At his initial question, Kaede perked back up as if upon reflex. He had a point, of course, it was not every day that she got to meet other musicians. At least, not within her recent memory. Other musicians, adults like this man, usually had little time for a teenaged girl like herself (especially if she was better than them).
âYeah, thatâs right.â
âOh, I just didnât want to bother you with how much of a chatterbox I can be!â
A half-truth, a half-lie. It was easy enough to blurt out. Still, she listened to him, all too eager to hear what another musician had to say.
Kaedeâs sad, soft smile twitched ever so slightly.
âDid you work with a group before? Iâm sorry⌠I was a solo pianist, so Iâm not sure if I can relate⌠but, it does hurt not to play anymore. It hurts not being able to share that with an audience.â
A pause, a worried glance down, then up.
âDoes that make sense?â
âYouâre not a chatterbox at all, fraulein. Just pleasant company.â She was clearly talented, excited, and had a good ear. If anything, he found it refreshing to talk to other musicians. People who understood what it was like. He found it easy to fall back into his old habits, even if he didnât intend to do more than he had. Still, it was a floodgate, and everything came pouring back in, good and bad.
And she had hit the nail on the head for two of the things that bothered him, and he met her sad smile with his own.
âI did. Itâs been hard to play since we split up.â It was more than splitting up, but there was no way he was going to go into detail about that. âBut my first love is the law, so Iâve simply tossed myself into that.â
âStill, it does make sense. It hurts to not play, and while there is sharing music with your band there is also sharing your music with the world. And even if they only understand a fraction of it, then that is more than enough. It makes perfect sense.â