Cowards

Although as much as I complain about my job, I never really put myself out there or push myself to do anything new. I'm miserable but I don't try to make it better. Maybe my sister's right, I do just expect the world to hand me stuff. But I don't feel like I do. I feel like I'm just begging for some kind of good change but I don't put in any work. Maybe I just know I don't deserve to really be happy

I know I only get on here any more to vent but goddamn do I wish shit would just feel okay already.

God stop talking to me about getting a better attitude at work and just fire me if we keep getting complaints. I'm tired of spending all my energy being nice to people who can't even realize I'm a person

Upper management be like "well we're stressed too" like this job makes me think life would have been less wasted if I shot myself in high school and you just write emails all day be fr