kylosam

joined a crossfit gym for a trail month that came with a personal trainer consultation and the personal trainer made me feel so bad about my body that i am just not even going to bother with their crossfit program :/

feeling super super depressed today. everything just feels so impossible.

had a dream that there was a whole other world underground and my basement had an entrance. One way led to a dark labyrinth of never ending hallways and the other lead to a wonderland-esque world that was equally as difficult to navigate. I started out by writing the names of each neighborhood on my wrist so I could find my way back but every time I looked down the ink would be smudged.

I had to stop being depressed on insta bc someone kept reporting me as a self-harm threat so now I’ve stopped using it as my personal diary lmao

sorry I’ve missed two weeks of my weekly Buddie 9-1-1 song of the week. I’ve just been kinda super depressed and keep pushing it off. I have been working on a fanfic tho 🤘