hey stag “I love my mom so much I would rather kill god than risk disappointing her” is perfect Caitlyn psychosis and I think working that into a ‘jerking it to vi’s onlyfans’ fic is fucking hilarious
THANK YOU!!! IT'S ALSO PART OF AN ESPORTS/STREAMING AU SO THERE'S... LAYERS THERE... Caitlyn knows Vi through Jayce-- he played professionally and streams now + shoutcasts, and Vi streams as well and also does sex work as a side hustle. AKA she's basically C9 Sneaky post-retirement lol
So like... she knows Vi in-person and kind of goes insane simultaneously stalking her streams and then stalking her sex work pages and going INSANE like "I am a terrible person for this. I'm so bad I'm so out of control for this, but telling anyone would be way worse and in some way maybe a betrayal of Vi to like, I don't know, admit that I have Less Than Noble thoughts about her to someone else"? It's not even like the sex work is secret or anything lmao- again, it's very Sneaky inspired where she's fairly public about it. Cait doesn't even have hangups about sex work either-- she's more likely to have a crashout like "am I freaking out about this bc I secretly don't think Sex Work is actual work and I'm judging these women???" but no, she's just insane
Anyways she's equally spreading her time between like 5 diff performers even tho she cares way less about the other ones now that she's LOCKED IN on Vi, but if only like 20% of her jerkoff time is Vi-related and she's giving Vi a median amount compared to other performers then it's totally fine and normal. Nevermind how extremely evil she feels that Vi is, like, obviously and actively more relaxed because she's not worrying about money as much. Nevermind that she feels even guiltier about that bc for .5 seconds she's relieved like "Well I'm making a positive impact in Vi's life, right?" and then she spirals right into "You're dumping so much money to see your friend and your brother's friend's tits, you do NOT get to feel good about this"
It's all so asinine too bc Cassandra wouldn't even be mad at her for being stupid and down bad-- her daughter is 20, she WANTS her to be able to have that! She just has experienced firsthand how The Media acts when a rich, hot heiress starts dating in the public eye, and like any parent she so desperately wants to protect her daughter from how terrible the world can be. It's just that Caitlyn is so used to Cassandra disapproving of her decisions (though critically, even in Arcane it merits mentioning that while Cassandra may disapprove of what Cait does, we actually don't see her stopping Cait from pursuing what she wants!!!) that she assumes Cassandra is disapproving of her growing up and being, like, a realized sexual being and it fucks her up lol
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