:p

Dean Winchester fictive (often hanging around recently) having big complicated but largely positive feelings and associations with Castiel versus [redacted] being badly traumatised by a person named Castiel, specifically after the character, as a teenager and feeling sick and anxious whenever we think about the character or hear the name.

watching a show (not my source specifically but also is my source? a dc property but not the one the iteration i split from?) and i am dissociating.

having h*rry p*tter fictives in general is something we are like deeply ashamed of but especially at the moment? like obviously it’s something we can’t control and we didn’t know when we were a child how awful the books were and how ** ******* had weaved her bigoted views and harmful stereotypes into the series. because.. we were like fucking ten years old. but especially now. like with the new series? people are talking about it and the series in general and it’s like. yay free blocklist!! but also like. he’s right behind me isn’t he? you know? like the opposite of source comfort.