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âč ! àł Pile 1 ê±
One thing about your future spouse that youâll love is how theyâll smell. They might have a woody smell mixed with something sweet but spicy. Iâve noticed that sweet scents are such that they tend to be more of the base scent alongside the woody one. It is going to cause your person to smell scrumptious. I donât even care if youâre enquiring about a man, they are going to have a certain sweetness in their scent. I do not get the sweetness being overpowering or even obvious but something that is more of a base and can be smelled but the woodiness and spiciness are more noticeable, and apparent. You might be a sucker for sweet scents with a certain richness to them, like you might like vanilla or cocoa butter scents for yourself for example! Some of you could like floral too but Iâm getting something richer than that so I can only think of the ones mentioned above. Either way, youâre going to love smelling them. Youâre going to feel so greedy and selfish, wanting all of them to yourself to see, smell and touch. Youâre going to be physically obsessed with them. It could be that youâre naturally a physical person, doesnât even have to be sexually or you will be that way after you meet them. However, I am getting you finding them very sexy and wanting to do it all the time but that could simply be for a select few of you who have a high sex drive. Your person is unfortunately making me all smiley, blushing, unable to put my smile down. Youâre going to like them so much, you might find yourself naturally reacting in such ways when you see them, even just on the phone. Like, they wonât have to be physically present for you to be attracted to them and feel the chemistry with them. Girl stop! Iâm getting you thrusting your hips forward on simply seeing a picture or video of them. Gosh, youâre so down bad and shameless. For many of you, sex might be very important or it might simply be the intimacy that comes with it but youâre going to want to be attracted to your partner even over the years, youâre not going to settle for the âit gets boring after a whileâ bullshit because you think that relationships and marriage are such that you see the other person handle life, youâre with each other in really intimate ways, you have the knowledge that you have someone to call your own, you have disagreements but hold each otherâs best interests at heart, you learn so much from each other, you are two strangers who choose each other and love each other, make each other your family, your life partner despite not sharing the same blood and choose each other again, and again, and that in itself would create a deep intimacy, understanding and love for the other, causing you to only find them more and more attractive over time.
Physical attraction or sex is being emphasised here, even if the other person isnât physically attractive, you want them to be attractive to you chemically, making your hormones and heart go haywire by simply just their presence causing you to be physically attracted to them. You care about attraction and youâre going to be insanely attracted to them. Youâll honestly find everyone about them attractive, like youâll want to love them in really nasty and dirty ways, and in really soft and divine ways as well. Iâm not sure if Iâm expressing it well enough but I do not want to list the nasty things here, it isnât even just about sex, youâre going to be attracted to them even when they fart or have a morning breath. Donât even try to deny what Iâm going to tell you next, you enjoy clashes, fights or jealousy in your relationships. You feel like it brings the spark back and makes you feel a pulse on the lips, the vertical ones or whatever you possess. With that being said, youâre a very passionate person and partner, and are going to hold sex or physicality to be important, precious, and possibly even sacred, thatâs great but youâre going to get very worked up over others possibly being attracted to them. Youâre going to find them irresistibly attractive and sexy so youâre going to be upset about how others find them to be such as well. However, youâre going to love bringing it up and receiving assurance from them. I donât even think that itâs anything toxic, in fact, Iâm finding them finding it very funny and annoying too if overdone but still sort of enjoying how much you want them. Theyâre going to wish that youâd believe them but the truth is, theyâd be similar to you, being extremely attracted to you and hence, possessive over you causing them to have their own jealous moments. You might get upset about people looking at them or interacting with them but will prefer self regulating and not letting it get to you (it will have already gotten to you but at least youâll be trying), youâll likely find it more maddening to think about their past or if they act out in ways that you think are disrespectful (most of you will overthink a lot at some point but will usually prefer dealing with it by yourself, internally and will never get over it but will still move past it) but your person is going to be like âwhy were you talking to him smiling so much?â And you might not have any clue what theyâre talking about đ. Someone will eye you and theyâll want to gnaw their eyes out, youâll be similar too in this regard. âWho are they to look at my wife like that?â Youâre going to find this aspect of them to be so sexy as well. Knowing that youâre desired the way you desire. It doesnât seem to be unhealthy honestly but again Iâm a very intense, passionate, jealous and possessive in love too so I shouldnât pass any judgements here.
âJealousâ by Nick Jonas is coming through here âI turn my cheer music up and I'm puffing my chest. I'm getting red in the face. You can call me obsessed. It's not your fault that they hover, I mean no disrespect, itâs my right to be hellish. I still get jealous âcause you're too sexy beautiful and everybody wants a taste thatâs why, I still get jealous. Youâre too sexy beautiful and everybody wants your sex thatâs why, I still get jealous.â You both wouldnât want other people looking at your partner in ways that only youâll have each other, it seems territorial mostly. Also, if either of you have had a past, thatâs going to be enough for you to want to put a gun over your own head and pull the trigger đ. Iâm unfortunately getting explicit messages coming through here. Your relationship could be a very physical and passionate one, the idea of anyone else getting your partner like that is going to just hurt. I personally donât think itâs toxic because romantic love and sexual relations are the most intimate one can get with anyone so it only makes sense to be slightly upset about your partner sharing something so special with anyone else. I wonder if this jealousy will cause some problems at some point because I am trying to move past it but it comes through again and again but yeah, back to the explicit message that I got earlier. Theyâre going to ask you to be loud in bed, to speak up and make some noise. âMake some fucking noise, let them hear how good Iâm making you feelâ is what I heard. Youâre going to find them normally cursing to be sexy too. Youâre going to feel really safe with them and are going to feel protected. âI have someone who is here for me, someone whoâll stand up for and with me.â I wonder if youâre planning on wearing lingeries for your future partner or have started seeing, or gained interest in slip dresses, lingerie, etc. recently or always have. If so, this is just confirmation that this is your pile. Honestly, your partner could get you these dirty, sexy and pretty things to wear, and the way theyâll eye you will make you weak in the knees. For some of you, not only are they going to have that intense gaze while looking at you in your skimpy clothing but might even have either a full on grin or a smirk that will make you all embarrassed. In fact, they might even say some dirty words, praising or degrading you but youâll just want to drip on their wood. This is not even my usual language, itâs your energy, donât get mad at me! One or both of you might make adult jokes or talk in innuendos, it could simply be casual jokes or dirty talking but itâs going to cause you to feel throbbing down there either way xD. I hope that you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading, much love and take care.
âč ! àł Pile 2 ê±
Youâre going to meet them after a break up or separation. The break up doesnât have to be recent but itâs going to have put you in a spot where you became scared of love and had love or the desire for it make you feel worthless at some point. You might not actively be in a place where you are avoidant and think of love poorly but the effects of the past could both come up, and subside when you meet your person. You will have a desire for love but youâre also going to fear it and youâre going to have been scorned so youâll be desiring a very particular kind of a love, and it could be rare to find such a pure and sacred love, you could have heard about how unrealistic it is from others or in small and big ways just realised that itâs not common, itâs not even something most people are aware of or think is possible? You could have seen people talk about hearing people getting cheated on, the first love theory of how people never get over the one that got away, all men or women are the same, etc. So youâll hold romance to be sacred and also yourself to be such because youâll have felt so dirty, worthless and used at some point, and will not want to feel that way ever again. Youâre going to be trying to convince yourself that you should not have a negative view of love but that the kind of it that you desire might or might not exist, and might or might not find you, and that you need to learn how to accept that you might have to stay single forever and might never such intimacy with anyone. You might or might not actively think about love at the time youâll meet them but youâll definitely be trying to build more and more richness in yourself, and your life even without a romantic partner. Youâre going to get very close to them, youâre going to develop deep intimacy with them, itâs going to be the kind of love where youâre so smitten that their dreams will be your own, where their happiness makes you happy and youâre just going to be theirs completely. I do not even care if youâre atheist, you are going to be grateful to the divine or just life for the love youâll have, for the person youâll have. It is like all your pain, complaints, negativity will be erased because of them. Youâre a person who tries to practice love and goodness even without a romantic partner. You know how some people are trying to become rich, good looking or seem good in character only to attract the opposite sex or whoever they are interested in romantically. Youâre not one of those people who expect romantic love for being a loving and good person, you in fact want to become this way more and more even if you never find a lover because then youâll have at least led a good life. If youâre not this way yet, youâre going to have become that way by that time because people, love and romance will have disappointed you enough by then, and you will want to have a good quality of life even if itâs without it. The love youâre going to find in him is going to be exactly the kind you desire. For you, devotion is very important in romance and connections in general.
This is because you are a very devotional person, you find joy in giving your all into just one person who you feel passionate about. The world we live in doesnât allow you to express your devotion enough because those you meet are not worthy of such devotion so meeting them is going to be so freeing, touching and just a safe haven. Youâll have experienced connections that will have hurt you a lot, youâll be glad to have gotten out of such stupidity so meeting them knowing what you experienced last time but still choosing to love them and them not disappointing you is going to be enough to make you tearful. Youâre going to hold them precious and will value them. Youâre going to be so grateful for them like nothing will be able to pull you down because the love you will share with them is going to have you high at all times. âNothing can bring me downâ is the energy that Iâm getting from you when youâre in love. When your eyes will meet theirs, youâll feel like the fragrance of the heavens itself are spilling through. Your love is going to be such, the devotion of your souls to each otherâs is going to be such that youâre just going to thank whatever or whoever sent you their way. âWhat did I do to deserve you?â Is how youâll feel. When you meet them, you might not be closed off as per say but you might be more focused on other things and your own growth especially after whatever you will have experienced in your past connections, youâre not going to have it in you to deal with certain kinds of people, connections, let alone chase anyone or let anyone consume you. Your person is going to be very persistent with getting you. Itâs going to be a âyes or yes?â situation for them. I feel like your person is going to be a bit playful in their approach. Initially, they will obviously not know everything that will have happened in your life and your inner workings but theyâre going to have a crush on you, and will want to impress you, and youâll make them feel all fluttery on the inside, theyâll be able to feel the butterflies in their tummy so theyâre going to be smitten by you almost right away. I kept on getting something about the eyes with your reading and I finally understand it, theyâre going to love your eyes, might make a comment about it (possibly multiple ones) and theyâre always going to be looking at you, like theyâll make it so obvious, Iâm not exaggerating here, anyone who looks at them and follows their gaze would know that theyâre staring at you. Iâm talking about before the both of you get together, because theyâll stare at you a lot, whenever youâll look at them, your eyes are going to dwell within theirs for a while, further solidifying their attraction and connection to you. Incidents of the past will have affected you very deeply, youâll have developed deep rooted beliefs that youâre not worthy or attractive enough to be desired, to be wanted right away, to be yearned for deeply, to be pined over. Iâm not sure if this has already occurred but something or possibly even multiple situations either already have or will make you feel very worthless, mistreated and worthless. âAm I really that easy to forget and get over?â Is what I heard. Iâm not sure what it is but thereâs this thing of wanting to be enough for others.
It comes from a wounded place and perspective, an inferiority complex almost. In this lifetime, when youâre younger, youâre going to hold others to a very high regard, often believing that theyâre better than you or that their opinions matter more. So youâre going to try different things in hopes of being liked, tolerated and enough but due to how scorned these connections will leave you, youâll have developed a pretty good perspective of yourself and solid self esteem, youâll have realised that youâve always been enough, and valuable but your experiences will still have left scars, theyâll not even be visible to the naked eye for them to see but theyâll still be healing these scars, erasing them until theyâre faded, as if they never existed by simply just desiring you. Theyâll not even be aware of it, theyâll simply be staring at you because theyâll be attracted to you. Also, theyâll be attracted to you right away, itâs like when theyâll see you their heart will skip a beat, theyâll feel hot around you, itâs like youâll have started within them, burning away their inhibitions and shame. Theyâre going to end up thinking about you a lot and just daydreaming, I wouldnât be surprised if they had literal dreams about you because theyâll surely think of you before bed. Due to the wounds of the past, you do not consider such traumatising and hopeless situations, and feelings to be âloveâ. If you havenât undergone such situations yet, all the best but again, youâre going to end up with your person so I hope that soothes your heart a little. Youâll consider only them to be âloveâ because youâre a âone and onlyâ kind of a person. Itâs not like you will be lying about it, your world will in fact start with them and end at them because theyâll breathe a new life into you. Youâre not going to open yourself to them immediately but are going to express your love for them through your eyes, you will probably not make it as obvious as this person does, you will just look towards them, look at them just a second more than normal and then look away, not wanting to make it obvious. Youâre eventually going to melt for their advances, gestures and words. Theyâll make you feel so desired, so loved, almost like youâre worshipped. Youâre going to find your body opening and melting into their arms, and body. Your sense of peace is going to be in them, in their breath. Youâre going to greatly care about their health because youâre not going to know what youâd do without them. Well, youâd be self sufficient and lead a good life even without them but now that youâve met them, itâs going to be depressing to imagine a life by yourself. Youâre not going to be able to stay apart from each other, it simply wonât be possible. Youâll find them to be the most attractive and intoxicating so well, I do not even have to list individual qualities. This is the kind of love most people are not even able to imagine, let alone understand or receive but youâll have it, youâll experience it and youâre going to be grateful for it, wholeheartedly. I hope that you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading, much love and take care.
âč ! àł Pile 3 ê±
There are two groups here, one group is a bit depressive and melancholic, the other has the mindset that we have one life and we should have fun instead of letting the heaviness of it get to us. I wouldnât be surprised if many of you have had phases of both or somehow manage to be both ways but moving onto what youâre going to find attractive about your future spouse, their authenticity is going to be something very admirable and striking to you. Theyâre going to bring out a very childlike and fun, yet sensitive and innocent side of you. When theyâll enter the room, even if you havenât gotten to the point of relationship or dating yet, youâre going to know that itâs going to be much more fun than it would be without them. The energy that Iâm getting here is an innocent crush but a lifelong one. You might not even have gotten that deep yet in the physical world and might have a more fun dynamic initially but itâs like theyâll be seeing right through the heart of you. Youâre going to feel like family to each other almost right away. Youâre going to find your walls crumbling down with the strength of what youâll feel for them. Youâre not going to be willing to change yourself for them and itâs going to be their authenticity that will have this effect on you. It would be very difficult to get the real you before you meet them because before you meet them, youâre going to be trying on different personas and ways of life, however on meeting them youâre going to want to be seen authentically and also simply just lead a life that is true to you, to live as the person that you truly are. Youâre going to love feeling like theyâre changing you as a person but itâs also going to be scary. Youâre going to start wanting to share a life with them but will feel really insecure because theyâll be true to themself while youâre not so youâre going to feel like theyâre not going to want you. I wouldnât be surprised if your pile has a temporary separation but thatâs not going to be the case for many of you. Youâre going to be a manic pixie dream girl to them. Theyâre going to find you unpredictable and very hyper fun, someone whoâs gestures are exaggerated but will also see your softer, more vulnerable sides and theyâre going to be shy when it comes to you. Theyâll have just as much of a crush on you as you will on them but youâll give them many mixed signals due to your own insecurities and the way theyâll be making you feel, and in turn, theyâll have mixed feelings towards you and will act accordingly. Iâm genuinely getting both parties not being able to handle this situation well but theyâre going to touch you very deeply without even a solid relationship being formed. Youâre going to see them as a larger than life person whoâs going to be forever young and works hard, plays hard, someone whoâs just living life well. In this world where everything is so digital and artificial, most people are lonely, depressed and miserable because no one seems to understand quality time anymore, no one seems to have a life or love that is full of activities, youâre going to find the way theyâve managed to have an actual life to be really attractive. Youâre going to separate but even after you do, youâre going to hold a lot of love for them. Youâre going to be unable to forget their voice or the way they made you feel. At some point, youâre not going to be all up in your feelings anymore but are still going to have them in the back of your mind or thoughts of them will just come up and youâll realise that you havenât forgotten their manner of speaking yet. During this separation, youâre going to be mad at them, wondering if they just didnât return your feelings.
However, gestures donât lie and youâre going to believe that they did feel at least a little something but youâre going to be deeply grateful towards them despite the resentments here and there. Youâre going to find yourself speaking about them a lot after you meet them even after the separation. Eventually, thereâs going to be this thought of âwhat if they never felt the same way?â So as your emotions arenât as fresh anymore, youâll stop talking about them as much until it is gone almost completely, you will still think about them and pretty actively but despite the knowledge that you grew a lot thanks to them, thereâs also going to be this thought of how you were left behind by them. âCo2â by Prateek Kuhad is the energy that Iâm getting here. âMaybe itâs the way that you can see what Iâm missing, what I can never be. I just wanna feel like I deserve you âcause you deserve meâ and âI couldn't say âI need youâ on that night when you left and I lost all track of time. I just want you close so I can feel you. Can you feel me? And nothing says âI love youâ like the words that were never said, but could be heard. If only there was peace around us, baby. You would hear me and maybe it's the way that lovers do. I just want for me what I want for you. Only with the sun above us maybe you would see me and even if you leave, I may be fine âcause my heart, it has its own design.â Youâre not going to know if you feel grateful for having met them and grown so much or if you are resentful due to the fact that they could stay away from you, that they could leave you, forget you, move on without you or if they just never felt anything and it was just all in your head. The last one is going to be something that your memory of their actions will prove false but the possibility of it is always going to be there so itâs going to be complicated honestly. For some of you, it could be something like they dated people during the separation and youâll feel like it isnât respectful to you, that you should not let them in but thereâs also going to be the knowledge that you handled things very immaturely in the past. Youâll have yearned for them, cried over them, questioned their feelings and intentions, gotten over them, all of that so youâll not be sure if itâs worth it to entertain them but youâll inevitably melt at some point when you run into each other and reconnect. Youâll have missed them a lot and youâll realise it when you see them, youâll be really happy to see them after so long but youâll also know that youâre unsure about what ever is the reality of the connection. For those of you who watch bollywood movies or are indian, youâll have gotten over your âGeet in Shimlaâ phase by yourself so youâll know that you can live without them and happily but youâll still have missed them, and will have unresolved soft as well as hard feelings towards them. Youâll still not be willing to initiate anything towards them because youâll feel bitter about how they moved on without you and would have probably never reached out to you if you didnât run into each other. In fact, despite melting on the inside, youâre going to re-solidify yourself and be sort of reserved from them at least emotionally, youâll be reminding yourself that you canât enter the place that you worked so hard to get out of. Theyâre going to have missed you a lot as well so theyâre going to prove their devotion towards you. Theyâre going to decide that theyâre going to lose either way, in one way at least theyâll have tried, theyâll know that they majorly sacrificed by letting you go and were clueless about it back then due to the overwhelm, emotional deflection or/and immaturity but arenât going to be willing to let that happen again.
When you reconnect, theyâre going to find themself acting like a different version of them, one that they were with you, all the feelings that never truly left are going to come back to them and theyâre going to realise that theyâve either already lost you or are going to if they donât take action. Youâre not going to be available for them because youâll be scared of things going the same way again. You will have matured, changed and grown, youâll have become more yourself than youâve ever been, and theyâll have played a major part in helping you get there but ironically theyâll not have any of you, there will be no space for them in your life. Youâll still feel softly towards them but the fear is going to be there. Youâre going to be so familiar to them but will have no time for them. You might try to avoid them by saying âIâm busyâ or âI was at workâ, etc. Itâs going to be very hard for you because youâll have a massive crush on them but youâll still be pushing yourself to do it, to have some self respect and act like it. Theyâre going to find you and your connection to be precious, theyâre going to be hopeful despite the distance and separation that youâll have undergone. Theyâll try to make plans and will try to pursue you. Theyâll feel like home to you but with that there will come a feeling of vulnerability, a fear of getting hit where it hurts most. Theyâre going to treat you like family. Despite being someone whoâs authentic to themself and having an active life because theyâre the type to make the most out of their life, be productive and keep themself busy, theyâre going to not have lost their soft spot for you but you not wanting to get played will still try to avoid them for a while. Theyâll be persistent and the fact that they built a home with you despite being charismatic enough to have anyone they want and always being on the go will be something that youâll love about them. Theyâre really going to have to win you over because youâre not going to let yourself melt right away. Theyâre going to support you through a lot and will be a friend, and confidant above just a romantic partner. Youâre going to find their unabashed way of being themself, expressing themself and going after what they want to be attractive. Youâre also going to find the way they make you feel and change you as a person to be attractive because while you may be mad at them for leaving you behind, you truly needed the space to grow by yourself at that time. Youâre going to find their persistence after you reconnect and the way they treated you like family right from the start and the way they could just see right through you to be very attractive. Iâm pretty sure even throughout the marriage, youâre going to find many new appealing qualities that they possess but itâs this that the spirit wanted to get to you today. Well, to put it quite plainly, youâre going to find all of them to be very attractive but the intense and dramatic âthe notebookâ coded storyline is going to add more of a theatrical feature to the mix xD. Youâre going to have the biggest crush on them even throughout the marriage, youâll feel your heart flutter in your chest at the mere sight of them despite knowing that they have a receded hairline and wrinkles on their face. Youâre going to be like âOH MY GOD, HE HEARD ME! OH MY GOD, HE KNOWS MY NAME!â As if youâre not literally married to them. I hope that you enjoyed it. While theyâre pursuing you, theyâre going to show you through their words and actions that their love for you is unwavering. Like, theyâll not be able to imagine anyone except you as their spouse and theyâll show it. Youâd not settle for anything lesser than this anyway. Thank you for reading, much love and take care.
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