You Are Almost There.

I didn’t want this to be a lesson. I wanted this to be love.

I want that desperate kissing. Me in your lap straddling your hips, hands everywhere, moaning, grinding, can’t get enough of you kissing.

*crushes my emotions with my bare hands* as I was saying,

matchbox 20 was right. i. believe. the world. is burning to the ground. oh well. i guess. we're gonna find out LETS SEE HOW FAR WEVE COME (right now) LETS SEE HOW FAR WEVE COME. i believe. it all. is coming to an end. oh well. i guess we're gonna pretend LETS SEE HOW FAR WE'VE COME (oookay) LETS SEE HOW FAR WEVE COME LETS SEE HOW FAR WEVE COME LETS SEE HOW F

i love my solitude but i was meant to be a lover

being in your 20s is like: i’m so young i’m so old. i should do everything i should rest. i can do what i want but i need to be careful. i’m an Adult™ but i need help from an Adult™. i’m so smart i’m so stupid. i’m leaving i feel left behind. i want to be a kid again and i can’t wait to be old. i’ve done a lot i’ve done nothing. i wanna be alone but i’m so lonely. like.... what the hell ??