unfortunately a kinnie

i’m looking for a craig kinnie to talk to and rp with as tweek and an eric as kyle!!!!!!!!! if ur either please dm me and i’ll give u my discord c:

dude i know it’s selfish of me to think like this but when i was with stan i felt so stressed all the time not only because of my own brain telling me he would rather be with wendy but because he was always suicidal and depressed and drinking and i just couldn’t seem to help. he would be okay and he seemed to be happy sometimes but it just would never stick around. the amount of times i had to “come to the rescue” when he was feeling suicidal was just too much for me to handle. i thought i was stronger but maybe i’m just not. i wanted to work through it because i loved him but i don’t think he was ever in the position to love me. or anyone. he was just so sad

finally caved and downloaded wattpad 😭😭

actually no it was really good with stan too. because i was always fuckin stressed when i was with him because i was so paranoid he was cheating on me so i would just fuck him to remind him he’s mine. but idk with eric i was upset often and stressed often but it wasn’t about his loyalty. it was just the drug abuse and his psychosis. but i loved him so much that it was all worth it. he was worth it. even when he would beat me it was worth it. which is crazy because i never thought i would EVER put up with that kind of behavior. but idk he just altered my brain chemistry 😭 and it’s not like i wouldn’t beat his ass sometimes too lol we were both awful and toxic for each other but we were in love so 🫤🫤

god the sex was so good..i mean it was good with stan too but like…oh my fucking god. he made me his bitch fr 😭