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“Ich muss mich neu erfinden, ich lass das Zeug verschwinden, ich brauche Kopf und darf mich nicht schon wieder heut’ betrinken.”

And I’m always where the Sun don’t shine, the Tears don’t show, won’t Hurt me now ‘cause Heart’s been broke, I Hate myself but It won’t show, I Constantly lose all My remorse, and it’s Ten for the wolf and Three for the shepherd and it’s One for the sheep who Led by a leopard, often Gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a Bite of your apple, give me All you can offer, now I’m Trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze Couldn’t control the pace Where is this going? Hey Heartless is recklessness, it is Word of a pacifist to the Word of a masochist, I’m Off of the map, my Lord I Spoke to a baphomet, he Said he would save me if I Gave him one thing he needed What is this thing I pleaded? Boy, it’s the key to Eden Yeah And as I spoke my fangs were shown Taking aback the smiles, and tells me What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima

I’ve been awake for days, so we out living life in the night

“Mein denken oszilliert zwischen rasender Betriebsamkeit und Leerlauf Wenn ich bis nachmittags liegen bleib Als müsste ich nicht zieh'n um auf Speed zu sein Und dementsprechend nich’ erst runterkomm’ um depressiv zu sein Als müsste nicht passier'n, für’s Gefühl, tief zu fall'n”

“The Lord of Light wants his enemies burned. The Drowned God wants them drowned. Why are all the gods such vicious cunts? Where’s the god of tits and wine?”

“What is love?, there is always something traumatic, extremely violent in love. Love is a permanent emergency state, you fall in love, and it’s crucial in English and French to use this expression, ‘to fall’ in love. You lose control, the experience of passionate love is the most elementary metaphysical experience. In the sense that you lead your easy daily life, meet your friends, go to parties, have a one night stand here and there, and then you passionately fall in love. Everything is ruined, the entire balance of your life is lost, everything is subordinated to this one person. I almost cannot imagine in normal daily life outside war, a more violent experience than that of Love.”