sira

I feel like it's stupid, I mean these categories we put for people. You have to like specific things, specific people, specific hobbies, specific fashion, to be classified as something, and you can't like something outside of your category because that'd ruin "your aesthetic", I feel like I'm seeing the same person more than 40 times a day and they're all different people with the same aesthetic. Screw these rules, screw aesthetics.. I still listen to ed Sheeran, and watch cheesy movies, I read for any writer as long as the book is enjoyable, idc if it was depressive, philosophical or just stupid, I wear whatever makes me feel pretty and sometimes I just wear clothes for the sake of not going out naked, I wear make-up that complements my features, not the one that makes me look like every Instagram face, and sometimes I don't at all, I like my bare face as much as I like my make-up face and that doesn't make me a pick me! I don't listen to motivational youtubers, nor do I listen to podcasts because I can't sit down and listen to someone yap other than myself, I have my own podcast inside my head, I prefer watching the road instead of listening to music when I'm in the bus, I journal once every two or three months, I don't even like matcha, I .. I just want people to be authentic again, to do whatever they like to do, without worrying about aesthetics or patterns, it almost feels like the Divergent movie, how everyone are forcing themselves in categories when they can be all of them and more !.

I don't want to be on social media anymore. I want to receive a wrap up written letters from my people once every month, and spend my time growing in peace without knowing Sarah who's 2 km away or why should I accomplished everything in my 20s.