July-Sky

It would really help me if you shared your similar experience!

But nevertheless, I’m fine most of the time, so does this even matter:3

Kimharry found on my friend’s table

(No I don’t, if you look at my actual photos. But nevermind)

Like I walk perfectly fine, but I often lose my balance when standing; and this mobility aid actually helped me a lot, I was much more confident! But then I went online and couldn’t find a single person with the same issue as me, every cane user had more serious ones, and maybe I should just power through. Maybe people saw me performative when I was walking just holding it not actually using. Maybe I should’ve talked less about it for the last few days. I haven’t fallen even once, and sometimes I stand just fine, my balance problem isn’t serious enough. I don’t even have a diagnosis explaining this yet. Like what if it turns out I’m fine and I just went too far with faking it.(I’m pretty sure I didn’t, when I thought I faked depression I really had it. But still.) Like I should be more respectful to the community perceiving mobility issues as serious, not quirky. Maybe it’s just another day of me trying to act too much as in reality I’m not enough…

+1 reason to keep harry du bois on my kinlist ig