A Loser's journal

F’U

Haven't been here in a minute i migth start writing/venting again

I make the people i love hate me thats my biggest flaw.

"i just lost my best friend

"he has anger issues

" i woke my

"I'm growing even more tired and tierd as the days go by.

" I never really understood death, i mean death is just you leaving the body you where in and being born into another body later on. and please if earth suddenly got destroyed whe would all become wandering souls until another species came along.

"how are we supoused to decide what to do for the rest of our life."

"life isn't a ray of sunshine, so why should all of our storys be one.

"I find myself drowning in emotions I can't feel anymore, and I wonder how it would feel like to experience them again."

"it's sad not being able to become your self just because your mother hates who you want to be."

"why do I feel so uncomfortable and scared when I hear my mother laughs why am i so scared of her laugh"

"i sometimes wonder how my life will turn up, will i become an artist, will i be a pornstar, or will i die somewhere under a bridge."

"I never know when im falling in love. maybe I just like to ignore my feelings. maybe i am scared of love i just dont want to hurt them anymore.