Month update:
His new girlfriend started stalking my social media and got so angry at my posts I guess it’s causing issues in their relationship bc he unblocked me just to demand i delete my posts (I didn’t)
I’m exhausted. I’m mostly angry now. A few days ago I missed him and kept dreaming he would come back to his senses and come back to me. But I don’t miss him anymore. Not after the way he spoke to me yesterday.
It was like I was some strange lady obsessed with him. And not his very recent ex girlfriend of almost 10 years. And both of them are acting like our relationship was some short fling?? How was he able to move on so quickly? When did he start moving on?
Honestly I think I know when, I’m pretty sure he started moving on 2 years ago. And after going public about our break up I have received info leading me to believe this isn’t the second time he cheated but more like the 5th or 6th time…
Still doesn’t give him the right to string me along, gaslight me and manipulate me. He seems to think since he checked out a while ago, the cheating part isn’t as bad…it’s annoying.
I don’t think his relationship will last. If me posting about my feelings is affecting their relationship, it’s built on gravel and sand.
But I wish them the best. And I hope they are happy with their choices.
