slash and burn

this was literally such a crazy fun night i didn’t even extremely dress up but i looked hot as fuck bc i was gothier than usual & looked good in the chainmaille collar & the haircut i gave myself 2 days ago paid off & ive always wanted to dance ever since i stopped doing that as a kid so i did it & i asked strangers if i could dance with them and then friends joined & i got spun around a few times by someone i never met before & two cool hot women were grinding on me and someone told me at the end of the night that i was beautiful after we danced together. my partner looked so hot i could barely stand it. i exchanged signal chats with some folks i danced with too, lol. i feel so electrified. i’m happy. i’m so excited for the adventure i embark on tomorrow

i just crazy danced so hard for hours and now i have to wake up early & drive to philadelphia

every day is a new cut on my hand

like it’s fine tho it’s really fine i still give them the stuff they ask for yknow

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really fully okay with someone just like not liking my vibe / not really fucking with me for any reason but there is something that feels kind of bad about when it feels distinct that, like, my transness shapes how their dislike for me manifests