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the whole of my mind will disintegrate afterwards, but whatever

fuck you, let me die inside

i don't need you to help

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Video of Tama

^Nitama majestic, and below with Yontama

Yontama.

The shrine of Tama Daimyōjin (Great gracious deity Tama), next to the Kishi station where she worked.

And they are announcing the winner of the “up and coming god” award, and of course, Yato thinks it’s him.

But no-

ALSO HE MADE ANOTHER POST ABOUT MAKING HIS GF PANCAKES!!!!

transcript:

My girlfriend had a really long week and was tired. I know she likes pancakes and chocolate so I wanted to surprise her with chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast in bed on her day off. I snuck out of bed early and I followed the directions on the box exactly, but i was worried the batter was going to be too thick with the chocolate chips so I added a bit more milk. Then it was too runny so I had to add more flour, then it was way too thick. So I didnt want to water it down anymore and said fuck it, but then they werent cooking properly. I also tried to make a heart with the chocolate chips but between the thickness of the batter and geberal spatula fuckery they came out more like scrambled pan muffin egg cakes and there was no heart.

You guys, her face just lit up and she was so happy with my pancake mess. She kept putting her fork down to kiss me and the way she looked at me… like its weird to type but I really feel like im something, or like im SOMEBODY you know. It was that same feeling where, I guess I felt really proud of myself for doing something like that, I mean I was pretty shy cause they weren’t nice pancakes but she said I made her happy….

I’m sorry for posting this here again. I just really dont have an outlet where i can talk about romantic stuff like this, people around me arent about that kind of thing but really, being with her and doing these nice gentle things…

The first image is of a post on the subreddit off my chest by user expensive till 9. The title reads, My girlfriend washed my hair today. The post reads, It felt so good. We don’t normally shower together but today we did. Nothing sexual happened or anything but I just feel so on cloud nine right now. When I reached for the shampoo she said wait and grabbed it herself and started running it through my hair lathering it over my scalp and massaging my head. I swear it felt so good I just shut my eyes and felt like I was floating. Then she took the soap and started sudsing me up and used her body to spread it all over me and rinsed me clean using her hands to splash me and running her fingers through my hair and spending like a good five minutes just rinsing my hair and kissing my back and chest. It was almost surreal. I feel so incredibly loved right now I almost got overwhelmed and started crying from being so happy while she was doing it. I’ve never had a girlfriend be so gentle and make me feel like this. I’ve always been with people who were very cold and I’m not used to this feeling and I’ve got no one I can really express things like this too which when I think of it is really pretty screwed up. I love her so much.

The second image is of a text post it reads, On his first birthday that we were together I surprised my boyfriend with dinner reservations and a room at a quaint B and B near the posh area of our city. I called the place in advance to make sure that they gave us a suite with a large tub, thinking it would be romantic to bathe together for the first time and pop some bubbly in a bubble bath to celebrate his day. After dinner I filled the tub, chilled the champagne and asked him if he would get in first and let me suds him up and wash his hair. Rather abruptly he became uncharacteristically hesitant and shy and after much persuasion he eventually obliged but I felt poorly because I thought he would be more enthusiastic about my idea. First I scrubbed him carefully from shoulder to feet with soap and a sponge he was totally mute and my heart sank but I was determined to finish the night on a high note and took my time stopping to squeeze him gently or massage his muscles. Then as he leaned back against my lap while I washed his face I noticed tears streaming down his face he was silently weeping. Weeping. This is a stoic man I let him cry and finished his hair and as I handed him something to drink he confided in me that no one had ever washed his hair or made such tender gestures towards him that weren’t explicitly sexual. My boyfriend is not a young man I’m profoundly happy to be in his life to provide love and affection but it pains me deeply to think about the decades he spent doing without.

The third image is of a screenshot from Brooklyn nine nine, the character looks lost in thought and the caption below him reads, Preparing food for one’s lover is the most intimate gift of all. Aside from washing their hair.

The fourth image is transcribed below the image.

The fifth image is a screenshot of some tags from this post and they read, let’s stop erasing that men need intimacy and care and tenderness too and keep awareness that it’s still a problem directly tied to misogynies and toxic masculinity.

I went to the hospital yesterday bc I've been feeling weird as one should and well long story short I can't digest red meat or dairy products like a normal person bc my organs are little bitches so I'm basically bound to veganism and i haven't eaten anything for 3 days out of pure spite thought i would share that with u ig lol

This is why we all need to remember to check ourselves for ticks if we've been out and about.

Just in case someone thinks I'm making things up.

It's a weird one as allergies go too, don't know if it's permanent or not yet either.

This may have nothing to do with your situation, but still interesting.