wint

why does no one mention how deeply neil loved andrew before they accepted their relationship? neil thought that andrew just wanted to be with someone, to feel people's warmth, to kiss someone, and maybe to sleep with someone. neil believed he was just someone for andrew. however, neil agreed to spend his holiday with riko solely to keep andrew safe, without a second thought. he was ready to do anything for andrew, but at the same time, he thought that if he died, andrew would feel nothing about it. he believed that andrew did not love him. but neil did love andrew.

When andrew saw neil after the incident in Baltimore, he didn’t think about leaving him. neil told andrew the whole truth, but andrew understood that this could bring even more problems into his life, his family’s life, or the lives of the foxes. But andrew didn’t care; he was ready to stand up for neil and handle all the problems in his life. Because it was no longer just his life. It was their life.