Okay I’m back to writing my chapter fic bleh anyway now I’m on the “last chapter” and it’s already so fucking long like do I split it in half or just cut down…. This could go on forever ugh

Kelvin is like rainbow dash and Keefe is like fluttershy

BJ seemed to know how much Kelvin was suffering after his top Christ following man debate (while Jesse and Judy were clueless about it) which leads me to imagine that Keefe was coming around to visit BJ at least semi regularly. It would make a lot of sense since BJ was stuck at home in his wheel chair with not a lot to do. I like to imagine that Keefe would take him out and push him around the compound so he could get some fresh air and they would chat/ lowkey vent about their silly spouses and the crazy Gemstone clan :D

Kelvin’s speech and him winning the top Christ following man award is one of the best moments in the show I was clapping and cheering for him

Okay I guess I got burnt out on writing because I wrote like 4k words of one particular fic over a week and it’s literally all poo poo crap and unusable LOLLL but it’s okay I think I’m doing way better now, writing some other stuff I actually like. HOPEFULLY gonna post more soooonnnnnnnn!!!!!

I think the show does such a great job showing how Kelvin acts “gay” in public, verrrryyy over the top and flamboyant and catty, vs. how he acts in private to his literal boyfriend, probably the only person he’s actually comfortable with, and it’s just like very goofy and soft and sweet. AND ITS SO SAD AND IT MAKES ME CRAZY

It’s sooooo crazy we see Kelvin struggle with his identity and self acceptance for so long, then at the end of season three he makes things official with Keefe and we as an audience are like “wow! He can finally be himself!” And then season 4 comes around and Kelvin is using his new found queer identity as yet ANOTHER thing to hide behind. He uses being gay to get himself recognition, only talks about it in relation to how it’s helped him become successful, gets crazy defensive over it and tries to shove it in everyone’s face the second they question his authenticity. All while he pushes away the scary raw parts important parts of coming out, like actually being public with his boyfriend. HIS ISSUES !!!!!!

I love Keefe and Kelvin so much I was thinking about them and felt sick because of how cute they are