My Cuckold Journal

Welcome!

My name is David and my fiancée is Michelle. For the past 6 years of our 8-year relationship, we’ve enjoyed deeply exploring the world of cuckolding.

We got started during the pandemic. At that time, Michelle and I were doing a long-distance relationship. We lived 2,300 miles apart and took turns flying to see each other every month for 4 days to a week at a stretch.

When pandemic lockdowns happened, we went 7 months without seeing each other. Michelle has a very high sex drive, so I offered to her that she could have an encounter with a trusted male friend with whom we’d previously had a threesome. They indulged, and when the sky didn’t fall afterward I told her they could keep seeing each other for sex while I was out of town.

Immediately after the ongoing sexual arrangement began, our male friend took on the behaviors or a Bull. Michelle and I both found ourselves surprisingly turned on by that kind of interaction, and things progressed from there.

At this point we’ve had 5 serious Bulls, one for 18 months. We’ve explored many aspects of cuckolding. It’s been wildly fulfilling and has brought us closer together with iron-clad trust.

So enjoy my writings and the photos I post. I never post Michelle’s face and I always censor her tattoos. If you ever figure out who she is somehow, please don’t contact her. This blog is my outlet for expression and my emotional safety valve. Michelle deeply values her privacy and has stated she’ll make me pull the blog if readers end up in her DMs. Nobody wants that.

I’ll note that this is a real-time blog. Posts come irregularly as we have new experiences. Sometimes the men disappoint, or dates fall through. Sometimes we don’t have a Bull, and action-packed updates don’t happen for a while. I only post our personal experiences; I never reblog other people’s content.

Feel free to use the Ask function and feel free to ask anonymously if that’s your preference.

Again, welcome! I hope you enjoy the ride.

Also, look how fucking hot Michelle is 🥵

One of the things I helped her pick out was a pair of thigh-high stockings and this faux leather two-piece crotchless outfit. And she paid for it with money she made doing Dominatrix sessions. The cool part? After we got home, she modeled the ensemble for me and then I got to fuck her in it.

No, nothing like that really. I’ve done feminization once with a potential Bull and Michelle did not enjoy it at all. She’s also not really my dominant, except for in the context of cuckolding.

We haven’t done any role play really either. Pretty much just the stuff you’ve read all about.

Of our present two Bulls, Doug is my favorite. He’s far more interactive with me than Daniel is, both via text and in person. When in person, he always has me watch. He often involves me physically. There’s a definite feeling that my presence is adding to his experience. In between visits, Doug communicates with me daily and enjoys sexy talk about the dynamic.

Daniel, on the other hand, prefers solo encounters with Michelle, so if I’m there at all I’m usually listening from the next room. There’s almost zero involvement if I am watching. I honestly feel like a distraction more than anything. At this point, I almost feel awkward watching. Daniel also isn’t very interactive over text. There’s little to no dirty talk from him. He’s a sweet, very hot man who fucks Michelle good, but I don’t think he’s in love with the other aspects of being a Bull.

Michelle has been out with Daniel all evening. This is what she just sent me.

UPDATE: She came home, blew me until I was hard, then told me “a sexy man has me all lubed up inside,” and slid her wet pussy down over my cock. Then she rode me while telling me about her night, and how Daniel made her cum on his cock. Then she climbed off me and finished me off with her hand.

His name is Chris (not the same flake we had our first cuckolding experiences with). He’s 25 and lives by NYC.

Chris was already coming to us with a major disadvantage: his age. Michelle is not attracted to youth, and finds most people under 40 to be pretty annoying. However, this guy looked mature for his age and talking to him was like talking to a 50-year-old man.

He and Michelle had several sexy video calls that went really well. Then he had to take a trip. Ever since the trip, he got flaky.

He stopped responding to text messages, except between the hours of seven and nine in the morning. His conversations became chronically sexual, and he seemed incapable of taking a break from flirting for a long enough to have a halfway serious discussion.

Two days ago, Michelle asked him if he still planned in coming to see us this weekend. Instead of answering her direct question, he responded with a barrage of sexy talk.

That was the last either of us has heard from him. At this point, we assume he was never serious, or maybe he was secretly in a relationship, or maybe he overhyped himself and then got nervous.

Snatching defeat from the jaws of victory. Oh well. He seemed like he could have been a lot of fun.

I’m loving watching her grow and explore!

A message from Michelle on International Whores’ Day

“‘Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many waters: With whom the kings of the earth have committed fornication, and the inhabitants of the earth have been made drunk with the wine of her fornication.’

On International Whores' Day, I give tribute to the Great Whore of Babylon, personification of man's basic needs, desires, and pleasures. Today let's uplift and validate all the professional whores out there that face discrimination, violence, deplatforming, and moral persecution because they provide for us all that which makes us most human.”

DM me. But before you do, some things to know

Serious inquires only! This is a serious job for her.

She works out of one location and it’s in the Northeast of the US. She doesn’t travel to clients.

Her personal rate is $250 an hour plus there’s a facility use fee for the dungeon.

She’s not interested in talking about her personal life, and she will block anyone who goes down that road. So she won’t be talking about the blog, her cuckolding experiences, etc.