Kars

This.

god said let’s make a girl who will be heart achingly lonely in her bones and always feel like a stranger in this world who doesn’t belong in any room she’s in and always has one foot out the door

sorry boss can't come in today i was on my way to work and then a gentle spring breeze kissed my cheek and reminded me it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world

“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend

find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her

maybe home is where nothing has to be proven

and i'm not even living la vida loca

at least theres still listening to music while staring at the ceiling

"time heals all wounds" WRONG. time is chasing me with a knife

Sometimes you think that you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.