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me: *catches myself being judgmental* me to me: i did not raise u this way

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

yall ever dissociate to the point that people say shit to you and you can hear them but you just dont process the words so just nod and smile and hope they arent saying anything overly important

*refuses to look at texts* I love conversation and communication

i thought i had a crush!! but it turned out to just be a 2 day long infatuation where i was actually just bored