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maybe I should technically consider shingen a muse too cuz like. he could be. I feel like I've already written that freak forever.
@noisyhajimari // starter call.
"no way!" there's a surprised look on her face. eyes shine with recognition. "I know you.. you're the headless rider, right?"
Ah -- Good. She almost felt bad! For a moment, she was paging through her mind trying to pin if she knew this girl, too-- It seemed not. Phew.
She turned toward her, balancing the helmet with the sway of a nod. And after a moment's consideration, she took it off entirely. Just for a second -- to assure the sparkle in her eyes.
@batoushoujo
' Tem. '
' Sorry it's been a while. Shinra said you were looking for me? '
reluctantly, one might add. It slipped out very late, when the cooing and fawning and pouring out of all his brain's contents had finally hit a lull, and then was regretted just as fast -- Because she'd decided to finally pay a visit, even longer after that, instead of being with him for an extra five minutes.
In short, he'll be getting her for this. But Celty's here, now.
"Wait really!?" he exclaims excitedly. "Can you show me then?" He quickly pulls out his phone, "Seth will be so happy if I come back with proof! I don't think he was certain about these rumors." He rambles as he flicks through the interface. "Oh! I didnt even ask your name! What can I call you?"
Seth...? Proof?
It didn't sound so serious, but she definitely wasn't comforted by that...! Who's this other person, now!?
' They call me the Black Rider? ' She wrote, sheepishly-- It felt like a silly thing to type. She could just give her name, maybe, but --
' I could show you.' She felt like she was floundering. But on the spot, it was the best she could think to negotiate with-
' If you explain how you go around so fast. It wasn't natural! '

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Bear with me while I'm trying to find shizuo again but ummmmm s... starter call.... for celty.....
Those sharp eyes had me hesitate, but I quickly recover. He hadnt intended to agitate him. "Ah! Sorry, Sorry, I was just curious! It's rare to find someone strong enough to toss a vending machine!" he blurts out, waving his hands franticly.
A click of his tongue. A hissing breath in, and growled out. He should calm down. Flea's gone for now.
So, he sticks a cig in, pockets his hands, and starts marching away. Yknow, muttering things like damn it, bastard, damn, kill, kill, damn it-
"Oi." He glances over his shoulder.
"Don't get curious about that flea bastard, either. If you wanna live, you'll leave it alone."
Too harsh? Maybe. This is him trying.
He carefully looks around the corner to find her standing there. It had been hard to teleport across the city to keep up but he had managed. He watched as she typed approaching closer to read the screen. "Oh! Thats a good way to communicate. If you really are headless it makes sense!" He says with a smile. "My name is Keiji, its nice to meet you Miss." He thinks for a moment on how to reply to her second question. "I'm just very curious about you and if the rumors are true. You see I'm from Kashiwa so I don't know much about what happens in Ikebukuro"
-!
A squeak, if she could.
For an outsider, he'd already accepted her situation so completely-- It wasn't adored, on her end, to have blunt observations made on her. But her shoulders slumped; a dejected sigh of acceptance.
' Hello, Keiji. '
' Yes, they're true. '
That much was normal. It was just, this other thing -- The way something felt blatantly off, and seemed proven by how non-winded he was by the supposed chase. She debated questioning it just as blatantly, but.. for now-
' Is that really why? You're curious? '
' You seemed really dedicated. '
It's not like she isn't used to being gawked at, but...
Isn't this guy getting a little too comfortable watching her!?
All day, it'd felt like-- He'd joined the sea of onlookers as she carved her way through town. She hadn't noticed him at all, at first, but... on the other side of the city, she'd had the thought: wasn't he at the park a minute ago?
Later, in a whole other part of town, she had a similar thought. ' It's him again! Isn't he way too fast!? '
The fifth time the same tuft of hair was spotted in the crowd, it was definite. Inarguable. He was watching her.
And in the moments she brushed near him, he even seemed--
Every part of her shriveled at the eeriness of it. Against that, she was weighing the alternative option, of letting him hunt her down, if that was the kind of person she was up against. Again.
She chose to try something civil -- to pass him for the fifth time, and finally slow down, turning into an alley and coasting along until secluded. She turned over her shoulder, then, and waited to see if @sentrymemes would come again. At which point, she'd type into her pad--
'Who are you? Why are you watching me like that!?!?'
Civil.
@noisyhajimari Keiji came around the corner to find a.... bartender? Just standing next to the empty space between two vending machines. It was...suspiciously vending machine sized. A quick glance to his right revealed said vending machine crumpled with its contents and glass spilling out onto the ground. A tuff of brown fur disappeared around the corner. Guess what ever the machine had been thrown at had managed to escape. Keiji calmly approached the man continuing to look at the display. He let out a whistle, "Looks like you missed your target sir. What did the guy skip out on his tab?"
Someone didn't get the memo.
Hell, everybody who knew a damn thing about this town knew that there were two guys around here to not ever, not once, NEVER fucking cross.
And one of them had just scurried away like the rat he was, leaving the other absolutely, thoroughly, pissed off.
Sharp, twitching eyes turned down to the kid.
"Who's asking? Damn it. I'm not in the mood."

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... Can a shadow sneeze?
. nah but genuinely nothing would please me more than to have Luka show up in zmbst being absolutely hideous. contrast his pretty boy aura from alnst by showing up wretched. his body a shell of its former beauty. rotting. falling apart. the pieces of him that weren't used up and sold off already are hanging on by literal threads of tendons and nerves and fractured bone. the poetry is in the contrast. how he started out a perfectly crafted encapsulation of 'beauty' and he gets used up until there's absolutely nothing left. until the last piece of rotted and wheezing lung tissue is stolen from him. yk.
âĄâĄÂ  ă긴  ěę°ě  ëě  .á.á   âŚ. đđđđâđ đđđđđđđđ đđđđđđ đđ đđđđđđ đđđđ đđđ sharp blink that followed Tillâs outburst. Then amusement unfurled across his face, slow and irrepressible, until a quiet chuckle slipped past his lips. He lowered his gaze toward the fallen pencil for only a moment before looking back at the boy who was vocal about his distaste for this âtrendâ, ruby specked irises gleaming with far too much satisfaction. The sudden anger, the startled leap backward, the way Tillâs hand had curled as though he could physically crush the embarrassment out of himself â it was all something...so wonderfully && unmistakably Till that Ivan could hardly help himself. He had expected stomach lurching disgust, perhaps even a hard shove, yet the intensity of the reaction made something warm flutter beneath his ribs. Till had been so absorbed in drawing him only seconds ago, studying him with an attention ivan had quietly treasured, and now he had shattered that concentration with a single suggestion. There was something almost intimate about being capable of disrupting him so completely.
Still smiling, Ivan shifted closer across the bench, following the distance to the silver haired male had placed between them as though it had never occurred to him that it was meant to remain. He planted one hand beside himself for balance and leaned in, tilting his head until the dark strands of his fringe slipped over one eye. His voice softened into a faint, coaxing whine, playful enough to disguise the sincerity buried beneath it.  â â Everyoneâs doing it lately, â â  he murmured, drawing out the complaint as his gaze dropped briefly toward Tillâs mouth. â â We should try it too. â â Â
It felt like a trick, kind of. Basically, he didn't have a better word for it-- The feeling of being cornered, reliant on a tool he didn't wield, asked a question he couldn't answer -- "I dunno, I just know!"
A little hopeless, kind of.
Not like that would be good enough for Ivan. But he had no chance of explaining himself, or the way his stomach twisted when he glanced over the plush lips that challenged him. How the hell could he explain the groaning desire to go back to his art right now, to think about Ivan from that perspective, rather than as.... you know, a person!? One who could say weird things to him. One that could pull him into weird things. One who could remind him of all the other weird people and their weird games and their weird rituals that didn't even make sense!
It was just gross, watching them shove their lips together-- And it was gross to think about how it would feel. In private, he actually had tested it a few times already, shoving two fingers against his mouth-- he'd even tried sucking and smacking on them, licking his knuckles to make them damp like real lips. This was even more gross. And so much worse when he thought about doing it with a real person.
It burned his cheeks then, in private, in silence. And it sure as hell burned his cheeks now.
"Since when do-- Do you wanna do what everyone else is doin', anyway?? You're always doin' your own stuff--" He flicked his hand again. His fingers, apt for little more than pen or guitar, much like the rest of him, seemed to stretch and roll between a few chords, as if the motion could at least soothe his heart with distraction. It worked no better than the last attempt, but he needed to try.
"Why don't you go.. make up some new trend. Something less gross."
As a career criminal and generally unlikable individual, there are days in which Izaya expects to end up collapsed in the streetâbut this is not one of them. The sudden attack shocks and overwhelms, consumes. He doesnât even understand whatâs happening: there is no wound, no bloom of blood to pair with the agonizing sensation, and nobody close enough to have struck him.Â
And then the real horror begins. First a strange, cool feeling onâinâthe wound, or where the wound should be, an organic softness, like plant matter. And then an invasive burrowing that spreads rapidly, displacing his insides and choking him. Izaya wheezes, coughs, panicked and confused, lurching forward like a revenant, and then goes down. He opens his mouth againâtoo disoriented to know whether he intends to cough or cry outâand then vomits.Â
He doesnât taste stomach acid and half-digested food. He tastes blood and herbs. Flowers. On the pavement is a mass of saliva and bloody blooms: yellow tulips and daffodils, roses, calendula, nettle. His eyes unfocus. He shudders. Another heaving fit results in another soiled garden: bluebells, primrose, lilies, and something that looks like kudzu.Â
Shinra. I need to call Shinra.
More kudzu. Plum blossoms. Wisteria. Dizzy, he reaches for the phone that fell beside him, dragging it closer. The screen is cracked; he cuts his finger on the glass. Thereâs a word prominent on the display, an unfamiliar word, maybe something that was accidentally typed in the chaos just now? He will remember it regardless, and look into it later, should he survive.Â
He makes the call. The phone rings and rings and rings. No answer. He can see Shinra in his mindâs eye, carelessly ignoring his phone after seeing the name on the caller ID. Frustration chokes him. Or is it the plants? Cherry blossoms this time. More tulips.
He calls again. And again. The fourth time, something finally happens.
          âShinââ          He can barely get any words out. He claws at his own throat with his free hand. The cracked phone screen cuts his ear next; he feels blood dripping uncomfortably into the canal. The world is going in and out of focus. He looks at the nearest street sign and reads it aloud, barely managing it. Then:     âPlâease.â
"... Orihara?" Came the voice on the other end. After surmounting every stage of grief before even answering, the tone that followed was chipper, as usual. Surprised. Thrown. Bright, anyway. " Your voice sounds awful. Shouldn't you call for a hospital instead?"
Callous.
He considers the street name, and its distance from himself. He considers, too, the hideous strain of the voice typically so in charge of itself. The fact was that Shinra didn't WANT to hear it.
Barely so in its normal state -- and definitely, absolutely, not like this.
His heart sat coated inky black in his chest. His days, after all, were happy; blissful. His friend's affairs brushed humorously up against his world, unless they were designed to annoy him. The well-earned wounds that carved Izaya's skin were his own to manage, and he always did; against all odds, he always, always, came out just fine. It was an affront to Shinra to spoil his joyous days with meaningless bluffs and threats like that -- of his friend's suffering. Death, even. It just wouldn't happen.
So sayeth Shinra's blissful heart, enshrined in its case of beautiful shadow.
Even so, no matter how gleefully he could stand to ignore it, underneath still lingered his birthright as a human being : a heart of intransmutable red.
He considers one more time.
"And don't tell me this is an underground thing. By now, shouldn't you have other doctors for that?" He'd found himself - all it once, when his thoughts had hit a particular snag - rising from his chair, and gathering his shoes and medical bag. "If you called me just because I'm closest to you, that kind of hurts my feelings!"
Just to look, he argues. To call the bluff. Just to see that he doesn't die. It's not that long of a walk.
"I guess I can be there soon. But you should call someone else to take care of you. I'll stop the bleeding, but you'll stay somewhere else during recovery, okay? See you."
His pace and words seemed to hasten at the same rate. He'd hung up swiftly after that, and his legs only grew faster since. It's not that he stopped talking, though. He'd just as well as complained the whole way there, groaning and whining to himself like a toddler, which was much easier than acknowledging the situation as an adult -- His whines were likely heard well before he was seen.
Because once eye had met eye, Shinra went completely silent. Still. Frozen, as if shock had even made his blood cease to flow.
He stayed that way for several long seconds, and then bolted forward.
" Izaya-!"
In his eye, in butting occupancy against 'concern' was 'marvel'.
@noisyhajimari SAID:   So like IDEALLY, he would have gotten Izaya a pair of glasses that looks like a knife. It would have been funny! But it doesn't exist-- and it's kind of broken as a concept, anyway :( What he landed on instead was an actual knife. A smooth vintage butterfly one, with some- not much, but some- impressive engraving on the handle.   The truth is, he'd still thought it was kind of lacking as a gift-- and when he delivers this one, it comes with very audible complaints about the lack of -sufficient- things to function as a gift, and how close he was to delivering nothing at all! Apparently Celty had suggested some ramen bowls at some point, but he thought that was lacking even more! For a person like you, with all this style and extremely convoluted substance, who found ways to snatch up everything you could ever want, how the heck is someone supposed to buy a gift for you!? He complains about all of that and more, after showing up at your door with a party hat and a shameless call of /happy birthday/. You really get no chance to interrupt before he goes on this spiel. The real gift, anyway, that they both probably know- is that he's /here/. In this obnoxious way, he lets you know that you've occupied his mind a little lately. -- The knife was surprisingly cheap for its make, apparently the old owner was just trying to clear some space.    â    send a MESSAGE?
In the moment, it is not obvious how much this gift means to him. He thanks Shinra, of course, in that sly, coy way he says everything, which always makes it hard to tell how sincere heâs being. And there is surely some playful antagonism between them during the visit, as there always is. But he will remember today fondly for a long time, even if he doesnât admit it outright.
During the day, the knife will live in his sleeve. He will use it only for the most interesting fights. At night it will rest under his pillow. Gone are the days where itâs part of his routine to select which knife to sleep with: itâs this one, always.Â
After Shinra goes home, he will take it to his office and show it off to the sleeping head. Shinra gave this to me. It's so pretty. If only you would open your eyes, he will say, smug and grinning and strangely wistful. Youâd be able to see he doesnât give everything to you.

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