Divine Reality

I really fancy pocket knives and watches.

I was going to stop there ^ , but in the matter of a milisecond i found myself asking "But why? Why did you suddenly realize and consciously say you like these ? Surely there has to be a deeper reason to why these sparks slapped and shouted inside the center room of your Cerebral Cortex."

Took me less than 15 seconds to answer my own questions. Is this normal to do this? lol.

"I think," I answered myself through typing on the keyboard," a lot of the reason I find myself attracted to such gadgets has to do with with the 'when' I became attracted to such gadgets. Wow, I'm having a flashback- er, wait, yup. I saw it. I was brought back to memories of Madison when I played pretend- mostly as a spy or dual agent, lol, jumping exploring and going to parts of the neighborhood and forests Umma and Appa told me to stay away from .- I always liked the singularity of one object that could function as many , the perfect example? THE FREAKING POCKET KNIFE.

I happen to to almost unconsciously and subconciously never be quite in the present . Whether reminscing about the past (regretting or wishing i can relive a certain moment) or being caught up in the worries and the "what-ifs" and "wants" of the future. The wrist watch tends to pull me and slaps me with the sobering reality of the present. "

I feel a spacious space

I see complexities of colors in harmonic order

I know the Voice that is still

I know the wholeness that This Presence fills

I heard this empowering roaring in my soul

It comes to set me free and whole

In weakness it roars "you are Mine, and you were worth My all"

I feel my legs growing strong

I feel my arms are steady strong

I breathe in the Words of Life and look up to Heaven's skies

I echo the Words He speaks, for it gives me Life

The Word is Truth

The Word is Life

The Word is Light

In my darkness Your Word shined through

In my hopeless shame of falsehood Your Word set me free

In my death Your Word brought me eternal Life

All in such melodic harmony 

All the while You Shine in Perfect beauty

All in all of Love 

All for the sake of Your Loving Name's sake

Be Glorified

Be Glorified

Hallelujah in the night

Hallelujah in the morning 

Hallelujah in the night

Hallelujah in my standing

Hallelujah in my sitting

Hallelujah in my running

Hallelujah in my laying

Hallelujah in my breathing

hallelujah in my drinking

hallelujah in my eating

Hallelujah in my serving

Hallelujah in my hearing

hallelujah in my seeing

Hallelujah in my feeling

Hallelujah in my crying

Hallelujah in my laughing

hallelujah in my smiling

Hallelujah in my screaming

Hallelujah in my singing

Hallelujah in my sorrows

Hallelujah in my weakness

Hallelujah in my joy

Hallelujah for My King is here

Hallelujah for my King is near

Hallelujah for His Words are forever

Hallelujah for His Love is power

Hallelujah for He is absolute