leia's lyfe

I've really begun to notice the past 2 weeks specifically that my relationship with myself and my body has gotten significantly worse. I've been having consistent breakouts since I moved home from Uni (you would think that actually doing your entire skincare routine daily instead of sleeping in make-up and barely moistening would have the opposite effect), I feel like my weight gain is insanely noticeable (most of my jeans are quite tight or don't fit now which is what bothers me the most because it's a continual reminder), and so I noticed I've started to avoid taking pictures of myself and looking in mirrors. When I do, I'm so much more judgemental. When I do my nightly yoga stretches, I'm rushing them and feel so unconnected/uncomfortable with myself. I'm really hoping that starting at the gym again since I have the money for a membership now will knock this out of me. I had just started feeling consistently confident in who I was and I don't want to go back to the miserable hellhole.

I think maybe the most frustrating part of trying to lose weight is resisting the urge to eat out of boredom or habit… like I’m not even hungry but all I can think about is eating 💔 Discipline is a bitch

I need a Hazel Wong x Alexander Arcady slow-burn in my life PRONTO

It will always genuinely baffle me how the 75 hard challenge is so popular. The goals it sets are completely unrealistic for 99% of the population but that's not even what bothers me the most, it's the pressure placed on never slipping up once. Inevitably most people do the challenge, slightly miss a goal, and get so demoralised and defeated by having to restart that they quit. How is that building sustainable habbits and MOST IMPORTANTLY a healthy relationship with exercising and food? Obviously there will be people who manage to complete it and I do massively congratulate them for that achievement but it is not sustainable in the longer term whatsoever. 75 soft is SO much more realistic

joseph quinn they could never make me form a solid opinion on you other than that you’re hot and should’ve been endgame with debra