Summary - Things come to a head with Lee. But will you make it out unscathed?
Warnings - Noncon, Daddy kink, painal, unwanted orgasm, controlling behavior, coercion. 18+ Only! My warnings are not extensive so enter at your own risk!
Word Count - 4k
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"You sure this is okay Arvin?" You sighed, clutching your duffle bag in front of your legs with both hands, as you looked around the run down motel room he'd booked for you.
The wallpaper was peeling off and the whole place smelt of damp, but it was still better than being at home.
"O'course darlin'." Arvin smiled back softly, "Whatever you need okay?"
"Thank you. It's been a lot..I just need...just one night....to fuckin' think ya know?" You rambled on, crossing into the small space to dump your bag in the single chair there.
It had been a long few weeks dealing with Lee. After the first night he'd fucked you, he seemed to have relentless energy. He cornered you at every opportunity, taking your mouth or pussy on a daily basis, sometimes multiple times a day and you were just exhausted.
Your mama remained completely oblivious as usual, looking at him with stars in her eyes while she drank herself towards an early grave and passed out early each night.
"Yeah I get it." Arvin sighed, "Your stepdad seems like a piece of work and your mama..."
He shook his head sheepishly before dipping it away from you.
"Shit sorry," He mumbled apologetically, "I shouldn't be sayin' those things to ya."
"No it's okay, you're not wrong." You replied, pressing your lips together, "I just dunno what to do. I tried savin' up money from my job so I could skip town but well... Lee found out and he wasn't pleased."
You dropped onto the edge of the bed with a humph, blowing air out of your cheeks.
"What he do?" Arvin said with a tense jaw as he came to stand in front of you, "Did he hurt you? I swear to God if he hurt you.."
"Arvin it's okay, I'm okay..." You reassured him, reaching out to take his hands in yours, not wanting him to get tangled up in this mess anymore than he already was, "Please, you don't have to do that, not for me."
"I do darlin'." He promised, fingers twitching around ours, "My sister, god rest her soul, I couldn't help her when the wrong man hurt her, but I can help you."
You had no doubt that if you revealed just how deep the issues with Lee went, Arvin wouldn't hesitate to storm over to your house and pick a fight, a fight you weren't sure he'd win, so you did what you had to, lying to protect him.
"He...hasn't hurt me...not physically okay?" You promised as convincingly as you could, "He just...took the money an' won't give it back."
You saw the anger flick over his face, before he sighed and his face softened as he spoke, "You tell me if that changes though right?"
"Yeah I will." You nodded with a flat lipped smile.
"Promise?" He pressed and you felt the guilt kick you straight in the gut.
"Yeah, sure." You mumbled before dropping his hands.
Arvin had been so good to you after that first date. He appeared at your work and promised that Lee wouldn't stop him from seeing you. So you've stolen moments together, getting to know each other as he appeared at the diner counter daily with a smile and a new tale to tell. You hadn't seen each other outside of that, until you had broken down crying earlier that day, revealing how exhausted you were from being in the house with Lee and he'd come up with the motel to help you out.
"Come on let's get some sleep." Arvin offered, pulling you from your thoughts, "I'll take the floor."
"No, we can share the bed, if you want?" You offered shyly as Arvin's face flushed red.
"You sure?" He asked with widened eyes.
"Yeah, I think I'd like to be close to you ya know?" You smiled, watching as his lips curled into a wide smile.
"Well okay then." He grinned.
You changed in the small bathroom, into a thin white nightie, before climbing into the rickety old bed. Arvin had already removed his jeans, settling down in his white underwear and shirt.
He immediately opened his arms for you, letting you settle against his side, close enough to smell the dirt and grime that still clung to his skin from work, but you loved it, it was the smell you looked forward to each day.
Your mind finally felt calm for the first time in weeks. You weren't worrying about Lee getting home from work, about what he'd expect from you. You weren't worried about your mama being drunk and having to help her passed out form get to bed, you were at peace, or at least some small version of it.
Before you knew it you were softly snoring against Arvin's chest, mouth agape, dribble collecting on his shirt while he drifted off above you with his arm snug around your waist.
You didn't know how much time passed before you woke abruptly to a loud banging, shooting to sit on the bed with your palm over your hammering heart while Arvin jumped out of the sheets, darting across the room to peak through the blinds.
"Open up!" Came Lee's voice and you looked at Arvin fearfully, clutching the sheets to your chest as he continued pounding on the door.
Arvin looked back at you, placing his finger to his lips and telling you to stay where you were.
"Open this fuckin' door right now!" Lee yelled again.
Arvin walked over to the door, casting another look back at you worriedly.
"Open the fuckin' door!" Lee screamed, causing you to flinch in fear.
Arvin gripped the handle, pulling the door inward but keeping his body flush against it, so that the bed and you were completely hidden from view.
"Jesus mister what's wrong with you..." Arvin ranted, feigning just waking up, "Oh... Lee... Mr Bodecker sir, what are you doin' here?"
"Where is she?" Lee yelled, fists clenching at his sides.
"Where's who?" Arvin responded in confusion, furrowing his brows at the taller man.
"Don't play dumb with me boy, I warned you to stay away, now get out of the way." Lee ordered roughly, attempting to step over the threshold of the room but he was halted by Arvin's unmoving form.
"Can't do that sir." Arvin said firmly, "See, I don't know where your daughter is, but I do got a lady in there and well...you kinda scared the bejesus outta her..."
You could only sit silently and listen, hoping and praying that by some miracle ltee would believe Arvin's lies and leave you be.
"Listen here Arlen..." Lee spat as he closed the gap between his face and Arvin's, pointing his finger at him aggressively.
"It's Arvin.." Arvin responded smugly.
"I don't really give a damn, so you listen to me." Lee growled furiously, spit flying from his mouth, "I know she's with you, I know you're hidin' her in there and for your sake I better find her clothed and untouched or jail will be the least of your worries."
"With all due respect sir," Arvin replied unfazed by the muscular man in his face, "You can't do nuthin' to me, it wouldn't be right, you bein' an officer of the law an' all."
"That's where you're wrong boy," Lee sneered, "I'm the god damn sheriff, I am the law, now move."
Before Arvin could protest, Lee's fist was flying towards his face, hitting him straight in the temple with such ferocity that he dropped to the floor, dizzily clutching at his head while Lee stormed into the room.
His eyes darted around before landing on your quivering form, cheeks now dusted with tears. His eyes narrowed, jaw clenching and nostrils flaring as he took in your state.
"You!" He yelled, pointing his finger out of the door, "Get your god damn ass into my car right now."
"Lee...Daddy please...I just..." You began to beg, clambering from the bed to grab your bag.
Lee's eyes raked over you, taking in your short, thin nightie and bare legs, growling deep in his throat in annoyance.
"I don't wanna hear no excuses outta your slutty little mouth." He yelled once more, "Get in the fuckin' car!"
Your tears began pouring more drastically, and you froze in your spot, shaking your head. You couldn't do this anymore, you wouldn't.
"You sayin' no to me?" Lee sneered, wrinkling his nose in anger when you remained unmoving, before he let out a menacingly chuckle.
"Well okay then." He chuffed, "Let's take this up a notch huh?"
His hand slipped behind his back, gripping at the gun tucked into his belt and he pulled it free, keeping his eyes on you while his gun pointed straight at Arvin, who suddenly stilled his subtle attempts to stand, eyes widening as they locked on the gun.
Your eyes widened, your heart hammered and your hands shook as you looked between Lee, Arvin and the gun now threatening his life.
"You've got to the count of Five." Lee ordered, "One."
Your eyes searched his, looking for any hope that he was bluffing, that he wouldn't do what he was threatening.
"Two!" He yelled, eyes glaring back at yours.
Lee licked his lower lip and cocked the gun.
"Three." He sneered.
"Don't listen to him darlin', I'll be okay." Arvin called over to you from the floor, but your eyes were still locked on Lee's, desperation taking over.
"Four." Lee smiled wickedly, as the thought of shooting Arvin drew closer.
"Okay, I'm goin' I'm goin'." You panicked, shakily grabbing your bag from the chair, not even bothering to collect your shoes for fear it would make him more mad.
"Too fuckin' right." Lee grunted, tucking the gun back into his belt, despite wanting to shoot Arvin anyway.
You scampered around Lee as he snarled at you, quickly scuttling out of the door towards his cruiser.
"And you!" Lee yelled as he crouched down in front of Arvin, "I warned you, I don't wanna run into your skinny hide again or you'll be thrown in jail for a long time ya hear me?"
"Sure thing asshole." Arvin scoffed.
Lee's eyes narrowed, lips pressing together as he stood and swiftly kicked Arvin straight in the stomach, hearing him cough and sputter as he stormed out of the room and towards you.
You gasped as he grabbed your upper arm, dragging you to the back of the car, where he threw you into the back seats, slamming the door behind him, locking you in the car like you were just another criminal.
He didn't speak as he sped off into the midnight darkness, with his knuckles whitening around the steering wheel as he clenched it in his fists. You managed to straighten yourself out, folding your arms across yourself as you shivered from the cold and the fear.
A short while later, Lee pulled along a dusty road, tires creaking across the gravelly path until he came to a small clearing at the start of the woods.
"You're gonna learn a good fuckin' lesson today girl." He grunted as he pushed down the handbrake, quickly shoving his door open and pushing himself out of his seat.
"I'm sorry." You whimpered when your door opened and his palm was wrapped around your bicep once more, dragging you from the car into the cold open air, while your bare feet hit the cold dirt floor.
"Sorry ain't gonna cut it." He growled, "Not when you been shackin' up with that boy behind my back."
"I didn't." You begged, "I just needed a night away."
He came to a stop at the forest's edge, the only light being cast from the cars over head lights.
"Then you tell me and I'll take you to a nicer motel, hell I'll even spring for a meal if you're good." He offered sternly, as if he wasn't the reason you needed to get away in the first place, "Now tell me, did you open your legs for that boy?"
"No...I promise.." You muttered, eyes widening at the insinuation "We just...cuddled."
"Cuddled?" Lee scoffed, "What is this a fuckin' romance novel or some o' that shit you read? This is the real world honey, the real world ain't so kind. Sooner you learn that the better."
"Okay." You almost yelled as tears began pooling in your eyes again, while darting around the dense woods before you, dark and ominous, "Can we just go home please? I'm scared."
"Ha you think you're scared now." He chuffed, finally releasing your arm to take a step back away from you as a smirk appeared on his face, "We're gonna play ourselves a little game, right here in these woods."
"What?" You gasped, clutching your arms tightly over your chest as goosebumps spread over your bare skin.
"I'm gonna let you go, let you run free." Lee revealed, "Hell I'll even turn around, won't even watch where you're goin'."
"What? I don't understand..." You said with furrowed brows.
"Well you ain't the brightest are ya sweetie?" He chuckled, "Now you're gonna get a little headstart and then Daddy's gonna try to catch ya."
"What?" You gasped in horror, "I don't...I can't..."
"You will darlin'." He sneered, tucking his thumbs into his belt by his hips, "You'll run for your god damn life, cause if I catch you, I ain't gonna go easy on your sorry ass."
Your mouth opened and closed, throat bobbing harshly as your eyes grew hazy.
"Here's the deal." Lee continued, "You run. If you get away from me and survive 'til sunrise, I'll leave you alone, hell I'll even pay for you to leave town if that's what you want."
"What? You will?" You squeaked, unsure whether to believe him or not while he stood so nonchalantly before you
"But if I catch you," He growled, eyes darkening as they raked over your body, "You stop playin' games with me, you'll stop actin' like an ungrateful brat and start bein' good for your daddy, we got a deal?"
You gulped harshly, mind running at a thousand miles a minute as you looked between him and the trees. Could you do it? Could you survive the few hours til sunrise and finally be free? Could you accept your position if you lost?
"Haven't got all day to decide darlin'." Lee drawled, watching you with amusement, "We haven't got long til the suns up."
"O..okay." You stammered, deciding to take your chances, "Yes..deal."
"Well look at that," Lee chuckled with a smile, "You got some fight in ya after all. Well alright then sweetheart, times tickin', off you go."
You didn't waste a single second, quickly sprinting off into the dense trees as sticks and stones stabbed into the flesh of your feet.
You could do it. You just needed to find somewhere to hide, somewhere you could remain quiet, to not let him track you by making noisy footsteps.
It was getting darker and darker the further you got in and even as your eyes adjusted, all shapes around you were distorted, you knew you had a chance, you could win.
You gasped as you almost stumbled over a small ledge, body wobbling to steady yourself as you heard laughter in the distance, the sound of your capturer making chase.
You carefully lowered yourself down the ledge and settled yourself on the ground, flattening your back against the ledge with your knees pulled up to your chest and your arms desperately holding them to try and keep yourself warm while you waited Lee out.
"Oh darlin'." Lee drawled from somewhere in the distance, branches crunching under his heavy boot steps, completely uncaring that you could hear him, "Where are ya baby, Daddy's cocks already hard and waitin' for ya."
You stared silent, gripping your legs so harshly that your own fingertips were sure to leave marks on your skin.
The steps drew closer, gravel kicking over the edge of the ledge you had taken shelter by, scattering against your body.
"Mmm I know you're close sweetheart," Lee smiled, "Can smell that sweet perfume ya got soaked in your pretty skin."
You let out a silent sob, clamping your hand over your mouth as tears spilled down your cheeks.
You heard a shuffle above you, before a large body jumped from the ledge, landing in front of you.
"Boo." Lee laughed as your face turned white.
"Ahh..." You screamed, clambering to your feet and trying to get around him but he was too quick, he closed the distance easily, clamping his arms around your waist from behind and hauling your feet off the ground.
"Ah ah ah, I don't think so baby girl." He smirked smugly, "You're mine now. So stop jerkin' around and take what your daddy gives ya."
"Please...Daddy...." You gasped breathily, "Please don't hurt me."
"Oh baby, it'll only hurt for a minute, then ya might even enjoy it." He chuckled and you knew there was no use fighting, he was too strong, too quick, he had you, he'd won.
He dropped to his knees with you still in his arms before pushing your torso down into the dirt and hiking your backside up onto your knees, grunting as he quickly ripped your panties off beneath your nightie that he pushed over your hips.
He hurried to release his hard cock from the confines of his jeans, quickly pushing them down to his knees along with his underwear before he began groping your ass cheeks harshly in his palms.
You inhaled sharply, ready for the stretch his cock always provided your pussy, breath faltering and eyes widening in panic when you felt him drag the head of his cock over your other hole.
"What are you doin'?" You squeaked, trying to pull your hips away from him but he was quick to drag you back, landing a hard slap to your ass cheek as a warning.
"Oh baby," He laughed mockingly, "Did you think Daddy was gonna give your pussy attention after the way you been behavin'? Not a chance, Daddy's got another hole right here just waitin' for me to stretch it open."
He pushed the tip to your hole again, tongue hanging over his lower lip as he watched the way it wrinkled before him.
"Please..." You sobbed, shaking your head in the dirt as your hands grasped at the ground.
"I do love it when you beg darlin'..." He groaned, forcing himself forward until the tip of his huge cock was stretching you out.
"Oh god...it stings...stop!" You cried.
He slapped your ass again while his tip stayed nestled inside you, this time even harder, sharper, leaving a pain that shot through your spine and had you gritting your teeth.
"We had an agreement!" Lee yelled, "You're mine, you fuckin' agreed, now you stick to your fuckin' word and be a good girl for me while I take what I want."
You let out a whimper, bottom lip wobbling as your chest heaved.
"What was that?" He coaxed in annoyance, taking your hips in a bruising grip.
"Yes Daddy." You said in a low squeak, eyes clenching shut in preparation for his assault.
"Better." He mused with a smile.
He returned to his mission, pushing forward to stretch your ass even further, not giving you a chance to breath as he forced you to take more of his cock.
"Oh shit baby, god it's so fuckin' tight." He moaned in pleasure, "Maybe if you'd been a good girl I woulda worked it open for you nice and slow, but nah, you had to be a little brat."
He snapped his hips forward, forcing the rest of his cock into your ass with a snarl. You let out a silent scream, crying into the ground at the throbbing pain.
"There we go. Fuck." He grunted, "Oh god, feels like fuckin' heaven."
He began pulling his cock from you, only to thrust back into you again as you whimpered beneath him.
"You feel that baby?" Lee teased, "Daddy's all the way up in your little asshole. Feels good doesn't it, givin' in."
He started fucking you without abandon, snapping his hips against your ass cheeks while you writhed and cried.
You were glad when the pain eased off, precum seeping from Lee's cock to lubricate your hole.
His balls slapped against your folds and clit with each pound and suddenly your head began to feel strange, your body began to wind up like a spring preparing to bounce, as tingles spread through your core. You'd never experienced this with Lee before and you didn't want too, especially now, not like this.
"Things are gonna change now baby." Lee grunted as he tightened his hold on your hips, rocking back and forth into your ass, completely unaware of the storm rolling through your body.
"Gonna divorce your useless mama," He announced, "Get her put in some junkie hole and me and you are gonna have ourselves a little weddin'."
Your eyes widened and you gasped at his announcement, unable to speak as he kept slamming into you and working your coil tighter and tighter.
"Yeah, gonna be together properly, out in the open." He continued.
You let out a squeak as you sobbed, all the while your brain was screaming but your body was delighting in the way it was being used.
"You didn't think I actually liked your mama did ya?" Lee chuckled as his breathing became harsh from the exertion.
"Hell no baby." He mocked, "Saw you at the station come to collect her, god you looked so sweet, but you're a tough one to crack, couldn't get away from me fast enough."
You bit down on your lip, tears soaking through the gaps onto your tongue as you processed his words, that he'd planned this from the beginning.
"Your mama was desperate though," He continued, "Easy enough to work my way into your life that way. All worked out in the end didn't it, now you're mine and always will be."
Despite everything, the things he was telling you and how much you hated him, your body spasmed, coil snapping and heat searing through your skin as you came with a loud groan, "Oh god!"
Lee's movements eased slightly, eyes widening as he looked down at you in surprise before a smile spread across his face.
"Well shit baby, did you just come?" He teased in amusement.
You couldn't respond, too busy riding out the waves of bliss from your unwanted orgasm.
"Just came with nothin' even stuffed in that pussy, just from Daddy destroying your ass." He snorted, "See your body has accepted it darlin', time for your silly little head to catch up."
He growled low in his throat, snapping his hips against you a few more times before he buried himself to the hilt, moaning as he began to fill your ass with come, "Fuck. That's it. Shit."
Lee pulled out with a hiss and a smug smile on his face, tickling his finger along your ass to prod at the come leaking from you.
"Well would you look at that..." He grinned, "Now all your holes have been filled with my come. I own you now, you understand?"
What could you say? There was nothing you could do. Nothing but to accept that there was no escape, you'd agreed to this, your body responded to this, you would never be free, never.
"Yes..." You whispered.
"Louder baby." Lee growled as he pushed himself to his feet and began tucking himself away, "I know you got better manners than that."
"Yes Daddy, I understand." You swallowed, forcing your words to come out louder than before.
His hand wrapped around your arm, pulling you up from the ground as he planted himself in front of you. He took your chin in his palm, pulling your dirty and tear stricken face up to his.
"Good girl." He grinned, "Come on then, let's go home and tell your mama the good news."
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Pairing - Dark Steve Kemp x Naive/Innocent/Virgin Reader
Summary - You go to your doctor looking for advice, what you get is something else entirely.
Warnings - Extreme Dubcon! Manipulation, coercion, medical manipulation, fingering, dark! 18+ Only! My warnings are not extensive so enter at your own risk!
Word Count - 3k
After a lot of deliberation, you'd decided to brave a trip to the doctor's office, deciding you were ready to take a big step in your personal life.
Doctor Kemp had taken over your local doctors clinic a few years ago and you felt content under his care.
He was always friendly with you, making you feel at ease with your issues and you had confided in him about almost everything. You knew that today's conversation would only be okay because of him, despite how nervous you were.
You entered the clinic with a hammering heart and shaky palms, locating a seat as far away from anyone else as possible, after a quick check in with the receptionist. You were anxious as other patients stepped in and out of the double doors for their own appointments, biting at your nails and leg bouncing as you waited.
When your name was finally called, you scampered through the doors and along the pristine white halls to Doctor Kemp's office, knocking quickly before entering, after hearing the sound of his soft voice calling you inside.
"Good morning." He smiled at you from his seat by his computer, "Take a seat."
You smiled back shyly, flopping down in your seat so quickly that you winced on impact and immediately flushed red in embarassment.
Doctor Kemp looked back at you with a glint of amusement in his eyes, lips turned up into that charming smile you'd come to know all too well.
"Hi Doctor Kemp." You breathed shakily as you tried to compose yourself, "Thank you for seeing me."
You placed your palms in your lap, spine ridged and stiff while Steve relaxed back in his seat.
"What can I do for you today?" He asked, steepling his hands in front of his chest, with his elbows on his knees as he appraised you.
"I uhh...well..." You uttered, scratching nervously at your forehead, "It's kind of embarrassing..."
"It's okay, you know you can tell me." He smiled softly before letting out a light chuckle, "I don't bite."
"Okay well..." You sighed, glancing around the sterile room to avoid making eye contact for too long, "I uhh....I want to get some kind of birth control."
"Oh is that right?" Steve replied with a harsh underbite to his tone.
"Yeah," You continued, oblivious to his change in demeanor, "I just don't know what kind of one to get or whatever, I was wondering if you could help."
"Forgive me sweetie, but last time we spoke you informed me you were still a virgin." He said sternly, "Is that no longer the case?"
"Oh, uhh yeah I am." You said pressing your lips together, "I'm just...preparing I guess....trying to be safe."
"You got yourself a boyfriend now?" He grumbled with a raised brow, flattening his palms on his thighs to stop them clenching into fists.
"No, yeah." You mumbled, "Uhh I dunno. Kind of. It's new."
"And things have been heating up?" Steve pressed, "Has he touched you?"
His fingers twitched against his thigh and his jaw ticked in irritation, as he watched your face blush at the question.
"Nn..no. Not exactly." You mumbled, rubbing your hands together in your lap, "But he uhhh..he asked me to touch him..so I just want to be prepared..."
Steve's shoulders relaxed and you watched as he visibly exhaled before his face softened. He reached across the space, taking your hand in his and gently running his thumb along your knuckles.
Your friends told you their doctors were cold and uncaring, Steve wasn't like that, he was always soft with you and always made sure to touch you in such gentle caring ways, you knew you were safe with him.
"You sure you're ready sweetie?" He asked softly, watching you nibble your lower lip.
"Yeah I think so." You sighed, "I mean I'm 23 now and I've waited a long time."
"I know." He smiled, "You're such a sweet girl, so innocent."
"Yeah well...maybe I'm ready for more ya know?" You replied, unsure whether you were trying to convince Doctor Kemp or yourself, but you were fed up of the things your friends said about you, of missing out on something your friends all talked about like it was a gateway drug.
"Okay well as your doctor I guess I'll have to trust what you're saying for the mental side of being ready," Steve hummed, still holding your palm in his, "But there's still the physical."
"Physical?" You gulped, looking up at Steve's blue eyes with your doe ones, as confusion laced your brow.
"Yeah, your vagina might not be ready." Steve replied.
"Oh." You gasped in shock, "Really? But...I thought...the girls said.."
"You think your friends know more than me? A qualified practitioner?" Steve scoffed, dropping your hand in your lap with irritation and you felt an embarrassed flush creep up your neck.
"No. Of course not. I just..." You mumbled apologetically.
"We'll need to do an examination." He interrupted, "Make sure everything is okay."
"Right..okay...sure...yeah...." You breathed, rubbing your now sweaty palms along your trousers.
"Good girl." Steve smiled, suddenly soft again, "You wanna jump up behind the curtain, take your jeans and panties off and pop the towel over your lap. I'll be there when you're ready."
You swallowed nervously, getting to your feet and moving to the clinical bed while your hands shook at your sides. You knew you shouldn't be nervous, Steve had seen down there before, several times in fact. He made sure you had regular check ups, making sure to take pictures of your pussy to keep on his files in case anything changed, although he'd never touched you, not once, just appraised between your legs with a clinical scrutiny.
You pulled the paper feeling curtain across the space, separating you from Steve's gaze and quickly stripped your lower half, before climbing onto the hard bed and grabbing way too much paper towel to place over your exposed core.
"Ready." You gulped nervously, hands desperately pressing the paper to your body.
"Okay." Steve hummed before pulling the curtain back, making your body flinch at the sudden screeching sound, "Comfy?"
"Mmm it's okay." You breathed with a faux smile, "I'm just nervous."
"Don't be nervous sweetheart." He smiled reassuringly, "Nothing you haven't done before. It'll be just like when you do it yourself."
"What do you mean?" You exhaled shakily as he crossed the room, collecting a pair of blue rubber gloves from a nearby drawer.
"I mean it'll only be like when you touch yourself." He replied, facing the wall with a wide smirk and a twitch in his cock that you didn't see.
"Oh..I..I never..." You mumbled nervously, swallowing harshly with wide eyes when Steve suddenly turned to face you once more.
"You've never touched yourself before?" He asked with a raised brow and a twitch in his upper lip.
"N..no..." You repeated.
"God sweetheart, you're such an angel." He almost groaned, quickly snapping the rubber of the gloves before blowing into the opening, "So sweet."
"Oh, uh thank you Doctor Kemp." You blushed, dipping your head under his gaze.
He smiled back, pulling the latex gloves over his large hands before releasing them to his wrists with a loud slap.
"Okay just relax for me sweetie." He said softly as he positioned himself near your lower half, "Bend your knees. That's it and just let your legs drop open."
You did as he asked, pulling your legs up and planting your feet flat on the bed before dropping your knees to the sides, opening yourself up for him.
"Good girl." He praised, "See. It's okay right?"
"Yeah...okay..." You breathed, feeling more secure knowing you were safe with him as you always were.
"Okay. Let's have a look at you." Steve purred, quickly ripping the toweling away from your core and tossing it haphazardly behind him, tongue darting out to run over his lower lip as he looked at your exposed cunt.
"Mmm. Good." He hummed with a nod as his head tilted to the side.
"Is....is it okay?" You asked nervously, attempting to glance down at your own pussy.
"Very beautiful sweetheart." Steve smirked back at you before slipping his gloved hands onto your thighs gently, "Let's have a little feel, see how she's doing?"
His palms slid along the inside of your thighs until you felt his fingers tickle the outer side of your pussy and you audibly gasped at the feeling, unsure if that was how you were supposed to feel when it was your doctor touching you so innocently.
Suddenly you felt his finger tip gently flick at your untouched nub before gently massaging it and you felt an unusual heat spread across your body.
"That feel okay?" Steve purred, glancing up at your surprised eyes and mouth hanging agape.
"Mmmhmmm." You nodded with a harsh swallow as he continued his soft movements over your clit.
"Words sweetie." Steve coaxed, "Need you to tell me how it feels."
You took a deep breath, letting your head flop back against the bed so you could stare at the ceiling instead of the way Doctor Kemp was staring back at you hungrily.
"It feels g..good." You breathed, "Kinda tingly."
"Yeah?" Steve purred in response, "You're getting nice and wet."
"Is that normal?" You squeaked suddenly, worrying as you regularly felt that flush of wetness pooling down below, often finding patches of dampness in your panties and you worried that it could mean something was wrong.
"Yeah sweetie, perfectly normal." Steve smiled, "It's a good thing."
"Oh..okay...good." You breathed, shoulders relaxing slightly, although still on edge from where he was touching you.
"Now I'm gonna need you to relax sweetheart." Steve ordered softly, "Take a deep breath. Good."
You inhaled deeply and let out a squeak as you felt one of his fingers push inside of your pussy, curling upwards to stroke your inner wall as his thumb took its place on your clit to continue the stimulation there.
Your stomach tightened, more intense heat searing at your skin as sweat began dripping from your brow.
"Oh..." You gasped at the new intrusion.
"Yeah, that okay?" Steve asked and you had to swallow, reminding yourself to use your words when all your body wanted to do was writhe and mewl.
"Mm. Feels. Good." You mumbled, chest heaving up and down.
"Yeah? You got more of those tingles?" He coaxed as he continued pumping his finger inside of you, dragging the tip against your wall and rubbing over your nub in soft circles.
"Yeah and my tummy feels funny." You admitted with a shaky breath as the strange sensations kept building.
"Good, that's what's supposed to happen sweetheart." He hummed in approval, "This is all good so far."
You let out a raspy moan as he continued working your cunt with his finger, feeling yourself becoming wetter and wetter as he continued.
"God. You're so tight." Steve groaned to himself as he stared at his finger disappearing into your virgin pussy over and over, "Dunno if you're gonna be able to take two."
"Huh? Two?" You squeaked, catching the end of his sentence and lifting your head to stare at him with a small amount of fear shooting through you.
"Of my fingers sweetie?" Steve smirked as if it was completely obvious, "Need to get two in to make sure everything is all good inside."
"Oh, okay." You nodded before dropping your head back down. You were being silly, you had nothing to be scared of, Steve was a good doctor, he'd take care of you.
"Just remember to breathe sweetheart and relax." He coaxed with a hitch in his throat, barely holding himself together as his cock pressed stiff and hard against the inside of his slacks, weeping and needy.
"Okay Doctor Kemp." You whimpered as your tummy tightened further.
"Call me Steve." He rasped as he tickled the tip of his middle finger against your opening.
"Steve?" You questioned, though it came out shaky and weak.
"Mmm. Yeah sweetie." He hummed, "You call me Steve, we know each other well enough."
"Okay Steve." You whined softly before letting out a loud moan, "Ahhh!"
"Oh yeah there we go." He grinned as he pushed his middle finger into your pussy to join the other, "Doing so good sweetie, got two fingers in there."
"Oh god. I feel...funny...." You mumbled as heat spread to the tips of your ears and tingles spread across your abdomen, stomach tightening in a way you'd never experienced in your life.
"That's good sweetheart." Steve hummed happily as he sloppily fucked you with his fingers, "That's perfect, you're going to have an orgasm."
"I am?" You gasped, unable to stop yourself from wiggling and digging your fingers into the plastic feeling bed to try and ground yourself.
"Yeah. Just let it happen." He continued, pressing more firmly on your clit and slapping his palm against your core with each thrust of his fingers, "Let me help you."
"Okay Steve." You whined, back arching from the bed involuntarily like it had a mind of its own.
"That's it. Fuck you're perfect." He groaned, using his free hand to grab his cock through his slacks, squeezing it tightly, "So tight, so wet."
"Steve." You whimpered as you felt like you were about to plummet into the abyss, body overtaken with the strange but pleasurable sensations.
"Say my name baby." He grunted, "Say my name when you come on my fingers."
You felt his fingers curl inside you, pressing on a spot that had you suddenly crying his name as your vision whited and your whole body was taken over by a white hot bliss.
"Oh god. Steeveee!" You moaned with tears pooling in your eyes.
"There we go, there she is." He breathed shakily, slowing his movements to work you through the high, "Keep breathing sweetheart, you're okay."
When your body finally relaxed against the bed, shoulders slumping with exhaustion, Steve slipped his fingers from your core, settling his dry hand on your thigh.
"You okay?" He asked softly, looking over your spent body with a proud smile.
"Mmhmm." You hummed with a lazy nod, "That was...good....I liked it...was it okay?"
"It was perfect sweetie." He reassured you, "I'm just gonna have a little taste to make sure?"
"A taste?" You said, head tipping up and eyes snapping to his, seeing a dark glint in his eyes you'd never noticed before.
"Yeah, you can tell a lot by the taste?" He smirked.
You watched as he brought the creamy coated, blue latex to his mouth, swirling his tongue around the wet digits before sucking them into his mouth with a low hum.
"Mmm god." He groaned, shifting on his feet as his erection throbbed, "Fuck."
"Is it okay?" You breathed, worried by his reaction.
"Perfect. So perfect." He hummed as his eyes rolled in pleasure at the taste of your innocence.
"Okay good." You nodded, pushing yourself up onto your elbows and letting your legs drop flat onto the bed.
Steve slowly pulled his gloves off with loud snaps of rubber, before looking at you with a gleeful smile.
"Get dressed sweetheart and we'll have a chat." He grinned before stepping towards his desk and pulling the curtain across the space, as though he hadn't just seen every part of you.
"So it was all okay?" You asked as you pulled the curtain back, clothes now firmly in place as you crossed the space and carefully sat in your seat, watching his reaction with interest.
"Yes and no." He hummed with a nod as he typed something on his computer.
"What is it?" You replied as anxiety began niggling in your mind.
He let out a sigh before turning to face you, placing his hands on your knees softly.
"You're ready sweetheart but there's a small problem." He said with a serious expression that had you shifting in your seat, hands clutching each other uselessly.
"What is it?" You mumbled as fresh tears began to pool.
"Well you're so tight that it's going to be difficult for you to have sex, painful." He admitted and your eyes widened in surprise, you had never thought about the fact that someone may not be able to fit, it hadn't even crossed your mind. You internally scolded yourself for being so stupid and naive. Your friends spoke about sex like it was so easy, you should have known it wouldn't be that simple.
"Oh." You murmured, "Is there something I can take to help?"
"I think it would be best if you come back tomorrow for a longer appointment and I will pop your cherry for you. I'll be able to do it safely and with minimal pain for you." He said, brows furrowing in concentration to stop the smirk threatening to over take his face.
"You mean? Like with equipment?" You squeaked nervously, cursing yourself when you felt more wetness pooling at the thought of Doctor Kemp playing with you again.
"No sweetie, I'll do it myself, with my cock, take real good care of you." He said softly, reaching a hand up to cradle your cheek with a genuine tenderness, "Then you should be ready for other people."
"Really? You'd do that?" You almost whimpered under his touch.
"Of course Sweetheart. Anything to help." He smiled, "I wouldn't be a very good doctor otherwise would I?"
"I guess not." You giggled, watching as his lips twisted up into a charming smile.
"Okay then." He grinned as he released you, "You go home and get some rest. You'll need it for tomorrow."
"Okay doc...Steve." You corrected yourself with a shy smile before standing, "See you tomorrow."
"Can't wait sweetheart." He smiled, watching your ass jiggle as you walked away, with his lip between his teeth and a promise to his cock that tomorrow was the day he would finally make you his, you just didn't know it yet.
[warnings!! Murder!! Noncon breeding kinda!! smut!! stalking!! animal deaths!! gorey scenes!! Literally just Jake being unhinged. He's dark asf!!]
Ever since that day that Jake helped you in your trailer, you've become closer then ever. Infact you would ever proudly claim you were his best friend. As traditions had arisen in the months he stayed with you. You had a Monday evening tradition where you both take a break from work and sit on your swing bench and watch the sunset while you pretended you were married. You adored it so much as he took playing your fake husband to heart. He would hold your hand and kiss your knuckles while talking about your imaginary wedding day. It was so cute! But in reality you had no idea that he was talking about the wedding you were going to have. In Jake's mind by using these "traditions" he could help you get used to married life with him. He was plotting and planning ever since you gave him that sweater.
He was proud of all these "traditions" he implemented into your little mind, and he was even more proud that you fell for them and obeyed them. His favourite was every fortnight on Sunday, you would go to his trailer and cook a home roast. You took pride in your cooking and he loved watching you float around his kitchen. It made him so hard. You were the perfect homemaker and he knew you were going to be his.
Out of all the traditions, your favourite was the Saturdays that came a week before your Sunday roast. You and Jake went out to clubs and pubs and drank until you got wasted and he took you back to his trailer to sleep the booze off. You loved it so much because you could let your hair down and not have to worry about being hit on by any strange men. You could dance freely and know that Jake's protecting you.
However, lately ever since you've gone out he's been more possessive. Whenever you got free drinks from a random guy, he would push it away claiming it might be drugged and then bought you a drink instead. And then when you wanted to go dancing he would follow you and dance with you, his hand were always on your hips. The worst case was going to your local and the server calling you Jake's girl rather than your name which you knew he was aware of.
Despite all of it though it was nice, it helped you with your silly crush as when you closed your eyes when you danced, you could pretend that you were dating and he had taken you out. It was always so fun. Until it wasn't.
Almost every single time you've gone out when you've deemed Jake to be possessive you've had to cut the night short after he got into a fight. Whenever you asked why his knuckles are bloody or his lip is busted he would reply,
"Because sugar, those vermin's were hitting on you when you're clearly with someone. I'm not having anyone looking at you like that."
"But Jake-"
"But nothing, if some fucking shithead thinks that they can have you, they'll have another thing coming. Got it sugar?"
"g-got it."
It scared you how possessive he could be. You knew he would never go beyond fighting but when you put your small TV on when making a new item, there would always be news of a murder of one of those men that hit on you and an inkling of doubt would hit you. Jake wouldn't kill though. He just wouldn't, not for you.
When in reality he had, he had killed 7 men for you. All because they said something vile, well except one who merely looked at you in the way only he should. He took that man's eyes. He knew you would never suspect him too. It was truly perfect for him. He was so happy he has moved to this trailer park.
As weeks went on you noticed peculiar things happening around you, like there would always be a lavender flower in your doorstep every morning. And every Wednesday you went to see Linton, when you returned your fridge would be fully stocked. You confronted Jake about this but then your remembered it couldn't have been him, he was out every Wednesday repairing tech at the local IT shop. You were utterly confused and Jake could sense it. He hugged you as told you he'd protect you, for now you just needed to keep an eye out for who this could be.
And you truly did try, until one day a pair of your panties disappeared from right under your nose leaving you terrified. Not only did a pair of your panties disappear but one of your bras did too. You would brushed this off as it dissapearing in the laundry but you clearly remember putting them back in your draws. Plus with everything strange happening to the murders to the food, you knew it had to do with it. And you were completely and utterly scared. You had a stalker and they were smarter than you and kept avoiding Jake, who you know would protect you.
Without a moments pause you ran to Jake's trailer, hurriedly knocking with tears pouring down your face. When Jake opened the door you could help but throw yourself at him, needing to be reminded that he can protect you and that he's here for you. He immediately wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you further in while kicking his door shut. He walked back to sit on his dark red couch and had you straddle his lap, you leaned forward and buried you head in his broad shoulder. After calming you down a few minutes later, he broke the concerned silence with gentle whispers, scared that any loud noise would rattle your bones and send you running.
"What happened sugar?"
With a hiccup you replied just as quietly shaking until Jake placed his hand on your cheek and stroked it, wiping your tears away.
"My underwears been stolen and with everything going on I'm, I'm scared! I think I have a stalker and they're always in action when you're not here! They know!"
"Hey, hey, heyyyy. It's okay sugar. If you want you can stay here for the week and I can set up some cameras around your trailer to see who it is hmm?"
"you'd do that fo- for me?"
"In a heartbeat sugar."
And with that sweet sentiment hanging in the air, Jake went with you to your trailer to gather some things while you stayed, while you were packing and updating people that there orders might be late due to personal issues, Jake was setting cameras up easing a small part of your fear. And with your stuff you left your trailer and Jake locked it before retrieving something you didn't remember.
As you were setting your stuff up in Jake's trailer, he entered and smiled at you. God, he was one step closer to you being with him. He knew the stalker simulation he's doing would scare you into his arms. But he knew he had to continue for you to be completely dependent on him, and move in. He hid your panties and bra that he stole underneath his floorboard. He knew you wouldn't ever want them back, especially now that they were soaked with his cum. But you didn't have to know that ever.
When you looked up you gasped and smiled, Jake had remembered to bring Lila with you. You ran up and hugged him. He truly was the best protector. And for once in your life you were okay with being codependent on someone.
Throughout the week you extended your tradition, and you were pretending you were a married couple the entire time you were there. In Jake's words "it'll ease you sugar knowing you're not alone and you have a protector. Plus you know my cuddles are best." And with that you agreed and every night you slept together. He would hold you tight and you felt comforted by this, he kept you close and that's what you needed. So you always snuggled back into him, ignoring the hardness that you always felt. You knew it was an involuntary reaction and he had apologized many times for it.
Yet when it was to be your last day staying at his trailer, thinking that your stalker had backed down things took a turn. You woke up earlier than Jake and had decided to have a look at the morning sun. As you walked onto the decking you turned to look at your trailer when a scream erupted from your lungs, waking Jake and sending him bolting after you. When he found you he pulled you to his chest and saw what you were looking at. He took you inside and comforted you.
He was glad that it worked. See he slipped you sleeping pills and an hour before you woke, he took 2 pigs and chopped there heads off. And then he left the 2 pig heads on your deck and put a ring box between the heads and wrote in their blood 'til death do we part'.
As messy as it was, it was a necessary part of his plan as he knew now you would depend on him for everything when it came to the outside world. He had to show how horrible the outside world could be and how you were only truly safe with him.
After your panic attack, Jake had offered for you to move in with him while he checked the cameras and claimed he only saw a man dresses in all black lingering and setting up the horrific scene. You eagerly agreed finding safety only in his blue eyes and the trailer you were currently in. As Jake put you back to sleep he waited until you were truly out before pulling out the panties and bra and all the hiden photos he had taken of you. His favourite was of you naked laying on your bed, like you knew he was photographing you. You were basically modelling for his hard cock and his needy mind and he was forever thankful for that. You never needed to know but he would always keep the photos.
After getting his collection of you, he headed to your trailer and grabbed your stuff before he placed his box of wonders under your bed. He knew you would never enter this place again without him. And you would never have to as he was collecting the rest of your stuff. You were finally moving in with him and he was one step closer to his plan. He was so excited. You were going to be Mrs. Jensen. Fuck even picturing you with his name got him hard.
'fuck it', he knew the curtains were drawn and the windows and door were locked. He quickly unzipped his pants and pulled his pants and boxers down. His cock bobbed up, the tip was red and leaking precum. Already desperate for release. Jake wrapped your panties around his hand and then glided them up and down his cock making him let out a groan. God the entire week you'd been teasing him, snuggling against him, pushing your tits against his bicep, fuck when you push you ass against his hard cock and then jolt away when you feel in during cuddling. God he almost painted his pants like a teenager at least 3 times in the past week. At the memory of your plump ass temporarily against his hard cock, the photo of you and the panties around his cock, he came with a low groan. Yeah, it was going perfectly to plan.
One night, many weeks after you had moved in with Jake, you had convinced him to lay on the deck outside with you and look at the stars. So that's where to were now. Jake laid flat staring up at the sky, with you next to him, your head on his chest and his beefy arm wrapped around you to keep you close and warm. As you were looking you allowed idle chatter to slip through the cracks in hushed voices. Both of you spilling secrets, him about how he was forced to live in Bosnia for a while and you about how you once wanted a cat so much that you turned one of your pillows into a cat plushie.
Throughout all this chatter you let out a sigh and you lips whispered one of your most cherished secrets,
"One day I want my honeymoon to be like this. Staring at the stars, happy and inlove, dreaming about all our past lives where we looked at stars. But I don't think I'll ever get it."
With that said Jake turned to look at you, before he moved your head of his chest and he manoeuvred himself so he was above you, he tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear before he spoke softly to you, keeping direct eye contact so you felt every emotion with his words.
"This is our honeymoon Mrs. Jensen. And you will have it, infact you do. Trust me sugar, we've done this charade plenty of times in our past lives."
And with that said you were awe struck, you saw the love in his eyes, and you couldn't help but quickly peak down at his lips. Jake quickly caught on and leaned down to gently capture your lips with his. Encasing this moment of love forever.
He got up and helped you up too and led you to his trailer. The second the door closed, he was on you. Kissing you and you returning the urgency. You were burning for him, every part of you needed him so you hastily began stripping and he did too. A messy trail of clothes led to the bed where he was currently on top of you kissing you while his tongue twirled in your mouth.
He kissed down your neck making sure to suck so that there would be hickeys showcasing that you were his. He kissed all the way down to your breast before he took a nipple into his mouth and began suckling and swirling his tongue around it while his hand rubbed your clit. You arched your back in pleasure. Soaking in the moment and how good it felt.
"I'm sorry baby I can't wait."
Before you could question what that meant you saw his big cock like up at your tight pussy. You closed your eyes ready for the pain, when you felt his hand intertwine with yours.
"If I'm ever going to hard baby, squeeze my hand okay." With that said he kissed you and leaned his forehead against yours before he pushed the head of his cock in. You bit back a loud whine of pain and screwed your eyes shut while he slowly pushed himself all the way in.
You waited a few moments adjusting to this feeling of being stuffed all the while Jake peppered your face with kisses, making sure you were okay before you kissed him and gave him the nod to start. With each steady rock of his hips he let out a groan and you accompanied that with a small whimper until he began thrusting and moans surrounded the room. You were both in heaven.
"Fuck baby, this tight little cunt is so snug around me. Fucking perfect for me. Gonna fill you up baby. Gonna fucking get you knocked up with my kid. My fucking woman."
And you knew you were close to reaching the gates, and you quickly did. All it took was Jake touching your clit with his big digits and you coated his dick. He groaned and his thrusts stuttered before he coated the inside of your cunt.
You laid beside each other attempting to catch your breaths. While you were still catching yours, Jake opened his draw and pulled a ring box out that held a ring. He took it out and placed it on your ring finger and kissed your hand. You giggled at him.
"You are now mine Mrs. Jensen."
"Is that right Mr. Jensen?"
"That's right sugar. You were always mine."
With that he kissed your head and you both drifted off to sleep dreaming of weddings and honeymoons.
After that you were happy, really happy. You finally got the guy. You were so happy that you were dating, you giggled whenever he called you fiancé as you knew he was just being silly. But today you decided while he was asleep to go back to your trailer and say goodbye.
Dressed in Jake's t-shirt and your panties you quickly scurried over to your trailer. Admiring how clean it now looked, it made you sad at how empty it was. Your home that you worked so hard for that you were scared out of. It wasn't fair. But you knew it was life and atleast you had Jake. You unlocked the trailer waking Jake up, causing him to panic. He quickly grabbed a rag and his chemicals and rushed as quietly as he could over.
As you walked in you were stunned when you saw Jake's cameras on your old bed, but your breath was quickly swept away when you saw your panties and bra that had gone missing. Not only that there were pictures of you scattered all over your bed, none of them you took. There was one specific photo of you that horrified you, and it was when you had a shower and had masterbated in there and then laid naked on your bed resting from the high you went through. It was covered in a white substance. And then it all clicked.
You looked down at the ring on your finger and tears spilled out of you eyes as you remember seeing it between the 2 pig heads. Before you could let out a scream a cloth covered you mouth and you became sleepy. All the while you were lulled by Jake's sad whispers,
"I'm so sorry sugar. It wasn't meant to happen this way. I'm so sorry. You weren't meant to find out. Please don't hate me. Please." And with his final plee your eyes fell you tumbled into dream land.
When you awoke, you let out a blood curdling scream immediately remembering the events that went down and how you were too terrified to register your heart breaking over Jake's betrayal of your trust. Speaking of the devil, he appeared in the room in seconds and let out a sigh. He strolled towards you and you shuffled away, until you realised that you were cuffed to the bed you were on.
In that moment you decided to take in where you were, it was a large room with a large white bed in the middle that you were currently held on. There was a huge window that you could open and walk out of, and then you registered the outside. A beach with an ocean. But there was no one there to see you were in trouble in fact it seemed like there was no one here at all.
You looked at Jake horrified,
"You! It was all you! You kidnapped me! Stay away from me Jake! You killed those men!"
"Yes it was sugar! But it was all for you. Everything I did was for you. And you loved it at the time, you loved the attention I gave you and I knew you were the one!"
"Jake, you sound crazy right now. You killed people!"
"They were bad men! They looked at you like you were a piece of meat! And the things they said, fucking freaks. You should be thankful I saved you!"
"Saved me?! You ruined my life!"
With that final outburst Jake let out a dark chuckle, before he lowered himself down to stare you directly in the eyes. The once vibrant blue you saw, was now dark and dangerous. You darent move out of fear that you upset him.
"Well if I ruined your life, it's a good thing you got a new one. Mrs. Jensen."
"What?"
"You thought that was a joke, it wasn't. When you put that ring on you agreed to be my wife, so I made it reality. And Mrs. Jensen don't stress too much. Our child needs to be healthy."
And just like that the light at the end of the tunnel went out. There was no escaping him. Not when you're married and with his child. He would never let you go. So you switched off your mind and went into autopilot. You let yourself be his mindless wife the entire time you were there.
"Don't you love our honeymoon sugar?"
As you were cooking dinner you heard the front door open and 2 small pairs of feet run towards it. You smiled. 4 years ago it turned out you were pregnant with twins. And Jake was ecstatic. You remember screaming and crying at him due your hormones and how you almost escaped him, your thoughts were cut off by 2 strong arms wrapping around your stomach rubbing your small bump.
Baby number 3 was on the way and you couldn't be happier. Jake kissed your temple and tucked his head in your neck watching you cook the roast for the family.
"Momma! Jack hit me!"
"No I di'nt! Momma Kaleb's lyin!"
Jake chuckled and you could feel the curve of his smile form in the crook of your neck.
"Don't worry momma, daddy's got this if you give him some sugar."
And with that said you turned your head and kissed him, allowing all your past thoughts about him being evil slip away. You smiled at him and he smiled back before heading off to sort your boys out. With a sigh you looked out the window and smiled letting your mind go. When Jake came back into the kitchen and resumed his position of holding you, you heard him hum before speaking,
"How about we go on another honeymoon?"
"Yes I'd love that honey, whatever you wanna do!"
"God Mrs. Jensen, I love you so much. I don't know how I was so lucky to be blessed by you sugar."
This is my entry for MIssy's 3.5K follower event: You were one of my first follows on here, I am happy to have the chance to participate. @saiyanprincessswanie
Summary: Steve Rogers is the most feared mobster in the Eastern US, and you had fallen for him. What happens when the love fades and you need to escape? In walks Andy Barber-is he your savior or another nightmare?
Word count: 12,938K (Still no chill 😬)
Characters: Soft Dark Steve Rogers x Reader; Andy Barber x Reader; Jake Jensen and Reader (Platonic)
Mafia AU; Defending Jacob doesn't exist
Prompt: "No one else would get to hurt you again, you were his"
Warnings: Your media consumption is your responsibility-This story contains dark subject matter, please stay away if you cannot handle; Smut, lots and lots of Smut; Forced Anal play; angst, lots and lots if angst; Fluff
Once again, a huge shout out and thank you to @peyton-warren who kept me sane and walked me through every word. I couldn't do any of this without your support
You looked at your reflection, hardly recognizing the woman you saw, really just a shell of the person you used to be. You picked up the business card, running your fingers over the embossing on the front, turning it over to see the handwritten phone number, a number you had dialed over and over, always hanging up after the first ring.
You continued staring at your face, noticing new lines, feeling as if your youth was gone, your soul having survived a thousand lives. You stared at the name on the card, again twirling it over and over, dialing and hanging up. Until you didn’t.
“I’ll meet you tomorrow, one o’clock, the place we first met,” you said after you heard the click connecting your call. You hung up, not allowing time for a response, your heart pounding, blood rushing, your ears roaring.
You hid the card in your purse, a secret pocket only you knew about, knowing if he ever found it, you were dead. Steve Rogers was not a man you betrayed, yet with one call, you had sealed your fate, no turning back now.
You stared at your reflection, seeing nothing of the girl you were when you fell in love with the head of the largest mafia syndicate in New York, hell over all of the East Coast. That girl was dead, replaced with an older woman, one who was tired. You stood and walked over to your bed knowing sleep would elude you again.
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You weren’t sure how you were able to do it, but you managed to leave the house unnoticed and alone, something that didn’t happen too often. Steve didn’t like you being alone with so many enemies who would do anything to get to him, even hurting you.
You sat at your regular table in the corner where you could see everything yet remain unseen, blending into the area around you. You sipped your soda, your eyes continuously scanning everything. He walked in just as your eyes made it to the door, your heart thundering in your chest, hands shaking.
“Thank you for agreeing to meet with me,” Andy Barber said as he sat across from you, a gentle smile on his face. “I know the risk you’re taking, I know what I am asking of you-” he continued, pausing at your scoff and eye roll.
“Do you really, Mr, Barber? What you’re asking of me will cost me my life, not that there’s much left of it anyhow,” you retorted, sarcasm dripping from every syllable. “Look, I will hear you out, I will take every word into consideration. But if I do this, I vanish, as if I never existed, and Rogers will never find me. Those are my terms.”
Andy shook his head in agreement, willing to give you everything you asked for for intel on Steve Rogers. He had built his career on doing the right thing, fighting the bad guys, and Andrew Barber was fucking good at his job. But getting to put Steve Rogers away for life, effectively crumbling the New York crime syndicate would be life changing. Steve Rogers was ruthless and cold, yet smart.
“I understand your hesitation but I will do everything in my power to get you out alive.” Andy placed his hand on top of yours, squeezing it to reassure you. You met Andy’s gaze, trusting him almost immediately, trying to ignore the warmth of his touch.
“Okay, when do we start?” you asked, your stomach somersaulting, a feeling you hadn’t had in a long while; you liked Andrew Barber. He was handsome, devastatingly so, his blue eyes so piercing they seemed to see your very soul. You liked how soft his skin was, the way his smile reached every feature on his face, so genuine. You wondered what his lips felt like, how his hands would feel exploring every inch of your bare skin as he kissed every part of you.
“Are you okay?” Andy asked, his voice cutting through your very sinful thoughts, thoughts that had you squeezing your thighs together. “Do you think you can start now, we can record everything for the record. I have an office no one knows about, one rented under a pseudonym by the district attorney's office just for cases like this.” Andy rubbed his thumb over your knuckle, soothing your anxiety, almost as if he had known you all your life.
“Yeah, okay. But we need to go now, and I will do it all at once. Steve thinks I’m at my mother’s house for the next week; I told him she was ill. It’s the only reason I was able to slip away unnoticed.” You looked out the window, wondering if this was truly the right thing to do. You had loved Steve Rogers once, did you still?
“I know how dangerous this is, and I wouldn’t ask it of you if I didn’t think you could handle it. Your strength is quiet, but strong. And if those marks are any indication of your life, then Rogers needs to go away for good.” Andy watched you shift in your seat, self consciously adjusting your jacket.
“Make no mistake, Mr. Barber. I am not a battered woman. These marks are for everyone else, so they know who I belong to. Steve has never hit me, never once laid a hand on me. These marks are the result of his love, of his fucking me into the ground.” You held his gaze, no shame in your words at all; Steve Rogers was a damn good fuck, the best you’d had.
“Be that as it may, it doesn’t change anything. Rogers needs to go away, and you need a new life. That is what I will give you, I promise. And please, call me Andy.” He smiled gently, your hand still in his grasp, his eyes never leaving yours, never showing one ounce of judgment.
You cleared your throat, unable to hold Andy’s gaze. No man had ever looked at you the way Andy was, not even Steve. “Well, Andy, let’s get this going. The sooner it’s done, the sooner I will disappear.” You grabbed your purse, leaving a hundred dollar bill on the table. Andy stood, leading you out to his car. There was no turning back now, even if you wanted to.
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Steve’s POV
Steve pulled into the driveway happy to finally be home. He had been away for almost two weeks, and he couldn’t wait to see you. And fuck you. He had tried to sate his need with other women, but none of them could ever amount to you. You were perfect. Your hair, your skin, your pussy. He had turned you into the perfect woman, and he made sure to mark you everytime he buried his cock in you.
Steve made sure he had everything, almost forgetting the jewelry he had gotten you. The soft velvet housed a gorgeous white gold necklace and ring set, beautiful alexandrite in the center, small diamonds surrounding both in a teardrop shape. Steve knew you loved colored and rare gems, just how he saw you. Stunning and rare.
Steve still remembered the first time he saw you, standing outside of the lecture hall, laughing with the president of the most popular fraternity on campus, your hand resting on his arm. In that moment, Steve wanted to kill any man who even looked at you, and from then on, you were his. Everyone knew who Steve Rogers was, and Steve Rogers always got what he wanted.
Steve opened the door, surprised at how dark the house was, wondering where you were. You weren’t normally gone this late. He pulled his phone out, shooting a text to his head of security to see where you were as he wasn’t used to not knowing your location at all times. Hell, he’d even hired your best friend as head of his technology section. Jake Jensen was such a goofy motherfucker, he never once worried about you being alone with him.
As he waited for a response to his text, he pulled up the tracking app he had installed on your phone without your knowledge, one of the many secrets he had paid Jensen handsomely to keep confidential. He saw your phone showing at the hospital near your mother’s home, his concern and wariness growing.
He shot a text off asking if everything was okay with your mom, setting your present down, losing his tie and shirt. He made his way to his office, poured himself a bourbon as he waited for your reply. You’d never given him a reason to not trust you, but there was something about this that didn’t sit right with him.
His head of security texted back to let Steve know you’d been called away earlier by an emergency, your mom had collapsed and was found unconscious by her home health nurse. The agency had you listed as her emergency contact, calling you about her hospital admission.
Steve was considering this story when his phone rang, you on the other end. He listened as you explained the days events, the steady beep of the heart monitor playing in the background of the conversation. You told him it would be about a week before you’d be home, even with the home health nurses on duty. Steve, of course, told you not to worry about anything but your mother, that he would be here waiting, and to call him if you needed anything at all. He asked if you’d like him to join you once he returned, not revealing that he had already arrived home from his business trip. You told him it was fine and that you’d see him at home, ending with telling him you loved and missed him.
Steve hung up, alarm bells ringing in his head. He immediately called Jensen, commanding round the clock monitoring of your location and communication, to be reported directly to him. Steve poured himself another glass, staring into the fire. He wasn’t sure what would happen or what he would find, but hopefully it was just a feeling.
He drained the rest of his drink, leaving your present on his desk as he headed to his bedroom. He hadn’t slept in about a day and exhaustion was catching up to him. Steve decided to go straight to sleep, changing into flannel bottoms with no shirt, sinking directly into bed, his dreams sending him into even more concern and chaos.
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Flashback
You remembered the first time you saw Steve Rogers, his large shoulders, striking blue eyes, classically handsome looks all focused on you as if you were the only person besides him to exist. You found yourself pulled into the orbit of his space and you honestly felt you were finally where you belonged.
Steve introduced himself, his gaze never wavering from yours as you told him your name, the other man all but forgotten. You knew about Steve Rogers, everyone did, but you never thought Steve Rogers would care about someone like you.
He walked along with you, stopping to offer a ride when you realized you’d missed the last bus back to your apartment. You were hesitant, stranger danger and all, but you found yourself unable to say no, almost as if the world would shatter if you did.
The drive was comfortable, as if you two had known each other all your lives. And maybe for you, you had. Steve Rogers was everything you’d dreamed of, the man of every dream you’d ever had. Tall, nice, focused solely on you and you alone, even if you two had just met. You’d never had that in your life, always feeling invisible or unseen compared to your friends.
Steve listened as you talked about your goals, veterinary school always your dream since you could talk. You had always had a better connection with animals, humans had always managed to let you down or disappoint somehow. You had just finished your second year of your post graduate degree, your clinicals starting in a few days. You’d only been at the school to pick up your rotation for the next semester.
Steve had never been one for love or relationships; he’d learned early in life that you couldn’t trust or depend on anyone but yourself, something his father had always made sure he remembered, especially once he had started learning the business. The Family Fucking Business as the movies liked to say. Every time he watched The Godfather or Goodfellas, he always had a good laugh-nothing about his life was glamorous or pretty. Well, nothing until he met you.
He could listen to you talk all day, every minute, his life finally finding purpose outside of fortune and power. He was lost in the mellifluous sound of your voice and realized he’d missed the last five minutes of your conversation. You laughed at his confusion, finding yourself also lost in him.
He walked you up, stopping outside your door as he tried to memorize every last detail he could, not knowing when or if you would want to see him again. As you stood watching him, trying to find any reason not to say goodbye, you threw all caution to the wind, suddenly finding the courage to do something you never would have.
You stood on the tips of your toes, snaking your arms around Steve’s neck, and before you could change your mind, placed your lips on his. You felt Steve still and wondered if you’d just humiliated yourself until you felt him relax, a hand on your lower back, the other on your cheek as he leaned into the kiss, taking over.
You don’t know how long the kiss actually was, all you knew was the burning in your lungs finally forced you apart. You rested your forehead against his, both of you gulping in breaths of fresh air. Steve pulled back, his cheeks flushed as he continued stroking your cheek softly with his thumb, the trail of heat still on your skin as you allowed yourself to look at him.
You stood in silence, both too lost in each other to say a word. Steve asked for your phone number after a few minutes of being silent and still, handing over his phone as you held your hand out. You typed your number then called yourself to save Steve’s, placing one more kiss on his lips before you ran into your apartment and locked the door.
You leaned against the closed door, your heart pounding, your stomach fluttering wildly, brushing your fingers over your lips where you still felt his. You squealed in delight, scaring the kitten you’d just brought home from class after you performed an amputation on his tail caused by a deep infection which would not heal.
You picked up Nubbins, happy in a way you’d never experienced before. You were always the quiet one who was only spoken to when men were trying to hit on your friends, you were never the main character in any story. Yet, this man you’d only known for two hours had changed all of that. You heard him chuckle and wish you a good evening with the promise you would hear from him soon.
You made dinner and started going over your schedule for the next semester, your favorite movie droning on in the background when you heard your phone vibrate. You jumped, the noise scaring you for a moment as you weren’t used to anyone really texting you. Nubbins grumbled and yawned, moving to sit on the other end of your bed after you had so rudely disturbed his sleep.
You saw Steve in your banner notifications, your heart skipping a beat. He couldn’t wait any longer to talk to you, and you couldn’t be happier about not playing it cool. You texted with Steve well into the night, falling asleep past one in the morning. You knew you’d be tired for your first shift at the local shelter, your meeest clinical site, but it was completely worth it.
You woke up at six, heading to the shower first thing as per your normal morning routine. You dressed quickly, almost forgetting your phone on the way out the door. You had just locked up and finally opened your phone to check the time so you didn’t miss your bus. You heard your name as you came down the front steps, looking up to see Steve standing there with a cup of coffee.
You flushed, not used to having someone take care of you like this. Steve opened up the car door for you, making sure you were buckled in before he made his way to the drivers side. He asked for the name of the shelter, putting it in his GPS as he pulled away from the curb,
From that moment on, you never took another bus again. Steve was always there to pick you up and take you home, sending one of his most trusted men if he was working or out of town. Steve took you to dinner, to musicals, the movies, anything you wanted to do, Steve made sure you did.
The next two years continued like this, Steve being the loudest one at your graduation, your biggest cheerleader through all of it. Nubbins adored him, and you had to admit your heart melted every time you saw your large and cold man enraptured by a tiny ball of floof, finding Nubbins napping on Steve many times.
The sex was always amazing, right from the start. Steve was used to women falling all over themselves for a chance at him, even if for only one night. You, however, you didn’t. You wouldn’t sleep with him until you were sure the connection between the two of you was genuine. You weren’t playing hard to get, nor were you frothing at the mouth for a taste of him. Steve had never met anyone like you, and once he had tasted you, he was never letting you go.
The first time with Steve was straight out of one of your favorite romantic movies: slow, sweet, and incredibly sensual. You’d made your way to his house after dinner, heading in for a nightcap. As you sat and talked, you realized you were ready, you wanted to take this leap now.
You put your glass on the table grabbing Steve’s and placing it next to yours, moving onto Steve’s lap, straddling him as you started to kiss. You felt his hands move down your back, one coming to settle on your hip, the other in your hair as he held you close.
He groaned as you rolled your hips over his lap, feeling his cock harden beneath you, causing you to moan and roll your hips again, trying to find any type of friction.
Steve pulled back, pushing your hair out of your face, his hand caressing your cheek as he stared deeply, asking if you were sure that you were ready, that this is what you wanted. You nodded silently, never breaking eye contact as you felt him lift you from the couch, your legs wrapping around his waist as he carried you to his bedroom.
He kissed you deeply, moving you softly and gently to the bed, propping your head on his pillows. He kneeled between your legs, kissing you again, moving from your mouth to the shell of your ears, down your neck to the swell of your breasts.
He kissed down your stomach, his hands landing under your shirt and pushing it up, his lips following the trail of his fingers. You arched your back up to allow him to remove your shirt, so completely lost in the sensation of his touch and tongue. He removed your bra as he made his way back down your neck, his eyes locked with yours as he took one nipple in his mouth, the other in his hand.
You had never remembered being this sensitive, every lave of his tongue, every nibble of teeth, every kiss sending electric shocks up and down your body, your mind filled with nothing but Steve Rogers. He switched breasts, paying just as much attention to your other nipple, the cool air sending goosebumps down your flesh.
He kissed down your stomach, his hands moving to your pants, unbuttoning them and pushing them slowly down, making sure he kissed every inch of skin down one leg and up the other as he dropped your pants to the floor. Your hands moved onto his head, twining in his hair as he nosed your clothed pussy, your scent already intoxicating to him.
He rubbed up and down over your lace thong, fascinated with the wet patch forming from his ministrations, your grip on his hair tightening the more he teased. He finally hooked his thumbs under the waistband, all patience lost as he ripped them off easily, his mouth finding your clit immediately.
You cried out, his mouth so warm and wet against your cunt, every nerve firing off with pleasure as he sucked and licked, inserting two fingers in. You cried out again and again, the sudden fullness mixed with his suckling hurtling you over the edge, your orgasm immediate and hard.
He worked you through it, his cock straining against his pants as he watched you fall apart. You came a second time, crying out, barely registering the loss of his mouth before you felt him slowly slide his dick in, your walls grabbing on tight. He swore he had never felt a pussy this good, and from this moment on, it was only for him.
As you came back to reality, you found your hips moving in time with his, slow and steady as he fucked you, his forehead resting on yours, his eyes locked onto your face as he kept taking you apart. You opened your eyes, completely lost in the sensations your body was experiencing.
Steve hooked an arm under your right leg, allowing him to fuck you deeper and deeper, his fingers gripping your hip so tightly you knew would leave marks of the best kind. You told him not to stop, begging Steve to fuck you harder, slower, deeper again, cumming for a third time when you felt his hand drop to your already sensitive clit. You felt his rhythm stutter, his thrusts growing more sharp until he came, filling you up so completely you weren’t sure where you began and Steve ended, your bodies and souls wrapped in one sweaty shell, both trying to catch your breath.
Steve had you over and over, his appetite for you never diminishing even as the night turned to morning. He finally let you rest, your body curled around his as you fell asleep so easily. He held you as he also allowed exhaustion to take him, waking a short while later. He wanted you again but made himself let you rest as he went to make some food for you both. He didn’t have any plans for the rest of the weekend, as far as he was concerned, his only job was to fuck you over and over until you had to work on Monday. And Steve took that job very seriously indeed.
You’d never felt so beautiful, so wanted as you did when Steve was buried inside you, your taste all over his face after spending hours with his mouth in your pussy. You had tried to reciprocate his selflessness only for Steve to push you back down and make you forget your previous attempts. You wanted his dick in your mouth, his cum pouring down your throat, but that wouldn’t happen yet. At that moment, it was all about you, learning to read every moan, every gasp, every touch that made you sing.
It would be another month or so before you were able to fulfill your need to suck his cock. You were relaxing in his office, studying for your boards, Steve outside on the phone for business, and in that moment, you couldn’t help yourself. Watching him pace, yelling and frustrated, his veins were popping out of his neck, You watched him slam his phone down, your eyes drawn to the power this man exuded by simply existing.
You waited until Steve had calmed down and made his way back inside, dropping into his chair behind the desk. You poured him a glass of bourbon, setting it down in front of him, running your fingers through his hair as he hugged you. You dropped a kiss on his head, feeling him relax into you.
You couldn’t stop the need blooming through you, just the touch of his fingers creating a heat you could no longer ignore, nor did you want to. You lifted his face, peppering kisses down his cheek, over his jaw to the other side, moving from his face to his neck, licking and biting as you went.
Steve moved his head back, allowing you easier access to him as he wound his hands in your hair, tightening his grip the lower you went. You dropped to your knees, spreading his thighs to make room as you ran your hands up his legs, stopping at his belt. You looked up at him, silently waiting for approval, and so happy you’d decided to leave your hair down, your scalp tingling with each tightening grip.
Steve looked down, lust blown features over his face, twisting in ecstasy as your fingers ran over the bulge in his pants. With one nod, barely perceptible, you unfastened his belt, slipped your hands beneath the waistband of his boxer briefs, and pulled both down as Steve lifted his hips.
Your mouth watered at the sight, his cock hard and leaking. It took everything in you not to immediately shove him down your throat, but you held back, placing long licks up his shaft, stopping to suck the tip in before licking your way back down.
Each lick caused a sigh, each time you sucked just the tip, it caused him to pull your hair tighter, his hips lifting off the chair to push down your throat more. You lifted his cock, moving to suck his balls into your mouth, causing you to smile when your heard a moaned and strangled fuck leave his mouth.
You couldn’t deny how beautiful and sexy you felt in this moment, bringing this powerful man to his knees, a feeling you hadn’t felt often. You finally stopped teasing, your lips wrapping around Steve as you slowly worked your way down, taking a deep breath, starting to exhale as you worked his dick down the back of your throat, humming to relax enough to let him in and remind you to breathe.
You felt his hands tighten the more you swallowed, until you stilled, your drool running down. You looked up at Steve, waiting for him to relax. Once he stilled and his breathing was a little slower, you started to move, allowing him to fuck your throat, his taste filling your senses.
You allowed Steve to take over, his hips thrusting more and more, harder and harder as he worked towards his own end, your drool dripping down his balls onto the floor, and as you looked up at him, he swore he had never seen a more beautiful sight in his life.
You felt him start to thrust faster as his breathing quickened, moans and fucks falling freely from his mouth. You continued to let him lead, finally sated as he spilled his cum down your throat, his taste permanently seared into your memory as you swallowed it all down, waiting for Steve to release your hair before you moved.
As Steve slowly relaxed his hold on you, you made your way up, releasing his already softening cock from your mouth, making sure you swallowed every last drop. Steve grabbed you, settling you on his lap as he kissed you deeply, completely possessive as he tasted himself on you.
You should have seen the warnings then, felt the shift in Steve, but you were so in love, you missed it all. He loved you, he adored you, he worshiped you and your body. It started slowly, little marks here and there, nothing you couldn’t cover.
Eventually, it all changed. Steve marked you every time he took you, making sure everyone around knew exactly who you belonged to. He moved you into his home while you were at work, something you’d only spoken about, but hadn’t made a final decision on, and before you had a chance to discuss it with him, he showered you with gifts including a ring you’d had your eye on for a while. He made sure to fuck you so completely and thoroughly; it worked. You never broached the subject again, accepting this as your home.
Life continued on, and with each passing day, Steve’s obsession grew more and more. He wanted to know where you were every hour. He would text and if there was no immediate response, he would call. You made the mistake of not answering once while you were working; when you got home, Steve immediately took you upstairs and threw you down on the bed, tying your hands above your head.
You’d discussed exploring certain kinks, but this wasn’t about that. This was about ownership, obedience-you didn’t answer the phone, you needed to be punished, something to remind you who was in charge. That’s exactly what he did, edging you for hours, tears pouring down your face as you begged for release, your tear-filled promises music to Steve’s ears.
Once he finally let you cum, you thought that was it, but Steve wasn’t done with you. He spent the next hour making you cum over and over again, until your body went limp. You’d passed out, the last four hours too much on your body. Steve removed your restraints, and left you to grab a warm washcloth from the bathroom, cleaning you gently before gathering you to his chest. You woke up hours later, your body sore, warm from Steve’s body covering yours.
You were thrown into the dark side of this relationship, punishment becoming more frequent and painful. Steve wanted to make sure you remembered who you belonged with, belonged to, who loved you. You didn’t want to make anything worse, but sometimes your mind asked if this was actually love. And in those moments of doubt, Steve would be kind, he would be caring, he wouldn’t mark you as he fucked you.
In those moments, Steve was more of the man you fell in love with, less of the man who made you question your life with him. In those moments, he would hold you, kiss you, tell you how you had made him the luckiest man in the world. He would make love to you, show you off to people at any functions he attended.
In those moments, you were his shining light. You made him feel, something he thought he had lost the ability to do. Then he would flip a switch, the mere thought of you with someone else causing his jealousy to rise. Those moments were the worst.
Not only were you marked all over, you were fucked too hard and before you were wet, your screams of pain fueling his thrusts. He would take you any way her wanted; your pussy, your ass, your mouth and all you could do was allow him.
The longer this happened, the harder it was for you to hide your bruises, to walk without pain, making you quit your job. The more questions people asked, the more ashamed you became. Yet, in his own twisted way, you just accepted that this was what love was for Steve, therefore this is what love was for you.
You cannot remember the exact moment you decided maybe this wasn’t love, that maybe you weren’t meant to be with someone who had to make sure you and everyone around him knew who you were and who you belonged to. You became a toy, an object for him to display, to bend and mold to his will.
The first time you really learned about his work was a day unlike any other; it was the day your view of Steven Grant Rogers shifted into something irreparable. You had handed in your resignation and made your way home early, upset at losing something you had worked so hard for.
You headed to the bedroom to undress, stepping into a hot shower where you finally allowed yourself time to mourn your career. You loved animals, you loved helping them, and you had to walk away from that because Steve finally broke something inside your soul.
You dressed quickly and made your way to the kitchen. Steve wasn’t usually home this time of day, so you were looking forward to having the house to yourself for a while. You had to get every negative emotion out now or you would pay later.
You made your way to the kitchen, grabbing your favorite bottle of wine on the counter, opening the fridge to make something to eat. As you were making your sandwich, you heard a thump from the basement. Putting down your wine, you grabbed the largest knife in the butcher block as you made your way down.
You heard the thumping continue followed by groans, the noise getting louder the deeper you went. Your heart was thudding loudly, your only thought being you hope Steve wouldn’t be mad when he found your dead body.
As you rounded the corner, you stopped dead. In front of you was Steve, flushed from exertion. You watched as he punched a man restrained by chains hanging from the ceiling. You weren’t allowed downstairs ever, and now you knew why.
You watched Steve beat this man over and over, your mouth twisted in horror. This wasn’t the man you loved. This was a psychotic monster dressed to look like Steve. You watched the stranger’s blood splash with each hit, spraying all over Steve’s dress shirt, his knuckles bruised and bloodied.
You shoved your fist in your mouth to stifle your heavy breathing, willing your feet to move, to leave before you were caught, but you were frozen. The stranger looked over at you, his face swollen, but you saw him ask for your help.
You turned and ran before Steve caught you, the last sound to follow you out was screaming which ended with a gunshot. You ran upstairs and hid in the walk in closet, tears streaming down your face.
You’d always heard the rumors and whispers about the business Steve was in, but you never fully believed what anyone said. Now you knew just how naive you had truly been. You heard the door to the basement open, Steve’s voice carrying through the house as he gave directions to his right hand on removing the body.
You jumped as you heard him make his way upstairs, running to the bathroom and turning the shower on to hide yourself from Steve, and maybe also to try and wash away what you’d just witnessed. You quickly undressed and showered again, staying in for as long as you could.
You wrapped yourself in your robe, took a deep breath and opened the door to the bathroom, faking a look of surprise at seeing Steve home. He looked up at you, his clothes changed and blood free. He asked what you were doing at home, you said you had quit your job today and came home early.
As you walked to the closet to get some clothes, your heart once again thudded in your chest. You were scared it was so loud, Steve would be able to hear. You jumped when you felt Steve behind you, his hands working your robe off. You leaned back into him, afraid he would know the truth if you didn’t accept his affection.
Steve kissed your shoulders, up your neck, stopping at your ear. He whispered he knew you were lying and asked why you had been downstairs, his hand gripping your arm in a bruising grip. He grabbed your hair, pulling you to the bed as he bent you over, working his pants and boxer briefs down his legs, freeing his already hard cock.
You cried as he spit on your asshole, his cock in hand as he stroked it slowly. You begged for lube, for anything to prepare you for this invasion, but it fell on deaf ears as he pushed into you. As you felt him stretch your already abused hole, you hated the betrayal of your body, your cunt growing wet with each thrust.
Steve was relentless, fucking you slow at first, trying to allow you time to adjust before he started to fuck you deeply. You felt his hand reach around and gather your slick as he worked your clit. Your tears stained the bed, whether from pleasure or pain, you weren’t sure. You hated that he could make you feel so good while taking what he wanted with no concern for you.
He rubbed your clit harder, your orgasm rushing over you as you came all over his hand. You felt his thrusts quicken, however you weren’t able to keep track as he made you cum again and again. You finally felt him stiffen, your hole filled with his cum as he continued to fuck you through both of your orgasms, his dick softening with each twitch, your skin raw and irritated as his cum leaked out.
You sobbed quietly, long after he’d pulled out and left you limp on the bed, heading to the bathroom to clean himself off. He came back in the room, stooping down to whisper in your ear that you knew the rules. Downstairs was off limits and lying about it was why the punishment was so rough, dropping a kiss on your cheek leaving to change his clothes and head back down.
You laid on the bed, your tears soaking the sheets, unable to move, disgusted as you felt Steve’s cum leaking out of you. After what felt like hours, you finally stopped sobbing and lifted yourself off the bed, crawling on your hands and knees to the bathroom. You filled the tub with hot water, gently lowering yourself into the bath, the water stinging your sore and abused hole.
You sat in the water with your knees pulled up to your chin until the bath had turned cold and you started shivering. Only then did you stand up and wrap yourself in your fluffy robe, heading towards the closet carefully as you were still in intense pain.
You turned to look at the bed, still covered with cum, yours and Steve’s, but you couldn’t bring yourself to lay down. You opened the door, cautiously looking around for Steve, and made your way down to the guest bedroom. You laid down, covering yourself with the blanket as you started quietly sobbing once more, finally falling asleep once you’d cried all you could, which became the new normal for you.
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Present Day
As you finished up the history behind you and Steve, Andy sat quietly, his attention focused only on you. You couldn’t meet his gaze, afraid you would see pity there. Pity was the last thing you wanted, especially from a man you’d known for twelve hours.
You stood and made your way to the table where you’d set your purse down, reaching in to grab your insurance. You walked back to Andy and placed the drive in front of him.
“This is everything I have on Steve. Names, positions, wives, girlfriends, everything you need to put not only him away, but many of those around him also.”
“How were you able to compile this without him knowing?” Andy asked, impressed by your strength and courage.
“My best friend growing up is a tech genius, former special ops. He has been helping me for a while. He created a software program that feeds from all known and unknown government databases. Facial recognition, full background checks, anything that has ever been documented, dark web shit too. I would get a lot of information from the wives. Get a little wine in them and they talk a lot. I would feed this to Jake and he would gather all of the intel he had and match it with what I was told.”
Andy got up and disappeared into another room, returning with his laptop. He plugged the drive in and opened the encrypted files with the password you gave to him. As he watched everything open, he realized that this was it. This was everything he needed to take down not only Steve, but most of his payroll, some high ranking officials and politicians. What Andy was looking at was a nuclear weapon and he held the code.
You sat quietly as Andy worked, your mind wandering back to Steve. You knew this would seal your fate and you would never see him again. You weren’t sure how you felt, or how you were supposed to feel. You were relieved because you would no longer be his prisoner, yet you grieved the loss of him. There was a time you were so in love with Steve, you couldn’t wait to be his wife. Now, you couldn’t even stomach looking at him let alone him touching you.
“This is it. This is everything I need to make sure Steve never hurts you again, or anyone else for that matter. Once I do this, once I make the call and blow this up, you can never go back again. Do you understand what I’m saying? Do you still want to do this?” Andy turned and grabbed your hands, his thumb rubbing a soothing motion.
“I’m sure, but I do have some requests. I disappear immediately when you are done with me. I don’t need anything, I have a sizable amount of money stashed away. I want a new city, a new name, and I want to be able to practice again eventually, in some capacity. I can do shelter medicine, work somewhere small, I don’t care. I just want some part of my life back.”
“I can make you disappear, I will be the only person who knows where you are. My plan is to keep you hidden the entire trial, which should be quick with everything you’ve given me. After the trial is done and I’m sure Steve and everyone associated with him are gone, once I’ve done this, I will make sure to find a way for you to resume your veterinary career.”
You didn’t know why, and this was something you didn’t think you’d ever be able to do again after Steve, but you trusted Andy. You believed every word he said; you couldn’t be sure if it was because you truly did or if it was wishful thinking, but right now you couldn’t care less. Right now, he was here and he was keeping you alive.
“I have an idea for your friend. I will have to make some calls and see what can be done, but this database he’s built would be an amazing asset to our government. FBI, CIA, every branch of the military, this would change the face of national security for the better. Would he be open to something like that?”
“I would need to verify this with him the next time he checks in and updates me on Steve, but I don’t think he’d turn you down at all.” You smiled, grasping Andy’s hand tightly, your feelings bittersweet. You looked up to see Andy staring deeply at you, his face etched with worry and pride. You tried to ignore the flutter of your heart at his gaze, reminding yourself this was just another business proposition for Andy, nothing more.
“Well, I think I will try and get some sleep.” You stood, clearing your throat to cover the sudden rush of emotion in your voice. “Were your men able to get me everything I asked for?” you inquired as you moved to grab your purse. You wanted to shower, take your Ambien and sleep if possible. Insomnia had been your constant roommate the last year or so, why would tonight be any different?
“Um, yes, yeah. They put the bags in the master bedroom for you. I’ve made up the bed, there’s a bathroom in the room for you so you will have complete privacy. There’s a television and any streaming channel you could possibly want. I will make sure to have someone bring your cat to you once we’ve made the arrest.” Andy stood to guide you to the room you would call home for the next week or so.
“I don’t want to take your bedroom, please don’t let me be a bother at all. The guest room or any couch will be perfectly fine.” You followed Andy down the hall, finally agreeing to take the master suite. You walked over to the bed and started looking through all of the items and clothes that had been left. You couldn’t wait to step into a piping hot shower, letting the world fade away for just a bit.
“Well, I will leave you. If you need anything, please let me know. I will most likely be working out in the living room. There are snacks and food in the fridge, anything you want is yours.” Andy moved to stand in front of you, lifting your chin up so you would look at him. “It’s almost over, I promise. Now, try and rest, I will check in on you later.”
You thanked Andy, your skin still warm from his touch, and you could have sworn you saw something in his face, his eyes, something that made your stomach flutter and your heart pound. You shook your head telling yourself Andy could have his pick of any woman, the last thing he needed was one as broken as you.
You made your way to the bathroom stripping as you went, the bag of toiletries in your hand. The shower was hot and soothing, your back finding relief from the tension coiled there. As you stood under the hot stream, you cried. You cried for the loss of yourself, you cried for the loss of your love, you cried at the sheer relief of escape. You cried until you had nothing left.
You turned the shower off, and stepped out, so thankful Andy had the men pick up a fluffy robe. You wrapped yourself tightly and stood before the mirror, wiping the steam to look at your reflection. You applied your moisturizer, brushed your teeth, and made your way to the bed to change. You sat down and grabbed the sleep medication from your purse, taking two. It had been days since you had actually slept, and all you wanted for tonight was a chance to escape.
You laid down, your phone in hand as you scrolled through your updates from Jake. You texted from the burner phone Jake had set up for you, completely untraceable by anyone. Jake created this phone just for you and that thought had you in tears again. If it hadn’t been for Jake, you would never have been able to do this. You’d have been stuck in this endless cycle with Steve.
You responded to let Jake know what was going on, catching him up on your conversation with Andy, your requests, and how things were going to proceed. Jake begged you to be safe, letting you know he would check in with you tomorrow. You said goodnight and dropped the phone back in your purse.
You turned on the TV, and found one of your favorite movies streaming. As you leaned back against the pillows, you drifted off to sleep immediately, your meds and pure exhaustion kicking in. You hadn’t even changed your clothes, still dressed in only your robe on top of the bed, dreamless for a few hours, the only amount of rest your brain would allow.
You tossed and turned, your voice strangled as you tried to wake up, but you couldn’t out run him. Steve was all around and no matter where you turned, he was there. You tried to climb out of the darkness, but it enveloped you, blinding and suffocating you. You jumped up, gasping for air as you felt a pair of strong hands on your arms.
You screamed, thinking Steve had found you, completely forgetting where you were. Andy continued to hold you, trying to keep you from hurting yourself as you continued to blindly fight. Andy grabbed you, pulling you tightly into his embrace, holding you as you started to calm down, your tears wetting his shirt as you sobbed.
You finally calmed down enough to pull back and see the worried look on Andy’s face as he still held you, you finally relaxing into his embrace. You felt safe as Andy gently rocked you back and forth, his hand rubbing your back. Andy didn’t ask you about it and you didn’t offer any explanation, but you knew he understood where the panic had stemmed from.
You started to breathe evenly, your eyes slowly starting to close as you were lulled back to sleep by Andy. You startled awake when you felt him lay you down and cover you with the blanket. As he turned to leave the room, you grabbed his hand and pleaded with him not to leave you alone. Tonight, you needed him, not realizing that this was the exact moment your feelings started shifting towards this man and away from the one who hurt you while claiming it was love.
ANDY’S POV
Andy laid back down, staying above the covers, pulling you back to him, his arm around your waist as you quickly fell asleep again. What you didn’t know is that Andy was feeling the exact same shift in emotions, having been single for so long. Not to say Andy was a monk, but he had only accepted the physical from another person, always scared to make the emotional commitment too. All of that was different with you.
He thought you the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen, everything from your hair to your smile instantly making him an addict. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to get you alone long enough to let you know who he was and what he wanted, but he was damn sure going to try.
He learned your patterns, watching you for about two weeks, non stop. He wouldn’t let anyone else do this, he needed you to trust him. He had seen the pictures, the marks, old ones fading while new ones littered your skin. He hadn’t given you enough credit though, which is how you surprised him when you turned around and asked him why he had been following you.
Andy was so impressed, you had rendered him speechless. As he stumbled to find the words, he almost felt like he was back in high school and talking to his crush for the first time. When he finally found his voice, he handed you his card, his personal cell phone written on the back. No one outside of his job had this number, Andy always trying to keep those around him safe. And now, you were the most important thing to him, the one thing he wanted to protect and cherish for the rest of your lives.
Andy felt crazy. He didn’t believe in love at first sight, but his first look at you had sealed his fate. You accepted the card, turning to head back to your car. Andy watched you pull away, looking away only when your car was out of his line of sight. Andy didn’t think you’d call. He thought it was going to take a few more encounters.
He waited every day, still making sure to keep you under his watch, even when you were at home. He knew what he was risking, but he couldn’t let you go. You called while he watched the light in your room turn on, making himself wait before he answered the call.
You agreed to meet him, and the moment he sat down across from you, he knew this was it. He was done. You had ruined him for any other woman. He couldn’t help but grab your hand to soothe you as you started to talk, Andy hanging on every word you said. When you agreed to leave with him, well, he couldn’t remember a time in his life that he had ever felt this happy.
He had never let anyone into his home before, always worried about privacy and protection, but with you, there was no other place he wanted you to be. He listened as you recounted you life with Steve, jealous at the way you spoke about Steve in the beginning, then wanting nothing more than to murder him with his bare hands by the end.
He didn’t pity you, he knew you didn’t need nor want that from him. He admired you, your strength, something he had never witnessed before. He was impressed at your ability to compile all of the necessary information before Andy even came into the mix. You were brave, you were fearless, and this only made Andy fall for you even more.
He not only learned about Steve, he also learned about you. He learned your passions, your likes, your dislikes, he learned what made you happy and what made you angry, he learned about you, the real you; the you who you thought was dead and buried. He learned it all, committing every last detail to memory. When all of this was done and Steve was locked away, he would give you all of this and more. He would give you anything you asked for.
He had wanted to kiss you when he walked you to the bedroom. Seeing you standing there in his space, his most sacred area in all of the world, it unlocked something inside of him. He wanted to grab you and kiss you stupid, but he knew you weren’t ready for that. He made himself leave, immediately making his way to the bar for another drink. It took all of his strength not to kiss you, throw you down on the bed and taste you until you couldn’t remember your own name, let alone Steve’s. He wanted to show you how you deserved to be treated, how you were the most important thing ever to exist.
He listened as the shower turned on, and all he could think about was the hot water running down your breasts, your hand running along your body, your cunt warm and inviting. He felt his pants tighten, his thoughts only on your naked body. He imagined himself between your thighs, one thrown over his shoulder as he ate you out, your wet pussy dripping your essence down his face. He imagined your scent trapped in his beard, his fingers coated in your slick as you came over and over.
He loosened his belt, opening his pants and pulling them down enough to free his thick and hard cock, the head coated in his precum. He gathered it on his hand, grabbed his dick and slowly started to stroke his shaft, making sure to wipe the tip every time he reached the top.
He imagined you turned around your face pressed against the wall as he entered from behind, your tight and warm pussy hugging him perfectly, as if it was made only for you. He started to stroke faster and faster as he pictured himself slowly fucking you, pulling you back to kiss your neck. He pictured your hips bouncing back to meet his thrusts, your moans the only thing he ever wanted to hear again.
As he felt himself about to cum, he wondered what you looked like when you came. He saw you in his mind, breathless and lost, your orgasm completely possessing your body and soul. As he pictured you cumming, he felt himself stutter, his thrusts into his hand uneven and rushed. He imagined your cunt squeezing his dick tightly as he came, his cum covering his hand and landing on his shirt. He panted as he tried to catch his breath, his ears filled with his heartbeat, his head filled with nothing but you.
After he cleaned himself off, he changed into sweats and a hoodie, needing a distraction to keep him from making his fantasy come true. He worked for hours, completely unaware of the time as the hours passed by. The drive you had given him was a dream for any lawyer; names, dates, every transaction on a credit card, any ticket, everything right at the tips of his fingers.
When he heard you cry out, he ran to the bedroom and threw open the door. You were still asleep, but you were crying and whimpering. He grabbed your arms and shook you, trying to wake you, but nothing worked. You screamed when you finally opened your eyes, trying to free yourself from Andy with your arms and legs.
When you had finally calmed and started to sleep, he tucked you in, dropping a kiss on your forehead before turning to walk away. Andy heard you stir and saw the look on your face, causing him to make his way back to the bed. He wanted to make sure you felt safe and comfortable, so he stayed on top of the covers.
He slipped his arm around you, pulling your body back against his, you fitting as if you were always meant his embrace. He felt you drift off again, following you into slumber not long after. Andy didn’t normally sleep, usually only three to four hours a night, but with you warm and safe in his embrace, he drifted off into the best sleep he could ever remember having. He would do everything in his power to make sure this is right where you stayed.
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You woke up warm and comfortable, having slept better than you could remember. You stretched and rolled over, snuggling into the chest, startling when you realized you weren’t alone. You looked up, Andy sleeping peacefully, his arm around you. You reached out, caressing his cheek, the soft motion happening before you even realized what you were doing.
Andy stirred, clearing his throat as he brought you in closer, resting his chin on the top of your head. You let the warmth pull you under again, and for the first time, you felt completely safe and protected. You didn’t know what it was about Andy that inspired such confidence in you, but he did, and you would enjoy every minute while you could.
You woke a little later to Andy rubbing his hand up and down your arm, slowly bringing you back to reality. You stirred, stretching out your body as you felt Andy chuckle, the rumble low and deep from his chest. You looked up at him questioningly, offended you were being laughed at.
“I’m not laughing at you, put the pout away,” he said, smiling down at you. “You stretch like a cat, full body and long.” You slapped him on his chest and sat up, only just now realizing you were still dressed in your robe, which was hanging precariously open . You asked what time it was, moving out of Andy’s embrace to go use the bathroom and start your day.
Andy informed you it was a little past ten in the morning, which shocked you. You never slept past six maybe seven at the latest. Andy said he’d go get some food started to let you have some time to get ready.
As you entered the living room, your mouth watered at the smell of whatever Andy had made. Your stomach gurgled loudly, causing Andy to chuckle as he sat a plate in front of you. You took a bite, closing your eyes in pure delight as the flavors hit your tongue. You and Andy ate in quiet yet comfortable silence, you grabbing the plates once you were both done eating. Andy fought you until you compromised and allowed him to help you clean up.
As Andy sat down to do some work, you reached out to Jake to check in, needing to hear his voice and know he was safe. Jake informed you Steve had returned home early and was anxious to find out what you had been up to. Jake managed to stave him off for a while saying you were with your mother for testing that would keep you occupied for a few hours. You thanked him, promising him you were safe and would reach out to Steve soon.
Andy continued working, asking you questions over everyone in the files, and what you knew about them. You stopped about an hour later and texted Jake you were going to call Steve. Jake set the heart monitor noise in the background as you used your personal cell phone which Jake kept located at the hospital.
You gave Steve an update, making sure to keep the noise consistent as Jake helped keep the call authentic. When you disconnected, you sighed and rolled your neck and shoulders, tension immediately setting in when you talked to Steve.
Andy closed his laptop and asked what you felt like for dinner, anything you wanted. You told him your favorite food, and of course Andy knew exactly where to order it from, shocking you when he chose your favorite restaurant. You quirked an eyebrow and looked over to see Andy shrug. You had told him your favorite place during your story, and Andy made sure to remember.
You felt yourself loosen up, your mood instantly boosted at the fact that you were heard, a feeling that hadn’t happened in a very long time. While you waited for the food to arrive, Andy poured you a glass of wine, your choice being a sweet moscato while he sipped on the same.
When the food arrived, you and Andy ate, him regaling you with tales of his most humorous and memorable cases. You couldn’t remember the last time you had laughed so hard, Andy pouring more wine for you both as the night continued. You both decided to throw on a show you’d been wanting to watch forever, but you didn’t even make it through the first thirty minutes before your breath evened out as you fell asleep on his lap.
Andy looked down and made sure to cover you with the blanket across your lap as he went back to work, quietly so as not to wake you up. Whenever you moved, he stilled until you settled, keeping you covered up. His hand eventually found its way into your hair, gently playing with the loose pieces as he continued working through more files.
Andy drifted to sleep a few hours later, his head resting on the back of the couch. You woke up, waking Andy up to head to bed. Andy followed you down the hall, and as you stood outside the door, you looked at him, asking him to stay again. Andy silently followed you in, getting under the covers this time before pulling you into him again.
This became the routine for you two, sleep, eat work, spending time together, then sleep. This was your comfort zone, where you wanted to be. You weren’t sure you would ever feel safe or comfortable after Steve, but you wouldn’t shut the door to this chance if it happened.
On the last day with Andy, the end of the week you had agreed to in the beginning, you found yourself sad, disappointed that this was coming to an end, the day moving way too quickly for your taste. Andy slammed the laptop shut, leaned back and took a deep breath. This was ending way too fast for him also. You looked up to see Andy glancing down at you, your head laid across his lap as he played with your hair, your breath catching at the look on his face, a look you hadn’t seen in a long time.
Andy reached out, running his thumb over the apple of your cheek, causing you to lean into the soft and sweet touch. You leaned forward, your lips ghosting over Andy’s, your breath soft and timid. Andy leaned in, deepening the kiss as you lost yourself in his touch. As you moved to straddle his lap, Andy stopped you, his breaths short as he looked at you.
You immediately pulled away, embarrassed and ashamed at his denial. As you stood to leave, tears falling freely, you felt Andy grab you. He pulled you into his embrace, whispering that as much as he wanted this, he didn’t want to go too fast. He didn’t want to lose you, now that he’d just finally found you.
He grasped your chin, making you meet his eyes, wanting you to believe his every word. Andy meant it, he wanted to take his time with you, explore you, he wanted to love you in a way you had never been loved, but he needed to make sure you felt the same while he also needed to keep you alive.
“It isn’t that I don’t want to,” he said softly, his thumbs wiping the tears away as they fell. “I need to be able to keep you safe, to keep you alive, and I cannot do that until Steve is gone. I also need to know this is real, that your feelings are for me and aren’t just grieving a loss or fill a need. This is real for me, so real. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life.” Andy searched your face, trying to find the answers to the questions he so desperately needed.
You reached out and ran your hand along his jawline as you stood up to kiss him, every answer left behind on his lips. He kissed you again, pulling himself away leaving both of you breathless. You entered the bedroom, immediately finding home in his embrace, trying to memorize every touch, every breath before you were pulled apart.
Andy held you, both of you kissing, afraid to drift to sleep. Eventually, you both fell off into a dreamless sleep, morning coming way too fast for either of you. You packed everything up, Andy giving him men orders. After the car was packed, you and Andy stood silent as you drank each other in one last time.
“I am the only one besides my men who will know where you are.” Andy pushed stray strands of hair behind your ear as he continued. “Jake has been secured complete immunity on the condition he becomes a top tech professional for the US government, all branches. He will be set for life and will be able to contact you whenever he pleases.”
You nodded, trying to prolong this moment, still not ready to say goodbye. Andy moved to the side, opening the door to the SUV you were to leave in. Jake stepped out, his large and goofy smile on his face as he grabbed you in a tight embrace, lifting you off the ground. You cried tears of relief knowing your best friend, well actually family, was still alive.
He handed you a phone, going over all of the features as this was the last piece of technology he would be able to make for you. This phone was encrypted with only himself and Andy able to call or text. You could make calls and text of course, however Jake had made this phone completely untraceable with a new phone number spoofed every time you used it. Jake was excited to begin this new chapter, but completely scared of what time would bring. You assured him this was not the end, that Andy had made sure you’d always be able to reach him, even see him anytime you wished. As Jake said goodbye, he quietly whispered about how much he liked Andy. He approved, and that meant more to you than anything else. You watched another vehicle pull in, and squeezed Jake one last time.
As Jake was swept off to begin his new life, you turned to Andy, almost immediately seeking out his comfort. Andy helped you into the back of the vehicle, making sure you were buckled in and secure before placing a kiss on your lips, urgent and filled with sadness at having to let you go. You promised this wasn’t forever, Andy promised he would come back for you as soon as Steve was gone. Andy watched you leave, turning to head inside and start the war.
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The cottage was so small and secure, Andy’s men splitting time between guarding you and also living next door. Andy made sure to call you every day, and every day, you received something from him. A book you’d wanted to read, your favorite fruit, anything that you mentioned, Andy made sure was yours.
It had been two months of non-stop contact, Andy reassuring you he was safe. He spared you the details of the raid, only letting you know that Steve was gone. The next day, you were awakened by gentle purrs and head bumps, opening your eyes to see your favorite cat.
It would be another few weeks before you were updated again, Andy unable to text and call daily the further the trial progressed. You’d kept tabs on the news, able to watch Steve’s empire fall. You felt a sense of relief pour through you once you’d read the headline detailing Steve Rogers fall from grace, his empire blown up from the inside out.
High ranking politicians, police, business men, other mafia contacts all brought down and eliminated by one Andrew Barber. You watched the trial end, Steve found guilty on all counts. Steve would never be free again, nor would he see the light of day, his sentence relocated to a very secure underground prison meant for the most dangerous men.
You waited for Andy, ready to finally be with this man who’d allowed you to live once again. With all of Steve’s people gone, it was safe for you to come back. You looked at your phone, waiting for a call, a text, anything to let you know Andy was coming back, but it never came. Another week passed with nothing from Andy. You called Jake to catch up with him, so proud of him. He was the most important and sought after commodity to national security, and you couldn’t be happier for him.
You were about to give up on Andy, resigning yourself to the fact you had once again trusted the wrong man. You snuggled with your cat, finally allowing your tears to fall. You fell asleep snuggled up, his purrs lulling your anxiety.
You were awakened a short while later, a hand on your cheek while gentle kisses were peppered down the side of your face. You opened your eyes, immediately seeing the one person you wanted more than anyone.
“Andy,” you breathed, immediately falling into his embrace. He kissed you, needy and rushed, wanting nothing more than to be here with you in this moment. He pulled away, his forehead resting on yours as he panted.
“Hi. I came as soon as I could,” he said, twining his fingers with yours. You leaned into him, kissing him again, holding him so close. You looked around, making sure the two of you were alone. He assured you the men were away in their place, that the two of you were finally and completely alone.
Andy gently laid you back, removing his shirt before climbing up to meet your lips. You sighed as he started to kiss your neck, softly nibbling, licking, kissing as he made his way down. He stopped at your collarbones, his hands sliding up your sides as you moved to remove your tank top, offering him access to the breasts he’d dreamed about since the first moment he saw you.
He nipped your nipple, taking it in his mouth as he bit and worked it over, removing his mouth to allow the cold air to hit as he worked over your other nipple, alternating between the two before moving his kisses down your stomach, his hands grabbing your shorts, pulling them down as he went.
You leaned back as he kissed up from your ankle to the knee, ending at the top of your thigh as he moved to the other leg, making his way down from your thigh to your ankle, chuckling when you huffed in frustration, so close yet still no relief. Andy made his way back up, your hands finding his hair as he finally reached where you wanted him most.
He inhaled your scent, losing all control as he dove in, his tongue licking up and down your wet slit, your moans sweeter than he ever imagined. He moved to your clit, sucking the small bundle between his teeth as he slid two fingers into you. Andy almost came right there, your pussy more sweet and soft than he had dreamed.
He worked his fingers in and out, sucking relentlessly as he felt your cunt tighten and squeeze, knowing you were close. He rubbed his clothed cock on the bed, seeking any type of relief while he made you scream, your cries overtaking every sense. He continued suckling, over and over, your juices running down his hand as he made you cum again and again, not letting up until you pushed his head away.
He kissed his way up, stopping at your breasts again, almost making you cum again from the sensitivity as he landed at your mouth. You kissed him deeply, your taste spurring you on more and more. You flipped him over, straddling his lap, his hard cock rubbing over your already oversensitive pussy.
Andy lifted his hips, allowing you to pull his pants down, grabbing his cock, dragging the tip up and down your wet slit, causing Andy to thrust up. You positioned him at your entrance, slowly sinking down inch by inch, his cock filling you to the brim.
You started to rotate your hips, keeping his dick nestled deeply inside, the motion making him still, allowing you to take what you needed from him. This was all about you, what made you happy, what made you feel good, marveling at how beautiful you looked in this light, fucked out yet still fucking.
You leaned down, your hair covering his face as he grabbed it and pulled you closer, kissing you slowly and deeply, following your rhythm. You rode him slow, barely lifting off his cock, taking him so deep you felt him in every part of your pussy, warm and slow.
As you continued fucking him, you sped up, your head thrown back in ecstasy as you balanced your hands on his chest. You bounced harder, your hips swiveling, feeling your orgasm building higher and higher. You continued your pace, chasing your end as you felt Andy thrust up, meeting you.
You let go, your cunt gripping him tightly as you cried out, his name the only word you seemed to know. You felt him still, his hot cum shooting into you, as he kept himself buried deep, not wanting to ever leave the shelter of your pussy.
You laid down across him, panting as your heart started to return to normal, your breaths short and shallow. Andy rubbed his hand up and down your back, his hot breath in your ear. He kissed you over and over, letting you know that this is what he had wanted for you. He wanted you to feel safe with him, knowing he would never do what Steve had.
You fell into a deep sleep, his now softening cock still sheathed fully as he continued to comfort you, making sure you were resting and comfortable. This moment was more than he had ever felt he deserved, and you would never be alone again.
His phone lit up, silenced to make sure you weren’t disturbed. He opened his texts, one message popping open from an unknown number. “It’s done, everyone is asleep.” Andy sent a message acknowledging he’d received it, closing his phone, placing it to the side nightstand. You moved, moaning from the action, Andy keeping completely still.
Andy was a man of few words, but many secrets; he would tell you one day, but for now, this Andy would be all you knew, the prosecutor so in love with you, he would end the world. Andy thought back to his conversation with his most trusted man, Curtis. Curtis had been with Andy from the beginning, helping him build an empire so secret, no one knew who the actual leaders were.
Andy sat silently as he processed the news Curtis had sent. Steve was gone, never to be seen nor heard from again, along with all of his men, leaving Andy in charge, Andy who now had a direct line to Jake.
Every last person in those files had been handled, allowing Andy to silently seize control. As he looked down at you again, he felt so warm and loved. Andy wasn’t sure of much, but he was very sure of one thing: No one else would get to hurt you again, you were his.
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Is there gonna be a possible Valentine’s Day blurb for in the mountains? Just wondering
A blurb you say? I can swing a blurb 👀
Kisses and Chocolate
Dark! Steve Rogers x Reader x Dark! Bucky Barnes
You didn’t choose them but they chose you and they’re determined to shower you with affection on this special day.
Warnings: dark fluff
Words: 1k
In The Mountains || Steve and Bucky
The smell of fresh coffee and eggs lulls you away from your deep slumber. You yawn and groan at the sensation of lips grazing your cheek, a large hand massaging your thigh through the warm, soft sheets.
No part of you wants to awake, face another day with them.
But as you stubbornly cling to the remnants of sleep, the hands inching their way up your inner thigh force you to open your eyes.
"Hey, sleepyhead," Steve beams as you blink blearily and sit up.
Rubbing your eyes, you squint at the morning light spilling from the windows. You’re a little surprised the clock says 10 am. Usually, they prefer you start the day earlier. It’s been Steve’s mission, drilling healthier habits into you, whether you want him to or not.
So it’s odd they allowed you to lounge in the massive bed you share with them for several, blissful extra hours.
Your gaze falls to Steve’s hand on your thigh. He’s still softly caressing you through the blanket. You don’t shift away or recoil. You’ve come to learn Steve doesn’t appreciate that. Bucky even less, touch-starved as he is.
A contrived smile you’ve perfected now graces your lips.
"Steve…Bucky. Hi."
Astonishment bounces through you as you note the wide wooden tray in Bucky’s hands. It’s where the delightful scents emanate from, you realize.
"What’s that?" you ask, puzzled.
Bucky chuckles, blue eyes clear and sparkling in the sunlight. He bends forward and sets the tray in your lap.
He cups your cheek, his loving gaze raking over you as he announces, "Breakfast in bed for our best girl."
Words falter on your tongue as you gape at the tray. There’s even a lovely message with little hearts by the plate with both their names at the bottom and a red rose near the steaming coffee cup.
Where did they even find a rose in this weather?
As you remain silent, Steve’s fingers lurk under your chin, tilting it upward. Concern swims in his cerulean orbs.
"You don’t like it?" he mumbles.
The budding tears linger beneath your eyelids. You wipe them quickly as your smile widens.
"No, it’s nice," you assure him. "Just don’t know what I did to deserve that."
Steve’s brows crumple, his hold on your jaw tightening.
"What did we say about speaking negatively of ourselves, sweetheart?" he rumbles.
Pulse rising, you swiftly mutter, "I’m sorry."
His harsh grip turns into a caress, his thumb sweeping over your quaking bottom lip.
"There’s no need to be," he says, his deep voice mellowing. "And of course you deserve it. Especially today."
Befuddled, you blink at both of them.
"Today?"
Sympathy crosses Bucky’s features at your confused expression. He strokes your arm and explains, "Oh doll. Today’s Valentine's day."
Chewing on your lip, you examine the tray again. The hearts. The rose. Now it hits you. Valentine’s day, of course. You suppose that many months have passed since they took you.
Your voice is small as you mull over the insanity of that.
"I didn’t realize."
"It’s okay," Steve rasps soothingly.
You nod. Of course it is. How could it not be? They’ve restrained your access to technology. The alarm clock by the bedside is your only tether to the hazy concept of time.
It could be months or years since they took you…you’re not sure anymore. All of you know is their suffocating embrace and ravenous touches. They are your entire existence. Your entire world. As you are theirs.
"Will you be our Valentine?" Bucky chimes, swaying a heart-shaped box of chocolate in front of you with a wide grin.
You laugh at his antics, accepting the box.
"...Sure."
He feeds you one of the chocolates, one that’s got a gooey caramel center and crunches on the outside. His eyes follow the motions of your lips as you hum at the sweet taste.
"Thank you. It’s delicious."
Happiness radiates on their features.
"Eat up before it’s cold, sweetheart," Steve nudges. They revel in watching you eat, enamored expressions decorating their handsome faces.
Steve grabs your idle hand, tangling his fingers with yours.
"Today, we’re gonna dote on you." His thumb sweeps over your knuckles, his face illuminated with joy as he continues, "We’ve noticed all the efforts you’ve made to follow the rules lately, to behave…" He brings your hand to his plump lips to kiss the back of it. "To be our good girl. We’re very proud of you, sweetheart."
Your stomach clenches. His words sicken you. Sometimes it scares you, how pliable you’ve become. Compliant.
You’ve fought them so much in the beginning, hated them for each horror, every fresh hell, every boundary broken.
But it’s all in the past…however long ago that was.
You squeeze Steve’s hand and give a small smile.
"I’m already quite doted on. I can’t ask for more."
Bucky takes your other hand, his soft gaze drifting to your belly.
You swallow thickly. They’ve been waiting for their efforts to pump you nice and full of them almost every night to start showing.
"But we want you to have more," he says wistfully.
"Today’s all about you," Steve adds.
Tears well your eyes, unbidden and sudden.
Bucky leans over you to wipe each tear carefully. His inflection drips worry as he asks, "Doll?"
"It’s nothing," you deflect, hiccuping as you swallow another sob.
Steve cocks his head, the same concern fluttering in his eyes.
"Looks like something."
You shrug.
"I’ve always been alone on Valentine’s day, so it just feels…different."
As you cry, they bend over you, setting the tray aside. They each kiss you on the lips in turn, slow and tender.
Steve crawls further on the bed and tucks you against his broad chest. His earthy scent surrounds you and you bask in it. As Bucky’s warmth drapes over your other side, you close your eyes, letting the tears fall in silence. Soft words brush along your spine as Bucky nuzzles your neck, rubbing your sides comfortingly.
Steve caresses the top of your head, planting another soft peck there before whispering, "Well, you’ll never be alone again, sweetheart."
Bucky’s velvety bass ripples across your back. "Promise, doll."
You sniffle, soaking their warmth as you sob.
For better or worse, you know it’s true.
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Aaaahhhh emma every single time you tag me in posts like these I lose a little bit of my mind. My thoughts are clouded by him and i can't see anything else except the mighty man on my screen🤭🤭🤭💖💖💖🩷