Kass

We ended things and now I’m supposed to forget. I’m supposed to wake up tomorrow and act like you didn’t have anything to do with my life. I have to act like it doesn’t bother me when I wake up and check my phone to realize there’s no text from you. I have to pretend my heart doesn’t drop every time I hear you’re name. I have pretend that I’m doing just as well as the day before. I sit and wonder where you are, I wonder if you feel the same. I wonder if pretending we didn’t happen is as hard for you. But I can’t help but think, you’re going through your day just fine, without needing me in it.

One day I will stumble past you and will look at you right into your deadly eyes only to realize i don’t feel anything for you anymore , that all is gone . But as for now I still wait for your call

When you stopped calling me baby is when I realized you were calling her that

Did he really loved me though? Because for all I know, if we love someone, we wouldn’t do anything that would hurt them, right?

If you cheat on someone who’s willing to do anything for you, you actually cheated on yourself out of true loyalty.

Being cheated on is the worst feeling ever. You forever have this constant worrying in your mind that you’re being cheated on. They may promise you that they will never cheat on you but you can’t believe them because you were cheated on. That person ruins your trust with everyone.

Maybe the only reason that I stayed with you after you hurt me was that I thought I could change you

I get this awful feeling that you have stopped loving me. I don’t know how it happened or what it felt like but I know that if I reached out to touch you, I wouldn’t be able to recognize you. I would find the fingerprints of another. I would find the love of someone else beneath your fingernails, their being scattered all over you. I know you don’t love me anymore and I don’t know in what moment we both realized it, but I’m going to let you go. I’m going to stop holding onto you, I will stop calling you and I’ll eventually forget your voice. Then the color of your eyes will go too and I’ll never think of you again after that. But before I forget this, thank you for loving me while you could. Thank you for allowing me to love you in return.

I know that you never loved me because when you love somebody, you never stop loving them. Your feelings can subside, and they can hide, but if you loved someone, there’ll always be a place for them in your heart. I know that you never loved me because you don’t hurt the people you love the way you hurt me and I know you couldn’t have possibly watched me suffer and cry and know I was hurt, and be able to move on with your life. I know that you never loved me because when I asked you if you were sure this is what you wanted, you looked me dead in the eye, and said yes, with no hint of sarcasm or remorse.

When he tells you he doesn’t love you anymore Do not try to convince him he does. Do not try to convince him you fell out of love first. Turn around and go. Take all the love he never wanted, give it to yourself, And go.

And I’ve learned that you can learn a lot more about someone by the way they leave than by the way they stayed.

I’m always going to care about you and I’m always going to be there for you when you need me. At the same time, I’m not going to wait around for you anymore. I can’t wait for you to come around whenever you feel like it. Life goes on whether we want it to or not. It’s just that now I’ve decided to move along with it, with or without you.

I am so much smarter than this but I wish more than anything else that he would love me.