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This was a nightmare. It starts as excitement that there are so many different ways to classify the nakshatras, then it sort of turns into a bit of overwhelm.
The big thing I'm missing is the deities, which I plan to add on later. I will have to do separate notes on all the deities/gods to make sure I'm getting the appearances right.
I will probably leave certain things out like the gender categorical system, birds, trees, gemstones. I probably didn't need to bother making a chart for the directions/movements. Might also expand on existing notesheets if needed.
I'm going to pull my hair out if I come to realize later that I messed some things up.
Stop doing out of character things to teach someone a lesson or try to âget even.â It doesnât prove a point, it just pulls you out of alignment with who you are. I wonât do anything out of character to prove a point to their disrespect. Iâm not matching anyoneâs trash energy or try to prove a point or anything to someone who disrespects me. Thatâs just too close to proving myself to someone who already showed me is beneath me
A person with good values can you see your worth even if they canât reach it. And they act accordingly or leave respectfully. Really need you guys to understand this
Once a person disrespects you, lowering yourself to their level just shows youâre willing to abandon your standards to match their behavior. And the moment you do that, you blur the line between what you tolerate and what you become
Real power isnât in retaliation. Itâs in restraint, clarity, and boundaries. Itâs in being so grounded in your standards that disrespect doesnât provoke you, it disqualifies them
You donât teach people how to treat you by acting like them. You teach them by what you allow, what you ignore, and what you walk away from. If a person doesnât treat you how you treat them or deserve to be treated, you leave. âEasier said than done.â Not really
It only feels hard when youâre more attached to the person than you are to your standards. When you are looking for love outside of yourself, because youâre not giving it to yourself. When you start valuing your peace, your self respect, and your time more than temporary connection, the decision becomes extremely clear. If it doesnât feel that way, then youâre just not at the place with yourself I am describing. Because it indeed becomes extremely clear
Youâre not losing them. Youâre choosing yourself
And thatâs the standard. You should never lower or lose yourself to keep anyone
Eat, Pray, Love - Pushya's Wisdom on How to Find Happiness
Eat, Pray, Love is a film adaptation of a classic early 21st century memoir. The message of both the book and the novel is very strong in Pushya themes, written by a Pushya Sun author and portrayed by a Pushya Lagna actress.
To understand the brilliant simplicity of Pushya, it is valuable to note that both the Cancer sign and Pushya as a Nakshatra are the exaltation point for Jupiter, being the abode for his deity, Brihaspati. Ironically enough, Pushya is also the birth Nakshatra for Venus, despite the planets being enemies.
The reason for this irony is the fact that everything in this Universe comes from God. The Universe, The Cosmos, The Greatest Spiritual Force may have abstract, high-minded origins, but if God created everything, God also created our physical bodies and the possibility of comfort and healing through life on Earth. Thus, the Guru in Pushya through Brihaspati possesses the wisdom of both the Devas (Jupiter) and the Asuras (Venus).
Eat, Pray, Love is indeed a spiritual manual on how to find happiness as a human being in a transcendental way in a hectic, modern society that teaches people to be self abnegating and overachieving, chasing instant gratification and the drug of quick sex and compulsive romance. There is a contrast that can be observed in Pushya that while the height of Venus requires the peak of control and refinement in Pisces, the joie de vivre of Jupiter is found in simplicity.
True happiness doesn't require us to make six figures or own a 3000 square foot mansion. Pushya points at the fact that happiness is found on the inside, in the stability of mind.
First Step - Eat
Eat is a metaphor, although it also goes in line with Pushya's association with nourishment. The point of "Eat" is really about being able to ground and appreciate your physical body and the process of caring for it while shedding inhibitions and complexes that society tries to put on us. As physical beings in a human incarnation, we are part of nature and connect to it through the materials we consume in various forms. Since modern times are rife with distractions, we consume various energies with no real presence or awareness. Having a microwaved dinner while watching TV and scrolling your phone at the same time is not nourishment. Simple actions of socializing and sharing a meal with people are fundamentally healing and a key to eliminating anxiety and achieving daily ritual physical happiness.
Second Step - Pray
While Pray refers, of course, to traditional prayer and touches on visiting spiritual places in India and quieting your mind in a religious setting, its message is really discipline. Our modern world is rife with distractions, scrolling social media with no purpose every 5 seconds, always having something playing in the background. Quiet rhythm and discipline are necessary to cut out excess noise and purify our energetic bodies, and stop them from rushing. Pray also exemplifies Pushya's Saturn rulership, showing that service and trimming off any excess are a polarity of really enjoying abundance, because if we have too much nothing is really worth anything.
Being able to stop operating on all cylinders all the time allows for certain necessities, like better sleep or connecting with nature through surrender and the grounded pace of simple physical tasks like cleaning.
Final Step - Love
Despite its romantic setting, Love has a much more far-reaching message that we should find a spark, passion, devotion, and excitement in everything we do and everyone we spend time with.
While the first two parts focused on achieving balance, the last part shows that we shouldn't hold onto our imagined rules too rigidly, and spontaneity in the face of something truly precious to your heart is also wisdom. Love really puts emphasis on flexibility being an indispensable part of human happiness since you need to preserve your ability to receive God's gifts freely and spontaneously, even if they come in a form you didn't expect.
While all of these steps may sound simple and obvious on the surface, thinking of how many people in our modern world don't know how to live by them. How many people seek therapists, lose themselves in excessive medicating, or various other addictions. Pushya's simple remedies for happiness have been largely lost and aren't praised in Western society anymore. Yet, films like Eat, Pray, Love are still being made, so clearly, there is hope for us after all.
don't get stuck in your own head don't isolate yourself from the real world by going on the internet
don't forget the internet hya ruled by aquarius. rahu's sign. and most importantly it's Maya. an illusion.
stop limiting yourself. get out and see the sun. it's the rays of consciousness and happiness. please get out of your own head. feel your body!!! feel your body please. and stop internalizing. stop feeding your brain twenty four seven. you don't need all knowledge at once. you people forget, that once you learn something. you cannot unlearn it back! even if you forget it temporarily it still lingers in the back of your mind. in your subconscious. your subconscious is like a vault!!! it holds everything unless you RELEASE IT
get out of your head. please get out and LIVE. you're a human. get hurt. love. hate. feel. FEEL. love in your body. please. once you center your mind all you are is a MIND. you overthink. you begin to deviate! please get out.
knowledge will come any way. the internet is EXPOSURE. TOO MUCH EXPOSURE. TOO MUCH TALKING. TOO MUCH OPINION AND YOO MUCH IDENTITY AND ALL BOUNDARIES DISSOLVE!!!!!!!!! get away from it. all you need, the Earth naturally gives you. the earth, our mother. she already knows what you need and how you need to live and provides it. she sustains it for you!!!
get out
of your home. get out of your head. get out of this misery that's SELF INFLICTED. your misery is SELF CREATED. DESTROY IT. THIS WORLD IS TESTING YOU. IT'S TESTING YOU IT'S NOT GOING AGSINST YOU. STRIP IT OF ITS POWER AND YOU BECOME THE TRUE YOU.
Hit your head against the wall if you must. stop thinking and start living!
i kknow there's much evil in this world. much unnaturalism. much deviation from true light. but please, don't fry your own brain fighting it. it has no power. and everyone chooses their own path. no one is forced. ever.
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I want women & men to get along better. I want women to understand that there will be a man that will treat you like the delicate flower &. wild lioness you are. without fear &. won't abandon you. I want you girls to know that you have a choice to heal your traumas. deviations & isolation from the opposite sex is unhealthy.. I know it's hard to hear. but the truth always prevails in the end, so listen and take what I'm about to say with a calm breath & death of your old belief system.
Men are not bad.
Men are not horrible.
and men are not scary or evil or will hurt you.
Men are attracted to you. Men love you. Men enjoy you. Men need you. you're the beauty in their lives.
please, read books about women being worshipped &. loved wildly & loudly by men. consume content that BENEFIT you. and not your trauma. (I know it's a horrible pull to stay in the trenches but I promise you the gardens above are way, way better.) do not try to fit into a mold. you can have preferences & wants. being a soft doll, being a vixen, a minx, a feline.. all is with you. you're allowed to love white men, black men, indigenous men.. any man whatsoever. but, by the time your lover comes. all preferences will have dissolved. you'll live in the bliss of union forever. growing together, dying together, being resurrected together.
please, and I say this with so much love. heal yourself. for you, for your little self, and for the woman you're become. unleash every part of delicious femme fatale inside you. you're FEMALE. you're women. you're wild and delicate and dwsrge so, sooo much love.
i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too
The Energy Signature of Your FS in Dream Realm | pick-a-card âïž
how does your future spouse feel in the dream realm? how do they look ? how do they act ? and, why do they visit ?
(hello, for this reading i am using a self-made oracle method involving letter + number divination. each pull is random, but often confirms letter or initials of names, dates, places, or energetic signs tied to the person or their counterpart. if these happen to resonate with you that is confirmation, and if doesnât, do not worry as this is a general pac.
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àȘâ⎠masterlist. â¶â.Ë
**Note: close your eyes, take a deep breath, & focus on the pile or two that you feel most drawn to. only take what resonates & leave what doesnât :)) **
đȘĄ Pile I. > đPile II. > đ«§ Pile III.
ౚৠPile I.
⥠cards pulled: Eight of Swords, Seven of Pentacles (rx), Knight of Wands, Seven of Cups (rx), Four of Cups (rx)
đŻ How They Feel in the Dream World đ
Your future spouse is in their own world, living, dealing with life itself. Their energy is distant, but potent. In dreams, it feels like navigating a damp, dark forest with heavy mist and smoke only lit by the moonlight. They are like a memory you canât remember nor shake. Because of how swords and cups interact in this spread you feel everything. Their touches are light, almost invisible like someone trying to touch you through a curtain. It's chilling. Melancholic. The type of touch to make goosebumps with the heat of their energy. They are in their own mental confinement jailâtheir doubts, fears, and past barricading them. A part of them wants to connect, but their mind stops them. The dream with your spouse can feel like a fever dream rather than a reunion because of the lack of grounding energy. The dream is a liminal space between reality and astral.Â
đŻ How They Look or Appear in Dreams đ
In the dream world, your future spouse is an impatient personâone who doesnât know when to step forward or wait. For them, it's a balancing act, a push and pull. When they appear, thereâs a haze of wanting and not wanting. Because of this dynamic they might hold off on meeting you in the dream realm. This can be an interesting connection to bounce off of, because of the hot and cold energy that causes their appearance to be fragments and blurry. In dreams, their appearance will be flashes of their hair or eyes or hands. They are very much like the wind, they creep into your dreams one day, then next, they disappear.Â
đŻ How They Act in the Dreams đ
Your future spouse acts impulsive, but very direct. They act with blunt confidence and straightforward precision. The Seven of Cups (rx) is just them showing up in full force, they melt illusions and filters down the drain. With the way they show up, you will notice their actions are larger than words. For some of you, your future spouse will have a naturally commanding voice or strong masculine presence in dreams.
đŻ Why They Visit You đ
When your spouse comes to visit you, it's an intense one. They come quickly before the ego can rationalize. They float into your dreams intentionally to wake you. Not in a romantic way, but in a way that makes you question. Think. Your future spouse mirrors your inner knowing. Your High Priestess.
℠Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 7, 4, 8, 3, 9 · initials/letters: M, O, R, A, S, T, P, N, W = from self-made oracle & intuitive pull, 888, 444, foggy forest saw during channeling
ౚৠPile II.
⥠cards pulled: Eight of Pentacles, Ace of Wands (rx), Knight of Pentacles (rx), King of Wands, Two of Pentacles, & Seven of Pentacles
đŻ How They Feel in the Dream World đ
Your spouseâs energy is earthy. They feel as earthy as walking through sand as the waves ripple along the shore. A certain image I got in my head trying to describe their energyâit's an artisan working day and night perfecting his craft. This imagery might resonate with some of you, but if it doesnât, just understand that your future spouseâs energy is hardworking, but also self reliant and focused. In the dream, their presence is mostly about physical sensesâtouch, smell, and hearing. Their touch is rough. A hand on your shoulder. A firm hug. Their scent will be like redwoods, grounded yet fresh. An intuitive nudge I have, is that they could have some earth placements (Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus) in their big three with the amount of pentacles in this spread.
đŻ How They Look or Appear in Dreams đ
Your future spouse doesnât come into your dreams suddenly. Itâs a constant build up, like construction of a house. With Ace of Wands (rx), there is this delayed spark when it comes to finally connecting with them in the dream realm. Itâs a journey. At first, there will be a little clueâa sudden smell or touch. You might have multiple dreams before you can grasp them fully. But, when you do finally connect, their presence is how they feel. It's a balanced connection, a scale evenly weighted.Â
đŻ How They Act in the Dreams đ
Your future spouse is steady. Intentional. But, they have an edge and the drive to achieve what they want. That ambition might not be all fast and impulsive, but itâs the authority and structure about them. They might struggle with starting something or committing to an idea, but when they get to it, they achieve it no matter how long it takes. They charge forward and keep an even pace.
đŻ Why They Visit You đ
Your future spouse visits you to remind you of patience and balance; and that you will receive what you desire even if it feels like thereâs always reconstruction happening. They come into your dreams as an energy to anchor with your guides.
℠Extra Confirmation: birthday/life path/date: 2, 8, 7, 3 · initials/letters: A, S, T, E, Q, U, P, N, W = from self made oracle & tarot, red string/ribbon, ravens, ocean tides = two of pentacles card image showed up with crashing waves, saw 5:55 during channeling,
ౚৠPile III.
⥠cards pulled: The Moon (rx), King of Wands, King of Cups (rx), Seven of Swords, Five of Pentacles (rx)
đŻ How They Feel in the Dream World đ
Your future spouseâs energy in the dream world feels unveiled. The connection is deep within the seas of the subconscious. You get intuitive messages, thoughts, dreams from them without 3D relation. Their energy bleeds into yours. A sudden thought transmits into theirs and vice versa. Not always. But, when channeled correctly at the right frequency. They feel like the cool breeze that hits your face when you hike to the top of the mountain. Itâs liberating. Itâs raw. They see the unseen not with their eyes, but with their spirit. You will notice they donât see just the skin, they see the skeleton.Â
đŻ How They Look or Appear in Dreams đ
Your future spouse has a sharp and distinct look about them. Their appearance is a striking one. They give that bold, commanding, visionary spirit. They will have a unique appearance in the dreamâtattoos, piercings, birthmark, mole(s) or even different colored hair. They might not even appear as themself, they could wear the face of a person you know or come as an animal. Whales, stingray, sea creatures came to mind. They present themselves as this self assured leader or guide. And, when they enter your dreams, itâs with the same level of passion and determination as their appearance. Itâs a rush. A mystery. A rollercoaster ride. You might not even remember the dream, but it seeps into the subconscious.
đŻ How They Act in the Dreams đ
There is conflict with how they present themselves and act. Your future spouse makes an appearance dramatically, but has a sneaky way of acting. They hide themselves and peer into the corner of your dreams. They do not interfere, and allow the flow. They like testing, watching, not knowing how to approach. They might act aloof while hiding behind a cloak of feelings unaware how to process it.Â
đŻ Why They Visit You đ
When your spouse comes to pay you a visit, it's in the moments where you least expect. However, the five is about change, freedom, and curiosity, but itâs also about restlessness, inconsistency, and excess. They donât come to fix your problems, but they come in to redirect you even if it means hiding behind a veil and pulling strings in silence.
℠Extra Confirmation: life path/birthday/date: 14, 12, 2, 5, 7, 3 · initials/letters D, E, N, A, Y, P, H, J = from self-made oracle & intuitive nudge, mountain & cool breeze channeled from meditation, saw 1:11, 10:10 while channeling reading
i wish i knew how to tumblr betterâŠi reblogged this on the wrong account, but i just NEEDED yâall to be graced by this reading and get your hand held as you walk down memory lane of your own dreams đ„č
â§ "I loved watching the base of those thunderstorms, the billowing tops of the cumulonimbus, the lightning that effortlessly lit up the lake and the sky. It was gorgeous, so energetic. I was in love." - Ginger Zee
Disclaimer: This is a general reading, take what resonates. This is a gender-neutral reading, change any pronouns to apply to you. Also, the tense changes from past to present to future, I hope this doesn't make the reading difficult.
Also! Thank you so much to everyone who put in a paid reading request, when my life stabilizes, those will be on the top of my priority list. <3
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Pile One (King of Cups, 5oC, The Sun, The Knight of Cups)
This energy feels sudden but fated. This yearâs eclipse season has been insane and you were always destined to reach a cosmic juncture of complete renewal around this time. The scales are tipping in your favor and this is your season to receive.Â
This is my emotionally attuned pile. You were a sensitive childâa walking bundle of warmth and acceptanceâuntil people took advantage of your gentle soul. You could have been the typical sunshine kid always giggling, easily making connections, and being a bright energy people were easily attracted to. Whether or not you were aware of it, people saw your capacity for love and happiness as intimidating and âfakeâ. Their reality did not shine as bright as yours so they could not fathom your authentic happiness.
That doesnât mean people did not try to take advantage of your gentleness. Society associates friendliness/happiness as weakness and sees you as an easy target to get over on. Being trusting isnât naivety, it isnât your fault that you extended your time and resources to greedy people, it is their loss that they ruined a genuine connection because they were too far gone in their own misery to recognize a helping hand out of the shadows.Â
This is a general reading so the details of what happened vary greatly, for most of you, there was a series of traumatic events involving your interpersonal relationships that scarred your heart. I visually see a wilting flower or a chest caving in on itself.Â
Betrayal, cheating, abuse, years and years of lying, bullying, isolation, being ignored, and just overall feeling less important than the other people in your life.
But we donât need to get into the nitty gritty of that bullshit. That chapter is closed, burned, and a renewed phoenix is rising from its ashes.Â
To any other person, these events would have turned them rotten and nasty, but you never passed this hurt onto others, you just held onto it and kept holding on until it slowly drained and left all the cavities in your body empty and numb. Youâre used to depletion, giving and giving, but being left in the dust after everyone else gets their fill and moves on.
Listen to me, you are stepping into your rainfall- the world revolves around you- era. Youâre being rewarded for your resilience and âthe cycle ends with meâ attitude. A hurt person hurt you and you turned that into further reason why you would never be so cruel to another soul.
You got the sun, the best fucking card in the deck, right in the middle of your spread. With the lies youâve been fed over the years, at some point on your journey, you got lost in the illusions of lack and fear. Fear that you werenât enough and less than the magnificent being you truly are.
But this juncture is like a lightning strike of clarity to your consciousness, you are realizing that this journey is just that⊠a journey. A life lesson circling you back to your power so you can acknowledge just how fucking desirable your heart actually is.
People tried to rob you of your happiness because they wanted it. People tried to squash your kindness because they wanted it. People abused your time and energy because they yearned for it but could never have it. Think about it, if you had nothing of value, they wouldnât have plotted on the resources you offered.Â
Weâve all heard the saying, âYou donât know how good you have something until you lose it.â Life put you on this course of being on top, hitting rock bottom (deep depression), and then climbing up again so you can cultivate the strength to have a sensitive soul and defend it against all the greedy hands who want a piece.Â
This journey taught you discernment, who to trust and who not to trust. It taught you how to pick yourself up and dust off. You learned to be stingy with your time and treat yourself as high value. Most importantly, you experienced your first full cycle of rebirth, where you learn that even your lowest of lows are temporary and it is universal law that all things eventually come to an end to be reborn bigger and better.Â
True strength is seeing the worldâs ugliness and not letting it taint you. Youâve been the victim of cruel actions and you wouldnât dare enforce those on anyone else. The universe honors people like you. You were always meant to experience this upcoming win fall.
If youâre reading this, youâre already beginning to feel it. Shifts like this happen internally before manifesting externally. You step outside and the world looks more⊠romantic.
You can feel it in your bones that you are about to receive your fairytale life. The moon is smiling back at you and the stars are spelling out your name.
Embrace this Knight of cups energy and follow the whims of your heart, theyâre leading you to your new timeline. Fall in love with yourself and acknowledge the battle you not only survived but won.Â
P.S. Little you is so motherfucking proud of who you are and what you stand for. They knew you would make it back to them. It pained them to see you lost in other peopleâs lies but they never doubted your capability to see love in life again. Your kid self lived and breathed this joy and they knew nobody could truly take it from them. They are happy to see you realize it too. Â
"Sometimes, the strongest roots grow in the softest soil."
Pile Two (King of Swords rev., King of Pentacles, 10oW, Queen of Wands rev.)
YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH! There is no fucking reason to fixate on changing yourself when you are already perfect as it is, sugar plum!
You carried your familyâs burdens up a verrry long mountain. You were trekking through life with a generational weight strapped on your back. Your greatest devil was expectations.Â
You were told who you should be, what you should do, how you should act, what you should believe in.Â
There werenât many loving voices in your home, your efforts were met with harsh critiques and a heavier load on your plate. This is the classic case of being pushed beyond limits no child should have to reach. In your upbringing, it was perfection or nothing. Not only did you have to excel academically, you had to be attractive and have a thriving social life, do extracurriculars, and anything else that exemplified you as a model child and citizen.Â
And even then, when you did all those things, you didnât get the proper acknowledgment or congratulations you deserved. Lots of you just got higher expectations set after you proved you could reach an already unrealistic standard. God forbid you didnât reach those standards, some of you got shunned or abused.Â
Sometimes you felt more like a project your people flaunted rather than someone they authentically loved and cared for.
This fucked with your young psyche. I mean⊠what's the point!? You jump through all these hoops to barely get a pat on the back? Yeah, you seemed perfect on the outside but internally, you were teeming with self-hate and the contempt of not being enough for anyone.Â
I am getting frustrated just channeling this message, damn you deserved so much more!Â
(Do you get migraines or tension headaches?)
This is my pile of people who did not get the privilege of choosing their own career path. Your guardians told you to study to become a doctor, engineer, scientist, artist, or whatever the hell they wanted to flaunt as an extension of themselves.Â
But get this, your people didnât do that shit either! They push so hard for you to be someone theyâre not because theyâre projecting their (fear of) failure onto you.Â
For some (those who were not ignored or abused), it wasnât malicious. They pushed you to be great because they wanted the best for you, but the way they handled it was fucked up.
There was a lot of fear about falling short of expectations and disappointing the people around you. Creating this mindset that you had to perform for affection and needed to prove that you were of value to people in order to be loved.
Some of you heavily rebelled against this authoritarian force in your life. Explicitly, through using sex to satiate your desire to feel loved. Like with your family, you viewed love as transactional and went into ârelationshipsâ with people who disguised their lust for you as love but only truly wanted to exploit your vulnerable state.
I am sorry you did not deserve that, you are better with those energies out of your life.Â
BAAABBBYYYY, this season is rinsing out all that gunk between your ears and pushing the weight off your back. Can you feel your spine unfurl?
This season youâre letting all the bullshit go. Youâre garnering strength the rest of society only talks about. Youâre looking at yourself in the mirror and saying that nobodyâs expectations are worth living a life you donât want to live. Those people were empowered by you not recognizing your own capability, they were the only measurement of how worthy you were and the only source of the approval you craved.Â
(why won't this center???^)
Youâre awakening to just how much of a bad mf you truly are! Youâre the king of pentacles- youâre your own empire! Youâre reclaiming your power and acknowledging that with all the time and effort you put into building someone elseâs dreams, you have the strength to build your own!
With every challenge thrown at you, YOU BODY THAT SHIT!
Iâm getting chills, I feel like a hype man lmao. Iâm your biggest fan fr. I want you on my team! Youâre an irreplaceable asset that anyone would be blessed to work with.Â
All the pressure you faced has forged you into a one-of-a-kind gemstone and you are shining brightly!Â
This journey taught you the power of control and how to take the reigns of your own chariot. You will never allow another soul to take your will from you again.Â
*Clears throat* Donât tell anyone I said this but⊠expect your life to blossom in ways you canât even begin to fathom.
Your 5th house: leisure, pleasure, romance, creativity, and your 10th house: higher self, your image, and how you carry yourself once you leave the shadows is getting a major activation. Â
The dreams of your future that you wouldnât dare whisper to the people in your life are being heard by Source and theyâre being packaged (with a cute lil bow) behind the scenes, ready to be delivered at your feet. I am not kidding, your oracle cards are: 10th house, 5th house, Venus, fated meeting, and âBlessings you couldnât even dream of are walking to your front doorâ.
There is a special emphasis on your creative endeavors, unleash the side of you that was shunned, and allow it to garner the love and attention that has always been meant for you! It is your time to live life the way youâve always wanted to.Â
P.S. People donât want to hear it because getting your expectations high is a âbadâ thing or whatever, but you will meet someone. Itâs a fated meeting and you two are meant for each other. Royal love. You got all court cards and while I was typing, âone-of-a-kindâ autocorrected to âone-of-a-kingâ.Â
Pressure Reveals Our Brilliance
Pile Three (10oS Rev., 10oW, 8oP, Queen of Swords, Emperor)
Growing up, my mom always told me that when we feel like weâre wandering aimlessly, weâre actually slowly inching closer to where weâre meant to be.
I pass these words of wisdom on to you because you know the pain of wandering all too well. When you were younger, your energy was unadulterated and you dreamt big without any doubt creeping around your skull to sully your aspirations. You are naturally a very ambitious person with a killer drive to get shit done.
However, something shifted. I donât think it was a specific event, it happened over time. The wrong people and painful situations slowly chipped away at your spark for life until your body lost its will and you slowly staggered to the ground with all ten swords in your back.Â
There was a dense fog around who you were and what you wanted. You questioned your desires and your ability to achieve them, growing more frustrated with your own confusion. Until eventually, you stopped dreaming. Anything to curb the painful disappointment of feeling like a person coming from a broken mold. Or a human without an outline, just an indistinct blur melting into the background.Â
I feel static in my bones. I see that your shadows locked you in place- paralyzed. Limited only to the realms in your head as you watch the world evolve and move on without you.
This pile struggles with the most intense anxiety. Have you seen Inside Out 2? There is a scene where the anxiety emotion goes into overdrive and canât remove herself from the control panel and Riley has an ongoing panic attack. For a huge chunk of your life, your anxiety couldnât release itself from the command center. Your whole life has felt like youâve been holding your breath, waiting for the panic attack to subside.Â
Youâre a nervous nelly, Iâm afraid. Not to be offensive, but I imagine a nervous, wet chihuahua shaking like a leaf (haha, been there).
Something about your friendships and the negative influence of others is important. The ten of swords is typically a betrayal card. These situations left you with an aching sense that you didnât have control over the direction of your life, so you spent your days worrying about everything that has and will go wrong.
Maybe people told you that you werenât capable? Maybe you felt like you didn't measure up to the people around you who had direction in their lives.
You have a lot of energy, pent-up energy. It is actually one of your blessings, you have an abundance of energy to achieve all that you set your mind to. But these traumatic events locked up this vitality and prevented it from being properly expressed. It didnât go away, it got transmuted into mental energy and you âthoughtâ yourself to death.Â
Itâs funnyâyou probably daydream about taking action and doing the everyday things that others do without a second thought. For them, itâs normal, but for you, itâs a wild dream.Â
This is my late bloomer pile. The things people your age typically do, you havenât gotten around to because you canât seem to get your body and mind on the same accord.Â
You had restless energy, your body was always on but not in motion. Think of a tightly stretched rubber band aching to be released anywhere but stuck in this moment of tension. You felt the pull, the urge to leap into action, yet something held you backâwhether it was doubt, hesitation, or simply the weight of expectation. Each day was a reminder of your potential, a constant yearning to break free and finally express that energy in a meaningful way. But, the second you went in for the kill, your bones locked up and left you stagnant.
I want to cry writing this. Your wishes are so simple and you will get them tenfold, quote me.Â
This season you are getting the key to freedom from your mental prison- clarity. Clarity on just how possible everything is. You are awakening to the world at your fingertips and the very road map woven into your heart.
It sounds silly, but you dream of work! You want to go out and create without paralyzing fear looming over your shoulder. This is your deepest desire because you are meant to do it. Youâre the fucking emperor AND the queen of swords. Your name is meant to be plastered on a building somewhere, and no amount of fear or doubt is going to keep you from that.Â
This journey taught you how to build mental fortitude and define yourself. You wonât listen to any voice that prevents you from living the life you want to live, not even your own. The next time you get stabbed in the back, you wonât even flinch and you sure as hell wonât stop your motion.Â
You donât need to think, just be. Your feet will take you to where you need to go.
(Shoutout to my Rahuvians!)
Your wildest dreams have been heard and answered, and youâre beginning to find your direction again. I know itâs hard to believe, especially after spending so much of your life in an illusionary prisonâa mental construct that felt all too real. But take a deep breath and allow those bars to melt away. Remember, this chapter is just that: a chapter in your life. You are ready to turn the page and embark on a new adventure, one that could be your very first! Embrace the possibilities ahead, and tell any lingering fears to shut the fuck up and kick rocks.
This next phase in your life is anything but slow, itâs a complete 180 from what youâre used to. Get ready to be a busy bee and in high demand. Your mind and body will be sharp, focused, and honed in on your craft. You are mastering something and achieving great success. âBlessings you couldnât even dream of are walking to your front door.â
P.S. I know that was a long, agonizing, period in your life but jump for joy now that itâs over! I promise you, it truly is!! Donât stress about the past or worry about what you should or could have done differently. You did everything perfectly and you were always meant to be where you are right now.Â
She's Using the Colors of Her Aura to Define Her Being
Pile Four (2oP, 7oW, 4oW, 90P, Clear, Third Eye Chakra, 1st House, Pluto)
Hmmm, pentacles (earthâ = stay and grow, grow, grow) and wands (fire = go, go, go)⊠âShould I stay or should I go?âÂ
Nobody wants to hear it, but youâre being pushed into hermit mode. But fear not! âđŸ This will be your last and most peaceful retreat. Youâre caught in a battle between the urge to slow down and prioritize your wellness and the temptation to jump up and grind. Embrace this time for reflection and self-careâitâs essential for your growth. When you take the time to recharge, youâll emerge stronger and more focused, ready to tackle whatever comes next with renewed energy. Trust that this phase is necessary for your journey.
The right answer is a blend of both. Make a steady meditation and fitness plan you can rely on where you feel productive yet kept to yourself. Your energy is sensitive at this time and people are going to try and purposely trigger you because they can sense that youâre getting ready to pop out and do your mf jig!
You are crazy intuitive and are awakening to this fact, but just like the start of any journey, youâre trying to find a balance between your intuition and judgment.
Spoiler alert, they're the same thing!Â
ESPECIALLY for you. Check to see if you have Pluto, Ketu (south node), Jupiter (Sag or Pisces), Mars (Aries or Scorpio), or Moon (Cancer) in your first, fourth, seventh, or tenth house. Or literally anything in your eighth house.
You are blessed with the ability to see beyond the veil of illusion and are meant to nurture and refine this gift. Embrace it as a powerful tool for understanding yourself and the world around you. Trust your intuition and allow it to guide you through challenges, helping you uncover deeper truths.Â
This season is bringing changes to your physical body and immediate environment, you feel most vulnerable to the weather changes and are probably having trouble sleeping. You are likely feeling tension between your eyebrows and are seeing images that aren't actually there.Â
Youâre experiencing a third eye awakening and a major karmic clearing, this is my most spiritual pile by far. If youâre not into these types of things, this isnât your pile. Actually, this group really stands out from the others, I donât have advice for you per se; this message is to assure you that youâre not delusional.Â
I am here to tell you to trust what youâre seeing. Youâre right! Whatever you think is happening⊠is happening. If you think great things are coming, they absolutely are. Conversely, if you feel that something shady is going on behind the scenes, then thatâs exactly whatâs unfolding. Trust your instincts; theyâre guiding you toward the truth.
Hereâs a secret about intuitive judgment: If the thoughts are causing anxiety and plaguing you with fear, theyâre not true. On the other hand, if your instincts provide insight into a situation and help you feel more in control, youâre on the right track. Even if the truth is harsh or painful, knowing it empowers you to make informed decisions about your next move.Â
The truth is enlightening, even if it leads to a tower moment where everything you thought you knew comes crumbling down. Lies may feel comforting at first, but they can slowly trap you, binding you to a life that isnât truly yours. Your soul craves deep transformation and healing. It may sound cryptic, but this is your season to die and allow yourself to be reborn anew. Embrace the intensity of Scorpio season; itâs a powerful time for you to shed old skin and welcome a higher version of yourself.Â
Who is this higher version? You have been cultivating them bit by bit with every trial thrown your way and it is finally time for them to rise to the surface. This version embodies your resilience, wisdom, and strength, shaped by your experiences and the lessons learned along the way. Embrace this transformation and let your true self shine. You are ready to step into your power and create the life youâve always envisioned.
(Any Mula natives in the chat?)
I am excited for you, itâll be tiring and unpleasant but the world waiting for you on the other side is one of bountiful harvests and celebrations! Hang in there!Â
Embrace the slowness and allow yourself to relax while it's here because this next chapter is TURNT.Â
P.S. Youâre hotâlike really, incredibly sexy. Your gaze is piercing, and people feel as though you see straight through them into depths they arenât even aware of. You donât have to do much to unsettle others; theyâre easily triggered because they canât hide behind the safety of their masks when theyâre around you. Your authenticity and intensity shine through, making them confront their own truths. Embrace that power; itâs a gift that not everyone possesses!
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iâve warmed up significantly towards the concept of small talk ever since i learned that its sole purpose is to make friendly noises.
as long as you smile and nod, people are satisfied. itâs just to show that you are nice and there with good intentions. weâre small in a big world and have to rely on other people to be decent to us. so we do our little human dance to each other to say, âiâm not here to hurt you. hereâs something we have in common, like the weather or sports or itchy sweaters, so we both know weâre on the same team. we both agree on a basic fact, like that it is rainy or that being itchy is uncomfortable, and this proves we can get along. iâm being light-hearted and non-threatening right now.â
small talk isnât to get to know a person. itâs just a greeting to affirm youâre buddies in the universe.
i am motivated by wanting the other person to know i am friendly, so i have gotten pretty decent at small talk when i used to hate it.
What do they love about you? (Slightly sexy edition)
Wanted this to be slutty af but spirit had its with this one, what's a mortal to do? T-T
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Intention set for the reading: Clear honest messages about what the person on my lovely reader's mind loves about them, their bodies, sexy time together and any generally sexy messages that wants to come through. Thank you, spirit team!
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Pile 1:
Baby girl, lemme tell you something. You have THAT body and your person is. A. Slut. For. That. Body. Bro, you got Lovers as your first card⊠this person LOVES literally everything about you but oof I see that your person is absolutely smitten with your body and they see it as a beacon and ALTER of love⊠they feel safe with you⊠especially when they have sex with (or daydream of having sex with) you. You ooze divine fem energy and they drink that shit up (literally too, if ukwim đ). They think youâre EXACTLY their type â body, personality, your sense of humor and all, babygirl, so if you have any doubts about this person not being interested, please. Stop. Just. Stop. I see that in their previous relationships there couldâve been issues with incompatible partners who couldnât understand, accept, and even appreciate your person and their beautiful heart. So they assumed that this was their fault and they harbored a lotta self-doubt even though they come off as incredibly self-confident and self-reliant, they were never loved properly. But with you? Theyâve finally found their match. Their comrade who will walk with them through anything. And this turns your person ON. They love how similar yâall are, you guys may have similar kinks too I hear? Maybe you like calling your person daddy? If so, they ABSOLUTELY melt for that shit, bro đ.
Youâre a goddess to your person. Charming, seductive, BEAUTIFUL, nurturing, and very giving. I doubt theyâve ever experienced that before tbh. Your person may have had dry relationships before because they came into this relationship believing that relationships are dry and that the passion and love are meant to fizzle out after a while. Lol and then they meet you and go âoh wait huhhhhhh love can feel THIS good? ><â You know why? Because youâre the OPPOSITE of dry. Youâre a juicy, connected-to-God, alive woman and theyâre a lil shocked by it at first, Iâm ngl. Haha moving on. They absolutely love how detached you can get. How youâre not clingy and needy all the time.
â Side note: Iâm getting that maybe in the past they had to deal with that a lot? â
Hm. They LOVE how secure you are in yourself. Itâs very refreshing and superr inspiring. Your person really respects you, man. They see that you have an incredible sense of self-worth and theyâre SOOOOO fucking attracted to that, they could lick your face through a screen. lmao.
They love how you can easily make decisions. You know yourself and they admire that a lot about you. Canât say that enough. They also may love how you easily handle difficult situations/people. They think you do it gracefully too and theyâre baffled by it tbh. You have a patience about you that they canât fathom having for themselves, âcause they seem quite fiery to me, ngl (at least when it comes to you). You donât seek to control, you seek to understand, and youâre extremely intelligent like that, and your person thinks thatâs very rare.
Tbh this person looks at you like youâre a fucking unicorn, man. A rare, hard-to-find mythic gem. Ah, cute!
They understand that you havenât had it easy in life and they love how thatâs made you impossible to beat, especially mentally. Youâre a very strong person to them⊠maybe not physically haha but non-physically? Hell yea. To them youâre a new energy, absolutely fresh. Youâre unlike anything or anybody theyâve experienced before. Youâre powerful, connected to something potently spiritual and so frickin otherworldly⊠they think theyâve got a mermaid on their hands and theyâre SO here for it!
Thanks for reading Pile 1! Iâm so happy to be doing PACs again heheheheheheheh. Let me know how you liked this one and see ya on my next one đ«đ«¶đŸ
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Pile 2:
Wow. Every time you come around they get soooo hard/wet just at the sight of you. Thatâs the kind of power you have over them. They probably have to spend a lot of time hiding their boners (if theyâre a guy) in public when youâre out on dates and stuff âcause oh boy, itâs just something about you. You turn them on just simply by existing đ.
If this person is a private person who doesnât like going out too much, theyâd only get out of the house if itâs for a date with you. Your worth coming out of their cave for because they just light tf up around you, man. You bring a beautiful kind of joy to them thatâs so warm and sensual but loving too. This person has only known difficult energies and people when it comes to love and friendship before you⊠like Iâm getting that they mightâve thought a previous partner/person was their soulmate but they turned out to be a scam of a person. Their previous friends and partners may have ended up being very cold toward them, especially toward the end of their relationships.
Your person has been through a lot of emotional pain before you, Pile 2, and so what they ABSOLUTELY love about you is the fact that youâre genuine. Youâre kind. Youâre intuitive, especially about their needs and their emotional states. You care about them. You nurture them. Youâre stunning to them. Youâre a breath of goddamn fresh air! Youâre exactly what they needed and didnât know they craved, but now that youâre here⊠theyâre in awe of how beautiful of a soul you are. They are endlessly grateful for you⊠aw man, thatâs some real stuff right there.
Your person loves your mind, and if youâre spiritual, theyâre really intrigued by that side of you⊠they think you get them, and thatâs rare for this person. Bro, if youâve ever done anything sexual with this person⊠they think youâre really good at it⊠especially at giving head lol. They love it when you suck/eat them; they get very excited at the thought of it. They love imagining what sex would be like with you if they havenât already fucked your brains out (spoiler: theyâd very much like to).
Thereâs something very healing about you too⊠this person LOVES how you allow them to be just what they are and nothing more, no masks, just raw, authentic energy around you guys, and they love it. Theyâve never had that before with another person and so they really, REALLY appreciate that about you. If youâre gonna ask me what they like about you, Iâd say they love ALL of you, especially the messy parts, âcause those messy parts of you give them permission to feel okay to exist (ooh, Pile 2, thatâs a heavy truth).
Phew! This person has seen some very ugly and unkind people too, so um⊠you come in and are such a contrast to it all, it leaves them feeling⊠surprised, to say the least, but in a good way of course.
This person would wanna make love to you. Really, really bad. Thatâs what they love thinking about you, tbh. And if you already have⊠then this person thinks youâre an amazing lover! They think you see right down to their soul and theyâve never had that in terms of sex with another person before because Iâm picking up that they may have had a lotta casual sex with people who only wanted their body. Because your person is very good looking, let me tell you đ. But this type of sex never felt truly good to your person, it always wound up feeling empty and draining. They love how you make sex with them feel like two souls dancing together rather than a mutual masturbation session, yk?
Damn, Pile 2, this pile is the intense one! Haha, moving on â
Your person LOVES your coochie, girl. They drool over fantasies about your body and Ms. Coochie. Also, Iâm getting that THEY will be VERY good at eating you out too đđ. The 69s with you guys will go so hard, brooooo (pun intended as always :>) They love how you get wet so easily when they touch you. Maybe they havenât experienced that before either, and they get so excited at that âcause they can physically feel just how much you desire them and it GETS THEM GOING. Ahhhhhhhh. Lovely. They like how they feel a spiritual connection to you⊠a connection they canât quite explain, but itâs this beautiful feeling of âI know you from somewhere, donât I?â And thatâs what makes your sexy time even more special âcause itâs an out-of-body type experience with you, man. Ugh. Fucking awesome!
They love how you take care of your body⊠how you go to the gym and take care of yourself! They may think youâre very fit mmmm hehehehehe delicious.
They love sooo much about you, bro, I canât even fit it all here!
But Iâm getting that they love the friendship you guys have; itâs really fricking beautiful. Like, you guys are besties who just happen to fuck and love each other ><
To end this beautiful reading, Iâd like to say that this person thinks youâre ALL THAT AND A BAG OF POTATO CHIPS, ok?
I hope this boosts your ego âcause you deserve it, man. Youâre a gem, and this person thinks so too. Keep shining that light!
Thanks for reading Pile 2! Iâm so happy to be doing PACs again heheheheheheheh. Let me know how you liked this one and see ya on my next one đ«đ«¶đŸ
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Pile 3:
If youâre a guy, this person loves your dick. That message was so loud too lol đ cracked me up.
And if youâre a girl reading, they love your metaphorical balls and how you can virtually go after anything you fucking want. They view you as a master manifester, ok? And they LOVE how you can effortlessly get what you want. Oof, theyâre super proud of you too⊠(well, that was unexpectedly sweet).
They love how mature you are, especially emotionally. Iâm getting a message that they didnât expect you to be this emotionally mature, but you somehow are? And that immediately got them hooked on you, baby.
Youâre also super drama-free and they adore that about you, man.
They like how you effortlessly create an environment of ease and calm for them just with your unconditional presence. That means a lot to this person âcause maybe theyâre somebody with a dysregulated nervous system? You help them regulate their fucking nervous system! Thatâs how important your presence is to them!
You give regal energy too, like you know your worth and will stand by it no matter what.
They really respect that about you. So frickin much.
They may also view you as wifey/hubby material âcause youâre so stable and grounded and you give off pragmatic energy even if you wouldnât call yourself one.
To this person, youâre a rock. In the best of ways.
If you have lone wolf energy, this person somehow LOVES it. They like how low key you are and have a tight circle of close friends rather than (if you do) â or maybe itâs just that you like minimalism, and thatâs something they value too, and so this quality of yours pleases them a lot, ngl.
I see a very similar theme to Pile 2 here⊠your person has been through unsavory relationships before where they werenât surrounded by supportive people. They had to live by themselves a lot, and so what they love about you is that you give them that support they lacked.
I heard they were mishandled a lot growing up, especially their emotions. And so the fact that youâre so emotionally mature helps them way more than you think!
Your person has definitely grown a lot through their life too, and thereâs a feeling that they can finally share it all with someone, and they love that a lot.
If youâre somebody who loves to tease a lot, they LOVE this about you, man. It drives them wild like WILD, wild. Haha, keep up the good work.
You intuitively take care of their needs too, and this could be very healing to them âcause usually they may be the ones taking care of other people.
You fulfill your person in every way, man. Oohhh, I just hear 34+35 by Ariana Grande in my head haha, nice.
Thus person has fantasies of yâall absolutely getting destroyed in bed, man. Picture two sweaty people completely exhausted and deeply and deliciously satisfied, down to the soul by the other. Thatâs what they want with you, and if youâve had an experience like this with them⊠you have no idea how bad they want it with you again!
Hahaha.
They love your sexual intensity too⊠if youâre an intense person, they get off on the thought of that! Haha, lovely.
BRO, they also loveee how you present yourself⊠The clothes you wear, the way you hold yourself, your self-esteem despite any bad past experiencesâŠ
This person thinks youâre extremely attractive⊠magnetic. They love to stare at you and love looking at you, baby boo.
You have them a bit hypnotized too, ngl haha.
They love how beautiful you look⊠thereâs one trait about you they absolutely love. Could be your eyes, your hair, your lips, your ass, your neck.
They love how your body is built. They love to be touchy-feely with you because of how yummy they find your body, man.
If youâre a tall guy, your person is weak in the knees for that. If youâre a petite girl, your person is weak in the knees for that. Something about your height difference is so sexy to this person, haha.
Finally, your person finds you to be a force who is direct, intense, wise, straightforward, and trustworthy.
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