Manifesting as a neurodivergent girlie ⋆.˚⊹₊ ⋆˚₊‧ʚ𖦹ɞ‧₊˚
4D and 3D are two different things.
I can manifest fucking purple skin but I can't say "I have purple skin" 10,000 times a day and buy it, I just can't, everything in my body feels wrong, and I can't even describe how it feels, it even feels a little like desesperation, but something that has helped me is knowing that if I say that I'm not talking about the 3D, because in the 3D isn't true, I'm talking about what's true in the 4D. It's like imagining a character, you can't say to me that my character can't gave purple skin and 3 eyes, is my character and it's form my mind, so if in my mind I have purple skin I'm not lying when I affirm to have purple skin, and since the 3D reflects the 4D it's going to happen, it has to, so I might not have it in the 3D (yet), but I do in the 4D and no one can tell me otherwise.
Fuck you, I'm not letting go nothin', you'll have to snatch it from my dead cold hands
You don't need to let go of shit, I have at least 3 hyperfixations a week and if my manifestation is one of them what about it? I think of it 24/7 and I affirm as much as I can, do my SATS, meditate, do research, why would that impact negatively? In fact, it's better, so fuck the "affirm and let go, know it's done", no, affirm 3 hours in a row, meditate 30 min everyday 3 times a day, who cares?
I'm sad to inform you, you do need to work on that nervous system so it isn't as nervous
We tend to spiral a lot, to see the negative and focus a little too much on it, what I like to do? Hyperfixate on fixing my nervous system, the answer here is, you're spiraling and ruminating? do a EFT session and try to hyperfixate in something else? Personally I start spiraling and do some EFT tapping, if it's not working I just skip it and go straight into my special interest, right now? Animal Crossing, but you do you.
You love structure and routine? Hold my hand
I personally thrive off chaos, I have no habits nor routines, BUT what would my desired self do? She still wouldn't have a routine nor habits if I'm being honest, she would be me but pretty, so I would get to do the things I want to do but I haven't. I'm not telling you to change your routine or create one, if having a routine isn't you then don't, I'm telling you to do the things you want to do but haven't because you need to "be this or that" first.
