Wakfu Memories

I haven't used this for a long while.. I'm still not sure I will start it up again. Reason why I stopped blogging: basically everyone I played with casually/ hung out with every day, quit. Some came back later.. but then I had started to try stream instead so didn't get back into posting here. Then everyone went away again... Reason why I might start posting again: someone that I see as a really close friend have me feeling like I love this game again.. that it's fun to do things with and without him even, cause I know he's there... Yeah, one can say I'm needy concerning this particular friend. X-x And an other friend is back playing again which makes me happy even tho we play less with each other since I moved guilds. Reason why I might not start posting again: my friend is very private and I respect that.. Reason why I'm posting right now: is more cause I feel like I need to question why some ppl that hardly ever played with me, not chatted with me on a daily basis, not really had any real friendship ..more just talked when bumped in to each other, not even every time one done so.. so every other week? Every third week...? Forth? Have an entitlement to an opinion on who I play with? Clearly I have my own reasons for who I talk much with... Why can't these ppl accept that? It's not like you hung out with me or took me places.. then why do you have an opinion? If we're just aquantances then what is the difference? Might just be me that grown up in a relatively small city (cause duh, I live in a country with same population as N.Y it self) that understand that everyone don't need to get along and don't need to be friends just to be at same place at the same time. The amount of questions of why I've changed guilds is one thing when it comes from my friends.. the amount of comments on where I should have gone instead are mostly stupid ...yeah I would join guilds where I know no one over one where I actually do know ppl? And I should have gone to a particular other guild? ..that reasons I only discuss with friends about why I didn't and I would like to keep it so... that was not an option for me either. The amount of continuing comments when ever I'm seen by someone that already commented on this at numerous times is not even tiring since I couldn't care less.. just simply cause of the points I've made before and after this. I'm also questioning why some ppl that see them selfs as the good guys are same ppl that decides that something that gets publicly announced is only theirs.. that they can talk and make up rumors that are clearly false about ppl they don't know.. that somehow causes multiple ppl to take distance from them cause of what they say, would be better than ppl that use a game function that is allowed and existing ..and an element of the game? While still on that ..why not side track.. why do they that save their eco from scary riktus feel that it be OK to gank (6 box) the eco terrorist ...when all that person is doing is fixing their bonuses ..since that's a function of the game.... and still be the good guy? And others that gank (or 6 box) are the bad guy? No, I'm not naive, I don't like everyone I've ever met. But I do accept people for who they are! And believe that's actually how the world should work ..unless someone is physically or psychology hurting someone else. Then we have the ones that ask why I've changed "where did the juubi before blah blah go" ..I'm still same person ..If you can't tell you didn't know me in the first place. I don't judge ppl. Or build up fabrications of them. Maybe you should try that too? I will continue being the best version of me while still enjoying myself ..that meaning with whom I like spending time with and with doing things I like doing. And if you have a problem with that or realise you're one of the ppl gossiping about others and making up fabrications about who others are... maybe you should try harder to be the best version of you? while still enjoying your self. (And yes, I rage and do the "he said, she said" crap too... but you know what? Saying that to someone that isn't interested in spreading it and that I can trust is not the same thing as making the whole server know it) <3 love to those that deserve it =P Half of them probably don't even know they are included.