lau.bickle

Do you have any idea what it’s like knowing my real brother and mother spent everyday of their lives looking for me? How everyday my real brother screams my name? Can you imagine the pain they must be in not knowing where I am?

A few times in my life Iʼve had moments of absolute clarity. When for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think… And things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh.  I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments.

Despite knowing the journey and where it leads… I embrace it. And I welcome every moment of it.

“[…]But then again, my heart has been broken.