p a r a b o l a

the important thing:

im gonna be openly proship on this account to avoid making people uncomfortable when i start to post about stuff like that. i dont personally engage with darkfic too much, but moreof i dont care about dark romance tropes or any darkships. you can stay following or not idc im not anti-antis

the less important thing:

i got really diary of a wimpy kid pilled on my side account. so much so that its kinda just become my main blog. this is an attempt to save this blog lol

"side" blog: @ifuckinghatedcalculus

more than likely, THIS is gonna be my multifandom account and my sideblog is gonna be my doawk account

im really annoyed because i feel like ive been loyal to the theater i act with for years. im not saying im owed a big role or something, but it feels like they constantly hype me up. people say im a good singer and my directors say im an exceptional actor. how am i supposed to assume theyre telling the truth if the work i put in never actually pays off?

yeah, "no small parts." you can say that over and over again but youre talking to the POSTER CHILD for "no small parts." i am the one who tries my best to shine in whatever role they put me in. for 4 years straight. 12+ different shows. but guess what? nothing new. it gets really annoying when your best friends are constantly getting exactly what they want. meanwhile, your confidence is dwindling because youre being told one thing but the cast list says another.