Something like a Studyblr

i. sometimes, there won’t be enough room for you in the bed after the sadness has crept in and tangled herself up in the sheets and rested her head on both pillows. you’ll just have to press your body closer to hers and hope you don’t fall off the edge. ii. the mornings will probably be the hardest; no one likes to wake up but this light will bring a certain kind of headache and a certain kind of memory that make existence feel pointless. the coffee will help a little bit, but it will take a while for the ache to settle in and the sadness to be diluted by other things. iii. you’re going to feel at some point like this is a one-sided kind of love. this is a lie your mind is telling you and her head is telling her a thousand like it. she still loves you but maybe she’s still getting over having to show any of the emotions she bottles up. iv. you aren’t going to be able to ‘fix’ her right away and you’re going to have to be okay wit that - you knew what you were getting into. sadness can’t be turned on and off with a switch but your love and presence will help things somewhat. v. she may feel everything at once and she may feel nothing at all and both of these are normal. she may cry over broken dishes and spilled milk or she might watch titanic without even bringing the tissues out from under the bathroom counter. don’t expect any consistency. vi. some days, she won’t seem sad at all. maybe she isn’t sad at all those days. this doesn’t mean she’s been cured, it just means she is allowing herself to feel and she is finally happy. the happiness doesn’t last, but the sadness won’t last forever, either. vii. this isn’t your fault. don’t you dare blame yourself for this, baby. this is because the chemicals in her brain just couldn’t get along and it has nothing to do with you. viii. and this won’t last forever. healing is possible but for healing to happen, time has to pass. just be strong vicariously and let her know that you aren’t going anywhere. love her with everything you have. this won’t last forever.

the lazy kids’ guide to good grades

Reblog if you’re a studyblr...

Civil Liberties