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As for what makes you attractive, you are someone who might look younger than your age or has a very youthful energy. You might also treat kids with a lot of love. If not, you are someone who might give birth to something that was not on the planet until you brought it to life. You might have creative projects that you take on and nurture, and it doesnât have to be anything grand but even little things that you bring to the world add onto your attractiveness. Creativity does not have to mean that you draw, paint or write something but suppose, even if you are able to give love in a creative manner to someone, in a way thatâs unique to you and not done usually, it adds beauty to the world. I get a sense that it comes very naturally to you and the way you do things is very childlike. You might be the type to offer sweets to people for example and it is very innocent, and childlike but it is not something most people usually do and it adds onto your attractiveness. Also, if youâre short on sweets so some people do not get it, you make sure to give them some next time, youâre adorable through and through, and also fairly curious. I get a sense that you have this childlike belief, attitude and approach that thereâs enough for everyone, and so youâre able to genuinely feel happy for others and celebrate them. One of your most attractive traits is the belief that the world is big and there is enough for everyone so we should celebrate otherâs wins because it doesnât take anything away from us. Iâm not sure if you notice it but in little and big ways, you are celebrated. I am low-key picking up on the concept of friendship hierarchies but also not. Either youâre surrounded by older people who value your youthfulness and joy or younger people who can feel how happy you are around them, and just the way you are ends up pulling out pure joy and love in them, and so consciously or unconsciously, they end up hyping you up and celebrating you. People feel like you enjoy their company and you also prioritise making others feel good, and welcome. You have a natural host like energy in which⌠let me give you an example actually, imagine, a baby was born and you are the cool aunt or completely unrelated, maybe a neighbour, or something but you take it upon yourself to take the best care that you can of the child, the mother and host, and help around in the baby shower as if you are the happiest about the birth, the arrival of the baby, thatâs you, people feel like both the mother and the baby in this situation with you, because not only are you focused on the babyâs celebration but also the comfort of the mother. You are someone who creates a very hospitable environment for people. Adding onto the same example, you are someone who welcomes guests, makes sure they get tea, coffee, water, whatever, that theyâre comfortable, if someone canât sit on the floor because of their knees, youâll make sure they get a chair or something while making sure that the baby is comfortable and well fed, and clean too and that the mother is enjoying everything, and is being taken to the washroom and back again if sheâs not really recovered properly yet, and youâll be willing and able to handle everything if she didnât want to deal with so many people, basically, youâre the center because you are able to decenter yourself and center others, center a purpose, and thatâs what makes you immensely attractive to others.
The number 3 could be significant but Iâm not sure in what way but it doesn't have to be. I associate this number with curiosity, communication and youthfulness, you are very fun to be around, and make a really lovely acquaintance and friend with the lighthearted yet genuine manner in which you interact, and act. Youâre very fun loving but I do get a sense that you may possess some inner frustration and vulnerability regarding the way these very traits of yours are misunderstood as well as backfire. âViennaâ by Billy Joel is such a âyouâ song. You are ambitious and want so much more for yourself than you may currently be doing, and the thing is that even now, you are doing a lot and youâre a very positive minded person but despite the positive attitude that you possess, you naturally feel negative emotions, you do not like to and so you do not give them power over you, making sure that youâre the one who has agency over your own state but the thing is, this is the very thing that ends up acting as a double edged sword, you value being serene and calm, and balanced so much that sometimes these negative emotions, you do not really realise them very strongly but when you do, even though, they might hit you very strongly, you are very still internally and at peace so are able to be patient with yourself through them. You think that everything is impermanent and so negative emotions will pass too, and due to how assured and safe you are for yourself, you create that same space for others too. No matter where youâre at, youâre able to show patience to others, treat them as equals or find a balance between politeness and friendliness, and are very lovely to be around because you try to not make things hard for anyone, in fact, you actively try to make things easier and lively for them, and despite how emotional you are internally, you seem very firm, assured and solid, unbreakable almost, and thatâs what makes you so attractive to others but despite how non threatening you are, on the inside, you are very emotional and especially, ambitious, and more than that, youâre competent so you can be very threatening to others because of that but there is something that Iâm getting very strongly. Ever since you were a child, you had so much you wanted to become and wanted to experience so much joy, celebrate so much because of how much you achieve but for whatever reason, there was a lot of frustration and vulnerability about not having the means, opportunities or whatever to get there, and while you got out of that space and are very happy with yourself, and have created a safe space for yourself, this was not brought to you by anyone else, you created this for yourself, by yourself and the thing is, I think that others are tied to it somehow. Iâm not sure what it is but you could possibly have people younger than you who rely on you in very tangible ways or people in general, and while in certain ways, there is virtue in what youâre doing and you enjoy the responsibilities placed upon you, and carry it well, you are being the safe person here, the solid one whoâs sheltering and taking care of things, and yes, you are able to enjoy light connections and are lively to be around but recently, you may have been feeling internally more frustrated and vulnerable because your life, your dreams, your ambitions, you yourself are just as precious as everyone who relies on you in big and little ways.
What makes you attractive is how solid you are while being playful and having fun, and others genuinely enjoy your company but you have so many responsibilities placed upon you that you carry really well, youâve built so much patience and inner peace over time but the thing is, even though people can rely on you for both serious reliability, and fun, you have a lot of pressure upon you and recently, you might be feeling like something bad is going to happen if you donât change something, I have no clue what it is about but you have a lot of frustration that you didnât even have the chance to truly feel and you werenât able to complain, and just had to carry the weight of what was placed upon you and it was, and is very heavy but you tried to just be efficient and keep calm through it, you still are but these days internally, you feel vulnerable because of how safe you feel or are worried about having become very comfortable and sheltered. You might be craving change recently but youâre not sure what is going on within you, but this is not even your main state but itâs recently just the undertone of your existence, youâre still existing as if youâre unshaken and doing okay, and yes, you are, even when you feel off, you are able to have fun and enjoy the playful moments, and interactions and you might be very childlike right now, you may not realise it but you are trying to take care of your inner child by trying to make yourself feel safe and one confirmation is that you might be craving, and consuming sweets, juices, milkshakes and junk food more these days. You are trying to take really good care of yourself and youâve experienced so many situations when you were younger, when you were not able to soothe yourself, and even these days, you might feel like youâre failing to do so as well as you had started to but youâre still stubborn and not letting things shake you despite how vulnerable you feel on the inside. You feel so unsafe yet safe and are a source of safety, and guarantee for others as well. Youâre very attractive because of the way who you are on the inside ends up creating a certain aura externally as well. You are feeling vulnerable and are fearful of falling into the state that you got out of, and youâre fearful of your own inability to not take care of yourself but the thing is, youâre doing really well, you know it and so do others, there are people who really look up to you, and enjoy your company and even you yourself are at peace with yourself but I feel like even you know that something needs to change, and thatâs whatâs causing you turmoil. I strongly get that currently, you are on the verge of something being revealed to you but it seems to be more of an internal idea or spiritual wisdom rather than enemies being revealed, or any of it though that could also be the case, but itâs not fully formed yet but you are aware of whatâs going to happen and you do not know what it is yet so thereâs tension because of that.
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You seem to be undergoing a dark night of the soul at this time or have in the past. What seems to have happened is that you were attached to someone and it felt like you were two peas in a pod. I just heard that it was either your first time or the first few times that you ever experienced such warmth, you felt as though you found family, you found a home in them but despite there being warmth for some time. It felt like a dream come true, you felt like the luckiest person on the planet, like you couldnât wish for anything more but damn, the sadness that just hit me. External influences took a toll on this connection, be it platonic or romantic, they filled your ears and their ears, and they could have been told that they could do so much better. The situation seems to be so intense and heavy yet so unclear. Iâm not sure when this happened but it is breaking my heart for you, you didnât deserve any of this. This person could have been dealing with some sort of an ending when you got together so there could have been gossip about them trying to move on from the other person and your relationship being more of a circumstantial, chance encounter. There could have been a bit of a power imbalance here, they had some sort of power and at that time, they decided to use their brain to make some decision, and the decision was to turn their back against you. The energy Iâm getting here is very sad, theyâre giving me the energy of a father figure who says that things are supposed to be a certain way or makes some sort of a decision and no one is allowed to question it or even if thereâs questioning, they donât give any clear, proper reasoning for it. Someone turned their back to you and took a major step, and you had no clue why, what their reasoning was or what was going on but you had no choice but to just move forward with it because they had made that decision for both of you. Initially, you tried to be calm but it was difficult to do so, you were being too understanding at this time, you felt like maybe you were too much and were overwhelming them with your emotions but you were experiencing a lot of pain, you had finally found something beautiful, something loving, that had offered a new beginning in your life but right at the start, it ended and it was finalised, and you felt an extreme amount of turmoil. You felt frustrated and angry at the other person because you were being disillusioned, heavily at that but were not able to accept it because what you felt, and what was being said and given to you were opposing each other, and honestly, some of you could have dealt with extremities regarding your mental health because of this. You felt overwhelmed yet empty and were wondering if you were deceived or if the other person is angry at you or has some grievances about something causing them to lie to you out of emotionality. You were very anxious and stressed, completely consumed by the situation.
This caused you to have a tendency towards distraction. The thing is that the present moment is very precious because it is quite literally the only concept of time that is real, the past wonât come back, itâs gone and therefore, itâs not real, and the future is not here yet and honestly, it might not even come about, itâs imagined so you missed out on being able to focus on the present and the joys that it could provide. You couldnât study or work well and it was just a really devastating period for you through, and through. I think that if it happened in the past, thereâs an awareness of how you wasted your time and energy. I want you to take the reading as it resonates. If youâre currently struggling, youâre blocking your own attractiveness by not letting it flow. Being present is the key point of attractiveness after all. Just take it as the key components that make you attractive that youâll grow into over time. If youâve come out of this period, take it as qualities you currently possess. Youâre someone who may be better at handling different things in one day than doing focused work for an entire day but you do have your days when youâre able to stay focused on one task and when you do, when you enter a flow state, you can, and will end up overdoing it a bit. For example, if you were thinking about doing one assignment but you started enjoying feeling productive so much as you started doing it, you might start doing the other project too even though itâs two a.m. and you should probably be sleeping. When you get distracted, itâs very hard for you to get back into focus. I get that usually you need caffeine or a nap to get going. I wonder if one of your strategies for getting work done is to start as soon as you wake up. Despite how you might struggle with distractions, you might get a lot done when you get it done even if you do not feel like you are because you feel like your mind is too distracted. Thereâs also an inclination to do everything on your own. I strongly get a sense that even if initially, you engage in tomfoolery, by the end, youâre able to get things done somehow. This reminds me of this one girl who had twisted her ankle and kept on saying that she wouldnât dance until the last week but in the last week itself, she managed to learn everything, and was the best performer of the lot. You low-key remind me of L from Death note and thatâs what makes you attractive but Iâm not sure what that means exactly. You crave solitude and calm environments. Youâre the type to be distracted all day and not get much done, and feel like shit and then go to a relaxing cafĂŠ all by yourself, and then come back home and finish all the work that you didnât do during daytime. You seek calm and serene places, and environments because during the time period when you were undergoing shit, you could have been overwhelmed with so many emotions that hit you like a truck and you recovered alone. I get a strong sense that you hold yourself to be sacred after what broke your life down in the past and you think that as hard as the situation was, it was not worth being so shaken over because you wasted so much of your precious time and energy, and now you may have grown very comfortable with and might even crave alone time. There could be this thing in which, even if you hang out with friends, you seek to be somewhere alone after that. Due to what youâve experienced, you are fearful of falling back into that state again so you try to make sure that youâre getting things done and keeping your mind, and energy field as clear as possible even if you may be distracted and not work during the work hours or as productively as you could be.
There is a high likelihood that while you are prone to distraction, you are still fairly productive but that recently, youâve been more disturbed and craving solitude or not even craving it but you do not feel very good around people because youâre very distracted. Youâre someone who is likely keeping to yourself or feeling very internal recently even when surrounded by people and you donât have your usual zest but even so, you are seen to be very sincere and trustworthy, and might give little things to others and recently might have even received free things or a present, it could be something as simple as a small candy but I think that you make it easy for others to talk to you and give to you. Also, youâre not very keen on starting serious things right now. Iâm really trying to look at what makes you attractive but whatever happened or is happening is whatâs coming through and some sort of a hibernation related to it. I think that for you, the reason why youâve dealt with or are dealing with whatever you are is because of bad environments. You are very prone to attracting meanness and jealousy so when people mistreat you so obviously, itâs only natural for you to feel distracted and pained. Youâre one of those people who⌠either you are or have experienced so much pain and sorrow but despite that, you continue attracting jealousy. You tend to often have fall outs with people and you donât understand what it is but by this point in time, you have started dreading what could happen relationally because you know all too well just how fast and suddenly people can turn on you but if you have experienced this in the past, and have learned how to deal with it, you have learned how to be patient through it and kind to yourself. I got really drained by this draining set of experiences or an experience that I picked up on so I decided to shuffle another deck to get to the bottom of it. So, letâs just get into it, you are a very dutiful person who might feel responsible for everything. You canât be everything for everyone and you know it but you try your best to be the best of the best for others, and yourself and so youâre very valuable. Youâre also highly principled but you tend to experience things that shake you and my shoulders just started feeling really weighted, and heavy and have started hurting, even the bra strap seems to be adding to the ache, you might feel a lot of weight on your shoulders, and naturally have a tendency to take a lot onto yourself. I get a strong sense that you may have not started off very stable in life i.e. your life was not secured for you in much capacity. Some of you could have been raised by single parents for all we know or well, your parents didnât support you either materially, stopped doing so at some point or didnât do so emotionally, possibly even authority figures failed you. You seem to have started out a bit powerless and have likely been humbled multiple times because you were in some sort of an environment where you did not fit in, you barely did, and almost everyday was bad for you because you were always reminded of your own lack but amidst all of it, you built a lot of character. You have now built yourself and your life beautifully, and you realise that the past affected you heavily, the lack of status, being treated as lesser than but now, youâve come so far, itâs giving me literal goosebumps. The thing about any goal is that oftentimes, who you become in the process of achieving it is just as important and possibly even more precious than actually achieving it.
The thing about you is that due to your humble beginnings, whatever it may mean, you have cultivated a lot of humility and since then, youâve grown so much, youâve built so much for yourself, and you are very grateful but because of how present you are, you tend to forget the really poor experiences that you came from even if youâre aware of it. Itâs just not in your line of focus and one thing that you realised back then is that the rich or the ones who have more than you will never accept you as their own no matter how much you try because theyâll always find a way to isolate you, keep you separated and so even though youâve built a lot for yourself now, youâre very humble, and you do not try to prioritise or fit in with those who are more powerful but try to be more present and happy with yourself, and your own life instead. Whenever you do end up thinking about the past, you likely feel very sober. Thereâs no other way to describe it, you feel really grateful and are able to reprioritise based on what you learned from back then. The knowledge from back then guides you until now and thatâs what makes you attractive. One thing that youâve learned is that money alone is not enough in a person, you likely look down on men because you feel like you are more of a man than they are. Also, with rich people, you think that they sometimes only have pride and no morals, and principles and so you do not prioritise rich or âimportantâ people right away, thatâs what makes you attractive, you judge people and life based on things that actually matter - morals, integrity, values, and actions. No matter how much money you make or how much you climb up in life, youâre never quite full of yourself. You instead have entered this weird state in which you do not fit in with rich people and you do not fit in with those who do not have much either but when around them, they enjoy your company, and end up offering a lot of value to and receiving respect from both the groups. I think itâs also because of all the poor experiences youâve had and the place you come from but youâre very grateful for all that you have, and are building, you also in a way think that life worked itself out for the better for you and you really like yourself, and are present in every moment and always trying to reprioritise so that you can maintain as well as better your life and it is true in terms of resources definitely but itâs also in terms of character. You want to be a certain kind of person and so you make sure you live in accordance to that, and get very low when you feel like youâre failing to do so. I am having a hard time deciphering what is going on with you but you have recently been struggling with consistency and discipline but youâre still showing up, and managing to get things done and you are completing tasks even if itâs hard to manage time, energy, etc. for you these days. I think that you might work on odd hours these days. You do not allow yourself to be supported by others and conduct yourself with your own set of rules, one of them happens to be managing your own emotions, thoughts, and life as well as you can and it makes you very attractive but even when you sometimes break character, and end up expressing negative emotions, you speak about it so maturely and with such an abundant mindset that others canât help but admire your firmness, character, wisdom, and maturity. Also, back to the thing that I said earlier, you get along with both rich and less rich people but do not fit in with either but also stand out among both, and positively so, youâre humble and have built a lot for yourself, and you are a giver who enjoys giving to others and being thoughtful, it brings you genuine joy, and it doesnât even have to be grand things but in little ways youâre trying to make them happy because you yourself are a happy person and being loving, and joyful makes you happier as well but youâre the least kiss ass person ever.
You really like to make people feel good about themselves but you do not care to appease rich people or authority figures. People have to come to you with substance and they know it or they realise it over time, and everyone respects you for the way you do not shrink in front of anyone but do not act âhigher than thouâ or as though youâre better, or bigger than anyone. This trait of yours, the ability to be present with and get along with anyone but without shrinking or inflating is what makes you so attractive. These days, you are reprioritising, barely being able to get certain things done and are just feeling low but everyone looks at you as having your shit together. They have no clue what youâre going through as you seem very composed and are carrying on doing what you need to do. Youâve just been feeling low though but even so, youâre able to find joy, some level of it and especially, give it out. You have built yourself so well and have so much to offer but you feel lonely. I think that youâre unable to point out whatâs been causing you to feel low so the main reason for all that coming up was for me to be able to give you some understanding of what youâre currently experiencing and what it seems to be is that when you were younger too, you used to be very loving, giving, and responsible but when something caused for you to fall apart, everyone started treating you as a lost cause and like they lost respect, and all attachment to you. This is pissing me off, people only prioritised you as long as you could do something for them and this is unworked trauma that you possess, back then, you thought you should create value and so you did, not solely for connection but also for yourself but you feel like no one would love, respect or care about you if you were to collapse, or not provide them value, do something for them and that no one is supporting you in any way, in any capacity even now, and you feel like people would be quick to discard you if you failed to maintain your life and youâre so used to having it together, youâre unable to express, let down weight or let others support you at all. You want to do it all by yourself and not just for yourself but also for others, and as much as it makes you happy, you feel like thereâs no meaning in your life besides that and that others will not care about you besides that. Itâs like, you have the world at your hands and so the world is treating you well but what if your reign falls, what if someone else takes over, what then? Who will love and be there for you? I think financial and work stress is whatâs causing this to come up at all. Oh my god, Iâm so sorry, I hope that you feel better soon dear. I also apologise for straying off the topic but the energy kept on bringing the same thing up, I do not have total control over whatâs channelled :(.
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What Iâm going to start with will not resonate with all of you because some of you might be under the supervision of your parents but what Iâm getting is that you might go out at night most of the time and some of you could look especially good during those hours as well. I strongly get that some of you are likely nocturnal and people need to get to know you better over time because thereâs so much to you than meets the eye. I think that you have at some point struggled with midnight blues or expression of them, but now you enjoy nighttime because of how peaceful it feels to be alone. Anyways, moving on, you are very honest and do not like to hide things even via omission, you possess too much integrity to do so. In many ways with you, what people see is what they get but also not, you still have many layers to you that people need to peel off over time. I just heard that youâre one of those people who is extremely forgiving of themself and honest about their own actions. You do not care if something you do is revealed even if itâs not something to be proud of and the thing is, people think that you seem fairly light about it. âI did what I did, what can I say? No excusesâ kind of person. However, you are not able to accept lack of integrity and dishonesty from others either, and because of your own honesty and integrity, and realness, youâre able to sniff out the lack of it very very well. Youâre a very loving person but love is important to you, itâs precious and you enjoy experiencing it, and so while you may give love wholeheartedly, you value the experience of it and how it feels to you so you try your best to maintain the pure nature of it, and youâre willing to cut people off in order to not taint your loving nature and your experience of the emotion itself, doesnât matter how much you enjoy being around them or how happy they made you at some point of time. You understand love and how real it is, and how it should not contain any sort of illusions because everything in the world is of that nature after all so you think that love shouldnât be and so you crave a very high, an elevated version of love in which you are able to love openly, and be honest and receive the same. You prefer relationships and friendships in which thereâs nothing to hide because thereâs love, and pure intentions through and through. Youâre willing and able to look at people, and situations for what they are without confusing yourself too much, without thinking too much and taking actions based on it. Some people, Iâm not sure whether itâs conscious or not but they tend to test people, they tend to assume that âloveâ and âsoftnessâ makes the other person more susceptible to being forgiving and hence, mistreatment but you do not fuck with it. You are one of those people who despite how gentle and loving you are, and how kind you come off, you do not let love blind you and anyone get away with anything. I think that some people sometimes feel shocked at how apt you are with actions and decision making when it comes to connections. You genuinely do not seem to care if you fall out with groups of people, you will do it if necessary and not only that but also, the way you stop communicating completely when hurt but not pettily and start moving your life forward instead. Almost like those people didnât matter.
Youâre the very embodiment of the law of polarity so when you love in an extreme, you also are apathetic in an extreme and when you are soft, and loving externally to the point itâs a known trait of yours, youâre able to be just as hard, determined and Iâm not even sure how to explain it, thereâs no word for it but strong, and the thing is, when people use that word, as much as they may say it with admiration, it is usually also said with a hint of pity but with you, it seems to be strong as in, you possess courage and a certain hardness that allows you to have autonomy, and do whatâs best for you even if it does not make you happy at that moment and I get a passion so strong from you that when I say âstrongâ, you genuinely donât seem to care that much. You leave things behind and move forward in life with a lot of passion, and zest, looking forward to whatâs more to come. Iâm not sure if any of you have watched Supernatural but the actor who plays Castiel quoted Rudy Francisco (or vice versa) and that just came through. âInstead of asking why they left, now I ask, âwhat beauty will I create in the space that they no longer occupy?ââ You very much seem to function this way as a person and as loving as you are, you are also just as carefree and nonchalant. Wow, my definition of stoic is different than what others believe it to be and you seem to be it in my eyes. People feel surprised when you have as much self respect as you do even though itâs obvious with the way you carry yourself that you value integrity. If you act out with so much self respect and respect towards others, if youâre so dignified, why would you even put up with others not being as such? Why do they even assume that you will? đI just heard Wonyoungâs voice âno problem, I donât care, you are you, I am me.â AHAHAHA! I love this so much, you do not even get it. With how gentle, nice and kind you are, some people might hesitate to insult you outright but some do ridicule you openly, and you usually deal with this in group settings, a lot of exclusion. You tend to deal with this thing in which you possess a really strong intuition as well as integrity so you can tell when something is off but if you ignore it, you face something that makes you realise what that emotion was about, why you were feeling that way. Also, you tend to deal with weird mixed treatment in groups sometimes when you feel excluded but wonder if youâre overthinking and feeling low because of your own temperament just to realise that youâre absolutely right but itâs like, those who are leaving you out do not even accept to themselves that theyâre doing so because the thing is, youâve been nothing short of loving and kind to them so theyâd feel too guilty to do something like this to you but rather than not doing it, they do it while acting like theyâre not, they legit lie to themselves. Fucking bitches. As they say âexclusion is a bullying tactic used by people who want to look innocent.â Sometimes people randomly turn against you in group situations and start treating you poorly while things were going well a while ago. While sometimes you can feel that something is off even though everyone is acting casual and normal but youâve learned how to hold yourself dear, see things clearly, and move forward decisively without thinking too much and being clear minded, knowing how you felt, trusting your own experience rather than what, and how everyone might act all ignorant.
As much as people might act like they donât know whatâs up with you and like youâre the problem, they admire, and find it very attractive, the way you live with so much integrity, love and passion, and how you balance them out. Despite living with and in love, thereâs awareness on your part that the end all be all is always you so you do not need anyone and you always choose yourself, you can, and will leave no matter what. Also, you do not let anyone make you question yourself, your thoughts and emotions because you know what you experienced. Youâve dealt with groups gaslighting you after excluding you and speak lies on your name, acting like youâre the problem but you donât budge, you trust yourself and know what is true to you, in your experience, and if someone were to pull a âbut youâve been friends for so longâ or âdonât you think itâs too big of a move?â Youâd not hesitate to counter with a âwere you on the receiving end of it? No right? Who are you to say anything?â At least on the inside. You stand firm by what you believe and your own reasoning because you value clarity, and have likely considered all the variables so you know that even if you do not know everything, you know what they were doing. You possess the courage to carry on being ever gentle and kind, and wrap yourself in compassion, having that for yourself as well as others. Even when you feel excluded and it makes you think, it doesnât make you question yourself or feel uncomfortable anymore. Even if you feel bothered, you are more focused on growing, finding more passion to make more of your dreams come true so disconnections donât bother you too much. I also get a sense that this is the case because of how much youâve experienced it and it pains me a bit to think about it but youâre self trusting, and thatâs one of your most attractive traits. As decisively and clearly you love people, you get rid of them with just as much intention and clarity. Even though you had fall outs with so many people throughout your life, you ended up alright and at some point may have regretted questioning yourself, and situations and not being as gentle with yourself as you should have, and so now, you do your best for yourself. You believe youâll be alright because you always have been, no matter how many fall outs you may have had relationally or lack of acceptance, mistreatment and exclusion you may have faced. You trust yourself and know that youâll be fine, and donât mind ending things with anyone, with everyone. You literally do not let anything and I mean, anything at all divert you from yourself, and your truth, youâd rather flip your entire life around, change your routines and get rid of them instead. Youâre very wise and good with words too because you think, and reason very well.
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