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Genevieve de La Croix
Ceara Dempsey
Riya Das
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|| closed starter || @calins-et-bisous || Charlotte
|| LOCATION || The Bartholomew Fair Grounds
Genevieve was waiting in line to retrieve a caramel apple for her and Edgar to share. She held the velvet box designated for him in one hand, thumbing along the plush texture to soothe her nerves. When he told her his birthday, she was inclined to gift him with something. A simple thing, but one that he could call his own.
As she glanced about and let the sound of joyous shouting and children's giggles swallow her thoughts, she spotted a head of blonde curls in front of her. Her clothing was entirely unfamiliar to the likes of Mayfair. But it was the fluid French she spoke, and recognition sprang to her.
With more confidence than she meant, Genevieve tapped the young woman on the shoulder. "Charlotte Lebelle? Is that you?" She hadn't seen her since she left right before Ginnie's own departure, and she had missed her talented friend dearly.
When she was able to see her face, the princess beamed with delight. "Lottie! It is you! C'est lĂ que tu avais disparu!"
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Who: Enzo & Ceara Where: Winchester House
Enzo was stationed by the glow of the nearly breathing hearth of the drawing room at Winchester House. His childhood home. Yet after having returned to it, after six years away in the countryside, Enzo felt like a stranger in his own home. This was his mother's home, for now, and the two did not see eye to eye, not since Isabel was born. Yet he had no choice but to stay there with her until he found himself a wife.
His fingers were tapping the mantel as his other hand rose to take a sip of whiskey. London did have better whiskey than what was easily attained in the countryside, he'd give it that. It sent a warm burn down his throat, calming his nerves. Ceara Dempsey was in the library right down the hall with his daughter. His daughter, who reminded him of his first love every time he looked at her. It was for her he had moved back to London. Isabel was becoming a curious and tentative young girl, and Enzo wanted nothing more for her than to be surrounded by great female role models. Even if none of them would ever compare to his Regina.
Ceara hadn't realized the reach she had attained until Mister Enzo Winchester requested her services for his young daughter. She didn't hesitate, and they set a time that worked best for them both. Enzo appeared anxious about the prospect, almost desperate. But she had done much reassuring that any issues could be worked on, and any further interests may be nourished. For once, she was elated. She was climbing the ladder of success by the most natural means, something she found a rare gift for her as of late.
The young Isabel Winchester was sugar personified. She had a charm of her own that made teaching her quite easy. As always, she asked if she enjoyed reading and if she could write down any favorites from the book to show her. The little girl was gifted, though she noticed a few things that needed to be discussed with her father. But as always, Ceara kept a sweet smile and encouraged her as needed.
As the session came to an end, she averted her gaze from the sight of the father and daughter duo, finding they were owed privacy. But Enzo's tenderness towards Isabel warmed her heart. It reminded her of her own father and his knack for tenderness towards Ceara and her sister. Any semblance of longing lasted for a few moments, for Mister Winchester was requesting an overview.
Keeping her smile, Ceara assured, "She is quite intelligent. She's quite curious as well, as she asked me more questions than I was prepared for." The memory filled her with much-needed light before she continued. "Isabel does tend to write a few of her letters backwards. E's, confusing B's and D's with one another. But that can be mended with me. I do recommend that she interact with other children. She was shy initially, which is not anything to be concerned about, but being around others her age can aid in growing her confidence around others."
Despite the thickness of her Irish accent, Ceara spoke softly and carefully. "I can see if one of my other pupils can come along with me for another session with Isabel. Just to see how she does interacting with another child her age?"
Of all the times Sardine had engage in any hunting instincts, of course he chose the most significant and potentially life-altering moment between her and Edgar. She loved the little feline, cradled him in her arms as much as she could when here. But just for once, his temporary absence would be more suited for this moment. Genevieve hadn't realized how she had affected Edgar until she finally looked at him again, her frown softening into a furrow. Whatever decision he had made, she simply followed with no protest.
The shed was impossibly small, much too small for two people to comfortably fit. But perhaps that was the point. With her fingers interlocked with his, Genevieve felt as if their world had grown both bigger and entirely too minuscule. There were no concerns of gossip mongers, royal duties, or headache-inducing siblings. It was only them, admist the scent of wood and wisterias. The epitome of them intertwined into one moment.
"Edgar, what are--"
But before she could consider finishing her sentence, he was cornering her. Instead of recalling her words, Genevieve focused on the shape of his lips and the subtle change in his breath. Oh. She promised herself she would not allow this to happen, and she was sure Edgar had done the same. Neither were strong enough. The will to keep things calm only fanned the flames and the desire, and she wanted the entire world to burn if it meant being able to have him.
With a breathless laugh, she reasoned, "I did not mean to fluster you. Not this time." She was staring at his lips and found herself leaning in, her hand automatically finding its way over his heart, as if her hand knew his chest was meant for her. There was nothing more to say, and she brushed her lips against his. It was hardly kiss, more so testing the warmth of his mouth.
Until a sudden thump and a loud MROW cut through their heavy breathing. It seemed Sardine had been cornered by William in the most inconvenient of places.
For one reckless second, Edgar forgot every noble intention he had ever possessed. The brush of Genevieve's mouth against his was scarcely a kiss. It was too soft for that. Yet it struck through him with such absurd force that his fingers tightened against the edge of the workstation, and the breath he meant to take simply did not arrive. She had touched him over his heart again, as though she had discovered the one place where he was most likely to come apart and decided to lay claim to it with the gentlest hand imaginable. He should have moved away. He knew that. Instead, his gaze dropped to her mouth.
He leaned in by degrees, slowly enough that she might stop him, though some ruinous part of him prayed she would not. His lips barely touched hers. It was nothing, he told himself. Not a kiss, not him compromising her further. It was just a breath. And still, it undid him. For half a heartbeat, Edgar surrendered to it. To her warmth, her nearness, the impossible sweetness of being wanted by the one person he had spent every afternoon trying not to put into a situation where society might wreck he-
MREEOOW!! Edgar froze with his mouth still a fraction from hers. For a moment, neither of them moved. Then, slowly, with the grim resignation of a man watching fate make itself ridiculous, Edgar looked down. Two green eyes glowed accusingly from behind a stack of clay pots. Sardine. The cat crouched there with his tail puffed to twice its usual size. Before he could think of anything else to say, the shed door opened. Edgar moved at once, just enough that, when William stepped inside, Edgar was no longer pressed so dangerously close to Genevieve. He straightened with astonishing speed, one hand flying to his heart where he hand had lingered, the other settling upon the workstation as though he had been examining it with scholarly interest.
William stopped in the doorway, one hand still on the latch. His eyes went from Edgar, to Genevieve, to Sardine, then immediately to a very safe patch of wall above the shelves. "Forgive me, Mr. O'Connor," he said, with the strained composure of a man who wished very much to be elsewhere. "Master Frederic's cat- " "Yes," Edgar said quickly. "Yes, quite. Sardine has been assisting." William blinked. Edgar's face was warm. His pulse was still behaving disgracefully. "With the lesson," he added, grasping for dignity and finding only scraps of it. "Ms de la Croix was teaching me the French words for flowers. And gardening tools."
Sardine chose that moment to knock over a small clay pot. The crash made William startle, and with visible relief, he bent to scoop the cat into his arms. Sardine went limp at once, boneless and smug, as if this had all been part of some grand and deeply irritating plan. "Back to the house with you," William muttered. Edgar watched him go, every inch of him still taut with frustration. Only when the door closed again did he let out a slow breath.
For a moment, the quiet returned. Whatever Genevieve had nearly told him still waited between them, fragile and unfinished, but Edgar could not bear the thought of watching her battle through another interruption. He looked back at her, his expression softening. "Whatever you wish to tell me," he said quietly, "perhaps it ought to be said another time." A faint smile touched his mouth, though there was tenderness beneath it. "There is something coming to London," he said. "A fair. I saw the announcement this morning." The smile grew, a little brighter now, more like himself. "You should come with me." Then, before propriety could rise up and strike him dead on the spot, he lifted a hand. "With a chaperone present, naturally," he added quickly, as though that would win over Genevieve. His gaze warmed as it rested on her. "But I should like to take you. If you would let me."
Genevieve visibly stiffened hearing the sound. Her lips pressed into a thin line to depict her clear annoyance. For once, Sardine was no saving grace or a fuzzy companion she wished to claim as hers. No, for now, he was a nuisance. "Ce putain de chat," she whispered with much venom as she mirrored Edgar's gaze and saw Sardine in all his meddling glory.
But as soon as the shed door opened, she was reaching for a pot to pretend to examine, eyeing the painted clay with feigned intrigue despite her racing heart. William typically kept himself seen and not heard, so having to admit to what they might not have been doing was...embarrassing. As if she were a child having stolen sweets from a jar. Looking between the two men, she nodded to confirm. Licking her lips, she smoothly replied, "Mm-hmm! Fleurs. Pelles. ClĂ´tures." But she hadn't a clue where the supposed gardening tools were. She only knew what the back of the workstation felt like against her tailbone. Hard, but not unpleasant. But she surely could not relay that to poor William.
Once the man and the feline left, Genevieve let out an audible breath of relief. She nodded in agreement at his words, pushing a curl behind her ear in an effort to quell her anxiety and underlying desires that sparked in the small space between them. But a smile broke through the momentary cloud of darkness, meeting his eyes. Admittedly, she was thankful a chaperone would be joining them. She lost much sense around him, so perhaps another person being present would reel her back to herself. "I would be honored to join you," she cooed. "As long as you ride the carousel with me at least once. And let me celebrate your birthday in some way, aside from attending the fair."
For seventeen years, she had wanted to know what had transpired in the days after he'd cut her off. His coldness in the letter had her assuming he would feel nothing about it, not on the surface. But now that Edgar was relaying exactly what transpired, it sickened her. Dominic had erased any existence of her in his life, in his mind. She was a page in a book, and while the emotions ran high at that time, she knew it was naive to consider she might have been more than that to him. But a girl could dream, and she had until reality shot through the misplaced cracks.
His apology, like Frederic's, was more than she anticipated. Like her conversation with his youngest brother, it was not something she sought out from them. They hadn't slighted her, so what was to forgive from them? Although, it overshadowed the disappointment that Dominic was too much of a coward to even consider owning what he'd done. But clearly, it affected her because her lower lip went wobbly.
"Thank you, Edgar," Ceara finally said, wiping more stray tears. "I...I worry about pitying myself because I don't. I should have known better that what we had was temporary." Her words didn't deter the crack in her voice, though. She laughed dryly and shoved another spoonful of cake into her mouth before swallowing to continue.
"But...I found myself loving him. Being in love with him, and I never meant for that to happen. And it feels better to say that than admit how sharp the knife twisted in my heart, even to this day. It hardly helped that he sought me out at the ball," she began rambling before reluctantly pushing her plate towards him, a silent offering to share with her. "Is he that way with you and Frederic? Cold and detached?"
Edgar watched her push the plate towards him, and for a moment, the gesture struck him more deeply than the cake itself. A sharing of sorrow, perhaps. Or simply a woman deciding she did not want to be alone with the sweetness of it. He accepted the spoon with a quiet nod, taking a small bite mostly because refusing felt unkind. Lemon. Sharp and soft at once. "You are not pitying yourself," he said after a moment. "You are grieving something that mattered to you. There is a difference." His gaze rested on her face, on the stubborn effort she made to speak through the hurt. "And loving someone does not become foolish simply because they failed to deserve the gentleness of it."
The words sat between them, and Edgar found himself looking down at the half-rescued flower on his page. He thought of Dominic, all straight lines and locked doors. He thought of Frederic, heartbroken and still trying to pretend he did not bleed where anyone could see. At her question, Edgar let out a slow breath. The answer was not simple. "Yes," he admitted. "And no." He looked back at her. "Dominic can be cold. Deatched. Infuriatingly certain that if he feels something strongly enough, he must bury it beneath duty until it resembles nothing human at all." A faint, humourless smile touched his mouth. "He has a gift for turning affection into instruction, concern into command, and fear into decisions no one else was permitted to make." There was no mockery in it. Only tired familiarity.
"With Frederic, he is protective in ways that often feel like punishment. With me..." Edgar paused, thumb brushing the edge of the notebook. "With me, he expects disappointment before I have even entered the room. Sometimes I think he sees the worst possible version of us first, so he may prepare himself for the wound." His expression softened, though not enough to become forgiveness on Dominic’s behalf. "But he is not empty. That may be the worst of it. If he were merely cruel, it would be easier. Dominic feels things. Deeply, I think. It at least seemed that way, the following days after your visit at Hillsborough, if I remember correctly. He seemed hollow; like a fire that had been tamed, and the light from it having made the room dark again. To me, it feels as if he has simply convinced himself that feeling things openly is dangerous, or weak, or inconvenient to the family ledger." Edgar glanced towards her, voice lowering. "But that does not excuse what he did to you."
His words touched her in a way she hadn't considered conceivable. She had considered Frederic wise for the limited years he had, but Edgar was poignant and poetic without the flowery language obstructing the message. A true artist in more than pen to paper. They were nothing like Dominic, and it was difficult to imagine them living beneath the same roof, let alone sharing a childhood of sorts. It had been true. Dominic was the child his family needed, while his brothers were the ones they desired.
"You O'Connors and your wisdom," Ceara muttered, a rueful smile pulling at her mouth. But as she lent an ear, something was clear about the way Edgar spoke of his brother. Despite his peculiar way of expressing the sentiments, Dominic loved his brothers. She could even dare say he worried for their futures, their wellbeing. It meant he was capable of such things when the situation fit, something her mind emphasized.
Looking at Edgar properly again, Ceara displayed a visible frown. To have your eldest brother expect the worst of you was not something she could say she was familiar with, but she knew he didn't deserve it. Just as he hadn't deserved the lashings his instructors assumed fit his behavior. She hadn't known Edgar O'Connor long, but the urge to defend him grew stronger as their conversation continued. "It does not excuse how he treats you and Frederic, either," she said. "Me, I can be considered a stranger. But you two are his brothers. You deserve more than the worrisome marquess expecting failure from you. If you fail, it is seen as the end. But if you succeed, it is seen as a step before a potential failure."
Frowning deeper, she asked, "I've heard he has been taking claim for your interest and speaking to one of the princesses. Is that true?" Ceara doubted it, but she did want to ask.

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|| open starter || Riya
|| LOCATION || In Front of the Grand Carousel
Lights ricocheted off the dark tendrils of her hair, illuminating the night in a soft and romantic glow. Her eyes were wide, turning a soft amber when the evening flickered just right in them. This was so much more than a ball or a wedding. It was freedom, society untethered by open fair grounds and a gentle wind. It offered a similar stomach-turning delight that traveling brought her.
Riya’s smile beamed as the carousel stood before her, too beautiful to be ridden but the urge grew strong. For once, there were no thoughts or hesitations. Just pure bliss in the form of childlike wonder. The music, bright and playful, lifted her spirits just as the soft laughter of couples harmonized with the continuous melody. The scent of freshly baked goods and cinnamon wafted in the air, curling into the comforts of home as the smell lingered. She’d seen people disappearing down the trail for the midnight lantern walk, her mind focusing entirely on Charlotte now. What it would be like to kiss her, each with a lantern in hand after a myriad of giggles and wonderful conversation.
As she lost herself in the dreamy thoughts, she bumped a shoulder with someone and jolted back to reality. Although her smile never faded, her back straightened and her face softened completely. As if she were putting up the regal eldest sister mask for society to see despite the night’s lack of restraint.
“My apologies,” Riya said, voice light as air as she turned fully towards the person she’d slighted. That is, if she could call it a slight. “This is quite the event, is it not? I mean…there’s so much to do. I’m not sure where to start first. And the *food* smells divine.”
There was something to be said about the commonness of a fair, and yet those with titles had displayed nothing but worry about it, only to be the first among its attendees and given their recent scandals, mostly thanks to Nalan Das, perhaps a fair was the best thing for a distraction. Music drifted between the rows of painted stalls, the musicians showing no sign of tiredness even as the night wore on, mixed with the cheerful laughter it would have been the image of perfection for those with simpler minds. Just as he was about to leave, Nalan caught sight of his sister as she admired the booths from the winding paths where hundreds of lanterns illuminated the midnight lantern walk, which was said to be as equally romantic as it was suitable for families, but Nalan suspected this was a marketing plot to get more money from passerbys. “You do notneed to admire them alone, I am here if you need company and I would much rather enjoy the fair with my dearest sister than anyone else.” There was a gesture given for Riya to join Nalan on the walk, wondering who they may meet as they walked through the exhibit, perhaps a gold coin or two would be found if the rumors were to be believed, but there were more important matters to discuss. “I spent some time with Sir Linton earlier, he does not possess a grand title but he has connections where they matter and carries himself well, but above it all, he speaks affectionately about his own family, I am hoping we may see him at some point, so I can introduce the two of you.” Sir Linton was not a man of great means but Sir Linton had a small estate, but he was respected, and a perfectly suitable match for Riya and it would be a way to get his own father to give him some breathing room, something Nalan had long desired.
Hearing the familiar voice made her turn, grinning at the sight of her brother. Since meeting Charlotte, the world was bathed in a glow akin to the opera singer's metaphorical halo. "Brother, I'm glad you're here," Riya chirped, easily falling into step beside him. They both had been occupied as of late, especially with her having been touring more of Mayfair and spending her allotted time with Lottie. She just barely made it home for supper, though she constantly wore a dreamy smile.
However, her lips turned downward as he spoke. Oh, Nalan. Always the businessman, even during times of leisure. Folding her hands in front of her, Riya slowed her steps by a fraction and sighed. "Sir Linton, you say? I mean, I've heard he is kind. Does he like to travel, at least? You know I cannot just remain settled in one place for long."
She knew it was a stretch to ask such a question. Most men here would prefer to travel farthest to the countryside, as requiring a ship concerned funds, a crew, gear, packed goods. Her thoughts trailed back to Charlotte, as they had been of late. She would travel with Riya, travel the entire world if it suited them both.
"And how did you think I found your office, exactly? You told me with the intention to keep me there until dawn. I did not put myself on my knees," Ceara spat out bitterly. It was crude and impolite, but she did not need to abide by societal rules in the darkness of his office. For what? This was not exactly a conversation to be had over tea, and that was never the intention when she found herself walking this way.
She laughed again, all the humor dried up from the frustration replacing it. "Yet you kissed me at the ball to run away from your troubles," she pointed out. "You say it in past tense, but you repeat the same *shit-stained* behaviors. You sought me out to be distracted, as you did before. What else do you do with a whore? The only thing you didn't do is pay me for it afterwards." Although he knew how to stir her feelings, she could do the same. She wanted him to be angry, wanted to know he had some feelings about everything, even if they were negative.
His confession made her scoff, narrowing her eyes. "Not recently," she muttered to herself, arms crossed. His further denial of the letter only worsened her pissiness, and she lowered her arms to cross the room and nudge at dusty books on the shelves. "You may have wrote it on your paper, but you intended it for me. And there is nothing in that letter that states I am required to return it to you. So without any written word from you that it is considered a loan, I own it. It was written with me in mind, and with no plans to see me again after. Therefore, it belongs to me," she rambled, reaching up towards the highest shelf despite knowing she couldn't see anything. Again, she hadn't answered why she had given it up.
And then Ceara froze for a moment, glancing over her shoulder at him. Her eyes lingered longer than she'd been there. He wouldn't be so obvious as to hide the letter there. Anyone could come in and misplace it should something be moved. "Why did you do it? Why did you feel so inclined to kiss me, remind both of us of what happened? After so long of pretending, clearly, to not care?" It was what bothered her the most. He had embraced her as if he were making up for lost time. And then the next day, he was to be engaged. It was a whirlwind of pain and, more importantly, confusion.
She approached slowly, her entire face having softened even as she was a mere few feet from him.
Dominic just stood there, listening to Ceara try and provoke him. She agreed to meet him, countless times, in his office. “You came of your choice; no one needed convincing." They’d both known what would happen and both agreed to it, and now Ceara tried to throw it in his face. If she could speak crudely, so could he. “You didn’t have any complaints when I was the one on my knees,” he said with a smug grin across his face. “All I remember is you fingers digging into my hair, pulling me deeper between your legs, moaning out my name for all of Belfast to hear.” Dominic didn’t raise his voice, didn’t react to her words. Dominic never treated Ceara like a whore. They were a secret because of his position. An eighteen-year-old newly turned into a marquess, a lord of England and Ireland. They’d both known, deep down, that Ceara wasn’t a permanent option for him. His duty was to his legacy, nothing else.
He allowed the room to go silent after Ceara’s explanations, watching her as she searched his shelves. There wasn’t anything but ledgers and books for the estates. Bills he’d drafted, or that people wanted his support on. Nothing of interest for Ceara. “Sentiment isn’t ownership,” he explained, deliberately calmly and with a shrug. “The writing is mine, the ink is mine, the paper is mine. You intended to return it, so you have. That’s all there is to it.” It was like he was talking about nothing significant. A piece of paper that sounded as if it meant nothing.Â
Since Ceara barged into his office, Dominic hadn’t had time to think. He’d been distracted with the evening's tasks, and now it was all out the window. Dominic’s jaw tightened as he tried to find a reason for the kiss. He was the one who followed her out. He was the one to kiss her. “There’s no reason behind it,” He shrugged. “I didn’t think, and that’s when I kissed you. The impulse came first; thought never caught up to me.” Until the letter dropped on the floor and Dominic read it. There wasn’t any positive reason why Ceara brought it. She wanted a reaction, and she got it. Whatever illusion that existed during that lapse in judgement shattered when Ceara’s gift fell. Now, Frederic knew about her. Katherine made a comment, and Dominic guessed it was only a matter of time before Leonora knew. Dominic didn’t move when Ceara approached, and his expression didn’t change. “That’s what bothers you?” He asks, scoffing with a hint of a laugh. “You’ve barged into my office over the letter and nothing more?”
Unfortunately, those memories were as clear as day. She never let them linger but of course, he was playing the game as she was. Pushing her until she fully snapped, and what frightened her the most was that she was unsure of what snapping fully meant for her. But the longer she stayed here and allowed him to toy with her, the closer she grew to finding out what it meant. “Speaking as crudely as I do does not take away from your cowardice. It only enhances it,” she replied dryly.
“I said nothing of sentiment. Intention is the key here. Your intention was not for it to be returned. You gave up ownership when you intended it for me with zero sentiment. And I didn’t intend on giving it to you anymore. But the fact that your own words have you in this ridiculously petty bind is so much more telling of your feelings than you storming off from me.” If he truly didn’t care, why would he keep it? He read it without her telling him to when he could have simply given it back, and yet he didn’t. Ceara knew his propensity to hide his feelings was a defensive mechanism, but it did not agitate her any less.
She took another step forward. The twitch in his jaw brought her brought joy. It meant her plan *was* working, to some degree. “You’re lying,” she said, her tone perceptively softer than before. “It took much thinking to know when I was going outside. You were watching me, you chose to follow me. You chose to kiss me. That wasn’t an impulse entirely. But my only question is: why would your supposed impulses force you to seek me out? Especially after the way we left things at the school?”
Ceara narrowed her eyes, his question genuinely surprising her. She began to reach out to place a hand on his chest. “What else would I be here for? To complain about all the ways you’ve angered me? To tell you sob story after sob story about my feelings to you? You will not take to them, I know you won’t. I just want my letter, Dominic.”
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who: arthur & genevieve
what: bartholemew fair, fortunes & fancies
He had seen them before, and he was not unfamiliar with tarot. It was always interesting, however, to hear a story and a prophesy. Did it all depend on one's perspective in life? Whether or not to open up and believe in it or spend one's years being suspicious and closed off, probably spending little time questioning and just accepting fate. For Arthur, he had known his own fate that was a path set for him even before he was born. A marriage that he never had a say in. Duty. Duty to protect, to serve.
An older woman had her table set and was looking at the crowds, gesturing for passersby to seek out their truths. His head turned as someone familiar caught his eye. He blinked and smiled, giving a smile to Genevieve. Did she share the same outlook he did when it came to fortunes and fate? He made his way over to her. "Have you ever had your fortune read and been surprised as to what they'd have to say?"
Genevieve was in awe of what Mayfair was truly capable of when gowns and silk did not occupy their every thought. She’d been to many fairs in France, but they were too prettied up, too akin to palace life. This was a true fair. Colorful tents illuminating the light in shades of bright, excellent hues. Deep purple, dusty yellows, soft oranges with trimmings of sun-shaped faces.
Butter, cinnamon, and yeasty bread filled her airways, causing her to inhale. There were some other unfamiliar smells, ones she couldn’t exactly place, but her stomach grumbled regardless. A person passed by with assorted meats on sticks, and she almost followed were it not for Arthur approaching.
Smiling and offering a deep curtsy, Genevieve said, “I’ve not, but I’ve always wanted to. They are quite the staple at the fairs and festivals in France, and I’ve heard they tell you of your future and your greatest regrets.”
She looked to the tent, where a lord and a young woman sat. The woman, likely his wife, was sobbing as the fortune teller displayed life’s cards and dealt them out. Biting her lip nervously, she asked, “Have you? I think it would be better to do so together. It seems rather intimidating.”
Ceara mirroed his frown, offering her complete attention now. While she had her complicated feelings about Dominic, she would not speak ill of him as a brother, not when it was clear he was so loved and adored by Frederic. Tilting her head, she offered, "Perhaps you should show him when you are comfortable enough to do so. I do not know him well anymore, but I do know enough to know that he would love to read what you've shown me today. Especially about your late mother. It could be something for you two to connect with again." If her own sister had written something without telling her, she would be crushed. Granted, she could not stand her little sister, but theirs was a peculiar sort.
Her heart ached at the young man's words. She knew what it was like to not have friends, to do nothing but sit in one's thoughts until they break you down from the inside. Having a purpose was better than the act of sitting, even if that purpose was centered around others. But before she could offer any semblance of verbal understanding...
Her ears began to ring and memories flooded to the surface at rapid pace. A kiss and shared laughter in one notch, and a peaceful night reading beneath a thick tree against a familiar chest in the other. Everything was falling apart at the seams, bit by bit as her resolve cracked like porcelain. She stood and held onto the bench's back, legs almost giving out from beneath her. "He...He what?"
Frederic sighed a little because he wanted to show Dominic- he wanted him to read his stories and look at him proudly. He was desperate for it. "I do want to show him," he snorts at the idea of Dominic loving his readings. "he thinks it's a waste of time. He thinks that anything I do is," he can't remember any time Dominic had been proud of what he was doing. It's one of the many reasons why he didn't even share his published work. It's not what Dominic wanted for him.
He didn't want pity- It was his own fault for having no friends. It's rather sad to think that a cat is one of his only friends. The only thing that stays around- one of the few things Dominic can't control.
His gaze softens a little, seeing the expression shift on her face." Yes, I guess he's marrying Leonora Mercier?" He doesn't care enough to know Leonora.. "I wasn't sure if I should tell you or let the papers tell you," He said quietly. " But I wish for you not to be hurt." What if she found out in front of people? Â He didn't want that for her." Please don't tell other people- Dominic can't know I told you either" He's sure that Dominic isn't aware yet that Frederic likes Ceara- That he wants to spend time with her...Help her with students.
She’d never possessed a protective streak in her for her sister. In fact, there hadn’t been an urge to do so since they were both children. But listening to Frederic and his assumptions about Dominic, Ceara felt a bubbling of protectiveness wash over her. “Well, that is not true. Tá bua agat nach fĂ©idir le haon duine a bhaint dĂot. Ná fiĂş Dominic,” she said as she switched languages effortlessly, as if the action would keep his heart safe from the pain inflicted upon it.
If hearing his brother was engaged wasn’t worse, hearing it was one of her new friends made her stomach bubble with nausea. “She’s a friend of mine,” she managed, voice trembling. Not only was there pain, but anger simmering there. Of all the women he could have possibly chosen, and it was someone she shared her home with and a harmless, platonic companionship. And now, it was completely ruined. Dominic had stained the relationship before it blossomed into true friendship. And Nora was the gentlest soul in Mayfair. If she knew Dominic, he would eventually wear that down or allow it blossom should he come to love her.
With a shaky breath, Ceara promised, “I won’t say anything. If…If it is in the paper, I will abide by hearing it from there. You have my word.” She approached the bench again and began trying to gather her things with shaky hands. “I need a moment to breathe. I…you may bring that paper back with you tomorrow. I’m…I am so sorry.”
There had been much occurring in the Das household. Some were wonderful, such as the friends she’d invited over and the conversations they engaged in. Kitty was a special sort that she strangely could have considered as a little sister. But Riya did not want to think further about little sisters, or her heart would burst with longing again.
So, she continued her adventure of offering herself a tour about town. Finding herself intrigued, she stepped into the Halcyon Art Gallery in an effort to soothe her mind and see about the art Mayfair had to offer. She was sure there was much to see, as London continued to surprise her.
Removing her shawl from over her head, Riya marveled at the building's archiecture and the way light pooled so precisely into the gallery. As she continued walking through, she paused in front of a piece, the brushstrokes and vibrancy catching her eye. The voice that spoke beside her made her hum in agreement.
"It appears I've encroached on your space, not the other way around," Riya said, finally letting her gaze meet with the other woman. And immediately, recognition dawned on her. Her heart swelled and memories of New York passed over her. "Ms. Lytton? When did you arrive?"
The voice next to Aera was familiar. A voice she had heard in New York before, she was certain. And then she called her Ms. Lytton and Aera immediately stopped writing to look at the stranger. Only it wasn't a stranger at all, it was...
"Miss Das!" She gasped, a delighted smile overcoming her face. "Oh my goodness, I had no idea you would be in London already!" She leaned in to embrace the woman, remembering all the fun they shared when Riya was visiting the States. "I arrived just a few days ago! I am settling in still, but I felt so restless I needed to come out and do something." She laughed softly, forgetting about the picture now as Riya stood in front of her. "It is so good to see you again. How are you doing? How is your family? We must catch up."
Riya beamed and embraced the other with the enthusiasm granted of a long lost friend. It felt so good to be able to see a familiar face, and one that she adored as much as Aera Lytton. She was intelligent, hilarious, and one of the most wonderful people she knew. So having her in London was a gift in itself. “I did not know you would be here so soon, either! Oh, I’m so glad to see you, my friend!”
“I wanted to surprise my family. They expected me here later in the year, but I decided to come sooner,” she chirped, elated as could be while releasing Aera from the hug to grasp the other’s hands. “Oh, my family has been in a bit of a tizzy, but nothing that cannot be mended. Although, it does appear that I have met someone, and she’s…goodness, she’s perfect. What have you been doing, Ms. Lytton? Aside from hiding in art galleries and likely a few theatres as well,” she teased.
Riya adored Aera, and she could consider her a best friend after their adventures in New York. Kavika was her best friend as well, but Aera was closely-suited to her own interests and desires. They could switch from politics to the history of silk within minutes, it was refreshing.

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Genevieve knew what it was to be agitated with a younger sibling, having an entire heap of them. But little brothers were the worst of the bunch, to her detriment. And it seemed that Frederic O'Connor fit that mold perfectly upon realizing he had duped her, in his mind. "I would never name my cat something ridiculous," she said as if it were plain as day.
For once, she allowed nerves to override anything else. She wrung her fingers, gnawed at her lower lip until it was raw. She had never been so scared of a situation in her life. "Your wisdom is aggravating, despite you being correct," she muttered, frowning deeply and averting her gaze from him. The feelings she was having regarding Edgar were complicated. She wanted to tell him everything about her, but so little as to preserve their budding...language lessons.
"Of course I like him enough," Genevieve reasoned. "It is not entirely because of him that I...that I haven't ." She couldn't fathom the words, the reality of her embarassment if he knew who she was. Everyone in France would discover the princess fancies the heir presumptive and the scrutiny they would be under would be incomprehensible.
Listening to Frederic, she sighed. "I assume he did not make such grand and paranoia-stricken assumptions when he was only your brother," she said, her stomach turning at the memory of their brief conversation. She was no innocent in that, either. "Is he familiar with the concept of forgiveness, in any way? I fear I must speak to him with such a manner in mind."
Frederic is looking all too pleased with how annoyed she looked. He gives a slight smile on his face. "But you said any human could be an animal's name..." He said it clearly, just trying to annoy her further. He was a younger brother after all. Â
"Hmm, i think you'll be alright for my brother," He said, and that almost sounded like he approved of her. who would have thought being annoyed with him would do the trick? He gently petted the top of Sardine's head. He tilted his head slightly as he waited for her to say something.
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"when I was in Eton, a lot of the other boys only seemed interested in being around me because of Dominic" He started. "or they acted annoyed with me. They thought i acted as if I'm too good for them"
"It's hard to know if people like you. " It's like they want to gain something from you- or they hate you but still act as if they like you," He tells her while he gently runs his fingers along Sardine's spine. ” It’s hard, isn’t it?” He was trying to connect with her..."but Edgar...he isn't like those people"
He had a feeling it'd be hard on Edgar to process the one thing you thought you chose for yourself really wasn't. He hummed as he thought about it more. " Eddie never truly gets mad. he always forgives me," though it's different with him. "I worry how he'd act once he knows but...I'd rather he know now than months down the line"
"Waiting will only cause things to be harder to forgive. Be honest with him. " He then lifts the sardine up towards Genevieve to hold. She looked like she needed it- Frederic wasn't cruel like that. "You love him, don't you?" He asked. "If you love him enough, you would take the chance of being hurt and rejected to make it right by him"
“I see what you’re attempting, and you are lucky my little brother is as bratty as you seem to be,” Genevieve harrumphed, but her face softened and the corner of her mouth twitched into a smile. He was ridiculous but his honesty gifted him a special nook in her heart. And his approval meant everything. She’d never cared much about it until now.
As she listened to Frederic, she frowned. She did offer a pitying stare, as that was demeaning. But the reputation of his brother had affected him negatively, and that was not something to ignore. His question only prompted a nod. Genevieve worried about people liking her as a child, but it had diminished as she grew older. With Edgar’s presence in her life, the urge to be liked bubbled to the surface more than she could comprehend. “You did not deserve that. Despite your bratty behavior, you are wonderful to be around. Lord O’Connor and you are not the same, even with my cruel words about it, which I do apologize for. I was clearly wrong.”
Since their conversation began, she had grown quiet and soaked in his words. But the offer of Sardine made her perk up. She reached out and scooped the cat into her arms, scratching between his ears with two fingers. Genevieve’s heart roared in her ears but ultimately, she nodded again.
“I do,” she confirmed. “My worst fear is losing him when…when things have hardly began. Do you think he would find someone else if…if he did reject me once I told him the truth?”
Just the concept made her belly turn and tears well in her eyes. Genevieve hated crying, but not being able to love Edgar as purely as she wanted stung more than the fear of her eventual confession.
Genevieve, during her outing with Elliot, had decided to stop by the hosiery shop for a pair of stockings. It was dreadfully cold in the palace, especially her private quarters, and the fire in the hearth was not enough. So while her new friend investigated another shop, she traversed here. She had no intention of remaining in the shop longer than twenty minutes time, knowing there was a schedule to stick to for the day. But upon her entrance, she froze as soon as the shop keeper spoke and she was face to face with Lord O'Connor. Ah, merde.
Straightening, she glanced down at the pair of gloves and mulled over them. She had heard about the engagement, both elated and saddened for Leonora. Her husband was not yet cold in the ground, and now she was to be the marchioness. It was a surprise, to be sure. And she was not sure if he wanted her advice on the matter, given their last conversation. "Er, they're beautiful. The lace is quite delicate."
She trailed her eyes across a cream, tulle pair of glvoes with silk ribbons and freshwater pearls dotted across the fabric. "This one here is beautiful, as well," she noted as she gestured to them. "But that is only if your intended would enjoy the itch of it. If she is the delicate sort, your pick is well. But something sturdier, like leather, maybe warm the lady’s hands better. Beautiful and functional.”
Biting her lip, Genevieve glanced at Dominic and lowered her voice as she said, "Lord O'Connor, I wanted to apologize for our interaction at the ball. It was inappropriate of me to speak ill of you the way I did."
Dominic let out an audible sigh when he saw the French princess. He wanted this to be as enjoyable as he could; now it was ruined. Edgar clearly had no idea who she was, or that this match was one he’d come up with. Even with all of that, Edgar clearly hated him, and Frederic was closely following him. Thanks to Genevive, at least he knew where he stood with his brothers. It quietly killed him, but he could live with being hated if their futures were settled. “I’ll take your words under advisement,” Dominic said, stoic as ever. “Merci, Princesse.” He pointed to the lace and to the leather gloves, and the shopkeeper took them away to wrap up. He was happy to wait in silence, but that wasn’t Genevive’s plan.
“Your words were enlightening,” Dominic said, looking anywhere but her. “But I know you’re apologising to get closer to my brother. It’s not needed.” Part of him was still angry, more at Edgar, but Genevive was the messenger. Their match was something he’d created and improvised. His mother was against it, not wanting her favourite to move to France. She’d blame Dominic if things progressed and Edgar moved away from her, but Dominic could live with that. “I’m happy you’re so open to the courting; I didn’t think Edgar would take so well to my ideas.” He was smug about it, but there was truth to it. He didn’t expect Genevive to change his brother so quickly, and Dominic was right. The right match would alter Edgar and make him grow up.Â
His tone let her know exactly how this conversation would go, and a deep-seated hurt pulled at her belly. His agreement to her suggestions meant nothing, really. She was a woman who wore gloves, and his betrothed was a woman who would enjoy functionality over simple beauty, it seemed. She was doing him no real favors. In fact, she hadn’t intended to intentionally speak with him. But alas, here she was taking the opportunity.
Genevieve frowned at the accusation. She didn’t bother attempting to look at him either, settling for her left where another display case shown with garter belts and the like. “I am not, actually,” she corrected. “Edgar has nothing to do with me wanting to mend things between us. It was a poor conversation. But you do not seem inclined on changing that fact.” She thought he would have even a semblance of willingness to put it behind him, or at least acknowledge where their conversation went wrong, as she had over the past few days.
“Your ideas? Edgar found me before you sent those flowers. And it was entirely by chance, as he has no clue that I even reside at the palace,” she told him. “If anything, he took to his interest in me more than his desire to please you, if I am to be frank. And your idea to pose as him only told me more about the both of you, which I told you at the ball. But alas, you think I hate you still when I did not say as much.”
If he felt the need to take credit for her interest in Edgar, she would tell him exactly what had to be heard. “Lord O’Connor, I came to apologize,” Genevieve repeated. “But your arrogance and unwillingness to let go of your anger against your brother has made you quite a difficult person to speak to. I would like to make amends for what I’ve said, but if you’re unwilling to see that, I am going to resume my shopping experience and pretend you do not exist so that I may continue courting your brother.”
She cleared her throat and took a deep breath. “But if you would like to speak to me as an individual and not an adjacent object to Edgar, as you are wrongfully assuming now, then by all means: speak.”
At home, Ceara managed to unwind for all of fifteen minutes. But the news Frederic told her had her on edge. She paced in the kitchen, donning a simple nightgown as she considered what she could do with her time. Her stomach turned and she was just barely able to control the thoughts in her head, despite them jumbling and cracking under the weight of her feelings.
But then there was a knock at the door. She had some inkling of hope that it was her salvation personified, somehow here to free her of her torment. Tossing the door open, she froze at the sight of...Katherine Thorne. And with a present, it seemed. The sight of the peonies, her favorite, was bittersweet.
"Katherine, what are you doing here?" Grabbing at her arm gently, Ceara pulled her into the cottage, stumbling backwards towards the foyer. "What is...What are these? Is something wrong?"
Despite the puffiness around her eyes intermingled with redness from lingering tears, she appeared to be concerned. The only reason she had to believe Miss Thorne was at her home after hours was because something truly horrible had happened. Granted, her mind had been resorting to destruction, bad news, and chaos since she'd awoken. So, perhaps she was wrong.
Katherine looked alarmed when she saw the red puffiness of Ceara's eyes. "Ceara..." She whispered urgently, eyebrows furrowed as she quickly followed the woman inside. "Why on earth are you crying? What happened?" She had seen Ceara sad far too many times now. Kitty was sure that if it ever happened again she was going to fall over and just die right there, after killing the person who caused such a state. Her heart couldn't take it.
She had almost forgotten about the flowers, why she was there in the first place. Her hand extended out, offering the boquet to her... and then she noticed that Ceara Dempsey was in her nightgown. Just her nightgown. Her lips parted and her mouth went dry for a second as she sore her brain stopped working. What was happening?
"Oh... I mean- I just-..." Her eyebrows furrowed in frustration, it was so hard to say anything or to think. She hated her and her stupid, beautiful face. "Please don't be mad at me anymore! I cannot take it! Your eyes are so sad they do not sparkle, you do not smile anymore which is a shame because you have a lovely smile!" Her lower lip pouted a little, a genuine pout. Her heart was aching and it was all Ceara's fault. "Please give me another chance. I won't try to sabotage you again. I'll be good..." Her voice faded off into a whisper, her eyes pleading.
The attention brought to her tears was not something she wanted. She sniffled and wiped at her stray tears, but it only made her more blotchy than she was. "It's...It is nothing," she said with a wave of her hand, shaking her head. Ceara was not accustomed to discussing her issues. Granted, she had told Frederic and Edgar without much fuss, but even they were not granted with all the knowledge she had to offer about her turmoil.
Looking at the bouquet, she reached out to take it. Her eyes fixed themselves on the peonies amidst the powder blue hydrangeas, and her heart skipped. How could she have known? Was this a ill-mannered attempt at hurting her further? Was she truly trying to be better after what transpired? Ceara did not need to question anything for long though, for Katherine's burst of honesty echoed throughout the small cottage.
With a sigh, she placed the bouquet on the kitchen table. "Katherine," she tried to reason, her voice softening. But goodness, even her pleas were making it difficult to not just gather her up. Ceara placed a hand on her cheek, warm and tangible compared to her words. "I know you will be good. I'm...I am not angry with you. I was disappointed but I am not angry. Alright?"
Genevieve's own mouth curved into a smile. She hadn't thought of it that way, not the way Edgar would have. She merely considered it an adjustment for herself, though she preferred the way he described it. As if the French language shifted itself on its head to accomodate her existence. It made her feel important beyond the title she bore, or the shoes she strode in. "I invented the language recently. It must bend to my will," she taunted, her grin widening into a full smile.
Once the next set of noises began ringing in her ears, she visibly grimaced and allowed him to lead her to more discreet area. Her shoulders hadn't ceased their tensing, but the scrunch between her brows softened into an anxious furrow. She didn't want to talk about this, didn't want to ruin what had only begun. She didn't want to be Princess Genevieve of House De La Croix, eldest daughter to King Phillip. She just wanted to be Ginnie, admirer of art and fashion and Edgar.
While their fingers brushed mindlessly, as if they'd done so in one lifetime and the next, Genevieve tried once more. The words were right on the tip of her tongue, she could taste the bitterness. This was for them, for any chance they may have at...anything, even if only platonic companions. But the notion of only being his friend brought on a bout of nausea. She trudged on, regardless. "I'm the prin--"
William's voice cut through her words, sharp and surprising like ice water from a bucket. Their table on the terrace was prepared with the usual snacks and tea. Although fresh cheese, bread, and cakes sounded wonderful, Genevieve's gritted teeth revealed otherwise. Out of frustration and agitation alone, she let out an audible growl and grunted, "Y a-t-il quelque chose dans l'air aujourd'hui, putain?"
Was the universe itself set on keeping her from speaking the truth? She trusted its judgement, but this was not an incident where that was true.
Of course Genevieve had invented French; of course the language belonged to her, reshaping itself at her pleasure, bending at the knee merely for the privilege of leaving her mouth. He might have told her as much. He might have said something foolish and pleased and entirely too honest. But her smile faltered then. The change was slight, but he felt it as keenly as if the sun had slipped behind a cloud. The brightness left her eyes, and in its place came something careful. Something frightened. His fingers tightened around hers before he quite realised he had done it. Whatever she was trying to tell him, it mattered. 'I'm the prin- '
"Sardine!" William's voice tore across the garden with all the subtlety of a musket shot. Edgar blinked. A blur of grey fur darted across the path behind them, tail high, dignity untouched. William came after it at a frantic, deeply ungentlemanly pace, one hand holding his livery coat out of the way as he plunged toward the hedges. "Sardine, you miserable little beast- come back here!" Frederic's cat vanished beneath a shrub. William followed with the hopeless devotion of a man who knew this indignity would not be his last. For one stunned second, Edgar could only stare after them until Genevieve growled.
The sound was low, vexed, beautifully uncivilised - and the French that followed struck through him before meaning ever had the chance. He understood almost none of it. A word here, perhaps. A curse, certainly. The rest was smoke and silk and sharpened flame. It should not have affected him, but it did. The anger in her voice, the heat of it, the way the language darkened and quickened on her tongue; it moved through him with startling force. His breath thinned. His gaze fell helplessly to her mouth. The world around them, with its gardeners and fountains and escaped cats, seemed suddenly intolerable. Too loud, too public, too full of interruptions.
Edgar remembered the old gardener's shed, tucked just beyond the bend of the path, half-hidden beneath climbing ivy. His decision arrived before his conscience could object. "Come with me," he murmured. He took her hand and led her around the corner, away from the terrace, away from the workmen, away from William's distant and increasingly desperate negotiations with the cat. The shed door gave under his hand with a soft creak. Inside, the air was warmer, close with the scent of earth, cut stems, sun-baked wood, and old twine. Clay pots lined the shelves. Garden shears gleamed dully on a hook. A narrow window spilled a pale shaft of afternoon light across a wooden workstation worn smooth by years of use.
Edgar closed the door behind them. The garden dulled to a murmur. At last, silence - at last, her. He turned back slowly, still holding her hand, and for a moment all his good intentions stood at a distance from him, lovely and useless. He had meant to prove he could be patient. That he wanted more than stolen kisses and breathless afternoons. He still did. But she had spoken French in anger, and some shameful, helpless part of him had come undone at the sound.
He stepped closer, guiding her back until the edge of the wooden table met her behind. His hand settled at her waist, gentle at first, then firmer when she did not pull away. His other braced against the workstation beside her, caging her there without touching nearly enough. "I did not understand what you said," he murmured, voice rougher than he intended. His eyes traced her face, her mouth, the faint rise and fall of her breath. "But I understood the way you said it." The confession left him almost breathless. His hand loosened at her waist. "Genevieve," he said softly. Her name came out gentler than he intended, almost a plea, though he did not know what to follow it up with. He drew in a slow breath, steadying himself, and let his hand fall to the edge of the workstation beside her instead. Close, still. Near enough that the warmth between them remained. But no longer pressing, no longer asking anything of her except the truth.
Of all the times Sardine had engage in any hunting instincts, of course he chose the most significant and potentially life-altering moment between her and Edgar. She loved the little feline, cradled him in her arms as much as she could when here. But just for once, his temporary absence would be more suited for this moment. Genevieve hadn't realized how she had affected Edgar until she finally looked at him again, her frown softening into a furrow. Whatever decision he had made, she simply followed with no protest.
The shed was impossibly small, much too small for two people to comfortably fit. But perhaps that was the point. With her fingers interlocked with his, Genevieve felt as if their world had grown both bigger and entirely too minuscule. There were no concerns of gossip mongers, royal duties, or headache-inducing siblings. It was only them, admist the scent of wood and wisterias. The epitome of them intertwined into one moment.
"Edgar, what are--"
But before she could consider finishing her sentence, he was cornering her. Instead of recalling her words, Genevieve focused on the shape of his lips and the subtle change in his breath. Oh. She promised herself she would not allow this to happen, and she was sure Edgar had done the same. Neither were strong enough. The will to keep things calm only fanned the flames and the desire, and she wanted the entire world to burn if it meant being able to have him.
With a breathless laugh, she reasoned, "I did not mean to fluster you. Not this time." She was staring at his lips and found herself leaning in, her hand automatically finding its way over his heart, as if her hand knew his chest was meant for her. There was nothing more to say, and she brushed her lips against his. It was hardly kiss, more so testing the warmth of his mouth.
Until a sudden thump and a loud MROW cut through their heavy breathing. It seemed Sardine had been cornered by William in the most inconvenient of places.
Genevieve thought back to her conversation with Frederic. His anger with her for not delving into her true identity with Edgar. Lord O'Connor hadn't actively admitted to disliking her, but his displeasure with her was palatable as bitter oranges in late summer. "I am sure he would be. He's got that bright spirit that would do well in Versailles. But it would not be right if I didn't make amends with his brother before anything progresses." She didn't say anything about him being unaware of her status. It was bad enough Frederic had gotten on her about it.
She'd never had a proper conversation with Sophia without there being a myriad of backhanded compliments and simmering glares. But it appeared that the misinformed Whistledown has brought them together, though she would give the writer only a few accolades in accuracy. "Lord O'Connor is rather stubborn. Do you know him to be that way? He was quite sure I shared a passionate hatred for him with Edgar."
Of all the things to worry her mind, being disliked had never been one until now.
"What of you? Surely there's been someone here interested in taking your hand. The Princess of Denmark mentioned an interest in you before at a few balls I've attended with her," Genevieve noted in passing.
Edgar O’Connor’s spirit was indeed bright, but there was also something untamable within it, as if he was a wild river that was untapped, unbridled and impossible to contain. A man like that was not always suitable to the confines of a royal court without changing every aspect of him, drying up that once untamed river, siphoning his waters with duty and royalty, leaving his very river bed cracked beneath the relentless sun of the French nobility. There was something truly devastating about such a thing, but it was not the princess of England’s place, Genevive had made such a thing as clear as day. “His spirit is indeed bright but we both know that royal courts are not like anything else, I would hate to see such a spirit as Edgar O’Connor’s diminished in such a way, especially if the French court takes a dislike to you courting one outside of the confines of their own people. My own brother married a Prussian princess and there are still people now that struggle with such a thing.” The words were not meant to harm, only to inform of the choice of things and it was Edgar who was asking to pay the price, to potentially leave the country he had grown up in where nobility was admired to a country where it was military position that had a growing influence on the country and Edgar had neither to fall back upon.\ “My mother spoke of Lord O’Connor a lot upon his return, boasting of his wealth and lands not only in Ireland but in England as well. All I know that he was amongst the youngest in the House of Lords and such a thing is surely to shape a person but I know nothing of what he thinks of you, or anyone else.” Her majesty, the dowager queen, had resented Lord O’Connor for some time, and his mother after she chose to marry someone outside the nobility, often saying how the family were better off remaining in Ireland and yet now their reach was planned to spread to France of all places. “Another match that has not amounted to anything, but my mother has been trying to find someone to saddle me with while I am content in society, seeing all that I have begun to build start to take place.”
Sophia's words forced her to think. And not the passive kind she had been doing to avoid responsibility, but truly ponder her decisions and thoughts. Perhaps Genevieve had not yet allowed the haze of romance and desire to free her eyesight and mind from the truth: Edgar did have the possibility of crumbling beneath the weight of the French court.
She would not have lent an ear to hearing the English princess's advice. In fact, Genevieve would have waved off the notion, defended Edgar, and went on her merry way. But there was a growing softness and understanding in her that usually remained dormant in Sophia's presence. "I do believe, despite his charm and playful disposition, he has the capacity to step up to the plate. Though, I also do not wish to watch French Court diminish his light. But I would hate to strip him of the chance before seeing it. It...It would undermine him and his capabilities, would it not?"
She did not want to slight Genevieve, or wish her worse with her newfound interest in someone who had not yet seen a royal court. She was warning her of the possibility of this all being a mistake. Genevieve hated to consider it, but she trusted Sophia's judgement on this matter. Unfortunately, she knew it better than herself after her brother's departure.
"The world should not think in such small quantities, but alas. They are unwilling to change," she criticized, crossing her arms. For once, it wasn't petulant or agitated. It was thoughtful and poised, looking every bit her title.
Hearing Sophia out, Genevieve asked, "It was your idea to allow the whole of society to attend social events, yes? It is genius, even if the commoners do try harder than usual to play their part. What is your ultimate plan, aside from keeping your people at peace with such an inclusion? Molding society has far more perks than marriage by far too many degrees."

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Her stomach continued to turn until she was sure having cake was a horrid idea. She hadn’t intended to mention him at all. It was embarrassing the quickness in which his name spilled out. Perhaps it was best to hide in her cottage until the season ended. It was a rash decision, but there was no other solution.
Instead of treating her mistake as a slight, Ceara was surprise to see that Edgar simply wanted to know more. She gnawed at her lower lip, averting her gaze. It hurt to know he was right. She had wished he’d been more honest. It would have still hurt, but the heartache wouldn’t have been so severe. It surfaced the terrible realization that this was all she was doing in her spare time, finding ways to ruin him without being so clear in her intentions.
She wasn’t sure if she deserved Edgar’s kindness, his willingness to be understanding. Despite being a bit younger than her, his wisdom in this moment overshadowed hers. As if he’d lived thousands of lifetimes to lend his ear to her woes. Swallowing thickly, she admitted, “I know that he puts his left shoe on before his right. And that his back is covered in freckles, and I’ve counted how many there are.” There was that pain beneath her ribs again. Unavoidable when the eldest O’Connor became the topic of a conversation.
Ceara wiped a tear haphazardly. “I worry I know a lot about your brother,” she mumbled, looking down at the half-eaten cake. “Something tells me you heard us, that night in Hillsborough Castle? You do not have to bother calling me Ms. Dempsey. Ceara is just fine.” Her voice was soft, almost imperceptibly soft. The fact that she was a stranger to everyone in that place but likely a few people was odd, but what could she do about that?
'Left shoe before right'. 'Freckles counted'. A knowledge of Dominic so intimate it could not be dressed up as acquaintance or polite conversation. The memory sharpened at last. Not fully. Not cleanly. But enough. A name murmured too low in a corridor at Hillsborough. A servant going silent too quickly when Edgar entered a room. Dominic appearing one morning with that particular coldness about him, the kind that meant he had locked something away and expected the rest of the world to pretend there had never been a door. 'Ceara'.
Edgar looked at her tear, at the way she tried to wipe it away as if grief were an inconvenience. He reached for one of the clean napkins and placed it near her hand, not forcing it upon her. "I did not hear anything I had any right to hear," he said after a moment. "Not truly. I remember your name, I think. I remember the household being strange for a day or two. I remember Dominic being..." He paused, searching for the gentlest word and finding none that felt entirely honest. "Dominic." His gaze lowered briefly to the table. The cake. The book. The ruined little flower between them. Then he looked back at her. "But I did not know it was you. And I did not know it had hurt you like this." There was no accusation in his voice. If anything, he sounded grieved by the discovery.
"I am sorry," Edgar said, quietly enough that it belonged only to the space between them. "Whatever passed between you has clearly left you sitting here as though you expect to be punished for having a heart." He leaned back, giving her room again, though his expression remained fixed with concern. "I love my brother," he said. "I will not pretend otherwise. But loving Dominic does not require me to be blind to the damage he can do when he decides honesty is less convenient than silence." A faint sadness touched his mouth. For a moment, Edgar's fingers rested near the borrowed booklet, careful and still. "You need not tell me more than you wish to," he added. "But if you do, I will listen as Edgar, not as Dominic's brother." His voice softened around her name. "And if you would rather eat your cake and discuss the future of my cabbage turning into a beautiful flower, I will do that too."
For seventeen years, she had wanted to know what had transpired in the days after he'd cut her off. His coldness in the letter had her assuming he would feel nothing about it, not on the surface. But now that Edgar was relaying exactly what transpired, it sickened her. Dominic had erased any existence of her in his life, in his mind. She was a page in a book, and while the emotions ran high at that time, she knew it was naive to consider she might have been more than that to him. But a girl could dream, and she had until reality shot through the misplaced cracks.
His apology, like Frederic's, was more than she anticipated. Like her conversation with his youngest brother, it was not something she sought out from them. They hadn't slighted her, so what was to forgive from them? Although, it overshadowed the disappointment that Dominic was too much of a coward to even consider owning what he'd done. But clearly, it affected her because her lower lip went wobbly.
"Thank you, Edgar," Ceara finally said, wiping more stray tears. "I...I worry about pitying myself because I don't. I should have known better that what we had was temporary." Her words didn't deter the crack in her voice, though. She laughed dryly and shoved another spoonful of cake into her mouth before swallowing to continue.
"But...I found myself loving him. Being in love with him, and I never meant for that to happen. And it feels better to say that than admit how sharp the knife twisted in my heart, even to this day. It hardly helped that he sought me out at the ball," she began rambling before reluctantly pushing her plate towards him, a silent offering to share with her. "Is he that way with you and Frederic? Cold and detached?"
Genevieve narrowed her eyes at him, her face softening and a smile replacing the worried frown that had festered there momentarily. "You are a member of Parliament. I doubt that clothes have become your only love," she teased. That didn't mean he was above shopping for such things, which she was also acutely aware of. "They certainly bring out your beauty among all those withering men you sit with."
She began to pace back and forth, lending an ear to his suggestion. She knew he would be of great help in her efforts. "Local painters, yes. You are a genius, my friend," she cooed, pausing in front of him to take his hands into hers and give them a grateful squeeze.
But then she furrowed her brows and let out some sort of whining sound, akin to a distressed child or animal. "Mais et s'il n'aime pas ce que je lui présente ? Et si je ne le connais pas aussi bien que je le pensais?" Then, she shook her head. "No, no. You are right. He just makes me so nervous. Have you ever felt this way before about someone?"
"And what would be my other loves then, besides clothing, that have arisen from my work in Parliament? Besides, of course, the natural joy of sitting amongst older men and listening to endless debate." Truthfully, Elliot's enjoyment of clothing came before he was in Parliament, and the military and started when he was a young boy. He'd always taken great pride in his looks, and still did.
He smiled when she squeezed his hands and was told that he was a genius, giving a small shrug as if this should have been a known fact that was common sense. "I have sat for a few of the local painters. If you would like I could show you to my favorites? Who I thought captured me best?"
And then she was worried again, and going on and on in French about her worries, the potential of not getting the gift right. Sighing.
"S'il éprouve les mêmes sentiments que toi, il adorera le cadeau, même s'il est horrible." He raised an eyebrow at her question, and rather than answer in English or French, he decided to throw in a third language to catch the Princess off guard.
"Ho mai conosciuto l'amore? Forse, ma è finito con il cuore spezzato. L'esercito non è un luogo per l'amore."
“If the older men are something to look at, you’ve found another interest,” she teased, shrugging a shoulder as if she’d said nothing of substance at all. But truth be told, Genevieve knew there was more to him than his prettiness. She would be a detestable friend if she assumed so. “Aside from that, maybe hide a poetry booklet beneath your desk while the skeletons drone on.”
But then she perked up and her smile brightened. The thought of someone capturing Edgar’s likeness. His charming smile, gentle deep-set eyes. The lovely way his fingers danced on surfaces when in thought or plagued with nerves. She adored him, and capturing all of all in action made her stomach twist. “Could you, please? He would adore that. We have to go by the theatre,” she gasped in realization. “Do they have playbills available to outsiders? I want to give him one.”
His words, spoken in her native language, made her shoulders relax. But then he spoke again and it was entirely unfamiliar to her, making her blink in confusion. The sneaky bastard!
Crossing her arms, she said with a sharp glare, “Te voy a meter la mano en la boca.”
Then, Genevieve huffed with a childlike petulance. “Come on. Less talking, more walking,” she insisted as she began tugging him along. “Where will we find these local painters? And do not sass me or speak in languages I do not understand, Monsieur Carlisle.”
She never called him by his last name unless he was in trouble with her.