Maria

"It's inevitable everything that's good comes to an end"

"Who's gonna be the first to say goodbye"

"We're only getting older baby, and I've been thinking about it lately, does it ever drive you crazy, just how fast the night changes?"

"It seems to me that when I die, these words will be written on my stone"

"You'll be okay, we can talk tomorrow, I'm on my way with some time to borrow"

"Put the pain behind you now, you don't need it anymore"

"And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again"

I want to write you a song One that's beautiful as you are sweet With just a hint of pain For the feeling that I get when you are gone I want to write you a song

I want to lend you my coat One that's as soft as your cheek So when the world is cold You'll have a hiding place you can go I want to lend you my coat

Everything I need I get from you Givin' back is all I wanna do

I want to build you a boat One that's strong as you are free So any time you think that your heart is gonna sink You know it won't I want to build you a boat

Everything I need I get from you Givin' back is all I wanna do

Everything I need I get from you Givin' back is all I wanna do

it’s so cheesy to say but I’m so thankful I got to be apart of this fandom. The strong community I had online helped me as an awkward teen who was struggling to find herself and fit in. Oh what i would do to teleport back to 10 yrs ago to my teenage bedroom with posters all over my wall and spend a couple hours blogging ..

Ok now I’m crying 😭😭

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.