minors dni

my name is viv! but please feel free to call me any sweet little nickname you like <3

this is my dark kink blog, so minors please do not interact. i won't be posting much sfw stuff, but feel free to talk to me about anything :) my dms are open, and i love love love asks (especially if they're rape threats <3)

my main kinks are: cnc/rapeplay, ddlg, ageplay, fauxcest, lots of praise, some degradation (specifically being dumb and useless for anything else), kidnapping, spanking, choking, slapping, spitting, breeding, punching, intox, somno, gangbangs, fisting, multiple orgasms and overstim, manipulation, piss and especially noncon omorashi, etc etc.

my limits are: feet, scat, medical play and needles, gore or snuff, being dominant in any way, and giving anal play including rimming.

i love love love sexting with you guys, but im largely uninterested in anything without cnc of some form. i have pretty severe c-ptsd and these kinks help me cope with these things.

How many other men have forced themselves upon you?

hmmm. i think on some level it sorta started sinking in around 8 or 9. that's when it started to feel more scary. he'd started choking me a lot while raping me, sometimes to the point where i would faint. also beating me outside of those times. even then though, i thought to some degree that it was normal. i didn't like it, but i thought it was something everyone else was going through too. it didn't occur to me until cps got involved when i was 11 that he was doing anything wrong per se. i was always a pretty naïve kid, and since he'd been manipulating me and abusing me for so long, i believed anything he told me.

i had a lot of customers sexually harass me when i was working in food service, particularly when i was 18-19. i wore pigtails a lot then cause my hair was too short for a ponytail at that point, and i'd get all the "handlebars" comments, guys tugging on them sometimes, slapping my ass when i walked by cleaning up a mess. none of that ever got super serious though.

i started getting heavily into rapeplay when i was 19, with my boyfriend at the time who was 28 then. he'd feed me muscle relaxers and rape me for hours. sometimes id use our safe word and he'd just hush me and tell me to be a good girl and let it happen. he said i wanted to be raped so bad, now he was gonna rape me for real.

Tell us all about the first time you were used.

awww thank you mister that's so sweet :)

truthfully it's hard to remember the first time specifically. i was raped by my step dad at the time starting around age 4 i think so it all kinda blurs together when you're so young. at the time i didn't even really know what was happening, just that it hurt a lot but he said he loved me.