam back into his heat like a rabid animal- instead taking the time to slowly slide out before pressing back in once more. Their walls are warm and so very tight around you, still clinging to your cock just like he always did. It was like their body recognized you even when asleep- ingrained to take you whenever at any given time. So trained and well behaved, like it was second nature for him to belong to you whether or not he was conscious to do so. Stars, he's so beautiful like this- soft and pliant and quiet beneath you.
One of your hands travels up to their chest while the other gently grips their hip for leverage, nails threatening to dig into soft flesh as you set a lucid back and fourth motion. You thumb at one of his nipples, watching as his face screws up with growing pleasure. They bite their lip, fingers twitching against the bedsheets as you trail the tip of your nail around the sensetive area, just the way he likes it. A small sigh peeks through his lips, words low and breathy as they shudder out:
"Ah...L-Loop...."
Fuck- fuck fuck fuck fuck-!
The sound of your name nearly makes you cum right then and there on the spot, but you pull out before the urge travels down to your groin. Stars...that was probably the most attractive thing you've ever witnessed. Even when asleep your Stardust couldn't help but to call out your name- nobody else's but yours. You truly were made to pleasure them whether they were awake or asleep, his reaction only fueling your sick fantasies with more ammo.
Siffrin waking up from a sexy dream... except the sensation doesn't stop even when he's awake? He slowly opens his eye... only to find Loop on top of them, fucking into them at a languid pace.
Loop takes a lot of joy in observing how the gears slowly start turning again in that little head of his. They can even pinpoint the exact moment their brain fully catches up when their eye widens and their cheeks grow several shades darker.
"Sorry stardust, did i wake you up?" They whisper in fake concern, and it only makes Siffrin blush harder and babble incoherently until they eventually blurt out a shy "it's okay"
Loop hums, never once stopping their back and forth motion. They explain that they'd seen Siffrin being restless in their sleep and Loop figured that since they themself were struggling to sleep, they could help both of them in one go! Helpful Loop, always there to find solutions! When Siffrin doesn't respond, still too stunned, Loop tells them that they should get back to sleep now~
This makes Siffrin pause, and he can't help but ask if he can stay awake, though? Pretty please? And Loop tries very hard to hide just how ecstatic they feel about how docile and pliant Siffrin is when he's sleepy like this. It's not as if Loop could actually force them to go back to sleep.
Loop hums, playing up just how hard of a decision this is to them, Siffrin squirming under them in anticipation... before they very, very generously accept Siffrin's request with a condition: he has to go to sleep if he cums. And Loop can't help but giggle at the relief on stardust's face as he nods
Siffrin is still grappling with the image of Loop doing this to him in his sleep and it's making him straight up dizzy with arousal. They feel a bit caught off guard, sure, but it's Loop, he trusts them, and they're making him feel so warm and full and, and, and it just feels so good to wake up to this!
Loop picks up the pace and spends the next while revelling in watching stardust struggle not to cum... until the poor fella fails and Loop feels them squeeze around their dick.
Siffrin is a bit disappointed, he doesn't want to go to sleep... but he promised Loop, so he lets the bliss and exhaustion catch up to him, trying very hard not to think about how Loop is still going, back to their slower pace, seemingly not done with their end of this arrangement... it ends up lulling them to sleep, somehow, to Loop's absolute delight.
Their cute little stardust, so soft, so pliant, so good at obeying orders... Loop will postpone sleep and enjoy that power for a while longer~
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Siffrin sitting on Loop's thigh, grinding desperately down on them while Loop preoccupies themself with something else like reading or whittling. He's letting out such pitiful, needy whines as Loop ignores their cries for attention.
He buries his head in their shoulder, face pressed against the crook of their neck, quietly chanting out their name like a mantra.
"Loop. Loop. Loop. Loop. Loop! Loop! Loop! LOOP!"
He's making such a mess of himself, slowly unraveling on their lap as their peak ascended and their body lurched from the overwhelming sensation. They keened, loud and recognizable as their growing coil finally snapped and they tipped over the edge.
Siffrin was left gasping and panting in a puddle of their own slick, and only then did Loop give him the attention he so craved. Just for them to say, "Now see, you didn't need my help at all!"
Loop fingering Siffrin in their sleep without them knowing. Edging and teasing them, all the while enjoying every second of his sleepy begging moans. Watching their body squirm and writhe when they pull their fingers away just as he was about to cum.
Tapping on his swollen clit, making them jerk and whine at how sensitive they are, before slipping their fingers right back in to start the process all over again. Just making their whole body flushed and stimulated until they’re satisfied enough to finally give him that anticipated orgasm.
Then hiding the evidence by taking Siffrin’s hand and covering it in their own slick, sticking his fingers inside his hole for good measures. They clean the slick from their own hand and lay back down as if nothing happened.
The next morning, Sif wakes up to the feeling of being sticky down there and wonders why that is before noticing their hand with the same sticky mess on it. They immediately flush in embarrassment at having fingered themself while sharing a bed with Loop. Ugh, what if they woke up and saw him being so gross when they’re lying right next to him?!
He quickly sneaks out of bed to go wash up before Loop can notice, failing to see the sly grin at having gotten away with it on the one actually responsible.
Loop not feeling comfortable enough to initiate or accept any physical affection from Siffrin, because they’re still emotional over losing their own body.
Siffrin will brush his hand against theirs to try and hold it, only for Loop to pull away like Sif just struck them.
He’ll go in for a hug after having hugged the others, not wanting to leave them out, just to be met with Loop’s “touch me, and I’ll stab you” face.
They’ll be sharing a bath together and Siffrin notices the intense stare they’re giving them and offer to help wash each other’s back. Loop flatly rejects the idea and doesn’t look at him until they finish bathing and are dressed again.
Siffrin quickly picks up on the animosity from them and immediately starts self-depreciating and blaming themself for “stealing” Loop’s body. That’s why they don’t want to touch him, because they don’t want to be reminded of the body they lost. Why would they give him any affection when he doesn’t deserve it? He’s selfish for wanting more from Loop when they've already been forced to give him so much.
Sif keeps spiraling until he eventually falls asleep, Loop still very much awake next to him. Only once they know he’s in a deep sleep do they carefully pull the covers away and stare intently at Siffrin’s body. Their old body.
They stare at the rise and fall of his chest as their lungs fill up with air and expel out with every breath. Listen to the sound of that very air escape out of his slightly parted lips and make a quiet, breathy sound.
They watch as he twitches in his sleep, their head moving to the side to try and bury his face in their pillow. Their body shifts to a more comfortable position, no doubt cold from the lack of blanket covering their exposed arms and legs.
Everything their body used to do, but no longer does. Their new body doesn’t need to breathe… or eat, or sleep, or expel waste, doesn’t even need to be cleaned, technically. They no longer need to do those things, only partaking in some of those activities to try and grasp some level of normalcy again.
A pipedream, really.
And while Loop refuses to partake in physical touch with Siffrin while he’s awake, they’re more than content with doing so while he’s dead asleep.
They gently place their hand on Sif’s chest, palm now feeling their breathing. Feeling it rise and fall, inhale and exhale.
Feel their heartbeat.
Pumping in and out. In and out. In and out.
Loop shuddered over what they had lost, yet, could still witness. They needed more. Needed to see more. Feel more. They know how deeply Siffrin sleeps once they feel comfortable and safe, so don’t hesitate to lift up his shirt to expose their chest fully.
They run their hand over his now exposed skin, mapping out all the spots that got a reaction out of him. A squeak here, a twitch there, a sigh when their thumb grazed over a nipple. Their heartbeat and breathing picked up the more he was groped at.
They feel so warm and soft. Is this how they felt before..?
A pang of something awful surged within Loop, and all those feelings of jealousy and anger came rushing back. They suddenly reached down to tug down Siffrin’s undergarments, exposing themselves even further to their prying eyes.
It was still the same as before. Nothing changed.
That alone only urged them on further as they started to grope and feel at their folds. The action causing Siffrin to gasp and moan, but not stir from their slumber. Their once soft breaths now turned into loud pants and whines.
They were so warm down there, so soft and wet and sticky and ✨gross-!✨
Loop slipped a finger, than two, inside. There was no resistance, just the welcoming feeling of their velvety walls clamping around them, sucking their fingers in more. Sif’s thighs thrusted forward to meet Loop’s own thrusts, chasing that feeling.
A feeling Loop couldn’t have, but still craved to see in the other by proxy.
“Come on Stardust, if I don’t get to have this anymore, than you should at least have the decency to!”
There was no gentleness in their touches, only rough, rushed thrusts as they continued to finger the other. Their other hand joining in to rub harsh circular motions into their clit, making it puffy and swollen and making him whine more.
The wet squelching sensation on their fingers was nauseating, yet they continue, wanting to see it through till the end when their wish-gone-rogue finally snaps and makes a mess of themselves. The thought spurs them on and they curl their fingers to press into that little spot that’ll have him falling apart soon enough.
An eye cracks open, trying to look through the blurry haze of sleep to see the one responsible for all these overwhelming feelings waking them up. Their head is heavy from sleep and pleasure, their lower half alight with a burning need that just keeps building and building until they finally register what’s happening.
Loop is touching them. They can feel them touching him. They initiated touch with him.
“L-loop!”
Siffrin keens as they feel the first wave of release wash over them, more crashing soon after and sending them tumbling and struggling to hold on. They grab the nearest item, their pillow, and squeezes it in his grasp while he comes on Loop’s fingers. He buries his face in the pillow, body spasming and tightening while it all gushes out.
When it was all finally over, they collapsed. Nothing but tired mush on the bed. Their face was sweaty and flush, they’re mouth wide open while they panted heavily and tried to catch their breathe. Just more of what they’ve lost on full display before them.
For a moment, Loop contemplated shoving their slick soaked fingers into his mouth and down their throat, choking them until they stopped breathing. Watch as their expression turned from blissed out pleasure to complete terror and betrayal when they were too weak to fight back. Watch as the life slowly drained from their eyes, much like how they felt when they realized they lost their own.
But the subtle hint at a smile growing at the corner of Sif’s lips and the absolute lovestruck look in their eyes, all aimed at them, had Loop changing their mind. They instead wiped the slick off on the bedsheets and turned their attention to nothing in particular in the room. They got what they wanted out of it, so just wanted to move on and pretend it never happened (and that they didn’t get caught).
Siffrin rolled over closer to them, no longer clutching the pillow in their arms, seeking the real thing next to them instead. He wrapped his arms around their waste, burying his face into their side. Only for Loop to not return the gesture and refuse to look at them anymore.
“Loop?”
No response. No reaction. Nothing.
“Loop..?”
Still nothing.
Siffrin hesitated, but carefully took Loop’s hand into theirs, cradling it delicately and halfway intertwining their fingers together. They took one last glance up at Loop to see them still staring off into nothing, before nestling their head into their hip and falling back asleep.
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Can't stop thinking about vampire Loop who gets more and more pathetic as their crush on the rookie hunter gets worse over time.
Going from constantly teasing Siffrin and being cheeky bc they always end up having to help him one way or another to purposely following them around bc they want an excuse to 'bump' into him without seeming desperate.
All those teasing touches from before can no longer be done without Loop fumbling like some love sick teenager. No more grabbing Siffrin from behind because their scent is too overwhelming. No more playing "guess who?" while covering his eyes cause standing too close makes Loop a little 'too' excited. Doing everything within their power to make sure that no other vampire even thinks about touching him.
Fantasizing about keeping Siffrin tucked away in their cottage, taking care of them for as long as they'll allow Loop. Feeding him, dressing him, doting over them with little gifts and trinkets. Keeping them close so that Loop can always have them in sight. They're so desperate for Siffrin to stay by their side that they'll do or buy anything to have him be theirs.
Feeding from their neck and purposely scent marking him with extra pheromones so other vampires know who he belongs to. Running their tongue over and over again on their heart beat, tasting the way it thrums underneath in excited patterns.
Feeling immense guilt because they know Siffrin would never want to stay cooped up in one place, yet they can't help but to fantasize about having a domestic life- hidden away from everything and everyone. Maybe if they showed Siffrin what a good care taker they were then maybe he'd consider staying even a little bit longer.
Being so gentle when kissing him- extra careful so their fangs don't accidently bite on their lip. The thought excites them- to share blood so intimately between partners is an immense sign of trust. Yet they hold themselves back in fear of coming off too strong. (They have no clue about how much Siffrin wishes they were rougher)
Getting excited whenever they spot their teeth marks on his neck, a sign that Loop was theirs and theirs alone. Sometimes they'll allow Siffrin to bite them back in a playful manner even if the mark won't stay for too long. In a way it's like they're making their claim on one another.
Fumbling through their first time together because Loop thinks it's too good to be true. They've fantasized having Siffrin all to themselves like this, yet the moment it happens they can't help but be incredibly gentle and slow. Their whole life they've been in control- smart and conniving and charismatic and so sure of themsleves. Siffrin is their one exception to that. He makes them want to be soft and gentle and careful. They make Loop want to take their time- memorize every inch of Siffrin's body and their scent and all the wonderful reactions they make.
