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(This is very loosely based on a story I read years ago on the EA, but I canât cite it as I donât have access there anymore.) Drunk, high, horny, hard and feeling awesome, Josh was walking around naked with his buddies, all of them shaved down, oiled up and having a great time. Theyâd been planning this party for months, making sure they had the perfect spot for it - Rizzoâs parentâs swanky vacation house - and all the drugs and booze they could possibly want. Â Everybody was there by eight and had his catheter in by nine, when theyâd all put the bands on their cocks. Â Two bands per guy, right up at the base. Â
Theyâd hurt like hell, but all the guys were old hands at coming up with ways to distract themselves from the pain. Â A few popped some Lidocaine shots, but Josh liked the idea of feeling the pain. Â Like all the guysâ dicks, his had quickly come to a fuller erection than naturally possible, then rapidly turned purplish as the blood got trapped inside. Â His cock itself rapidly went numb, but the pain at its base stayed with him. Â Josh bore it with a smile, especially after popping some of those pills Rizzo had given him, and was getting more and more excited as midnight approached. Â Once theyâd cut the bands off, theyâd be jerking it for hours, balls churning with amazing cum. Â It never failed.
He ran into Eddie in the hallway, the short Italian stumbling in the darkness inbetween rooms. Â "Yo, Josh,â he grinned, grabbing at Joshâs cock as he came close, gripping his buddyâs shoulder to steady himself.
"Yo Ed,â Josh grinned, standing firm and holding his buddy off, letting him play with his junk. Â
âDamn, startinâ t'get cold,â Eddie grinned.  "Canât wait t'see that fuckerâs bands pop.  You gonna hollerâŚâ
Josh grabbed for Eddieâs thick cock too, feeling up the plump veins and odd coolness. Â "Iâm not the only one, bro,â Josh gave it a few strokes.
âI canât wait, man. Â I wanna cum so bad!â he stumbled for moment, then threw his hands up in the air. Â "Woo!â
The guys had been banding their dicks since they were teenagers. Â Theyâd get together, band up and play video games or something for a bit, then after a few hours, snip âem off, all laughing at how much it fuckinâ hurt, then circle-jerking it afterward, having amazing cums.
Josh had always been thinking about his being cut off. Â When theyâd be fooling around, trying to ignore the pain of the bands, heâd be pretending he was dickless already, and so were all his buddies, and when they jerked off after snipping the bands, heâd always be thinking about cutting them all off. Some of their friends had lost interest in the banding during college, and a few new faces started showing up at their summer and winter break band-and-jerk-it parties. Â Even after college theyâd continued, with most of the guys showing up whenever they could.
He found Ben and Eric in the kitchen around one of the kegs. Â Josh filled up, the three guys all taking each otherâs cocks in hand, feeling how cold and full they were. Â Ben had his long foreskin pulled up through the band, and even it was swollen and plump, pulled back over the bulbous round head, now dark and purplish, as was Ericâs torpedo-shaped cockhead. Â And Joshâs; they all noted.
"Yo, check this out,â Eric smirked, taking a two-inch pin and pushing it through the shaft of his cock. Â A bead of blood popped free, then Eric let it go, leaving it in. Â Josh looked to see he had three other pins in there already.
âDamnâŚâ Josh almost asked if it hurt, but knew full well that with the band, it probably didnât.
âC'mon, man, try one. Â Not like matters if we fuck 'em up now, right?â Eric offered Josh a pin. Â Josh could only see one pin in Ericâs dick, right through the head.
âNah, thatâs cool,â Josh chuckled, but spied the corkscrew on the table.  He thought about itâŚjust twist it up in there, start boring out goreâŚbut no, it would just make a mess.  "Gonna hit the pool.â  He made his way out the big glass doors to the enclosed pool area, where most of the party guests stood about.  All were nude, catheters poking out the end of their purple, banded dicks.  The invite rule had been that any dude showing up had to get his cock banded, so it wasnât like there were a lot of girlfriends or hangers-on.
Josh scanned the room, recognizing most of the guys, having known them for years, except for one - Â a tall, handsome, muscled guy with a dark ponytail, standing next to Brett. Â Brett had said his boyfriend Rob would be coming, and Josh was impressed - his bro had sure scored himself a catch! Â Especially if the guy was into banding, too, and indeed, his impressive package was done up like all the rest of them, purple and swollen.
He made the rounds, all the guys wanting a cop on their buddiesâ cocks and watching the clock. Â Josh made sure to give Robâs cock a good and thorough feel, which the guy took with good humor. Â "Iâve kinda gotten used to it,â he joked.
âAwesome that youâre gettinâ banded with us, man,â Josh told him sincerely.
âGlad to, man,â he hugged Brett close. Â "Anything for this guy.â
"Aww,â Josh winked, but was genuinely glad for his bud. Â He continued back into the house, seeing they had forty-five minutes to go, and he wanted to empty his bladder again. Â Kevin was in there when he opened the door, standing in front of the toilet, pissing out the cath. Â Josh squeezed in next to him, intentionally bumping him a little.
âAss,â Kevin slapped Joshâs, and shook out his tube. Â
Josh opened up the valve and let fly, the pressurized piss squirting out.  He glanced over to Kevâs strangled cock, a thick five-incher, and imagined just taking a knife to it, cutting the thing offâŚman, if only we could, he wished for the millionth time.
When they left, Kev headed back toward the pool, but Josh noticed the door to Rizzoâs bedroom was open and he could hear voices inside - low talking, some laughing, and then a loud âOW! Â FUCK!â Â He walked over to poke his head in, but Eddie opened the door. Â The bright light inside made Josh go blind for a moment. Â "Yo,â Eddie gave Joshâs cock a tug and his ass a pat as he squeezed by him.
"Hey, Josh,â he heard Rizzo say warmly.
Josh blinked a few times and looked inside Rizzoâs bedroom. Â Rizzo was in there, standing next to a table with a tray on it. Â A pile of dildos rested on the tray. Â AJ was passed out on the bed. Â "Hey, man,â Rizzo grinned. Â
"Yo, Rizzo. Â I was wondering where youâd been all night,â Josh grinned, stumbling over to him. Â He looked over to AJ, the muscular football player out cold on the bed. Â "You fuck him to sleep?â
"Little tough, now,â Rizzo winked.  Josh looked down, intending to stroke his budâs dick, but foundâŚnothing.  Just a little fleshy lump where Rizzoâs dick had been, with his big olâ nuts hanging beneath it.
Josh blinked. Â "No way,â he muttered, then looked again: still just a stub.
 "DudeâŚâ he looked up to see Rizzo with that shit-eating grin on his face again.  "DidâŚdid youâŚâ
"Yeah, bro,â Rizzo answered in his slow drawl.  "Check it,â he picked up one of the "dildosâ off the tray, but Josh could see now they werenât dildos at all - those were five cocks, severed clean, the ends banded!  And shit, he recognizedâŚthat was Eddieâs, and those other two still had pins in them - they had to Eric and Benâs! Â
Rizzo dangled his own dick in front of Joshâs face.  "Fuckinâ hot, bro.  Hurts, but not too bad, and Iâve gotten real good at stitchinâ up the stump,â Rizzo thumped his round little stub, the end of the cath still sticking out, with the head of his dick. Josh nearly shot right there.  He couldnât believe itâŚheâd dreamed about this for years, fantasized for so long, and RizzoâŚholy fuck, heâd cut his dick offâŚand EddieâsâŚand Benâs, and Ericâs, and⌠ Josh looked over to the passed out football player and realized who the owner of the fifth cock was.  And AJ.  "IsâŚis he ok?â Josh nodded toward their boy.
âYeah,â Josh chuckled.  "After he cut his dick off, he did a shot.  Thatâs what did him in.  Iâm keepinâ an eye on him.  But now, about youâŚâ
"You want to cut my dick off, donât you?â Josh looked his buddy in the eye, trying to keep his head about him, but that was tough when everything seemed to be breathing.
âNah, bro. Â I want you to,â Rizzo picked up a bloody knife, wiped it clean, and handed it, hilt first, to Josh. Â
He reached out and took it.  Holy fuck, this was itâŚwhat heâd dreamt about.  Josh held the knife down toward his cock.  "Over here,â Rizzo put a hand on Joshâs ass and pushed him over toward the tray with the cocks on it, just high enough that Rizzo could push his hips toward it, his balls over the edge of the table but his cock on it.  "Between the bands,â Rizzo guided his hand, moving the blade of the knife over to Joshâs cock.  "When youâre ready, tilt the point down 'til it touches, then just push your hand down as fast as you can.  Itâll sting but not too bad.â
Josh just nodded, his eyes locked on his cock, and the five others on the tray.  The knife tip drooped down toward the table until it just touched.  Just one push, one motion, and his cock would join the others on the tray.  And he would join Rizzo and AJ and the others, heâd be dickless, like heâd dreamed.  Just one push.  OneâŚquickâŚmotion.
He breathed in sharply and tried not to cry out when the pain came, closing his eyes for a moment, then opening them for just long enough to see his cock lying on the tray before Rizzo made him turn and got to work on Joshâs new stump.  Josh just stood there in shock, his head turned, staring at his severed cock.  He reached over to pick it up.  It felt cold still, like it had for a few hours, but nowâŚeven colder, somehow.  The band kept the blood trapped inside, with little leaking out the cut end, and the whole thing was plump, turgid.
Something gripped him, and he didnât know why, but Josh raised it to his mouth, opening slightly. Heâd never sucked a dick before, but something about his ownâŚhe licked it, feeling the texture with his tongue, running it up underneath, pushing it in a little moreâŚthree inches in and he pulled it out, then in and out a few times again, just getting the feel for it.  He pulled it out, a thread of spit connecting his lips to his cock for a moment before breaking.
"There you go, bud. Â Nice and tight,â Rizzo leaned back and stood up, tearing open a disinfectant pad and dabbing Joshâs new stump, tightly stitched up with half an inch or so of catheter poking out. Â The stump ached, then went numb after Rizzo shot him up with some painkiller. Â His buddy wrapped him up with some tight stick-on bandages, and Josh was good to go.
Josh stumbled back out to the living room, his balls swinging, the stump of his dick aching a little bit. Â Everybody was already agog looking at Eric, Ben and Eddie, who stood proudly in the middle of the crowd, showing off their new cockstumps. Â "Wow, Josh, too!â somebody pointed, and they all looked over to see Josh, dickless and smiling sheepishly.
The other three dickless guys slapped his back and congratulated him, while everybody else jockeyed to ge a close look. Â "Did it hurt?â they asked.
âNot really.â
Some of the crowd drifted back toward Rizzo, eager to lose their own cocks, while others stayed up front. Â Brett ate out his ass while his hot boyfriend Rob sucked on his nuts, and Josh faded in and out a bit, seeing more dickless dudes every time he looked around.
âI dunno, man,â he heard Rob say beneath him.
âC'mon, letâs do it together!â Brett cajoled him, the two conversing beneath Joshâs legs.
âCanâŚcan I cut yours off?â Rob asked, clearly not taking much convincing.
âIf I can lop off that big log of yours,â Brett kissed him, the two making out with Joshâs balls resting on the back of Robâs head. Â They stood up. Â "Hey, back in a few minutes, bro,â they slapped Joshâs ass.
Josh nodded and grinned at them, decided to take a seat on a nearby couch next to a couple of passed-out dickless dudes, the white bandages making little Xâs over their dickstumps.  Josh leaned back, closing his eyes and imagining sucking on these cockstumps, what itâd feel like once his own stump had healed, and soon drifted off himselfâŚ
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Party Prep
   âHuh, yeah, dude, thisâll be totally cool,â Rick heard somebody say over the sound of a small cattle stampede coming in through the front door. He looked up from his paper and hopped to his feet, adjusting his leather harness over his big pecs, straightening his belt buckle and his broad cowboy hat, trying to look nice even as his mood darkened.    Instead of farmers or ranchers, his usual customers, a bunch of boisterous college boys had walked through the door, all laughing and jostling each other. Each bore their fraternityâs letters on his left pectoral, tattooed big and black across his pec.    âCan ah help you boys?" Rick was a local, and out here they didnât usually get these sort in from the city. When they did, they were usually trouble, or at minimum, annoying and didnât buy anything.    "Uh, yeah, hey,â one of the guys in front settled himself down a bit. He was cute; short, buff, blond, with a spiky hairdo. Rick might have been into him, before his enslavement. âYou got any, uhâŚâ his voice got lower, as if he was a little afraid to say it out loud, âcastrating tools, or machines or something?â    âTen bucks says they want it for some lame hazing thing,â Rick thought to himself, but played it straight - hell, he should at least try to get a sale out of them. âSure, lots. What size animal you lookinâ t'cut?â    âPledge size,â one of the others behind him muttered, to the amusement of the others. The one in front tried to calm them down, and sheepishly explained, âWe were gonna play some, uh, bet-your-balls sort of games at this partyâŚâ    His first thought was, 'Well, thatâs irresponsible,â but he could use the sales, and the thought of some of these testosterone-crazed boys neutering themselves nearly made him laugh out loud. Hell, he was only selling the tools; it was up to them how they used them. âRight this way,â Rick led them across the store over to the home veterinary section, where they kept a number of castration tools intended for humans. Typically they got bought by farm owners wanting to take the piss out of their ranch hands, sometimes S&M slave ownersâŚthere was a lot of crossover there, as Rick could attest.    âNow, you have a few options hereâŚâ Rick spread his hand, letting them fan out across the aisle to look at what was there.    The short one stayed near him. âSo, uhâŚtell me about these,â he asked.    Rick picked up the show model for the nearest device. âWell, this oneâs the classic, a Burdizzo clamp,â he picked up the pruning-shears-like device. âYou just position it over the testicle cordsâŚâ    âWait, wait, hold on,â the kid stopped me, undoing his shorts. âJust show me, Iâm no good and figuring that stuff out." He dropped his shorts, revealing a reasonably average package, the pubes cropped to about half an inch. He held his dick up out of his way and thrust his hips forward.    "Um, well, youâŚuhâŚâ Rick reached for the kidâs balls, but wasnât sure if he should touch them or not.    âGo ahead, dude, theyâre just balls,â the kid chided him nonchalantly, sensing Rickâs nervousness.    Whatever, Rick mentally shrugged. âYou have to work the cords up against the skin, like this,â Rick manipulated the kidâs left nut - it hung lower - and showed him the cords as he pressed them up against the kidâs sac from the other side. âSo, hold that there,â he told the kid, who did. Rick opened the clamp and positioned it over the kidâs nut-cords. âSo you just put them over it like this, then close the clamp. You have to close it as tightly as you can, and itâs best to hold it shut for about thirty seconds.â    âYeah, okay, show me,â the kid nodded.    âWhat?â Rick looked up at him. âIt'llâŚitâll kill your testicle, buddy.â    âYeah, itâs cool; Iâve got two. Go for it; I want to see how bad it hurts.â    âIt hurts a lot. You sure?â Rick was incredulous. Heâd nutted plenty of guys before, most of whom wanted it, and nobody took the burdizzo once they knew how much it hurt.    âYeah, dude, do it. Go.â    His buddies had noticed heâd dropped his pants by now and had gathered around to watch. âHuh. One-nut Shane,â one of the other guys sniggered, and the others followed suit.    âOkayâŚ" Rick shrugged, then closed the clamp shut, as quickly and tightly as he could, the muscles in his forearms taut as he held it tightly shut and counted to thirty aloud. The kid, to his credit, grit his teeth and grunted a little bit, but otherwise Rick was impressed by his stoicism.    "NnnghaaâŚowâŚâ the kid fell to his knees, gripping his sac. âFuck, that hurtâŚand damn, my nutâs already numbâŚâ    âThatâs 'cuz itâs dead. Painâs from the cords. I, uhâŚI did warn you, buddy,â Rick shrugged, putting the clamp back down.    âNah, dude, s'cool. Thatâs not gonna work for us, though - way too painful. What else you got?" The kid winced but struggled to his feet, pulling his pants back up.    "Outside of veterinary scalpels, thereâs really only one other option,â Rick led him further down the aisle, âthe elastrator, here." Rick picked one up, squeezing the handle to open up its four prongs. "You put a tight rubber band around the prongs, like this,â Rick worked one on, âthen open it up, slip the claw over thâ sac anâ let it go, snappingâ the band on.â    âOkay, dude, just show me again,â Shane dropped his pants and held his cock out of the way.    âOh, uhâŚitâs easiest if you get on all fours and spread 'em,â he directed Shane.    Shane did, tucking his head down to his chest to try and watch what Rick was doing. The others all watched as he showed them how to work the balls down deep in the sac, then snapped the first band on, making sure to get it high enough to avoid the tender spot where heâd had the clamp. âOoh!â Shane flinched as it went on, then grinned. âOkay, that wasnât so bad,â he smirked.    âNow, usually you do twoâŚâ    âCan I try?â one of the others asked.    âUm, sureâŚâ Rick handed him the elastrator and a band. The kid struggled getting it on, but managed, and snapped the band around his buddyâs nuts, just below the other one.    Shane hopped up. âMan, these really are tight,â he remarked, watching his nutsac slowly turn purple. âThis kinda makes me sick to my stomach, though,â Shane remarked, looking a little green.    âYeah, itâll do that. Lasts about an hour, if you can tough it out. If not, you can always snip the bands off. Long as you donât leave 'em on much longer than an hour or so, there shouldnât be any long-term damage,â Rick shrugged.    âEh. Iâll deal with it. I couldnât really see you do it, thoughâŚhey, Tiny, drop trou, dude,â he nodded to the biggest one of them, a guy built like an NFL fullback.    âWhat? Why do I gotta get banded?â the big guy complained.    â'cuz you barely got any balls left, dumbass,â Shane chided him.    Roids? Rick wondered, and when he saw how shrunken Tinyâs cock and balls were, was sure it was true. For a long time, too, if his dick was _that_ underdeveloped. Shaking his head and obviously annoyed, he dropped his shorts and then to his knees. âCome on, get it over with,â he sighed.    Rick snapped the first band on and then Shane the second. Tiny stood again and pulled his shorts up, rubbing his crotch and tight sac. âYou can either leave the bands on until your balls fall off, or you can cut just beneath the bands in about two or three hours,â Rick explained, âBut still leave the bands on so you donât bleed.â    Tiny whipped a knife out of his pocket and made to cut his bands back off. âWhat, you pussying out?â Shane challenged him. âIâm keepinâ mine on, wuss!â    âAh, screw you, you little bitch! Youâll pussy out and cut the bands off in under ten minutes,â Tiny punched him lightly in the shoulder, which was still a good wallop.    âYeah, weâll see, big pussy,â Shane laughed, punching him back in the gut.    Rick had to actively resist the urge to roll his eyes. He was willing to bet the both of them would be crying for the others to cut the bands off within half an hour. âTechnically, you can use it an a penis the same way, although itâs a little riskier. Results arenât quite so pretty as on your friend, either,â Rick added.    âYeah?â Shane reloaded the elastrator, then whipped his own dick out again. He snapped a pair of bands on, about an inch out from the base, at Rickâs suggestion. âCome on, Tiny, you gonna match me or pussy out on this, too?â    âWhat? I ainât no pussy, bitch,â Tiny dropped his shorts, allowing Shane to band his shrunken little cock. Rick watched, mouth agape, amazed someone this stupid made it to college at all, even on an athletic scholarship or something.    âOkay, so two hours, then cut it all off, right?â Shane asked, checking the time on his phone.    âMore like three,â Rick advised, subconsciously rubbing his stump through his jeans. Heâd cut off his own dick that way, and knew from experience that it was best to wait a bit on that cut.    âSo how much are these?â Shane asked.    âFifty for the tool and ten bands, and then five bucks for a box of thirty bands,â Rick rattled off the price.    âSounds good. Iâll take one of these, and, uhâŚletâs say three boxes of bands, then,â Shane nodded.    âGreat! Just one other thing, though - if youâre going to be using this on a lot of people, youâll need a good knife that you can keep clean and sterile, too." Shane nodded, seeing the necessity in that, even as the discomfort in his lower abdomen began to grow. "Weâve got a good electric one right over hereâŚ"    Rick led Shane an aisle over to show him the knives, but kept an eye on the others. The two who hadnât yet been neutered or banded were standing back over by the auto-neuterer and looking shifty. He was sure they were up to something when he saw the oneâs shoulders flexing, as if he was holding something heavy. "Fifty bucks a pop if youâre wantinâ t'use the display models,â he barked over the divider.    The two looked at each other, then fumbled in their pockets. âHere you go, dude,â one said, plunking down a hundred dollar bill. Rick shrugged and pocketed it, turning back to Shane, whoâd selected a plug-in model of superheated cauterizing blades. Rick gathered up all of the kidâs purchases, stopping for a moment to make sure the two used the machine properly on themselves, then headed up to the register to ring it all up.    He watched the boys drive off before he noticed theyâd left something on the counter: three tightly banded sacs! They must have left them behind accidentally. âWell, how 'bout that,â Rick grinned, âA nice big sale, and they even left me lunch.â
THE HUNTERS
(I recently discovered this story, and thought that with halloween coming up, it was perfect timing to post this sick,# fiction story.Â
**WARNING! Acute horror fiction. Twisted, adult horror. 21+**
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The Hunters.
By D. A. Richter.
It must have been nearly a year now, since I started messaging back and forth with various guys online. Â These guys though were the type, that like me, enjoyed some pretty extreme fantasy role play. Â One guy really stood out. Â He messaged me, just one time, on a pretty fun website. Â He just wrote, âI understand you and I will make sure you get what you ask for.â Â I looked up his profile and it didnât say much, not much to be inspired by there. But it was late at night and I just wrote back giving him my name on an encrypted web site. Â Figuring that if he wanted some fun, intense role play chat, Iâd be up for that some time.
I often would post some stories online on sites where guys shared similar interests. Â For a long time, I was on a breath control site, but those sites would get popular then disappear. Â Too popular for their own good I guess. Â Often when the sites closed down, photos of mine disappeared with it, stories I loved and never downloaded disappeared, and sometimes some of the guys themselves would disappear. Â Making me wonder if they lost interest, met someone, or went too far?
About a week after I sent that message, I read a response on the Whisper encrypted chat site. Â He was pretty direct, while I continued to try to find out more about his own interests. I would try to get him to engage in erotic roleplay. Â He would say, just enough to keep my interest. Â He would say things like, âYou know you are ready, but just scared.â Or, âIt will be better for you, to just release all that tension you hold. Just admit you have a need, that is not just fantasy.â Â Then one day he posts me a message that says, âItâs your turn now. Be ready to follow my instructions, or never hear from me again.â
I was suddenly feeling a little shock, not sure what exactly that meant but it gave me a cold chill and twinge in my shorts. Â Four am the next day my phone kept vibrating with new messages. I logged in to Whisper, and my heart all but stopped. Â This was too real.
âAll is set up.â
âI found a match to your needs and he will follow your fantasies you have described, in exchange for your meat. Â I shared the photos you sent and he found you very acceptableâ
âDo not change your routine, or it will get ugly for you.â
âWe have devised your processing to match your fantasiesâ
âSoon, in next few weeks, no more. Â You will be approached and told to get in to vehicle. Â This is your one last choice.â
My chest was tight. Â I felt cold ice in my stomach. My stupid ass cock, was hard. Â This seemed too real. Â I told myself it had to be roleplay. I read over his messages from the last few days before they disappeared. Â I was so hard. Â I couldnât help it. Â Once again I laid down picturing a hot scene where I was abducted to be made into real meat, and shot more cum again. Â
A little while later I began to have regrets and hopes that it was all just roleplay. Â I started to get anxious and finally, unable to sleep I sent a few texts. Â Basically thanking him for the fun chat. Â And that IF it was real that I really couldnât follow through. Â Yet I wanted it to be real. Â I just didnât have the balls to follow through. Â I eventually fell asleep after taking about 3 allergy pills to sedate myself.
Next morning at work. Â I read the newest messages. Â First it seemed to say it would be called off if I asked again before noon. Â Then he implied it was just a game. Â I felt relief. Â Yet with that relief I started to miss the thrill of the last 24 hours. So I played along a little more. I couldnât stop myself. Â I got to the point where I was not sure if it was a game, was cancelled or still on? Pretty sure it was just really good play, and that he had set me up. Â With that in mind I decided to convince myself it could still happen. Â It made my whole day at work just fun. Â My body just vibrated with thoughts of âwhat ifâ.
Monday was gym night after work. Â Had an okay work out, nothing too great. Â I skipped the shower, dressed back in spandex, then my Dainese leathers that I loved so much. Â I strapped on my helmet and gloves and headed out to my fucking beautiful sport bike. As I walked into the shadows of the parking lot, I had imagined that any car near by might be the guy to take me away. I was hard again.
That night I sent a few texts. Â I felt a lot better now. Â I barely had any anxiety, I felt a deep throbbing need that cumming just didnât quite satisfy. Â More and more I started to feel it was just a game we were playing. Â I even felt a tiny disappointment that it wasnât real.
Two days passed. Â Nothing too exciting. Â I would go home to my lover and hold him so tight. Â It felt good to feel his body, his skin soft next to mine. Â We slept together in the same bed on Wednesday night. He could never understand what was going on. Â I started to feel less inclined to play around with my dark fantasy friends. Â It may not sound exciting but I loved him. Â Well at least as much love as one can feel. Â After my last major crash in 2012, I really lost the ability to connect in that way. Â I can understand it and try to relate to it. Â But some how I just donât feel all touchy feely, the way I used to be, as a youngster. Â I can understand and imitate some things but those feelings just donât connect. Â To register, touch and feelings and what youâd call emotion have to be really strong. Â I enjoy what you may call pain. Â Not as pleasure exactly but a strong input I can really feel at times.
I was far lost in thought Thursday evening. Â My cardio work out was more like meditation. Â I could feel my arms burn when pushing their limits. Â I took a long shower but then had to dress back in my sweaty gym socks, and work shirt. Â I didnât have the spandex top with me today, that I usually wear under my leathers. Â I slowly pulled up my leathers, taking my time. Â Hoping some guy would come into the locker room and look at my gear with longing to touch it. Â But I do fantasize a lot. I just sort of drifted out of the gym, my thoughts scattered. I locked down my tank bag when I heard a voice.
âHey, Do you happen to have phone on you?â
I nodded. âItâs in my pocket here.â I indicated tapping my chest.
âOh good. Â Can I show you something, just over here? It will just be short moment.â
Again, I nodded and followed him over a few cars, to where the trees cast longer shadows of the street lights. He opened the rear passenger door to his Yukon and said. âWeâll leave the tank bag. All I need is your phone, now get in, itâs time.â
I swore Iâd been stabbed with an icy knife right up my ass. Â My stomach turned cold and my feet numb. I found myself like a passenger in my own body just partially nodding and without pause climbed right in. I seriously could not think at all my body was moving but my brain was fully locked. Â No coherent thoughts. Total brain freeze. I just crawled up onto the bench seat and laid down without even being told what to do. Â
He just closed the door then went around the car and got into the passenger seat up front. Â A few moments later some guy I didnât really look at climbed in to the driver seat. Â
The first guy then said, âHeâs our insurance. The driver here was keeping an eye out and had other means to make sure of your cooperation. Â We really werenât giving you any choice at this point. Now put these on. And make damn sure they arenât going to come off, or we will lock them down so tight you wonât feel your hands anymore.â Â
I glanced at the silvery cuffs he had just tossed at me. Â They were the real thing. No play cuffs. Â I slowly ratcheted the clasp around my left wrist first. Then stretching back with my right arm even more I closed the right cuff closed, maybe a little too tight but it was done now.
âNow just relax, keep your head down and in a little while weâll get you all prepped for a long drive.â
Iâm not sure how long it was, my head was still racing and I couldnât think. We pulled off into some gravel. The doors were opened and they had me sit up. Â âHere drink this, you are going to be hooded for a while and you wonât get more water for a while.â
I could tell it was not quite water at all. Â It was probably Gatorade, but with something else added. Â A soft leather hood was pulled down and tied in place. It had nose holes and a gag, already strapped in. Â I sure hoped I didnât get car sick. Â But I started to feel very relaxed and began to drift off. Â Secure in my leathers, and dark leather hood. Â I felt so relaxed, so comfortable. Â The motion of the vehicle rocked me, drifting off to sleep.
I barely remember walking in someplace. Â I could smell old wood smoke, pine and maybe a little mildew. Â I was lead to a padded surface, maybe a couch and drifted back out.
I carefully tried to open my eyes, as they pulled off the hood. Â It was difficult to focus. Â We were in a room with a sealed concrete floor. Â Cheap paneling on the walls and a large open area in the middle of the room. Â I could tell it was day light through the two sets of curtains, but that was all I could tell. Â I only just started to realize my hands were free but a chain was locked around my bare ankle and locked to the frame of the futon I had been on.
âWell, time to see what you have to offer us. Â Strip that gear down, now.â
I unzipped my suit dropped out of the sleeves. Â And let the suit fall past my waist. I pulled of my shirts, and I was just thinking about what to do with my suit as it dropped down past my knees. Then I thought, âOh yeah, oh fuck Iâm probably never wearing my beautiful suit again.â
âHang on there. Â Donât want you feeling like youâve got some sort of freedom here.â
Handcuffs were quickly applied behind my back again. Â I sat down as they unlocked my ankle chain, and the rest of my gear was pulled off.
âWell that looks just fine to me.â The driver said as he reached down grabbing my shoulders, my arms, then my chest. Â âHere stand up and let me inspect you up close.â
I stood up and he came up behind me and reached around and stroked my chest and belly, Â He bit down into the upper shoulder. Â Not enough to draw blood but It sure made me hard. Â I could feel his crotch, right at my locked hands.
The other guy reached into a hockey style duffle bag and pulled out long rope. Â He stood in front of me as he eyed me and tied a good decent noose with the thick rope. It was happening so fast, it seemed. Yet I was starting to feel a lust for the rope. Â I was uttering a noise, not unlike a moan. Â I couldnât help it. Â My body seemed out of my control.
âCome here meat.â
I started to move and he just lifted up the heavy knot with the wide, open loop and dropped it on my head and let it slide down into place to rest on my shoulders.
âFeels good doesnât it. Â You like the feel of those rough fibers sitting there heavy on your shoulders donât you. Â Iâll bet you wish it was a little tighter though. Â Just say the word and Iâll help you feel more snug. Â Nice and secure. Â Well? Â You want to feel that?â
I nodded
âUse words!â
âYes,â I uttered.
âJust a moment, hey. Â Put that hood I gave you on now.â Â Both men then slid down spandex hoods over their faces. Â Just the eyes and mouth now showed. Â He then went over to a camera and turned it on, facing the center of the room. He came back and using the noose like a leash, pulled me to the center of the room. Â âNow, you were about to answer my question, letâs hear it againâ
âYes! I want to feel the noose tighter around my neck. Please just do it. Â I need this so badâ. Â I finally admitted. Â Tears started to run down my face. Â I wasnât sad really, It was just so overwhelming now.
âThatâs what we thought.â Â He came up close and while he held the loop up high under my chin, the driver pulled the knot down tight. Â It nearly was tight enough to stay in place.
A large stained but white bucket was brought over in front of me. He turned it upside down. âyou know what this is for? Â Your organs. When we gut you and cut you open this bucket will be really handy. Â But for now It will make a nice little stool.â
The driver took the loose end of the rope and threw it up over a beam overhead.
âOH shit! This is real. Oh shit.â Â I should be scared but my cock was jutting out and just dripping now.
On purpose, he very slowly started to take in the slack of the rope as I watched. Â Each inch, each foot slowly rising upward. Â Finally I could feel it beginning to pull a little on my neck. He kept pulling.
âUp now. Â Thatâs it, just step up there on the bucket. Â Thatâs better. See? Oh, almost forgot, my favorite toy.â
He pulled from his bag a shiny pronged tool. Â He then added a thick yet tiny band to the prongs. Â Without delay he walked up to me, grabbed my balls, and pulled them through the now stretched out band. Â With a small pinch he relaxed his hand and the slid the tool out. Â I had just been banded with the elastrator. He then added two more bands. And started to stroke me.
I was shaking now. Â Trying to stand on the bucket. Â The noose, helping me now keep my balance.
âUsually we place this band on whatever we are castrating for a good long while. Â But well we missed that, so when we cut this sack off itâs going to hurt. Â Going to hurt a lot. Â In fact hereâs whatâs going to happen to you now. Â Now that you are fully tied off you are ready to hang. Â In fact you get to choose when you hang. Â All you have to do is step off at any time. Â If you are ready, step off. Â If you are in too much pain, step off. Â If you just canât hold back any longer and the need to be snuffed, butchered and made into nice small packages of meat, step off.â
He slowly started to stroke my cock again.  Teasing me.  His partner then roughly shoved his thick finger up my ass.  I was so closeâŚso close.  âSNAP!â He had slipped another elastrator band on.  This time down low on my cock.  Oh fuck that hurt and made me throb more.  He rubbed the head over and over.  Then kissed me hard on the lips.  It was exquisite.  The driver handed him a very sharp hooked knife.  He took the knife and very gently drew lines on my skin.  Immediately small drops of blood seeped out.  He just drew on me like he was tickling me. Yet he was cutting instead.  Just barely skin deep but it drew blood.  I thought Iâd lose it, yet now I was craving any touch.  He stopped and pointed to a mirror. Â
I saw myself in the mirror. Â Thin lines dripping with blood, it still looked sexy, that noose so inviting. Oh I was so ready to hang. Â Yet I didnât want this to end just yet. My cock was starting to feel raw and cold. Â He grabbed it and stroked it and started squeezing on my balls, then light pounding on my balls. Â I was about to cum. Â I could feel it ready to burst but it was trapped. Â I was right on edge my feet burning. Â Then icy hot pain. Â He reached up and showed me my banded cock. Â The Driver then grabbed my head and forced a mouth spreader gag in. Â They started slowly bringing my cock to my own mouth then the cold head reached my spread lips. Â It then was slid in. Â he started pounding my balls again and pushed more with my severed cock. Â I started to gag on my own dick. This was getting to be too much. Â I thought of stepping back off the bucket, but I started cumming. Â It burned like fire. Â I was bleeding and cumming at the same time. He reached down and immediately cut off my balls. Â They were now just a small wrinkled little sealed bag. Â He brought them up and pressed them to my mouth. Â He pushed. Â He started stuffing them in. I was choking now and barely realized I had kicked out trying to stop him, and suddenly the rope closed tight. They stepped back and I started to spin. Â I was really fucking hanging. Â It didnât hurt like Iâd read, it felt great. Â The rope kept getting tighter, my ears started ringing. Â I started to try to escape, or reach the ground or anything but I couldnât. Â I was fucking hanging and I wanted it.
[Slowly his movements got weaker, then he had a short burst of shaking, quivering then still, as his bladder and bowels relaxed and his eyes went glassy. They busied themselves cleaning up the floor, then hooked up a hose to the sink and sprayed the body down. Â They lowered it down long enough to move the noose to an ankle, then pulled the body up and tied the rope off to the other ankle. Â His throat was cut open to bleed out. Â He was quickly gutted and the bucket was again used. Â Just as they had said. Â Finally the Driver pulled out a reciprocating saw with a pruning blade and began cutting. Â Head and hands then arms were quickly removed then the blade was brought up and he started cutting right at the crotch, splitting the meat into two equal halves. They finished up packed it up and proclaimed it a very successful hunt.]
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Dudes Noosed
So after a long hiatus, I am getting back to this blog. This is a new story I wrote recently. Enjoy!
The title of the site, buried deep within the dark web, said everything that needed to be said. "DudesNoosed." Submissives were permitted to post free profiles with one stipulation. Every photo had to be breath control related, nude, or both. Dominants had no profiles. For a nominal annual fee (about the cost of a new Land Rover, for comparison), they had an anonymized ID number, complete access to the sub profiles, and unlimited messaging with them. Today, Dom #4264446 was browsing when he came across a profile that made him stop in his tracks. His primary photo showed him, naked, with a British-style noose pulled around his neck. The text of the profile read: Extinguish me I'm a 25 year old guy who doesn't want to live to see 26. I'll meet anyone, in person or on cam, as long as they are ready, willing, and able to watch me hang until I am dead. Don't bother messaging if you intend to let me live. If serious, I can be contacted anytime between 10:00 PM and 5:00 AM GMT, any day of the week. Kill me, Sir!
The Dom's interest was piqued. He had seen any number of similar profiles, only to have the sub consider it a game. But for whatever reason, he thought this one might be serious. He did the math, and discovered that it was 10:30 GMT, so he sent a message.
"Hello boy. This is your Hangman." Almost immediately, the sub replied, "You read the profile? I don't want to waste my time with another 'Hangman' who won't do the job." "I'm not playing games, as long as you aren't. Do you have your rope with you now?" "Yes, Sir! The noose is already in it, as you saw in the photos. I have a hook in the ceiling. I've tested it to 2.5x my body weight." "Tonight, it only has to hold you until you are dead. I want you on cam, now!" The sub turned on his cam. The Dom he saw was exactly as he was in the photos. In his best estimation, 180 cm tall, and about 72 kilos. He was wearing a Bolton Wanderers jersey and shorts. On the table was the rope, with the noose clearly visible at the end. He looked at the cam and said the last sentence of his profile, "Kill me, Sir!" "Yes boy, it is time for you to die. Strip." The sub removed the jersey first, followed by the shorts, which revealed a white jockstrap. He lowered that as well, then stepped back to allow the Dom to see that he was nude from head to toe. "Are you going to bind your wrists before you hang yourself?" "Of course, Sir." He holds up a set of metal handcuffs. "Will these do?" "Yes, those are ideal. Set up your noose now." The boy got up onto a short stool to reach up and fasten the rope. The noose dangled just above his head. "Good boy. Are you ready to do it now?" "Yes, Sir! Please order me to die." "Put the noose around your neck, and pull it tight." He looked at him and asked, "May I make a last statement?" The Dom said curtly, "No. Get on with it." The sub did as he was told. He had to stand on the tips of his toes to get his head through the loop, and then secured it with the end under his left ear. He placed a cuff on his right wrist, then put them behind his back, and snapped the left one shut. He turned enough to show that his wrists were secured. "You want me to extinguish you? It's time. Step off the stool, and make sure you kick it clear of your feet."
The sub nodded in acknowledgement. Hesitantly, he put one foot off the edge, and then swung it to kick the stool. It tipped over and rolled away. He was hanging, and the terror in his eyes was obvious. His feet were seeking some safe haven, and finding none. He pulled at his cuffed wrists, and came to the realization that they weren't going anywhere. His cock was hard, and starting to drip. His hips began to thrust, and he let loose his final cum load. The Dom began to stroke his own cock. He said, "Good boy. I love seeing you twist and struggle. Now you need to die. It's time boy." His body was moving less. Eyes no longer focused. Fingers and toes curled. His brain is dying, and his heart is close to joining it. Soon, his feet quiver, then point downward. His bladder empties, and he slips into nothingness. On his end, the Dom shoots his load as he sees his sub die. He watches the corpse twist for fifteen minutes before closing the video link. Then he goes to the boy's profile page and presses the "Mark profile as deceased" button. In thirty seconds, the profile will be scrubbed from the site. Money well spent.

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Another story from the Nooseletter
Our Camping Trip
It was last year that Mike and I rented a cabin out in the woods, a couple of miles outside a smell red neck town in the Cascade Mountains for a couple of weeks. Lots of privacy for playing all kinds of games. There was e heavy hemp noose hanging from a large tree in front of the cabin since the day we arrived. After a couple of days we drove into the town to stock up on food and stuff. Our conversation in the car coming beck turned to things sexual. We got back to the cabin end started some heavy foreplay on the ground outside. We were so involved we didn't hear the pick-up pull up behind us.
The rough hand on the back of my shirt yanking me off Mike, broke my concentration.
 Two big, heavy muscled lumberjack types had followed us back. One was holding me in place with the pressure of his massive forearm around my neck. The other had a shotgun aimed at Mike's belly.
They lost no time making clear their hatred for ' fuckin' faggots '. Then one of them spotted the noose. During the brief conversation that followed the noose ceased to be something Mike and I played around with and became what it was meant to be - an effective tool for killing a man.
Our hands were tied behind us. My attempt to reason with them brought a back-hand that knocked me on my ass.
At that point, I realized that our fantasy had become reality. In a very short time, I would be hanging by my neck until dead.
They backed the truck up under the tree. Mike was lifted up on the tailgate and the heavy hemp noose was tightened around his neck.
One man got into the truck and started it up while the other forced me to watch. A wild look came over Mike's face when the truck slipped into gear. Suddenly it moved forward and Mike was kicking hard et the short end of the rope. He died slow and hard. I listened to the gurgling noises he made, and watched his tongue and eyes bulge when his face darken. He strangled for a long time before his body swung slowly to a stop. A dark stain seeped through; his Levis and piss dribbled from one toe of his cowboy boots.
They cut him down- and retied the noose. I was pushed up on the truck and the same rope was tightened hard around my neck. My cock had started to pulse when Mike was hung, now it was ready to explode. The truck was driven out from underneath me and the knot slammed into my neck. An iron fist tried to rip my head off. I was aware of my feet kicking uncontrollably. A buzzing started in my ears and something exploded in my groin. As I faded into unconsciousness the buzz in my ears became a siren.
I was dimly aware of the state trooper standing over me as I came to. He had cut me down while his partner took care of the two killers. The trooper told me that someone had reported to them that the two men had Said something about killing some queers and the cops followed up the lead.
Now I'm the prime witness in their murder trial. My hanging scene created quite a sensation in court. The jury has been out for a couple of hours - there's no question about their verdict. They must be discussing the prosecutors demand for the death penalty. In Washington State they still hang men convicted of first degree Murder.
Well that's my story. I hope Mike's watching. A hanging for a hanging. Seems there's some justice in this life, after all.
Message me if you want to hang me like how Mike was hanged by the lumberjacks ask for my telegram
This turns me on too much to ignore. God I want this done to me and get woken up tied and groped and unable to stop what comes next.
Anyone knows where this is from?