run away with me • anytime you want

i'm asia and this is my mcr (and all things related) sideblog. likes and follows from @/diegoshargrieves

i'm desi & muslim. she (conditional they) + aspec !!

if you want to know how much i like gerard way my doctor told me i had scoliosis & my immediate thought was "oh my god like gerard way”

my killjoy id is green thief :]

other than mychem, i'm a huge hesitant alien, ttlotfk the comics, & danger days enjoyer. if you don't like danger days you're getting blocked (slash lh but also seriously). summertime thee song ever my beloved <3

disjointed tag system below the cut

cherri cola who stumbles into the passenger seat of a car he doesn’t recognize holding the (baby) girl in a bundle of blankets pressed tightly against his chest because he can’t make himself loosen his grip. cherri cola who looks over to the driver’s seat in a daze (because it still doesn’t seem real, not what's happening and not what he's done) and doesn't understand why jet star can’t stop crying. cherri cola, delirious from the adrenaline and the blaster bite in his arm, who can only ask if jet missed him- “i missed you, do you miss me, cause i missed you” -jet star who can hardly answer, cherri cola who repeats his question with a hint more desperation- "say i missed you too." bounces his knee up to rock the girl when she starts to fuss. cola who asks why jet is crying, tells him not to. tells him not to 'cause they’re going home, finally.

cherri cola who doesn’t realize going home doesn’t mean going back to yourself.

cherri cola who paces maniacally in front of the mailbox and kneels in prayer until the sand bruises his knees, wears away at them 'til they're bloody, cherri cola who wastes away in the sun because the radiation lighting up his bones is the closest thing to repose he can get, cherri cola who cries out for guidance and direction and for ease, cherri cola who cuts the tracker from his flesh before he severs his arm, who slips away from this life and is sent back gasping for breath on d's makeshift operation table almost as quickly as he’d gone.