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Genevieve de La Croix
Ceara Dempsey
Riya Das
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"Perhaps one day I could learn to love such things and visit," she offered, bordering sweet and bashful. Ceara was not always sweet nor did she have a reason to be bashful. But here she was flustered at the thought of seeing what Tim found so beautiful and illustrious about the desert, about something that he clearly found comfort and familiarity in. But the fear of hurting him again began to cloud any daydreams she may have had otherwise.
But she came to once more when he asked about the book, causing her to perk up. "The History of Scotland During the Reigns of Queen Mary and of King James VI by William Robertson," she explained. "Oh, nonsense. I have more books than I need. I have the first volume, and I believe Harrington's has the secondary one. But then again, that was mere months ago. Perhaps, we can check together sometime for it."
The brief flash of her smile faded as she sat with her feelings for a moment. "Tim, I am truly sorry for what happened between us. I know we are to put it behind us, but I...I still want to apologize with less distractions and gems." She reached out to place a hand on his knee, her guilt clearer than any other feelings she presented to him, so far.
“Get used to this heat first,” he said, amusement and fondness in his voice. It was terribly sweet of her to offer. Tim would hate to see her suffering through the desert just to make him happy but he could admit it was touching that she offered. “Until then I can simply describe it to you.”
Histories were not often his favorite but the thought of learning more about Scotland intrigued him deeply. Besides, he was fairly certain that Queen Mary had been rather dramatic hadn’t she? “Oh, isn’t she the one that was locked in a tower? I distinctly remember learning someone was locked in a tower.”
Tim’s eyes softened and his heart squeezed. Lord what were they doing? This almost came close to talking about it all. He had thought that out of bounds.
Picking up her hand he brought it to his lips for a gentle kiss. “You are long since forgiven, Ceara.” He said. “Will you forgive me as well, for startling you so terribly in the first place?”
The thought of Tim offering retellings of his home to her was comforting, something she wouldn't have expected to feel in the company of a man. But Tim was different, that much was clear in their first meeting. It had her recalling any books on birds she could possibly lend him, just to see his face again and again.
Ceara laughed and explained, "That was Queen Elizabeth I. She was locked in the Tower of London by her father, Henry VIII. Mary, Queen of Scots, was imprisoned after her husband's death, for which she was accused. The two were cousins." History was not exactly her strongsuit, but she did enjoy the story of the two queens and their complicated relationship.
When his lips brushed her hand, her cheeks pinkened. "Of course. Running away from you was the last thing I should have done, even if I was startled. I forgive you, wholeheartedly." Leaning forward, Ceara pressed a fleeting kiss to his cheek, lingering until she pulled back to offer a gentle smile. She knew from Edgar that he harbored no ill feelings towards her, but hearing it from word of mouth meant everything and more. "I want nothing to jeopardize our companionship."
It was both a disappointment and a surprise to see Edgar clothed the next time she returned. More than that, he was not crawling beneath the soil to plant more hydrangeas and wisterias by his own hand. She longed to kiss him again, just from the memory of that. But seeing his heart displayed in hues of blue, white, pink, and violet allowed her own to bloom. The adoration for was clear as day, and it only cemented her feelings for him. And her need to tell him of her secret.
Genevieve focused on his words, looking straight ahead to avoid fixating on the movement of his lips. Everything would surely crumble if she did, so she forced herself away from the temptation. Though, she did glance over and beam at his successful pronunciation. "C'est merveilleux, mon chéri! Et je suis heureuse d'être ici avec toi," she chirped, eyes brightening. She hadn't worked on correcting his accent so much when he spoke French, knowing his Irish accent would shine through regardless. That, and she found the imperfection of it endearing. A perfected accent did not matter anymore, just being able to converse with him in a natural manner. "For you, happy would be heureux, as you are a man. And for me, it would be heureuse, as I am a woman," she explained casually.
Her gaze softened at his admission, the guilt festering with every syllable that passed his lips. Her laugh was gentle, quiet. And briefly, it mirrored in her eyes, in the way she began to love him silently through everything he did. Stopping beneath the tree with him, she said, "Monsieur William may not comprehend it, but I am sure he can determine if it *sounds* correct from his ear."
"Edgar," she cooed without thinking, her heart never having been fuller hearing him speak her native language. It was much more fluid than the first time they spoke, and even more so than their first lesson. It was clear he wanted to do this for her. Understand her to the greatest degree. It was a sign of love without so much as speaking the words. Her smile widened, and her pinky brushed the back of his hand. "Tu t'en sors très bien. Je suis fier, et je veux aussi te parler dans ta langue. Et puis je pourrai t'embrasser après," Genevieve teased, voice still sweeter than it had been in a while.
But Frederic's words echoed in her mind and her smile faded, all vibrancy dissipating with it. "But I have something to tell you."
With a deep breath, she said, "Edgar, I'm the pri--"
BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!
Edgar had not expected happiness to feel so inconvenient. He knew amusement, desire, fascination - all the easy things. But this was different. This was Genevieve walking beside him beneath blooming hydrangeas, speaking French as though every word had been designed to make his heart behave foolishly. Every time she smiled, his chest tightened. Every time their hands nearly touched, he wanted more. It was infatuation, he told himself. Or perhaps fascination. Or perhaps some minor illness brought on by lack of sleep and too much exposure to French vowels. Whatever it was, it made his heart behave absurdly.
He listened carefully as she corrected him - heureux for him, heureuse for her - nodding with an attentiveness he rarely offered anyone. It mattered because it came from her. Because every correction felt less like instruction and more like being handed another key to a room she lived inside. "Heureux," he tried again, touching a hand briefly to his own chest. Then, with a small glance toward her, "Heureuse." His mouth curved. "I like that. The word changes for you." As though the whole language had the good sense to alter itself in her presence.
Edgar caught enough of her next French sentence to understand she was proud of him - and enough of the final phrase to know she had mentioned kissing him afterward. His eyes betrayed him at once, dropping briefly to her mouth. "Ah," he said, voice lower despite himself. "I understood that part." But then her smile faded. Edgar stilled with her. "Genevieve- " 'Edgar, I'm the pri- ' BOOM. The sound cracked across the garden. Edgar stepped instinctively closer, one hand lifting as if to shield her. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM. Birds scattered from the hedges. A gardener cursed somewhere across the lawn. Edgar turned toward the far end of the grounds, where several workmen were hammering away. "They are building the new fountain." Another thunderous strike rang out.
His irritation faded the moment he looked back at her. Whatever she had nearly said still hung unfinished between them. Quietly, Edgar reached for her hand and led her down the path toward the calmer side of the garden, nearer the house, where the noise softened beneath the shade of an old tree. Only then did he slow. He kept her hand in his. "There," he said gently. "Much quieter." His thumb brushed once over her fingers, his gaze steady on hers. "What were you going to tell me?"
Genevieve's own mouth curved into a smile. She hadn't thought of it that way, not the way Edgar would have. She merely considered it an adjustment for herself, though she preferred the way he described it. As if the French language shifted itself on its head to accomodate her existence. It made her feel important beyond the title she bore, or the shoes she strode in. "I invented the language recently. It must bend to my will," she taunted, her grin widening into a full smile.
Once the next set of noises began ringing in her ears, she visibly grimaced and allowed him to lead her to more discreet area. Her shoulders hadn't ceased their tensing, but the scrunch between her brows softened into an anxious furrow. She didn't want to talk about this, didn't want to ruin what had only begun. She didn't want to be Princess Genevieve of House De La Croix, eldest daughter to King Phillip. She just wanted to be Ginnie, admirer of art and fashion and Edgar.
While their fingers brushed mindlessly, as if they'd done so in one lifetime and the next, Genevieve tried once more. The words were right on the tip of her tongue, she could taste the bitterness. This was for them, for any chance they may have at...anything, even if only platonic companions. But the notion of only being his friend brought on a bout of nausea. She trudged on, regardless. "I'm the prin--"
William's voice cut through her words, sharp and surprising like ice water from a bucket. Their table on the terrace was prepared with the usual snacks and tea. Although fresh cheese, bread, and cakes sounded wonderful, Genevieve's gritted teeth revealed otherwise. Out of frustration and agitation alone, she let out an audible growl and grunted, "Y a-t-il quelque chose dans l'air aujourd'hui, putain?"
Was the universe itself set on keeping her from speaking the truth? She trusted its judgement, but this was not an incident where that was true.
"I do not have the energy to upkeep the shenanigans happening in Mayfair," she said, half-serious. "I am certain Whistledown and me are not the same. Unless, I am jesting to throw you off." Speaking with Edgar so plainly was like being home, humoring an old friend she hadn't seen in ages. It brought her closer to home in a way that temporarily quelled the homesickness churning at her stomach.
Ceara offered a shrug. "You are in luck because I detest tea, so I see your fight as a triumph against the foul thing," she quipped. But her teasing quieted upon listening to him. His words were honest, though she didn't find honesty brave as everyone else did. She mourned the person people pushed onto him, especially meeting this version who was entirely unlike what he was explaining.
"Admitting your improvement means more than what others assume of you and label you as," she said, her own voice softening. "You're making a change, and that matters. My eyes will keep to themselves." Hesitantly, she reached out to place a hand on his forearm. It was as close to an embrace as she would get with anyone. And then she smiled. "Besides, your honesty is refreshing. Much better than Dominic's, I would say."
Ceara froze then, removing her hand from him with a quickness as if his sleeve had burned her. "I should not have said that, I'm sorry." Suddenly, the world was caving in, and she thought it best to remove herself from the situation.
Edgar had been smiling with quiet amusement, already preparing some remark about Whistledown having far too much commitment for either of them, when Ceara's hand rested briefly against his forearm. The touch surprised him, but not unpleasantly. It was careful, almost reluctant. Then she said Dominic's name, and Edgar went still. Not sharply. He did not pull away or look at her with accusation. But something in him caught, like a clock stalling on a hidden gear.
'Dominic'. The name had landed too heavily to be casual. The way Ceara froze only confirmed it. And there it was again, that faint tug in his memory. 'Ceara'. He had heard that name before. He was nearly certain of it now. Not from Timothy, not at the ball, not in Mayfair gossip. Somewhere closer. Somewhere familiar. Hillsborough. Downshire. A corridor. Voices lowered too late. When she withdrew her hand as if she had burned herself, Edgar's first instinct was not suspicion, but concern. "Ms Dempsey," he said gently, keeping his voice low, "you have not committed a crime by saying my brother's name."
His mind was moving quickly now, but his expression remained kind. "I will admit, you have made me curious." He glanced at the booklet between them, then back to her. "You said his honesty was worse than mine. That sounds like the opinion of someone who has spoken with him. Perhaps someone who had reason to wish he had been more honest." Edgar leaned back slightly, giving her room to breathe. "I am not asking so I may scold you. Nor so I may carry tales back to Dominic. God knows my brother and I have enough quarrels without borrowing anyone else's." His smile was faint, then gone. "But I think I have heard your name before. Before Timothy. Before the ball." His gaze searched hers carefully. "And now I am wondering why." He let the question rest between them. "What do you know of Dominic?"
Her stomach continued to turn until she was sure having cake was a horrid idea. She hadn’t intended to mention him at all. It was embarrassing the quickness in which his name spilled out. Perhaps it was best to hide in her cottage until the season ended. It was a rash decision, but there was no other solution.
Instead of treating her mistake as a slight, Ceara was surprise to see that Edgar simply wanted to know more. She gnawed at her lower lip, averting her gaze. It hurt to know he was right. She had wished he’d been more honest. It would have still hurt, but the heartache wouldn’t have been so severe. It surfaced the terrible realization that this was all she was doing in her spare time, finding ways to ruin him without being so clear in her intentions.
She wasn’t sure if she deserved Edgar’s kindness, his willingness to be understanding. Despite being a bit younger than her, his wisdom in this moment overshadowed hers. As if he’d lived thousands of lifetimes to lend his ear to her woes. Swallowing thickly, she admitted, “I know that he puts his left shoe on before his right. And that his back is covered in freckles, and I’ve counted how many there are.” There was that pain beneath her ribs again. Unavoidable when the eldest O’Connor became the topic of a conversation.
Ceara wiped a tear haphazardly. “I worry I know a lot about your brother,” she mumbled, looking down at the half-eaten cake. “Something tells me you heard us, that night in Hillsborough Castle? You do not have to bother calling me Ms. Dempsey. Ceara is just fine.” Her voice was soft, almost imperceptibly soft. The fact that she was a stranger to everyone in that place but likely a few people was odd, but what could she do about that?
Ceara knew what he was doing, and it made her grit her teeth. She hated it, the feeling of being so exposed and her nerves raw at a simple statement. He knew that wasn't why she came, and the audacity to play with her mind that way only worsened the anger and sharpened the thorny hurt. "Your humor does not amuse me," she told him, her dryness a dichotomy to his generally calm demeanor. "And you know I wouldn't bother coming here for that. You don't think me your whore, remember? Unless you lied. Like you tend to do when things do not entirely go your way."
It wasn't entirely true, though his propensity for lying about his feelings was right as rain. In the silence between them, she continued to glare. The dim lighting of his study made her eyes darker and nearly vacant were it not for the candelight, closer to dark brown than their usual olive hue. When he denied her, she scoffed. I never said I was done with you, she wanted to say. But why would she not be? "You have no need for it," she grit out. "I did not intend on giving it to you after...what transpired, I had something else. But that does not matter anymore now that you're spoken for. So give it back to me. You intended it for me to begin with, so why be spiteful and keep it?"
Answering his question with a question of her own was better than admitting the letter was the only sign she had that they had been together at all. Her memories didn't count, she could name they as dreams. But that was tangible, it had been at Hillsborough Castle, he had written it himself.
Dominic didn’t flinch. He regarded Ceara’s outburst with infuriating composure, resting one hand on the desk, nodding along as she spoke. Ceara speaking of his humour only made him smile. It was a slow, knowing smile, equal parts amusement and provocation. Then, Dominic’s eyes lingered on Ceara before they went to the newspaper. His engagement announcement. Leonora was everything he wanted in a match. She was from society, came from a reputable family and knew the pressures of this world. “How would I know that?” He asks, with a scoff and his smile remaining in place. “If I remember correctly, you were the one who’d always find your way into my office while Belfast slept. Granted, your evening visits had a habit of lasting until dawn.” A part of Dominic didn’t believe her. If she didn’t want reminders of those endless nights, how he’d draw her close, kisses that undid both of them, leading to their moans echoing off the walls. “I never treated you like a whore,” he scoffs in disbelief. “I desired you then; I never wanted to possess you like a whore.” The words settled heavy between them. Dominic paused, considering his next words. “And I’ve never lied to you. " He paused, deliberately. “Well, not recently.” His amendment came so smoothly that even Dominic didn’t know if he was provoking Ceara or being honest with her.
He wasn’t bothered by the silence. Dominic used similar tactics when he negotiated anything in his life. This didn’t move him. Dominic just watched her unravel while the letter remained undisturbed inside his breast pocket. Things had been going missing lately; he didn’t want to risk this letter. “No,” Dominic repeated calmly, “The letter remains where it is.” He sighed before sitting on the edge of his desk. “You’ve carried it around for this long; why did you want to give it up?” He asks, watching Ceara closely now. He didn’t believe that the letter meant nothing or that it wasn’t some plot to hurt him. Ceara had already tried to ruin him. First, trying to give Mary employment, and now Frederic knew there was something between him and Ceara. If she wanted to ruin him, he wouldn’t make it easy. “It’s my property." Dominic shrugged so casually he knew it would’ve frustrated her. “I wrote it on paper I owned. It was just a loan for you.”
"And how did you think I found your office, exactly? You told me with the intention to keep me there until dawn. I did not put myself on my knees," Ceara spat out bitterly. It was crude and impolite, but she did not need to abide by societal rules in the darkness of his office. For what? This was not exactly a conversation to be had over tea, and that was never the intention when she found herself walking this way.
She laughed again, all the humor dried up from the frustration replacing it. "Yet you kissed me at the ball to run away from your troubles," she pointed out. "You say it in past tense, but you repeat the same *shit-stained* behaviors. You sought me out to be distracted, as you did before. What else do you do with a whore? The only thing you didn't do is pay me for it afterwards." Although he knew how to stir her feelings, she could do the same. She wanted him to be angry, wanted to know he had some feelings about everything, even if they were negative.
His confession made her scoff, narrowing her eyes. "Not recently," she muttered to herself, arms crossed. His further denial of the letter only worsened her pissiness, and she lowered her arms to cross the room and nudge at dusty books on the shelves. "You may have wrote it on your paper, but you intended it for me. And there is nothing in that letter that states I am required to return it to you. So without any written word from you that it is considered a loan, I own it. It was written with me in mind, and with no plans to see me again after. Therefore, it belongs to me," she rambled, reaching up towards the highest shelf despite knowing she couldn't see anything. Again, she hadn't answered why she had given it up.
And then Ceara froze for a moment, glancing over her shoulder at him. Her eyes lingered longer than she'd been there. He wouldn't be so obvious as to hide the letter there. Anyone could come in and misplace it should something be moved. "Why did you do it? Why did you feel so inclined to kiss me, remind both of us of what happened? After so long of pretending, clearly, to not care?" It was what bothered her the most. He had embraced her as if he were making up for lost time. And then the next day, he was to be engaged. It was a whirlwind of pain and, more importantly, confusion.
She approached slowly, her entire face having softened even as she was a mere few feet from him.

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That level of care towards an allergen was not something Ceara was used to at all. Granted, she'd told Dominic about it and simply avoided things with the berries, and he brought her things without them in it. It was a subtle care, but nothing so obvious the way Kitty was doing so. Despite not being used to it or feeling like she deserved it, she appreciated it.
"I can simply avoid them," she reasoned, the ghost of a smile trying to disperse beneath the foggy anger, having wavered since speaking to Kitty again without the coldness in her heart. As quickly as it was put up, Miss Thorne was melting it all over again. It was a treacherous feeling, she'd decided. Mayfair had made her a mess, and it was all thanks to three people now. "Good," she mused, finally allowing herself to smile back.
Ceara watched the two Thornes sit at the pianoforte, hands folded in front of her. As they began to sing, she didn't recognize the language but the melody and their harmonious voices were soothing. She enjoyed seeing Kitty like this. It was an element that didn't involve gowns, society, and jewels. She was simply a delighted older sister wanting to make her little sibling happy. Once the lullaby eased into silence, she clapped lightly. "That was beautiful, you two," she marveled, wiping a stray tear away she hadn't realized escaped. "I do wish I could stay longer, but I've got a meeting in the park a bit soon. Will you walk me out?"
Seeing Ceara smile again made Kitty's heart feel warm. It was... Odd, but she enjoyed it. She just wanted Ceara to be happy. The song that her and Amelia did also warmed Katherine's heart. It was a nostalgic song for her, and sharing it with Ceara felt special. Afterwards, seeing Ceara wipe away a stray tear, Kitty immediately stood up and nodded. Ugh, she really didn't want her to leave. But perhaps it was for the best.
"Yes, of course Miss Dempsey. Say goodbye, Ami." The little girl quickly ran over to Ceara and offered her hand politely to the woman. Kitty chuckled softly- Amelia was always such a little lady. Kitty walked Ceara out and looked at her for a moment before clearing her throat. "Well, thank you for seeing Amelia. We look forward to seeing you again tomorrow." Kitty wasn't able to stop herself from saying 'we'. Perhaps she should have, but it was true. She was perhaps just as excited to see Ceara again as Amelia was.
When the woman left, Katherine watched her for a moment before groaning at herself and going back into the house.
~Time Skip~
Katherine stared at the paper with Ceara's address on it. She felt uncomfortable, holding a bouquet of flowers as her heart raced in her chest. After Ceara had left, Kitty felt a sadness that just would not go away. So she went to the new florist in town and ordered an arrangement; blue hydrangeas representing an apology, and a mixture of white and yellow peonies. The colors were for apologies and friendship, but peonies also held value in China. Meant for wealth, honor, and beauty.
Going through all this trouble for someone was not something she was used to... But she just couldn't shake the feeling. She needed Ceara to be happy with her again, needed her to smile again. So, Kitty took a deep breath and shook her head at herself before marching up to the sweet-looking cottage and knocked on the door. There was a pit in her stomach and her heart beat rapidly. When the door opened, Kitty licked her lips nervously and looked down at the flowers and then at Ceara.
"Miss Dempsey- Ceara. Please, I..." She had no idea what to say, so she just silently held the flowers out. She felt so helpless, so out of her depth.
At home, Ceara managed to unwind for all of fifteen minutes. But the news Frederic told her had her on edge. She paced in the kitchen, donning a simple nightgown as she considered what she could do with her time. Her stomach turned and she was just barely able to control the thoughts in her head, despite them jumbling and cracking under the weight of her feelings.
But then there was a knock at the door. She had some inkling of hope that it was her salvation personified, somehow here to free her of her torment. Tossing the door open, she froze at the sight of...Katherine Thorne. And with a present, it seemed. The sight of the peonies, her favorite, was bittersweet.
"Katherine, what are you doing here?" Grabbing at her arm gently, Ceara pulled her into the cottage, stumbling backwards towards the foyer. "What is...What are these? Is something wrong?"
Despite the puffiness around her eyes intermingled with redness from lingering tears, she appeared to be concerned. The only reason she had to believe Miss Thorne was at her home after hours was because something truly horrible had happened. Granted, her mind had been resorting to destruction, bad news, and chaos since she'd awoken. So, perhaps she was wrong.
"Some of your time is all I need," Riya assured her, focusing on the smallest things about Charlotte. Her bashful smile, the rosiness in her cheeks. The delicate way she held the flower, as if it was made from the finest of jewels. She liked it, and that was truly all that mattered to her. She would have to thank Liliana tenfold for her efforts in helping her, even if it was one flower. There would be many more to come, hopefully.
Listening to her explain, the smile never left her face. Not only was she a talent, but she was proud of what she had done to train for such a thing. It was admirable, though Riya feared she would find everything about Charlotte admirable. "France. hm? You are a wonder, Ms. Debelle," she cooed before she sat at the vanity, albeit somewhat awkwardly.
"I'd love some. I did not intend to sneak back here but I wanted to take advantage of the intermission to invite you to go...dress shopping with me," she admitted, appearing unsure for once in her life. She meets one beautiful woman and she could hardly contain her nerves. It was so unlike her! Riya hated promenading, found it stalled her in a sense, and she did not want to trouble someone else by inviting them to do so.
"I hope we can spend much time together then." Charlotte bit her lip as she poured the both of them some tea, a blend she bought from the tea shop that was meant to help soothe her throat. "I am sorry I don't have any milk or sugar, but the tea is still very flavorful." She promised, placing the two cups down at her vanity as she sat down as well. She beamed at Riya and gently clinked her cup against the other's before taking a sip.
"Me a wonder? I think you are far more interesting." She said genuinely, her head tilting as she admired Riya's effortless beauty. She had such warm eyes and her skin was so glowy. Like a walking angel. "You have traveled so many places, yes? And you seem so educated as well. I feel as if there is nothing you can't do." She admitted with a soft chuckle, her eyes soft as she gazed at Riya.
"Dress shopping?" Charlotte's smile only grew, if at all possible. It was very difficult not to smile when around Riya. She could see the hesitance in her and she gently reached out to touch her fingers against the other's, a spark going through her at the contact. It made her shiver with delight. "I would love that. I would love to do anything with you, dress shopping or otherwise." She assured her in a soft voice.
Riya's eyes tracked Charlotte's movement, down to the steadiness of her hands as she prepared tea for them. She had never been so enchanted by a person's entire self. Her steady breaths, the gentle smile that shifted between elated and nervous. It was endearing, and she found her heart pulling at another unfamiliar feeling. "Oh, that's quite fine. It smells wonderful," she assured as she cradled the teacup after their silent cheer.
Taking a slow sip of her own granted her the opportunity to not be distracted by Charlotte's, well, everything. Setting the teacup onto the vanity, RIya offered a bashful smile and placed her hands in her lap. "I have traveled quite far, yes. But your voice and talent travels far and wide, beyond the likes of Mayfair," she complimented seamlessly.
Her heart was pounding at the sight of that smile. As if sunlight broke through the building's infrastructure to cast its light above Charlotte's head. Looking at her with a glimmer in her eyes reminiscent of tears. "Truly? Anything?" She had no clue that their time was almost coming to an end, but even if she did, she wanted to will a timeless world where only they existed.
Who: Grace & Open Where: Heyes Theatre, Covent Garden
Tonight's production of As You Like It by William Shakespeare had been nothing less than extraordinary. Especially if one were to ask Miss Grace Barnett. Theatre was her first and only love, and As You Like It was one of her favorite plays. There was something so liberating and enticing about Rosalind escaping into the forest, disguising herself as a man, and speaking with her great love without him even knowing. Perhaps it was Rosalind who had first inspired Grace to sneak out in disguise to attend poetry nights and public readings of newly written scripts. Or perhaps she had loved Rosalind before the idea had ever occurred to her, because somewhere deep down, her soul already knew she would one day attempt the same.
Nevertheless, it did not matter, because tonight she was not in disguise. She was out with her father, who, after days of pleading, had finally agreed to take her. She had worn her best dress, and her blonde hair was pinned tightly into place so it would not fall loose and distract her as she took in every word, movement, and emotion from the actors on stage. Yet her greatest accessory was the glow upon her face and the spark in her eyes after witnessing such a spectacular performance. The characters had come alive in a way she had never seen before. Theatre Royal could never, she thought to herself.
"Oh, Father! It was wonderful! The actress truly understood Rosalind and her fire, her drive! And the comedic timing was beyond comprehension. The energy and presence of the actors were fueled by a true passion for the art. Nothing like those stiff attempts at acting that the Theatre Royal prides itself on."
Her excitement had gotten the better of her. She was rambling. She had been so certain her father was beside her, but when she turned around, he was gone. She must have drifted away from him, too caught up in her own amazement.
"Father?" she called, turning quickly and stretching her neck, trying to spot him through the crowd. Yet she could not find him.
She needed a major reset. Going back to Ireland was not an option, she didn't have enough money to do so. Admitting the truth she had hid so meticulously would only force her into joblessness and shame. So, Ceara did something she would have never done before: she went to the theatre. She'd heard much of the Heyes Theatre in Covent Garden, the supposedly seedy underbelly of Mayfair. But what everyone else counted as seedy and lusty, she saw a world beneath their real one.
Having seen the play, Ceara was marveled by not only the production, but the quality and the fire in their performances. She couldn't compare it to Theatre Royal, simply because she couldn't see herself fitting the mold there. She heard there was a wonderful opera singer there, but that would be an extravaganza for another evening.
A young woman's rambling drowned out any other thoughts she had, prompting Ceara to look up. "I've not seen the production at the Theatre Royal, but I do not know if they will compare to what I've witnessed tonight," she said, glancing around. "Though, you were not explaining that to me, clearly."
Ceara's mouth twisted into a half smile. "I could help you find your father or we could continue discussing the actress who bested everyone as Rosalind."
who: dominic & open where: hoisery shop, mayfair
The engagement between Dominic and Leonora had been announced. The morning of the announcement, Dominic informed his mother, but she wasn’t exactly pleased. Instead of offering her son congratulations, she offered him criticism. Leonora wasn’t the Murray she wanted for Dominic, but Dominic explained his reasoning. Leonora had experience in a royal court, managing a title and estates. France was different to Ireland, but Dominic had every faith that she would make the perfect marchioness. A title his mother never received, and Dominic always assumed that was the reason for her resentment. His birth meant he was Daniella’s heir, not her. He wouldn’t apologise for that. Dominic was doing what he was born for, what she had him do.
Dominic already knew today was not the day to remain at home. The lord wasn't sitting; he had no morning appointments to attend to. His brothers couldn’t be found or didn’t want to be. For the first time in a while, Dominic had time. He decided to stop by the hosier's with the sole purpose of looking for an engagement gift, something he could give his future wife without knowing too much about her. It was the way things worked in society. Inside, the hosier was cool and quiet. There was a faint smell of lavender that filled the shop as Dominic paused before the glass counter. Gloves were displayed beneath it, all made with the finest silks and embroidery. One pair caught his eyes. They were ivory lace day gloves with seed pearls sewn in. Behind him, the bell rang. “Maybe you could help this lord decide on a pair." The shop keeper said to whoever was standing behind him. Dominic stepped aside, his eyes not leaving the pair he’d focused on. “What do you think?” He asked whoever came in, “Are these a suitable gift for a future wife?”
Genevieve, during her outing with Elliot, had decided to stop by the hosiery shop for a pair of stockings. It was dreadfully cold in the palace, especially her private quarters, and the fire in the hearth was not enough. So while her new friend investigated another shop, she traversed here. She had no intention of remaining in the shop longer than twenty minutes time, knowing there was a schedule to stick to for the day. But upon her entrance, she froze as soon as the shop keeper spoke and she was face to face with Lord O'Connor. Ah, merde.
Straightening, she glanced down at the pair of gloves and mulled over them. She had heard about the engagement, both elated and saddened for Leonora. Her husband was not yet cold in the ground, and now she was to be the marchioness. It was a surprise, to be sure. And she was not sure if he wanted her advice on the matter, given their last conversation. "Er, they're beautiful. The lace is quite delicate."
She trailed her eyes across a cream, tulle pair of glvoes with silk ribbons and freshwater pearls dotted across the fabric. "This one here is beautiful, as well," she noted as she gestured to them. "But that is only if your intended would enjoy the itch of it. If she is the delicate sort, your pick is well. But something sturdier, like leather, maybe warm the lady’s hands better. Beautiful and functional.”
Biting her lip, Genevieve glanced at Dominic and lowered her voice as she said, "Lord O'Connor, I wanted to apologize for our interaction at the ball. It was inappropriate of me to speak ill of you the way I did."
Ceara's brows rose at his words. Hearing that didn't make her happy, per se. It did give her much insight on Frederic and Dominic's relationship. He was trusting her with his writing more than his own brother; something about that must have been painful in some way. And knowing Dom, he had to have found out about it.
"You don't trust him with it," she said, stating a fact more than asking a question. She knew it spoke volumes to be trusted with a writer's work, and to be shunned from it all the same. Ceara couldn't say she blamed him for his decision. The corner of her mouth lifted into a half smile at his words. "I agree. Otherwise, you might as well write a dictionary." An attempt at a joke for the first time since their meeting.
Considering his question, she nodded. "If you'd like, yes." A comfortable silence filled between them as she flitted between watching him and looking beyond the park and its greenery. "I appreciate your willingness to help, but I am curious as to why you're so willing to do so after what I told you."
Frederic frowned and shook his head at that fact. "No, I do trust him," even after everything that should have broken his trust. He knew if he needed help, the first person he’d turn to would be Dominic. It almost hurts. "I think..." I trust him the most with my life," he looked up at Ceara. "I know he'd do anything for me...in his own way, but still." His eyes flutter down to the paper. "I just thought he didn't care.. But I don't know if that's true," He remembers the way Dominic had looked when he spoke of his published book to him... Would Dominic celebrate him? Would Dominic finally look any sorta of proud of him? he just wanted him to be proud of him, but all he's doing is making him feel disappointed in him.
He carefully began to write on the paper- each note and grammar fix was done with care. He wasn't harsh in his notes at all. He knew how scary it was to have someone look over your work.
He paused to answer her question. " You told me. You and Dominic were something. Whatever that may have been. I don't see why I'd dislike you because of that," He tells her. "I want to do something that's all..." He shrugs, but he also knows Mary would like something like this.... " My days are rather boring. I don't have friends or anything," he's not like Edgar, who had friends- who could go out and have fun with no plan in sight. He wasn't Dominic, who had duties and work to do. " If I could help...I'd like to anyhow," He paused. "That reminds me..." He had wondered if he should tell Ceara about Dominic and Leonora...." I wanted to tell you something, but you can't be tellin' anyone. It's meant to be in the paper later this week, but...it's painful reading things like that in the paper and not hearing it from someone," He added. "But Dominic got engaged," he tells her softly.
Ceara mirroed his frown, offering her complete attention now. While she had her complicated feelings about Dominic, she would not speak ill of him as a brother, not when it was clear he was so loved and adored by Frederic. Tilting her head, she offered, "Perhaps you should show him when you are comfortable enough to do so. I do not know him well anymore, but I do know enough to know that he would love to read what you've shown me today. Especially about your late mother. It could be something for you two to connect with again." If her own sister had written something without telling her, she would be crushed. Granted, she could not stand her little sister, but theirs was a peculiar sort.
Her heart ached at the young man's words. She knew what it was like to not have friends, to do nothing but sit in one's thoughts until they break you down from the inside. Having a purpose was better than the act of sitting, even if that purpose was centered around others. But before she could offer any semblance of verbal understanding...
Her ears began to ring and memories flooded to the surface at rapid pace. A kiss and shared laughter in one notch, and a peaceful night reading beneath a thick tree against a familiar chest in the other. Everything was falling apart at the seams, bit by bit as her resolve cracked like porcelain. She stood and held onto the bench's back, legs almost giving out from beneath her. "He...He what?"

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Who: Genevieve de la Croix (@lavieenton) & Edgar O'Connor Where: O'Connor residence, Mayfair
The garden had not looked like this two weeks ago. Then, it had been respectable. Trimmed hedges, neat gravel paths, roses arranged in the usual English fashion. Pretty enough, Edgar supposed, if one liked gardens that seemed afraid to feel too much. Now there were hydrangeas everywhere. Blue, violet, pale pink, creamy white - gathered in fresh beds along the terrace, clustered near the fountain, waiting in pots beside the paths. Gardeners moved around them with spades and wheelbarrows, arguing over where the wisteria ought to climb next. Edgar had, by some miracle, left the work to them this time. The presence of the gardeners helped. Their voices, the scrape of shovels, the ordinary noise of labour; all of it made the afternoon safer. Public enough that he could not simply turn toward Genevieve, forget his better intentions, and kiss her next to the hydrangeas like a man with no sense at all. He did have sense. Some.
He walked beside her with his little notebook in hand, the one that had become half-dictionary, half-confession. Every day since the Barnett ball, she had come back. Every day, Edgar had found himself waiting earlier. It was a dangerous habit, wanting someone's arrival. "Je suis très..." he began, then frowned slightly. "Heureux. Oui. Je suis très heureux que vous soyez ici." The sentence felt clumsy, but it held. His accent was still unmistakably his - Irish tangled through French - but it no longer collapsed after three words. He glanced at her, waiting for judgment with more nerves than he liked.
They passed a row of new hydrangeas, their heavy blossoms bowing in the warmth. Edgar's expression softened before he looked back to the path. "I have been practising," he admitted. "At night, mostly. William endured my French over breakfast yesterday with great courage and no comprehension whatsoever." A gardener crossed ahead of them, forcing them to pause beneath the shade of an old tree. Genevieve's sleeve brushed Edgar's arm. Barely anything. Still, he felt it like a spark. He tightened his grip around the notebook. He was trying. Truly trying. Not because he had become respectable overnight, but because he wanted her to know this was not only about stolen kisses. He wanted those too, badly enough that it was becoming embarrassing. But he wanted the rest as well. Her language. Her thoughts. The parts of her that existed between words.
When the path cleared, Edgar began again, slower this time. "Je veux parler avec vous dans votre langue," he said carefully. "Pas seulement..." His mouth curved. "Pas seulement vous embrasser." Then, an even brighter smile grew on his face. "Though I remain very fond of that verb." Then, softer, more serious, he added, "Je veux vous connaître, Genevieve." His accent caught beautifully on her name. "That one, I practised the most."
It was both a disappointment and a surprise to see Edgar clothed the next time she returned. More than that, he was not crawling beneath the soil to plant more hydrangeas and wisterias by his own hand. She longed to kiss him again, just from the memory of that. But seeing his heart displayed in hues of blue, white, pink, and violet allowed her own to bloom. The adoration for was clear as day, and it only cemented her feelings for him. And her need to tell him of her secret.
Genevieve focused on his words, looking straight ahead to avoid fixating on the movement of his lips. Everything would surely crumble if she did, so she forced herself away from the temptation. Though, she did glance over and beam at his successful pronunciation. "C'est merveilleux, mon chéri! Et je suis heureuse d'être ici avec toi," she chirped, eyes brightening. She hadn't worked on correcting his accent so much when he spoke French, knowing his Irish accent would shine through regardless. That, and she found the imperfection of it endearing. A perfected accent did not matter anymore, just being able to converse with him in a natural manner. "For you, happy would be heureux, as you are a man. And for me, it would be heureuse, as I am a woman," she explained casually.
Her gaze softened at his admission, the guilt festering with every syllable that passed his lips. Her laugh was gentle, quiet. And briefly, it mirrored in her eyes, in the way she began to love him silently through everything he did. Stopping beneath the tree with him, she said, "Monsieur William may not comprehend it, but I am sure he can determine if it *sounds* correct from his ear."
"Edgar," she cooed without thinking, her heart never having been fuller hearing him speak her native language. It was much more fluid than the first time they spoke, and even more so than their first lesson. It was clear he wanted to do this for her. Understand her to the greatest degree. It was a sign of love without so much as speaking the words. Her smile widened, and her pinky brushed the back of his hand. "Tu t'en sors très bien. Je suis fier, et je veux aussi te parler dans ta langue. Et puis je pourrai t'embrasser après," Genevieve teased, voice still sweeter than it had been in a while.
But Frederic's words echoed in her mind and her smile faded, all vibrancy dissipating with it. "But I have something to tell you."
With a deep breath, she said, "Edgar, I'm the pri--"
BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!
Ceara narrowed her eyes at him, all her woes fallen to the wayside speaking to her new pupil. It was easy to match his wit and charm, though it wasn't lost on her how quickly she'd gotten on with the O'Connor siblings. They were nothing like what she thought they would be, and for that, she was entirely grateful. It almost made her forget who the head of their household was. "I will be ensuring you're speaking properly of yourself outside of the classroom, as well," she warned. "I have eyes and ears across Mayfair."
But her attempts to hide a smile gave way to the playfulness. "They have their moments," she agreed, gratefully so. She could see how hesitant he was to give himself credit and she wondered why. What happened in his time on Earth that granted such a lowly disposition about himself, aside from what he'd been explicit about? "Good," Ceara said then, resuming interest in her cake and lamely scooping a spoonful into her mouth. After swallowing, she continued. "I've written my place of residence on the book's first page, in case it falls into the wrong hands. So, you can find your way back to me that way once you've finished."
Then, twisting her mouth with uncertainty, she asked, "You appear unsure of speaking kindly of yourself? Why, if I may ask?" Not that Ceara was the expert in such a thing. She'd been experiencing just that since the night before, though it was peculiar to her when others did it. It was hypocritical, but she would blame her newfound kindness streak on such concerns. The Ceara she had been before traveling here wouldn't have given this interaction a second thought, nor his feelings. But now, she was inclined to ask, to listen.
Edgar's brows lifted at her warning. "Eyes and ears across Mayfair?" he repeated, with a look of grave concern. "Good heavens. I have only just acquired a tutor and already she has established a spy network - are you certain you are not also Lady Whistledown?" He leaned back in his chair, though his smile betrayed how pleased he was by it. There was something unexpectedly comforting in being scolded so plainly. Not cruelly. Not with disdain. Just as if she had decided he was worth the effort of correction and would hear no argument against it.
Hos gaze dropped to the little leather-bound cover, opening the booklet and seeing the address. "That is a dangerous degree of trust to place in a man who has already lost a fight with tea," he said lightly, though his fingers rested carefully over the book. "But I shall guard it faithfully. And I promise not to arrive at your door unannounced unless the bouquet has achieved such beauty that it demands immediate public exhibition."
For a moment, Edgar looked down at his sketch. The almost-flower. The rescued cabbage. It was easier to consider that than to consider himself. "I suppose I learned early that if I made myself the jest first, it left less work for anyone else." His thumb brushed an invisible mark from the edge of the page. "People are very generous with opinions once they believe they have understood you. Reckless. Drunk. Wild. Charming, when they are feeling charitable." He glanced up at her then. "After a while, one begins to speak in the language most often used about him. It is not wise, perhaps, but it is familiar." The honesty sat between them for a breath before he softened it, because he was still Edgar, and too much solemnity made him restless.
"But I am improving, apparently. Today I have drunk tea, accepted instruction, and spoken respectfully of a cabbage. By any fair measure, Ms Dempsey, that is tremendous progress." His smile returned, quieter but real. "So, if your eyes and ears across Mayfair catch me slipping, I grant you permission to correct me. Though I beg you to spare my dignity before breakfast."
"I do not have the energy to upkeep the shenanigans happening in Mayfair," she said, half-serious. "I am certain Whistledown and me are not the same. Unless, I am jesting to throw you off." Speaking with Edgar so plainly was like being home, humoring an old friend she hadn't seen in ages. It brought her closer to home in a way that temporarily quelled the homesickness churning at her stomach.
Ceara offered a shrug. "You are in luck because I detest tea, so I see your fight as a triumph against the foul thing," she quipped. But her teasing quieted upon listening to him. His words were honest, though she didn't find honesty brave as everyone else did. She mourned the person people pushed onto him, especially meeting this version who was entirely unlike what he was explaining.
"Admitting your improvement means more than what others assume of you and label you as," she said, her own voice softening. "You're making a change, and that matters. My eyes will keep to themselves." Hesitantly, she reached out to place a hand on his forearm. It was as close to an embrace as she would get with anyone. And then she smiled. "Besides, your honesty is refreshing. Much better than Dominic's, I would say."
Ceara froze then, removing her hand from him with a quickness as if his sleeve had burned her. "I should not have said that, I'm sorry." Suddenly, the world was caving in, and she thought it best to remove herself from the situation.
Closed starter for: Genevieve ( @lavieenton ) | Location: Buckingham Palace
As the carriage pulled up to the most esteemed castle in all of England, Katherine looked out of the window, mesmerized. Buckingham Palace was gorgeous and she always wondered what it would be like to live there. Getting an inside look at what a princess's life was like was exciting to her, even if London was not Genevieve's home.
Kitty stepped out of the carriage when it came to a stop and walked up to the doors. When she announced she was here to take Princess Genevieve out, she was escorted to the drawing room. The interior of the palace was just as magnificent as the exterior, if not more so.
She was looking around the room thoughtfully, trying not to seem too interested in the beauty of it all when she heard footsteps and beamed at the sight of her friend. "Ginnie!" She chirped sweetly and moved closer, taking her hands in hers. "How are you today? Have you recovered from the excitement of the ball?" The fact that her new friend, Edgar O'Connor, had gained the attention of Genevieve was quite interesting. Edgar was charming, but she didn't know that Genevieve would enjoy his rambunctious behavior.
Genevieve had been interesting herself in a romance novel for once to distract from her complicated thoughts surrounding Edgar. She adored him, was sure she was in love with him, but the fear of a reputation he may have also worried her heart. He didn't appear to be a casanova, of sorts. Quite the opposite, really. But that was how he presented himself to her, and she knew his charm and kindness was not exclusive to her.
Hearing her name, she glanced up to see Miss Katherine. Perking up, she set her book aside and hurried to her feet. "Kitty!" She squeezed her hands gently, cheeks already flushed at the mention of the ball. "Quite so," Genevieve cooed. "I've had quite the busy morning with a certain someone, but tell me! Did you enjoy your time at the ball? I was only able to see you for a moment, I was so devastated but your dress was gorgeous."
In her mind, Kitty had the makings of becoming one of her best friends. She was pretty, and Genevieve was pretty. In the princess's mind, it was a perfect combination. Not to mention, she would be able to offer shiny things that she had no use of. She was not above giving jewels to those who sought them out. She urged Kitty to sit beside her, not having released her hands yet.
Ceara hadn't noticed his staring at first, but when she did, she didn't mind it. In fact, the attention was welcoming, wanted. And she was thankful for the tavern's dim lighting, for it would have made it clear her cheeks were flushed. It was ridiculous, she thought. But it wasn't stopping the feelings in any capacity. She laughed aloud at his accusation, properly beaming at him. "It is no fault of mine that you were distracted," she teased, nose scrunching unconsciously. "But I will accept responsibility for now."
Something in her was proud of having caught his eye, kept his attention with their battle for wits and wonder. Speaking with him was easy, thus it was easy to be distracted or become a distraction. There was no other way around it, not that she was on a mission to seek out a way to distract herself from him. But that was hard when his willingness to listen was so clear. Ceara didn't have time to disappear into her protective shell of feelings, a shy smile replacing the passion she'd exuded. Although their hands touched for a split second, she brushed her thumb along one of his knuckles, as if it was a familiar thing between them. He appeared comfortable enough to touch her without any hesitation interfering, which made her more inclined to do the same. A tit for tat without so much as a sound, but she couldn't really call it that. "Thank you," she'd finally said, coming out as a coo. "I suppose I want to make something of myself out of it, not just be an aide for the rest of my days."
Ignoring the way her hand cooled from the absence of his warmth, she ripped apart a bread roll to offer an ear. And as she did, all she could think was how lonely he must feel. He called it strange, she saw it as isolated in a position he had been groomed for, and yet...it sounded quite sad. Out there, he was everything to everyone. But here, he was just a hungry man entertaining a girl he'd met. He just was. "That sounds like many responsibilities for one person," she said, face giving way to a frown. "Were you two close, you and your grandfather?" Ceara chewed on one of her pieces of bread before placing her hands in her lap, giving him her full attention now. She wanted to know everything about him. From the color of his eyes during a sunrise to where the freckles dotting his neck lead towards.
Dominic hadn’t seen many people with ambitions like these. To be fair, the women he’d spent time with had to focus on marrying well. Either for the sake of their family or their own futures. A good marriage shaped their entire future and the futures of their children. There wasn’t time for anything else until marriage. Ceara clearly chose a different path. A harder one, but one that would have more to gain. “It’s a shame they don’t allow women in universities,” he says, stifling a yawn. “You’d probably put the men to shame. Maybe it's a good thing then.” He teased, laughing as he finished his sentence. Dominic had gone to Eton, finishing it just below the top students, but education wasn’t his focus. His title was. The schooling was a requirement. Dominic didn’t need to go to university. He should've been on his grand tour now, but his title was more important. He had tenants and duties to see to, not a six-month-long trip to explore Europe.
He smiled at the way Ceara ate the bread. A simple gesture, but oddly endearing. She wasn’t wrong; it was a lot of responsibility, but he’d known that since he was a young lad. The lessons would've instilled in him the importance of it. “It’s nothing I wasn’t prepared for,” He shruggs, tearing off a piece of bread. Things are different now. Dominic noticed the changes when he walked into a room. He noticed how his mother looked at him with contempt when the decisions fell to him. As soon as he’d marry, his mother wouldn’t have the hold over their family as she had now. Her position was tenuous while he was secured. “We were,” he says, his smile faltering for a second. “He used to say that I was his, born out of duty, while my brothers were chosen.” His brothers were the children his mothers chose while Dominic was the requirement. He’d known this. His grandfather didn’t want someone else’s blood to inherit, so it was up to Lady Daniella to conceive. Thankfully, he was a boy, and that was the end of the requirements. “He took over my care when I was about six or seven,” Dominic explained. “A marquess should be the one to teach the heir.” His grandfather did that. Taught Dominic everything he needed. From how to run estates to how to navigate the house of lords. He was the product of his grandfather’s condition and tutorage.
Ceara quirked a brow and rolled her eyes with a playfulness bordering familiar and friendly. Speaking with him tonight has only proved that it was easy to forget about his title. He only spoke of it when pertinent or prompted by her. It wasn't a surprise, given he had been set on not disclosingh his status to her for as long as she remained unaware. Were it not for the vendors at the various stalls, she was sure she wouldn't have known anything. "Your humor does not amuse me," she teased right back, her laugh making her words moot. "But I am not opposed to unnerving university attendees with my intellect. And from a docile young woman, no less," she crooned, batting her lashes to emphasize her ridiculous point.
She couldn't help herself when she took in his body language as he spoke. He was tired, which was clear in the constant yawning and lazy method he ripped apart the roll. But she also noted the subtle twitch of his mouth when something amused him, the subtle turn of his signet ring. It pulled at something in her chest but she pushed it to the back of her mind when his smile faded. Clearly, his grandfather meant more to him than he would likely tell her yet, but it did not take a university education to see the fondness and grief weaving through his words. Though, the notion that he was not chosen to simply be a son did not sit well with her. Every child, whether titled or otherwise, deserved to be treated with regard and care. Not a political tool to sit on a pedestal until the child grew large enough to fit the weight and expectations.
"Did he teach you about being a boy, as well? I'd presume that's as important as marquess training, isn't it?"
Just as Ceara asked, a tavern maid approached with their meal, including his gratuitous amount of butter. She did request more bread both from the desire to do so and to assure him that he could do the same when he had hesitated on it before.
"I would rather not name a pet Dick," Genevieve said, thoroughly unamused as she crossed her arms and cocked a hip. She wasn't above being vulgar, but Dick seemed to be a cruel name for anything, especially an animal with no choice over the matter. Perhaps she was understanding his point about human names. But Eloise wasn't as bad as John or Richard.
She looked down at the floor for a moment, unable to fathom hurting Edgar in any way. But telling him nothing about her, especially her title, would sour everything before it had a chance to properly blossom. Listening to Frederic didn't help either, for it was clear that perhaps she didn't know Edgar as well as she had been assuming. A kiss wasn't an open book, neither was a language lesson. "On my own, of course. I..."
There had been many friendships ruined by the revelation of her status. Either they idolized her to a spectularly concerning degree or they degraded her as a brat benefitting from the French monarchy. Edgar was certainly more than a friend, but the fear of him othering her in either way was frightening. "I will not keep him in the dark about it."
She frowned and lowered her arms to her sides. "A lost cause? Why would he think he's a lost cause? Has he done something unseemly before?"
Frederic looked at her and the way she looked so unamused. He really couldn't but snort and look a little amused by it. He was clearly right, and he liked knowing he could prove himself right. "Though I guess Eloise...isn't the worst human name for a pet"
"It can only be you who tells him. It'd be good to tell him now rather than wait. " He repeated to her, "You don't know what it'll do, but waiting only makes the reaction worse. When a bond is there while under a lie. It doesn't help anything but makes the break harder"
"Good, that's all I ask. he doesn't deserve that. He should be able to befriend you with all the information, shouldn't he?" He asked her, "Isn't that his right? Don't you like him enough to do that?" He reminded her. He sighs. "I feel like you've met Edgar to see what kind of person he is- He doesn't want to live defined by what Dominic thinks," He added. "Dominic thinks anyone is a lost cause if you don't follow his strict rules that he sets out. truly he wasn't so bad when he was just our brother," He grumbled a little.
Genevieve knew what it was to be agitated with a younger sibling, having an entire heap of them. But little brothers were the worst of the bunch, to her detriment. And it seemed that Frederic O'Connor fit that mold perfectly upon realizing he had duped her, in his mind. "I would never name my cat something ridiculous," she said as if it were plain as day.
For once, she allowed nerves to override anything else. She wrung her fingers, gnawed at her lower lip until it was raw. She had never been so scared of a situation in her life. "Your wisdom is aggravating, despite you being correct," she muttered, frowning deeply and averting her gaze from him. The feelings she was having regarding Edgar were complicated. She wanted to tell him everything about her, but so little as to preserve their budding...language lessons.
"Of course I like him enough," Genevieve reasoned. "It is not entirely because of him that I...that I haven't ." She couldn't fathom the words, the reality of her embarassment if he knew who she was. Everyone in France would discover the princess fancies the heir presumptive and the scrutiny they would be under would be incomprehensible.
Listening to Frederic, she sighed. "I assume he did not make such grand and paranoia-stricken assumptions when he was only your brother," she said, her stomach turning at the memory of their brief conversation. She was no innocent in that, either. "Is he familiar with the concept of forgiveness, in any way? I fear I must speak to him with such a manner in mind."

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The thought alone of the desert could had her boiling alive. Ceara visibly grimaced at the thought, nose wrinkling and huffing with displeasure. But Tim was clearly in his element, the heat setting him aglow instead of burning him from the inside. It suited him, so she would endure for his sake. She owed him that much after all the trouble. "You were born lucky to be born in such a hot place. The desert sounds like a trap for death," she said, giving a stubborn head shake.
But all of this talk of the weather was a thankful distraction from their complicated situation. Their mutual feelings made it difficult to be proper friends, but anything more than that was sure to scare her off. Something told Ceara trying to put sense to whatever it is they were doing would only confuse them further, so she pushed the thoughts aside.
"I'd have to agree," she admitted. "I've not met anyone from Scotland, but I've read much about them, their customs. It made reading about them that much better, I think." Ceara glanced over at him and offered a half smile, looking tired about the words she was to speak. "I've got another book for you to enjoy possibly, if you find the Scots interesting? It'll add to the experience of Lady of the Lake," she mused, giving his arm a light nudge with her elbow.
He laughed again, unable to help himself. The way she felt about the heat was often how he felt in the rain. “That’s the best part: there is such life in the desert. Plants and animals such as you would never find anywhere else. It is truly magical.”
Tim watched her with interest, eyes alight. She came more alive when she spoke about literature. Even in the heat it seemed to make sure happy. Any child tutored by her would have a fine education indeed.
“Another book about the Scots? Color me interested. What is it called? I will have to find a copy, before I rob you of all of your books. It would weight on my heart quite terribly. Plus I have been told I am taking up too much space in the library as is.”
"Perhaps one day I could learn to love such things and visit," she offered, bordering sweet and bashful. Ceara was not always sweet nor did she have a reason to be bashful. But here she was flustered at the thought of seeing what Tim found so beautiful and illustrious about the desert, about something that he clearly found comfort and familiarity in. But the fear of hurting him again began to cloud any daydreams she may have had otherwise.
But she came to once more when he asked about the book, causing her to perk up. "The History of Scotland During the Reigns of Queen Mary and of King James VI by William Robertson," she explained. "Oh, nonsense. I have more books than I need. I have the first volume, and I believe Harrington's has the secondary one. But then again, that was mere months ago. Perhaps, we can check together sometime for it."
The brief flash of her smile faded as she sat with her feelings for a moment. "Tim, I am truly sorry for what happened between us. I know we are to put it behind us, but I...I still want to apologize with less distractions and gems." She reached out to place a hand on his knee, her guilt clearer than any other feelings she presented to him, so far.
Chase Infiniti Hey Tablo Ep. 27