Kandy!!~

[WILL BE UPDATED]

Hi! I'm Kandy (Any/All) and I'm an artist/animator who focuses mostly on TSAMS, though i tend to draw whatever I want.

i thought too much and now i'm sad :(

i miss my kittens. not my cats i have now, they're all fine. two of my other kittens died as babies and i still miss them. we were moving them to another house for a while but my mom didn't put them in a proper container and they suffocated in the heat of the car. i was next to them the whole time, i watched the box shake around and i wanted to let them out but i didn't want to get yelled at so i didn't, and then the shaking stopped. i can't forget the sinking i felt when i was told they were dead. it makes me sick. the rest of that day makes me sick. and then i still had to go to a school the next day where everyone avoided me.

i don't blame myself, not anymore. i was only 10. tbh i blame my mom, she put them there, it was her idea to even be there. she killed them. she refuses to take responsibility though.