bug

uhh, can i love you in a way that's little gross and insane

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

they should invent a father you can forgive

you couldnt imagine what it was like to be 10 years old and listen to radioactive by imagine dragons

its … it’s almost like it was enough to make your systems blow

I love when desire leads to disappointment. It’s a classic

do you believe in anything? because me either but i think we need to

really embarrassing to want to be cared about LOL you want to be valued in this lifetime

goddddd and i just UGH but also UGHHHHH and aughhhh.... oughhhhhhhhh...... ACK !!! and.... aghhhhhhhh. ughhhhh ! UGH !!!!! and i can't even because AGHHHHHHH. UGHHH

ACK !!! AGHHHHHHH. aghhhhhhhh. also and and and.... and aughhhh.... because but can't even goddddd i i just oughhhhhhhhh...... UGH UGH !!!!! UGHHH UGHHHHH ughhhhh !

this works too yeah

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

and when i am six feet under and bugs are eating my heart.....all they will taste is yearning.

The self abandonment hurts more than the heartbreak