dizuri_penguin

"Andrew kissed him like this was a fight with their lives on the line, like his world stopped and started with Neil's mouth." and "When Adam kissed him, it was every mile hour Ronan had ever gone over the speed limit. It was every window-down, goose-bumps-on-skin, teeth-chattering-cold night drive."

when ronan lynch said “maybe i dreamt you” and andrew minyard said “you are a pipe dream”

I did not remember that the "If it means losing you, then no" conversation was literally Andrew and Neil's first conversation since Andrew got sober. Imagine you're out of your mind drugged up and there's one guy that won't stop catching your interest. Whatever, once you get clean he'll go back to being boring. Except. As soon as you get back, he says he spent two weeks being abused in a hell-hole that wouldn't even let him see the sun. And you tell him to stand down, but what does he say? "If it means losing you, then no." You're next course of action is to throw his keys off the roof and be done with him. But when he gets his keys, he looks back up at you and takes a drag from you're discarded cigarette and gives you a two-fingered salute. And to top it all off he's been claiming he doesn't swing for anyone all semester. Andrew was seriously doomed from the beginning.

When Andrew was on the rooftop giving his rant about how he wants nothing for his life and that what they have is nothing, and then Neil (sweet and big mouthed Neil) just goes "Then is good I'm nothing if you want nothing", causing Andrew to go speechless for the first time; gotta be my favorite reverse uno card moment in any type of media.

nora’s absolutely hilarious for the way she came up with neil’s name. like his father named him nathaniel so she was like “his chosen name should be the last four letters of his birth name but slightly scrambled.” his jersery number is ten and his last name is josTEN like i have to respect her