LaNNeTTe'S sPoT

“Say it's been a long six months, And you were too afraid to tell her what you want, want” 

“Y/N I know I haven’t talked to you in awhile bu-” I cut him off, “Gray, awhile really? It's been six months and you didn’t text me or anything during those six months.” Grayson sighed, “I know but I just couldn’t tell you..” he trailed off as he walked up to my room. I followed behind him, trying to keep up, “tell me what Gray?” We were at the top of the steps, he turned to face me, “I couldn’t tell you that I had loved you.” I stared at him blankly. His jaw clenched as he looked at me with soft eyes, “this is why.” I didn’t say anything, I tried to process what he had just told me. Grayson waved his hand in front of my face and sighed realizing I had not been paying attention to him. His hand fell to his side as his other hand ran through his hair.

“And that's how it works, It's how you get the girl, And then you say, I want you for worse or for better, I would wait for ever and ever” 

I smacked my lips, “Gray we could’ve talked this out like adults six months ago because you know what” I became a little more aggressive, “I fell in love with you over and over and I still am.” Grayson stared at me blinking multiple times in a row. He opened his mouth and inhaled, “I have wanted you for worse or for better.” I scrunch my eyebrows and was taken aback. I looked at him and I continued, “but you broke me into millions of pieces.” I looked up to him, waiting for him to say something to me. Nothing was said, just a blank stare

“Broke your heart, I'll put it back together, I would wait for ever and ever”

“I broke your heart?” Gray was confused. “Really Gray? I just told you I loved you and when you left I was hurt, I was BROKEN.” “I may have broken your heart, but do I get the chance to put it back together?” “Why do you think you deserve me?” 

“Remind her how it used to be, be, Yeah, with pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks, cheeks, Tell her how you must've lost your mind, When you left her all alone and never told her why, why”

I stared at Grayson trying so hard to hold back my tears. “Why can’t you think back to how happy we were, spending all of our time together over the summer, the pictures you had all over your room of us” a tear rolled down my cheek as Grayson took me on a trip down memory lane, “and me not telling you I loved you before I left to L.A. was a big mistake, I left you alone and confused.” Gray placed his hand on my cheek wiping my tear away. He hovered over me, “I didn’t realise what I did do you.” 

“And that's how it works, That's how you lost the girl”

We stared into each others eyes, Grayson was thinking and I was just staring. His eyes had a shiny coating to them, he was upset. Grayson licked his bottom lip, “I guess that’s why I lost you because I left you alone and confused.” A tear left the corner of his eye. He wiped it away quickly, but I saw. “This is what I’ve been trying to tell you, I’m glad you understand where I’m coming from.” 

“And you could know, oh, That I don't want you to go”

“I do regret not talking to you for 6 months, I do.” Gray half smiled, “I also didn’t realise the effect it had on you because I didn’t know how you felt, after I left I assumed we would go our separate ways.” “Obviously you wanted to go and live your L.A. life and forget about you New Jersey life.” I rolled my eyes and shook my head. I crossed my arms and started to tap my foot waiting for Gray to say something. He always took awhile to get his thoughts together. Grayson placed his hand on his chin and played with his little beard he tries to grow, “no I didn’t I actually wanted everything else to go away but you, but like I said I couldn’t tell you how I really felt, I was scared.”

“And that's how it works, That's how you got the girl”

Kian parked outside Jamba. “Y/N what do you want?” “I would love an apples ‘n greens in a large.” A large really?” “Yes Jc, we both are hungry.” Jc smiled and walked into the shop. Kian looked at Y/N, “So how are you and Jc gonna tell his parents?” She looked at the shop, “we haven't decided yet, but if we tell his mom first she's gonna tell everybody before we even tell his dad and we’re staying at his moms, so we aren't too sure yet, we know how we’re gonna tell them but we don't know who to tell first.” Kian looked at Jc as he was walking out with 2 smoothies and bag. Jc got back into the car and handed Y/N her drink, “Kian I grabbed you a breakfast sandwich that I know you love.” Kian takes the bag that Jc handed to him. “Alright the airport we go.” 

Kian pulls up to the terminal and they all get out. Kian grabs Y/N’s 2 suitcases and She grabs her carry on. Jc grabs his 2 suitcases, his duffle bag, and his carry on. “Alright I'm gonna give you your suitcases and I will see you guys in a few weeks.” Kian pulled Y/N in for a hug and then gave Jc a hug. “See ya man.” “Alright guys can we go we have a half an hour till they start boarding, we’re cutting it close.” “Yea we better go.” Jc and Y/N get all of their stuff and walk into the airport.

After they had checked in their luggage they made it just in time for boarding. Their row was called and they got onto the plane. “Ready for this 3 hour flight?” Y/N asked Jc as she placed her head on Jc’s shoulder. “Yup so excited.” 

Once the plane landed Jc had woken up Y/N. She groaned not wanting to wake up. “Baby get up please we’re getting off soon.” “5 more minutes please.” Jc rolled his eyes and sighed, letting her sleep till they started to let people off. “Alright, now Y/N we’re getting off you gotta get up now.” She groaned, but lifted her head off of Jc’s shoulder slowly. “I’m up, I’m up.” They both got off of the plane and went to grab their luggage. Jc had called his mom earlier to let her know they landed.

They walked out into the heat that was worse than home. Jc’s mom was only a couple cars down when she saw her son and Y/N. She walked up to the 2 of them, “Oh my baby boy I missed you.” She pinched his cheeks. “Mom, stop.” She smiled and clapped her hands together, “and Y/N I missed you too.” “I missed you as well Ms.Castillo.” “Oh Y/N call me mom, you and Jc have been together for awhile you don't have to call me Ms.Castillo.” Y/N smiled and pulled her in for a hug. “Your brother and sisters are at home waiting for you.” “Let's head home,” Jc insisted.

The 3 of them packed the car together with Y/N doing little work due to Jc not letting her pick up the luggage. Y/N sat in the car waiting for them to finish up.

On the way home Jc and Y/N told Jc’s mom about their life together in Cali and she told them about life in San Antonio. Jc and Y/N were anxious about telling Jc’s parents the good news they had. “So mom, when are you gonna make your homemade macaroni and cheese with fried fish?” Jc asked his mom with a huge smile. “Well tomorrow is taco night so most likely Sunday.” Y/N licked her lips at the sound of macaroni and cheese, fried fish, and tacos! She was dying for some food. She asked if they could stop for something really quick. They stopped at a nearby McDonalds and ordered 10 chicken nuggets and medium fries.

They arrived at home around midnight after their late night dinner stop. Jc’s mom helped them move everything into Jc’s old room that him and Y/N were going to be sharing for their whole vacation. Jc’s room had a full size bed, a bit smaller than the one back home but big enough for the 2 of them. Once all of their stuff was brought into the house Jc and Y/N went to say hi to Jc’s younger siblings. Y/N had met them many times before and she loved them. They didn't spend too much time talking because everyone was tired. 

Jc walked into the room and Y/N followed closing the door behind her, “So when are we gonna tell your mom?” Jc answered quickly, “when she cooks dinner Sunday, but I think we should tell My dad over lunch tomorrow.” “I think that's a great idea, that means I have to write in the cup today so it will dry in enough time for tomorrow. “Ok well I’m gonna lay down.” Jc layed on the bed and turned over while Y/N wrote inside the cup with a sharpie. She then layed down and fell asleep.

In the morning Jc was up bright and early talking to his sisters and brother about the trip. Y/N woke up 2 hours after everyone else. She was welcomed with breakfast on the table and a cup of coffee. She looked at everyone, “good morning guys, mom I’m gonna have to deny the coffee today, but the breakfast is looking good.” “But you love coffee!” “yea but not today.”

After breakfast Jc had called his dad to have lunch with him and Y/N at a coffee shop. They started to get ready because they had to talk to the coffee shop about their plan. Jc had told his mom he was gonna be eating lunch with his dad and he had to go.

Y/N drove to the coffee shop and Jc held the coffee mug in his hand, “I hope his reaction is good.” Y/N pulled into the small parking lot of the coffee shop, “alright let's go.” Both of them got out of the car and went up to the hostess, Jc spoke, “Hi I’m Jc for a table of 3.” the hostess looked at the podium and dmarked a few things off, “ok follow me.” The 2 of them followed the young lady to an outside table, “your waiter will be here shortly.” 

A couple minutes go by and a man walks up to their table, “hi my name is Ty I will be your waiter today can I start u off with a drink?” Y/N answers, “yes, can I just have a glass of water and I have a question we have a mug for my father in law I would love for him to use, its a pregnancy announcement and I was wondering if you can put whatever he orders as a hot beverage in the mug, that would be great.” Ty smiled, “of course and congrats, and for you.” He looked at Jc. “I’ll take a water as well for now.” 

Jc’s dad arrived and he was greeted by Y/N and then Jc. The waiter came back after a couple minutes went by and asked for our order. Y/N got iced green tea, Jc got an iced caramel latte, and his dad got black coffee. Their order arrived and Jc’s dads coffee came in the mug they had brought. As Jc and Y/N were  catching up with his dad he stopped talking and squinted his eyes into the mug, “what is at the bottom of my cup?” He tilted it a bit, “there are words at the bottom.” Y/N smiled and jc looked a bit nervous. He took one last swig of his coffee and looked into it, reading it. He mumbled what it had said before repeating it louder, “you’re gonna be a grandfather! Can't wait to see you in February!” He set his cup down. Y/N pulled out a picture and set it on the table, it was from her ultrasound, “I’m 11 weeks already.” Jc’s dad smiled and got up to give both of them hugs, “you guys are gonna make great parents!” Once they had sat Jc had said, “don't tell mom we are telling her tomorrow.” He and nodded and promised not to say anything.

They got home and took a nap before dinner. Taco night was tonight adn Y/N couldn't wait to eat and spend time with Jc’s family.

The next morning, no one was up everyone had been sleeping. Jc and Y/N slept in the longest almost missing lunch. Even though they had both only eating sandwiches they were set until dinner.

“After this can we get body paint?” I asked Jordan as I grabbed the bags.

We parked the car in the driveway to the airbnb I got. Jordan looked at me and smiled. “Baby I couldn’t thank you enough for getting this for me, well us.” He kissed my softly before getting out to get the suitcases. It was a nice place with a pool, small basketball court, and lots of grass area. “This is so nice, way nicer than the pictures.” We set our bags in the room we planned on staying in. “Who else is gonna be here?” Jordan asked as he noticed the other rooms. “I don’t know, but what we’ll see.”

We had both changed and called an Uber to take us to Coachella. We arrived and so many people were there. I looked at my phone, “we gotta stay together because” I showed Jordan there was no service, “and it’s very easy to get lost.” We walked around coachella for awhile, just having fun and meeting new people. Me and Jordan had met a group of friends. We had all agreed to have a party at the airbnb we were staying at.

When we reached the house groups of people joined us with drinks and snacks. They had all stopped some place to get everything we needed for the party.

The three of you rented a Benz to drive for coachella. Gray drove and Ethan sat next to him as you sat in the back.

As soon as you guys got there you all looked around and seen all the normal things; people getting drunk, people getting high, dancing, and half naked people. you and the boys laughed at each other. Grayson smiled, “Same thing every year.” You nodded, “but it feels soooo good to be back.” You seen and heard a bunch of girls come toward you uys. “It’s them!” You all did the usually and took pictures with the group of girls. At coachella you guys had gotten stopped plenty of times by fans for pictures and autographs.

”GRAY! BABE! What the fuck.” You looked at your phone and saw you had no service. You started to freak out. “Hey.” You stopped some guy, “have you seen these two?” You showed him a picture of the twins and he shrugged and walked away. You were so scared. You continued to yell their names. You turned around and seen the two idiots talking to each other and laughing. You walked up to them with your arms crossed, pissed off. “What the hell!” Ethan hugged you and kissed you. You pulled away from him, “did you not notice I was gone for about” You looked at your phone, “an hour almost two.” “yes and we looked babe.” Ethan spoke to you a little pissed. Grayson lightly pushed Ethan back and started to talk you, “ Y/N we looked for you and along the way we had some fun.” You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms. You sighed, “alright, I’m sorry I exaggerated a little bit I was just a little scared.” Grayson and Ethan opened their arms for a hug. “I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry Gray.”

The day turned to night and the shows were starting you wanted to see one show, Childish Gambino. You and the boys had enjoyed the show very much.